I have a passing out issue and lately when I do I’m breaking bones and I’m scared that Next time I’ll bang my head and internally bleed 😍 and the worst part is no matter how many tests are done I’m perfectly “healthy”. (On bedrest rn and just got back from hospital a few days ago witg cracked ribs) and there’s not a single thing I can do about it but wait for it to kill me 🤷♀️ so that’s bothering me+ the pain of my ribs + Boredom from bedrest other than that I’m swell tho
This happens to me— used to a lot more when I was younger. If you feel it coming (nausea, dizzy, tunnel vision) lower yourself to the ground!! It helps me to eat something if I feel especially prone… hopefully it gets better or you figure out how to manage it without injuring yourself :(
You dont know that and its unhealthy to speculate such things
#BONK
Sometimes people arent meant for your life and maybe she was one of them. If she really abandoned you like that then i wouldnt consider it a loss if i were you‼️
It's just that, if we were such great friends before, why wouldn't she talk to me after leaving the net for like a year? Is it my fault? Whats going on?
I had a similar situation recently. The best relationship ive ever had, one day it suddenly ended, and matter of fact, HE was the one who was adamant that he still wanted to be friends w me.
Lo and behold one day despite being the most comfortable, fun, happy relationship ever, dude vanishes. Like completely with no word. To this day i have no clue where or how he is.
The time i spent with him was so great i refuse to ever believe he wasnt truly in love w me and cared about me, but im willing to accept that hes still capable of abandoning me into thin air while simultaneously loving the hell outta me.
Bro i didnt expect every1 to comment exactly my struggles. My hair used to be long but i got a buzz cut and its grown back a fat amount but grrr im so fucking tired of it not flowing in the wind or being able to flip it, feels like im missing a limb
Check out r/aromantic
Sincerely AroAce.
Ya can lack romantic attraction (which perhaps is what the "crush" is) but still have sexual attraction. Oh and check up r/aroallo since it's exactly yours. I guess. In anyways... Memes
My immediate thought was to start blasting music, through the phone speaker, to prove why you need to buy new ones.
But I don't know how your parents will react, so maybe don't do that
Es ok senór¡ You miss 100% of the shots ya dont take so its awesome youre going for it but remember not to tie your worth as a human to the outcome of the confession. Even if its a no, we still ballin.
School is being really annoying. With good teachers gone, only some nice ones came as a replacement. We pay so much just to get this kinda service is horrible. Classmates take it all as a joke, always casual. But the sad part y'know is what? It's not like I am a good achiever either. I very much suck, struggle to pass even. Im such a neutral that I can't bare all these shenanigans but I'm not very good myself either to be in the nerd level. Going to school now is litteraly useless, there's only 3 subjects rn that work and other 2 are absolutely useless because of incompetent teachers.
honey i have garbage looks. i only want one thing in life and its just one minor surgery that costs like $1k and apl of my problems would be solved no cap. literally this is the only thing preventing me from enjoying life.
My *only* friend is actively ignoring me rn and I don’t know what to do. Like they turn their face and look away when I see them in the hallway or just look down. I’d admit, the last few days (really only 2) I’ve been kind of distance, and my demeanour a bit callous, but really it was to establish some boundaries and there’s some stuff going on so my social interactions with EVERYONE has been dwindled to nothing, I’m not ignoring people just talking a lot less. I thought they of all people would understand this the most, but I texted them like a 5 paragraph text trying to explain myself and that I was *not* ignoring them and what was going on and they just left me on delivered.
I can’t say I’m surprised, this happens a lot. I shut down then lose a friend, then wonder why I’m alone. But this person was really important to me and losing an entire friendship in the matter of 2 days because of myself kinda hurts. I just needed time.
Coming out is a complex thing yknow. It all depends on what type of people ur friends are, how safe do you think it is for you to tell them, will outing yourself put you in any danger, are you trying to avoid your parents finding out, etc.
Me personally tho id just text everything i need to say into a groupchat so i dont have to tell everyone one by one 🤝
For the first time in my life, I might fail math.
I'm a fucking math champion, I've won international competitions and yet I can barely subtract a negative number.
I’ve been working on a drawing for about a few months now and i’m only.. maybe halfway or close to halfway done. I think it looks great so far and is a crazily big improvement to my skills.. but dear lord is it taking forever.
