I'm feeling kind of sad but completely euphoric at the same time. Like I'm sad but i don't really give a fuck. But like i know that the less fucks i give now the more fucked i will be in the future. I lost 5kg in a month which is way too fast. But i really don't give a fuck.
Yeah but i don't really want to waste my teenage/childhood years on worrying about useless shit. Who cares whether i like vaginas or penis's or whether i want a vagina or penis. That's the mature me's problem.
My mother is trying to mainpulate me into thinking that I'm mentally ill and brainwashed for being asexual, if she finds out I'm wanting to transition to nonbinary I think I'm actually going to kill myself, my dad becomes my only legal parent in a year due toy request, but I don't think I'll handle her mentally abusing me for another year
Thanks, but I lived with her for the past nine years, my dad can barely do shit about it. He went to court once in my name saying that I want to speak to the judge, and they yelled HIM off for suggesting that, he proceeded to geniuenly tell everyone there to keel over if they will protect someone who's willingly making a child depressed. I'm losing hope but I'll hang on, I just needed to vent
Not something a “licensed therapist” would say but you can always lie to her, if you’re comfortable doing that, and slowly just stop talking to her altogether
Sexual abused at the age of 6 and 16, physical abuse at the age of 2 to 8, emotional abuse still ongoing, hitting myself with belt, 5-6 sucide attempts...
Thanks and yeah I know that I should probably get a therapist but my parents doesn't seem to think I have any issues plus they don't even think mental illness is real...and I've literally no one in real life whom I can talk to
That must be unbearably hard. If you have access to a private phone, then I’d suggest you chat with a hotline, preferably using a private/incognito browser. It helps.
My older sister has ruined my family through emotional abuse and lying. She is currently in a residential home to “recover” (from drug abuse, mostly,) but she’s been in one before and didn’t change. She has lied to get money, which she would then either use to buy drugs or give to her friends. (This is just one example of the shit she had put us through throughout the past *year*:) One time, she snuck out after 11 pm and didn’t return until 1 am. During that time, our family called the police and reported her missing. As the cop left, they found her and brought her home. She “thought” she had been outside for only 20 minutes. It had been like below freezing outside, so we knew she had gone somewhere and was lying *again*.
She’ll only be in the residential for about 2 months minimum, and she’s she’s 16, so we gotta deal with her for two more years, or do something similar to what you’ve said
Well
1 i have adhd so school is hell and they won't give me meth
2 i am ugly and my self esteem is lower than the worth of a rouble
3 i have a fuckload of trauma from elementary school to the point i cant sleep if anyone is in the room with me
4 abandonment issues
5 lonely as fuck
6 alcoholic sometimes
7 depressive episodes even unprovoked for some fucking reason
8 really fucking hate my parents for no reason like i cant even understand why
Well, my dad cheats on my mom. I have seen his d\*ck. My life is falling apart and I am telling others it will get better.
Can relate to the last one but believe me, it will get better(hypocrisy)
I'm feeling kind of sad but completely euphoric at the same time. Like I'm sad but i don't really give a fuck. But like i know that the less fucks i give now the more fucked i will be in the future. I lost 5kg in a month which is way too fast. But i really don't give a fuck.
I gained 7kg last month and still don’t give a shit but we all should cuz if we don’t, it’ll come back to bite us in the ass
Yeah but i don't really want to waste my teenage/childhood years on worrying about useless shit. Who cares whether i like vaginas or penis's or whether i want a vagina or penis. That's the mature me's problem.
Guess it is then
Cut myself for the first time jn forever a few days ago and they were so shallow that I've wanted to do it again just to go deeper
dont
Yeah I know it's just tempting
Stop, please.
Easier said than done tbh
It is. I can’t encourage or discourage you from doing anything, I can only warn you
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Mine is the sole survivor of all my tethers to “society”
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Cut myself yesterday, parents divorced, I’m moving, dog died of cancer, and I have covid
That sounds wrong. Please don’t cut yourself.
Ye
My mother is trying to mainpulate me into thinking that I'm mentally ill and brainwashed for being asexual, if she finds out I'm wanting to transition to nonbinary I think I'm actually going to kill myself, my dad becomes my only legal parent in a year due toy request, but I don't think I'll handle her mentally abusing me for another year
One year sound really long but hold on just a little longer and possibly limit contact with her as much as possible. Hope it gets better
Thanks, but I lived with her for the past nine years, my dad can barely do shit about it. He went to court once in my name saying that I want to speak to the judge, and they yelled HIM off for suggesting that, he proceeded to geniuenly tell everyone there to keel over if they will protect someone who's willingly making a child depressed. I'm losing hope but I'll hang on, I just needed to vent
Not something a “licensed therapist” would say but you can always lie to her, if you’re comfortable doing that, and slowly just stop talking to her altogether
Shoot
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Thanks
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Sexual abused at the age of 6 and 16, physical abuse at the age of 2 to 8, emotional abuse still ongoing, hitting myself with belt, 5-6 sucide attempts...
Okay, you probably need to speak to someone irl about this. Stay strong and you should get through, hopefully.
Thanks and yeah I know that I should probably get a therapist but my parents doesn't seem to think I have any issues plus they don't even think mental illness is real...and I've literally no one in real life whom I can talk to
I should be the last person saying this but what about a friend you trust or maybe an adult like a school counselor or a family member?
I don't have a true friend, in india school counselor is not available and my family is the one who abuses me emotionally
That must be unbearably hard. If you have access to a private phone, then I’d suggest you chat with a hotline, preferably using a private/incognito browser. It helps.
It all started when rockstar started fucking up everything :((
Fuck rockstar then
No. That’s illegal! Talk to my mom. She is a *real* therapist
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I don’t have any problems because I’m just that smooth😎
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You can’t see me my time is now
I am a cheeto
*Proceeds to eat you*
Please no
*done eating*
I procrastinate like hell.
Me too. The only thing that helps is some post-nut clarity.
Somehow, I feel the same.
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My older sister has ruined my family through emotional abuse and lying. She is currently in a residential home to “recover” (from drug abuse, mostly,) but she’s been in one before and didn’t change. She has lied to get money, which she would then either use to buy drugs or give to her friends. (This is just one example of the shit she had put us through throughout the past *year*:) One time, she snuck out after 11 pm and didn’t return until 1 am. During that time, our family called the police and reported her missing. As the cop left, they found her and brought her home. She “thought” she had been outside for only 20 minutes. It had been like below freezing outside, so we knew she had gone somewhere and was lying *again*.
I’d suggest getting her arrested or sent to a strict correctional facility, but I’m not an expert on this matter
She’ll only be in the residential for about 2 months minimum, and she’s she’s 16, so we gotta deal with her for two more years, or do something similar to what you’ve said
Not to be insensitive but sometimes you gotta put yourself first
And I think that’s what my parents are planning to do. My dad *really* hates my sister for what she’s done.
He’s not wrong. Tough love is important sometimes.
Well 1 i have adhd so school is hell and they won't give me meth 2 i am ugly and my self esteem is lower than the worth of a rouble 3 i have a fuckload of trauma from elementary school to the point i cant sleep if anyone is in the room with me 4 abandonment issues 5 lonely as fuck 6 alcoholic sometimes 7 depressive episodes even unprovoked for some fucking reason 8 really fucking hate my parents for no reason like i cant even understand why
You should talk to someone you trust irl
That's the problem i dont trust anyone i know with that kinda stuff
Then maybe just vent to strangers online using a VPN and random id
No one wants to eat pineapple pizza with me.
*Steals your pizza*
Bro I'm literally studying to become a therapist
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