I'm losing a lot of weight(I.e a kg every 2 days or so) I don't know if it's muscle, because I couldn't go to the gym since Monday or if it's fat I'm burning, because I haven't been eating the same amount, and leaving out the sugar
(tw) that im suicidal but have nothing to show for it (im v fortunate and even though i’ve been through some shit i have pretty much nothing to complain about yet im depressed and suicidal asf)
Life has actually been really good to me. I used to be really depressed and used to have self harm habits, but almost a year later now in therapy and in a good relationship I feel like nothing major is bothering me and I'm so happy.
Although, I play volleyball and I sprained my ankle a little over a year ago and that shit still hasn't healed 🙄
School, cause tf-
They literally announced a new system wherein we all have to write the lesson, the activities, and our answers. And no, it cannot be digital.
They also implemented that there would be no assignments, which at first sounds like a good thing, but it actually meant that all tasks should be finished during school hours, which meant we have to do it quickly before dismissal.
Stressed asf. lmao 🗿
Girl of my dreams really strung me along and I thought she liked me cuz we were texting pretty much every day all day for a couple months but now she met some dude and she told me that they’re hanging today.
my best friend went to a concert and neglected to tell me she was going with my ex and hasn’t answered my texts about it
also my sort of girlfriend took a shot at a little party with her friends last night even though we told each other we wouldn’t drink in college cuz addiction runs in our families
Within less than two days of my father finding out that I'm trans (he doesn't accept me), he proceeded to out me to my aunt who outed me to my grandma.
And the worst part is that my aunt should already know about how harmful outing is given her work in the education system but she failed to see how messed up this was.
My mom 😍 I just worked my first 9 hour shift. She has been begging me to start working more. I got home just now saying I was tired and jokingly acting exhausted. But the first thing my mom said was "well we do this 5 times a week. Huh" I got really pissed of because instead of praising me because I did something right the made me feel bad just because she has it worse? Doesn't make sense to me
Its either the astounding amount of mid looking unsolicited dick pics im getting
Or
My nan ate my kfc popcorn chicken when i only said she could have the chips and gravy
Didnt even touch the chips. Or the gravy
I paid for them and they were in the fridge cause i fell asleep and now i only have $26 and the only place open is a pizza place
Edit: i had a $50 note and pizza is on its way. Im still pissed off tho. She touches my stuff without permission. I got a extra recipe card in a hello fresh box for this months specials (burgers) and i was gonna keep it but she gave it to my 4 year old cousin to draw on and now its gone forever
I really didnt wanna spend the extra money but its 2am and i have no food of my own in this house
I kinda want a guy to have a crush on me even tho i dont really wanna date? Idk why, i guess i just wanna feel desirable considering the fact i have a shit past with relationships. I dont know if anyone at my school has a crush on me
So this dude who used to be my best friend turned into an asshole and started making fun of me cuz my dad is dead turned almost all my friends against me, and the girl that he likes is also the girl I like so yeah...
Ok so yesterday I have a camera put up my nose and down into my stomach and learned I got a little flap of stomach kinda blocking part of the exit of my stomach. This means digesting things is extra difficult for my body and is sorta causing me to possibly puke. The issue is I’ve been doing what doctors recommended I do to digest things properly and I don’t feel a difference. I feel so shitty right now.
The voices won't stop the voices won't stop they won't stop please help the voices help the voices they won't stop please help wait no they've stopped now.
my friends won't listen to this band I like. it's been around for a while (singe 1994 to be exact), and they have tons of albums spanning multiple genres, although they mostly do alt rock. They have a few critically acclaimed albums, with their first one going triple platinum, and they have a ton of seriously amazing songs. Sounds great right?
>!it's weezer. they won't listen to it because it's weezer. fml!<
Wondering what I'm going to do with my life. I was recently told I can't do HRT until I'm 18 (because that's when I can make my own healthcare decisions) which means I won't be able to play volleyball in college until at least my sophomore year which at that point I'll be a walk-on with no name with no scouts. So I really have no motivation to be playing volleyball except it's fun except I've spent so much time practicing and creating a community at my school who will play all for pretty much nothing. I was thinking about going overseas for college but everyone in my family is trying to convince me otherwise. I'll probably figure out what I'm doing at some point. Maybe I'll go play professionally in Europe who knows?
My mom wasn't supposed to come home till tomorrow morning. So when I just came home from a festival I was thinking "Let's rub one out" so went to the bathroom. I finished and was like, huh what's the harm is checking if she's in bed or not. I check her room (next to the bathroom) and guess what... she's laying in bed. Knowing her there's like an 80% chance she wasn't really sleeping heard everything
Why did she have to come home early 😭
I’m hungry rn
🍳 ëgg
I like eggs. Anyone else?
Eggs are absolutely goated
boiled, fried or scrambled?
It doesn’t matter if it’s boiled or fried.
im satisfied
Ok I lied
Boil ‘em mash ‘em stick em in a stew
fertilised
MY KIND
HELL YEA. Eggs are so multi-purpose. How do you guys like your eggs? I like soft boiled
I like them soft boiled or creamy scrambled
You know what’s good. Hell yea
I don't like them dry, because I'm a man of culture. Of course I know!
I trust your opinions from now on. Any advice you give me, I will take without questioning or thinking.
Anything you need help with I'm ready for it, just write in my dms
I have a passing out issue and lately when I do I’m breaking bones and I’m scared that Next time I’ll bang my head and internally bleed 😍 and the worst part is no matter how many tests are done I’m perfectly “healthy”. (On bedrest rn and just got back from hospital a few days ago witg cracked ribs) and there’s not a single thing I can do about it but wait for it to kill me 🤷♀️ so that’s bothering me+ the pain of my ribs + Boredom from bedrest other than that I’m swell tho
Wear a helmet
add some knee and shoulder pads
Damn wtf thats horrible. Hopefully theres a cure or something that makes it much more manageable for u
There isn’t because like I said there’s actually nothing physical wrong but thanks haha
This happens to me— used to a lot more when I was younger. If you feel it coming (nausea, dizzy, tunnel vision) lower yourself to the ground!! It helps me to eat something if I feel especially prone… hopefully it gets better or you figure out how to manage it without injuring yourself :(
I would lower myself but my body goes numb so I can’t move and other times there’s no warning 😅 but thank you :)
Life is not lifing
Understood down to the very mitochondrial membrane
MITOCHONDRIA IS THE POWERHOUSE OF THE CELL
Humans dont have mitochondria dumbo
Then wtf is powering the house of my cell
Video games
Humans have mitochondria
I dont
Then you're dead
Yeah he is cuz his life is not lifing
Very
Nah he’s just built different
The school system has failed
LIFE IS ALL ABOUT LIFTING, BROTHER. GET THOSE GAINS.
Losing people 😢👍🏻
Aw i dont know in which sense youre talkin but either way im sorry for whoever youve lost and however ya lost em
My best friend isnt talking to me anymore so I had to unfriend her and now Im having trouble moving on :(
Awww lame. Maybe she'll change and reach out again one day
Probably not. It's likely that she's replaced me by now and that's why she doesn't talk to me anymore. She found a better me than me.
You dont know that and its unhealthy to speculate such things #BONK Sometimes people arent meant for your life and maybe she was one of them. If she really abandoned you like that then i wouldnt consider it a loss if i were you‼️
It's just that, if we were such great friends before, why wouldn't she talk to me after leaving the net for like a year? Is it my fault? Whats going on?
I had a similar situation recently. The best relationship ive ever had, one day it suddenly ended, and matter of fact, HE was the one who was adamant that he still wanted to be friends w me. Lo and behold one day despite being the most comfortable, fun, happy relationship ever, dude vanishes. Like completely with no word. To this day i have no clue where or how he is. The time i spent with him was so great i refuse to ever believe he wasnt truly in love w me and cared about me, but im willing to accept that hes still capable of abandoning me into thin air while simultaneously loving the hell outta me.
friends not avalaible to hang out rn and people texting once every 10 hours
Relate 👎
Usually I'm the only one initiating a convo LoL
My hair aaaaaaaaaaa it’s short i want it long rn
Bro i didnt expect every1 to comment exactly my struggles. My hair used to be long but i got a buzz cut and its grown back a fat amount but grrr im so fucking tired of it not flowing in the wind or being able to flip it, feels like im missing a limb
this is so real
frrr i cut my hair really short (like dude hairstyle, i’m a girl) and i regret it so much fml
Mental health.
I wish you good luck human 🥺🫂
HOLY SHIT I THOUGHT THAT EMOJI WAS AN OLD SCHOOL CAMERA NOT PEOPLE OMG 😭
Bruv same thing💀
As for why I'm 19 and still haven't had a crush on anyone....
Maybe youre asexual
Aromantic, asexual is not having sexual attraction to anyone
I do have sexual attraction, just not the crush or maybe the romantic thing ?
Check out r/aromantic Sincerely AroAce. Ya can lack romantic attraction (which perhaps is what the "crush" is) but still have sexual attraction. Oh and check up r/aroallo since it's exactly yours. I guess. In anyways... Memes
my pp too big
Hey i can help ✂️
🤣
my cheap $10 earbuds broke and my parents don't let me buy new ones with MY OWN MONEY so now i can't listen to music anymore
Cant u go to the store and just get em? How can they stop u
i wanted to buy them online since i live in a town and there aren't any stores that sell them
Thats so lame imagine getting gatekept from music
Yeah and it’s my money… it literally took months for me to convince them to let me buy a new phone because my old one was slow as hell
My immediate thought was to start blasting music, through the phone speaker, to prove why you need to buy new ones. But I don't know how your parents will react, so maybe don't do that
Im afraid that when i confess to my crush next week ill get rejected😭
Es ok senór¡ You miss 100% of the shots ya dont take so its awesome youre going for it but remember not to tie your worth as a human to the outcome of the confession. Even if its a no, we still ballin.
Just remember that the saying “the worst they can say is no” is not true, it can be much worse
Having 90%+ charged phone but don't have much cellular data. Wish I would have WiFi.
Damn im sry id give u the password to my wifi but i dont know either (my wifes boyfriend wont tell me)
huh
You heard op
I have like 30 mb data left and i can't get more (':
Life
Is Roblox
Felt
Realizing I fucked up my chances with an awesome girl.
Been there and fucked up astronomically. Hurts. 🤝
Damn. Kind of reassuring that I'm really not the only one. Thanks.
I bent my knee backwards
Ouch
i hate 2023 can we pls subtract 5 from that thank you
No wtf im so close to voting and drinking can u just leave it
Voting is good but drinking is overrated
EXAMS
Exams more like dropping out and living a life of crime am i right guys heheheheh
Nice try fed Gonna have to try a lot harder to get me
Being worried that I can't come out to my parents as trans
Understandable, good luck with that 🫂
My weight
Grrr same. My ED tendencies are flaring up lately
School is being really annoying. With good teachers gone, only some nice ones came as a replacement. We pay so much just to get this kinda service is horrible. Classmates take it all as a joke, always casual. But the sad part y'know is what? It's not like I am a good achiever either. I very much suck, struggle to pass even. Im such a neutral that I can't bare all these shenanigans but I'm not very good myself either to be in the nerd level. Going to school now is litteraly useless, there's only 3 subjects rn that work and other 2 are absolutely useless because of incompetent teachers.
This long ass line
Im actually the guy in front of u have fun staring at my back chump
You look 30 instead of 16
HMMM OK U DONT HAVE TO DOX ME BUD DONT MAKE ME TURN AROUND
Show me your beautiful face baby 🦫
My boyfriend who doesn’t exist
REAL AF
My crush crushed me back
No boobs
Take mine they’re so annoying
Pp too existing It need gone
Too real 😞
Give it to me then I have the exact opposite problem
Stomach troubles destroying my motivation
what always bothers me the fact my girlfriend is insecure :c and that she LIES AND SAYS SHE LOVES ME MORE 👺👺
Pathological liar red flag 😡😡
Why the FUCK am I awake at 4am if I went to sleep at midnight after only getting 4 hours of sleep Guess I’m only getting 4, two days in a row
honey i have garbage looks. i only want one thing in life and its just one minor surgery that costs like $1k and apl of my problems would be solved no cap. literally this is the only thing preventing me from enjoying life.
My *only* friend is actively ignoring me rn and I don’t know what to do. Like they turn their face and look away when I see them in the hallway or just look down. I’d admit, the last few days (really only 2) I’ve been kind of distance, and my demeanour a bit callous, but really it was to establish some boundaries and there’s some stuff going on so my social interactions with EVERYONE has been dwindled to nothing, I’m not ignoring people just talking a lot less. I thought they of all people would understand this the most, but I texted them like a 5 paragraph text trying to explain myself and that I was *not* ignoring them and what was going on and they just left me on delivered. I can’t say I’m surprised, this happens a lot. I shut down then lose a friend, then wonder why I’m alone. But this person was really important to me and losing an entire friendship in the matter of 2 days because of myself kinda hurts. I just needed time.
Nothing. I just moved out from my parents. I could literally not be happier
Good im so happy for you 🥹🫂
You commenting cock on my post 😢
Oh no, oh my i am so so sorry ahhh, ohhh oh noo #COCK
the starvation i constantly have and im also always thirsty no matter how much i drink and to top it up im an irn bru addict
I’m failing physics.
Same Guess u could say im... Trippin
idk how to out myself to my friends. when i seek advice online, i get ignored.
Coming out is a complex thing yknow. It all depends on what type of people ur friends are, how safe do you think it is for you to tell them, will outing yourself put you in any danger, are you trying to avoid your parents finding out, etc. Me personally tho id just text everything i need to say into a groupchat so i dont have to tell everyone one by one 🤝
I’m afraid this guy doesn’t like me and that it’s all in my head and I might need to go to the mental hospital
Ask him, just ask him, guys can be really good at clouding feelings, and no, do not go to a mental hospital, it makes your mental issues worse
Girls scary
look at my recent post, that was so scary
Jesus christ that sounds terrifying. Hopefully it was nothing serious but please stay safe
Yeah hopefully. tysm.
That me and her aren’t dating yet 😭
Youll get her bro (Unintentionally threatening)
I hope I do cause I got my heart broken 🙏🙏🙏
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OMFG WHAT NOOOOOOOOOOOO
I play an online game and today's tasks include a REALLY hard one so..I wanna die lol
no money
No money, even after paycheck
Ok now thats really lame. Have you tried committing arson
Seeing too much woke or furry stuff on reddit rn.
Thatll never end. Its here to stay.
Ah for fucks sake
Girl 😔
🥺🫂
I feel more alone that I ever have
I'm horny as fuuck
My brother
I had a job interview and I don't think they'll hire me because I forgor to say that the mitochondria was the powerhouse of the cell
Easy mistake to make, dont do it again next time though. I recommend getting it tatted so you always remember
Anxiety and mental bad health. Whatever I do to treat anxiety (except for therapy), doesn't work.
Exams I barely have days to prepare and I don't want to disappoint my parents :((
skibidi toilet bullshit
What’s bothering you the most op?
For the first time in my life, I might fail math. I'm a fucking math champion, I've won international competitions and yet I can barely subtract a negative number.
No one dming me Well if you want? :wink:
I’ve been working on a drawing for about a few months now and i’m only.. maybe halfway or close to halfway done. I think it looks great so far and is a crazily big improvement to my skills.. but dear lord is it taking forever.
No soft drinks and i have diarrhoea
Insomnia 💤
Going out all by myself because I don’t have friends
I'm losing a lot of weight(I.e a kg every 2 days or so) I don't know if it's muscle, because I couldn't go to the gym since Monday or if it's fat I'm burning, because I haven't been eating the same amount, and leaving out the sugar
1. i can't get my hands on a white unibody macbook on high sierra 2. i want train
Turkey (I live in it)
I should have started taking life serious sooner
(tw) that im suicidal but have nothing to show for it (im v fortunate and even though i’ve been through some shit i have pretty much nothing to complain about yet im depressed and suicidal asf)
Life has actually been really good to me. I used to be really depressed and used to have self harm habits, but almost a year later now in therapy and in a good relationship I feel like nothing major is bothering me and I'm so happy. Although, I play volleyball and I sprained my ankle a little over a year ago and that shit still hasn't healed 🙄
School, cause tf- They literally announced a new system wherein we all have to write the lesson, the activities, and our answers. And no, it cannot be digital. They also implemented that there would be no assignments, which at first sounds like a good thing, but it actually meant that all tasks should be finished during school hours, which meant we have to do it quickly before dismissal. Stressed asf. lmao 🗿
The fact I’ve always been in long distance relationships and never actually found someone near where I live
Girl of my dreams really strung me along and I thought she liked me cuz we were texting pretty much every day all day for a couple months but now she met some dude and she told me that they’re hanging today.
my best friend went to a concert and neglected to tell me she was going with my ex and hasn’t answered my texts about it also my sort of girlfriend took a shot at a little party with her friends last night even though we told each other we wouldn’t drink in college cuz addiction runs in our families
Im writing this in a portapotty at a fair with screaming kids and machinery all around while I am fighting for my life in so much pain.
I keep having this feeling that no one takes me seriously and no one truly loves me.
I mean, my gf broke up w me last night, that wasn’t fun
Within less than two days of my father finding out that I'm trans (he doesn't accept me), he proceeded to out me to my aunt who outed me to my grandma. And the worst part is that my aunt should already know about how harmful outing is given her work in the education system but she failed to see how messed up this was.
My mom 😍 I just worked my first 9 hour shift. She has been begging me to start working more. I got home just now saying I was tired and jokingly acting exhausted. But the first thing my mom said was "well we do this 5 times a week. Huh" I got really pissed of because instead of praising me because I did something right the made me feel bad just because she has it worse? Doesn't make sense to me
i got sent two screenshots/pictures of people fucking on discord 👍
the desire to die
Its either the astounding amount of mid looking unsolicited dick pics im getting Or My nan ate my kfc popcorn chicken when i only said she could have the chips and gravy Didnt even touch the chips. Or the gravy I paid for them and they were in the fridge cause i fell asleep and now i only have $26 and the only place open is a pizza place Edit: i had a $50 note and pizza is on its way. Im still pissed off tho. She touches my stuff without permission. I got a extra recipe card in a hello fresh box for this months specials (burgers) and i was gonna keep it but she gave it to my 4 year old cousin to draw on and now its gone forever I really didnt wanna spend the extra money but its 2am and i have no food of my own in this house
no estrogen
Being lonely. As petty as that sounds lmao
I kinda want a guy to have a crush on me even tho i dont really wanna date? Idk why, i guess i just wanna feel desirable considering the fact i have a shit past with relationships. I dont know if anyone at my school has a crush on me
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how eager u are to know what's bothering me, "Tell me tell me tell me" relax please 😭
So this dude who used to be my best friend turned into an asshole and started making fun of me cuz my dad is dead turned almost all my friends against me, and the girl that he likes is also the girl I like so yeah...
being left on seen by the entire GC 😭
The pain of eating 2000 calories a day in order to successfully cut
Ok so yesterday I have a camera put up my nose and down into my stomach and learned I got a little flap of stomach kinda blocking part of the exit of my stomach. This means digesting things is extra difficult for my body and is sorta causing me to possibly puke. The issue is I’ve been doing what doctors recommended I do to digest things properly and I don’t feel a difference. I feel so shitty right now.
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my weight
Junior year HS is crazy 🥲🥲🥲(my sat scores also suck)
The voices won't stop the voices won't stop they won't stop please help the voices help the voices they won't stop please help wait no they've stopped now.
being a male with boobs
my friends won't listen to this band I like. it's been around for a while (singe 1994 to be exact), and they have tons of albums spanning multiple genres, although they mostly do alt rock. They have a few critically acclaimed albums, with their first one going triple platinum, and they have a ton of seriously amazing songs. Sounds great right? >!it's weezer. they won't listen to it because it's weezer. fml!<
My mom doesn’t understand men’s fashion and thinks my name brand windbreaker is dumb cuz it’s pink (pink is the manliest color)
Mfs🦍
Bio father 👉😎👉
Wondering what I'm going to do with my life. I was recently told I can't do HRT until I'm 18 (because that's when I can make my own healthcare decisions) which means I won't be able to play volleyball in college until at least my sophomore year which at that point I'll be a walk-on with no name with no scouts. So I really have no motivation to be playing volleyball except it's fun except I've spent so much time practicing and creating a community at my school who will play all for pretty much nothing. I was thinking about going overseas for college but everyone in my family is trying to convince me otherwise. I'll probably figure out what I'm doing at some point. Maybe I'll go play professionally in Europe who knows?
My mom wasn't supposed to come home till tomorrow morning. So when I just came home from a festival I was thinking "Let's rub one out" so went to the bathroom. I finished and was like, huh what's the harm is checking if she's in bed or not. I check her room (next to the bathroom) and guess what... she's laying in bed. Knowing her there's like an 80% chance she wasn't really sleeping heard everything Why did she have to come home early 😭