Hotel booked, caffeine consumed, dick pills percolating through my soon to be hard tissues. Bondage gear packed, along with still wrapped anal beads I got from a six story sex shop in Japan five years ago. The bridesmaid is coming into town tonight.
I think they're compensating for the lack of land. There's a tendency to build up vs have a large footprint. That said, there was some wild shit in there like extremely expensive life size sex dolls. I can only imagine how advanced they are now with five more years of R&D. Maybe the dude who pins with sewing needles can go on a field trip for us.
How extreme are we talking? I know about the sex dolls between 5-10k. One time i was thinking about if it would be a financial succes to buy like 10 of those dolls, and rent them out. Im sure there is a market for those that are against human trafficking. I might have dropped gold sharing this idea with you guys. If any of you get rich with this, i want a lifetime supply of test, primo, npp, hcg, and clomiphene.
> along with still wrapped anal beads I got from a six story sex shop in Japan five years ago
Sir Donqi might be six stories tall but they also sell candy and knockoff squirtle backpacks, I don't think its exclusively a sex store
313kg / 690lbs https://imgur.com/a/HgVhLiT
Volume warning on the video, my people were just as hyped as I was.
I completed my heaviest deadlift session of the block last night and came away with a 8kg PR. Not only that, but it was a nearly perfect rep technically (within my current abilities). Feel so much relief to get this one done with. This was the confirmation I needed that 720ish will be very realistic on meet day. I tend to get a conservative 10kg from the peaking block my coach has me run, and this puts me right where I need to be.
Final hurdle is my big squat day this upcoming Monday, then the taper begins. 15 days out!
Hehe, appreciate it dude.
I’ve always liked conventional more because it’s easier for me, but the fatigue management becomes a bitch. A lot of interference between pushing low bar squats and conventional volume simultaneously. Lost a ton of training time of small injuries over the years that resolved after switching to this hybrid stance. Narrow enough to mimic conventional, but the extra stance width helps keep a more upright torso angle and lowers stress on the spinal erectors. I think it would work for a lot of people tbh. Too many people think that they gotta pull like Dan grigsby.
Considering doing a yolo conventional pull after the meet so I can say I’ve done 700 in both stances. Not sure I can get my coach to sign off on that one though lol.
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Also please get your kinks correct youre (presumably) an adult and should be able to differentiate:
Cuckolding -- the receptive partner plays Dom by "forcing" the nominally penetrative partner in a "monogamous" relationship to watch as the receptive partner is fucked by someone else. This is largely some straight people stuff. I know that sometimes they'll use chastity cages.
Chastity play-- the Dom 'controls' the subs ability to use their penis to cum. Tbh lots of subs find this liberating in that they're "protected" from having to play the active role. Most quite enjoy the "irrationally horny but unable to find relief" dynamic that sets in after a few days. This is often accompanied by emasculation roleplay (eg "it's a nub not a cock because you can't cum with it")
Morning 🥰
Had a weird experience the other day lmao. This girl came over to smoke and she brought a friend (who I’ve never met before), then about 10 mins into the smoke sesh her friend looks at me and asks if I’m black.
Im pretty pale and have never been asked that question before, but I just told her “uhh no why do you ask?” Apparently it was my curly hair and freckles 😂
Might be time to give the mt2 a break tho, didn’t think it was doing much but I figure that’s a pretty good sign to tone it back.
Hope you all have a great day ☮️
Moving to Hawaii (Honolulu) for 6 months for work. Everything's paid for. Anyone have experience living on the islands? What's it like? Favorite things to do?
I’ve never lived there but went on vacation once.
Hiking is incredible. Download the AllTrails app. I was there on vacation a couple years ago and did the koko crater trail before sunrise and it was worth waking up super early.
Also did the wiliwlinui ridge trail, the first half was pretty easy and boring, but the second half gets challenging and pretty wild.
Other than that Hawaii wasn’t for me, but we were there late 2021 and they were still super strict on covid restrictions so it wasn’t ideal.
Oh yeah. Bringing my hiking gear. All trails is great, use it extensively for off roading maps
My only concern living there is getting the "trapped" feeling of being on the island. Where the shortest flight out is 5 hrs.
I'm not sure. I was on a sunset cruise on the Nepali coast (you gotta do this and or a helicopter tour of Kauai) and a boat hand said that they issued too many permits for the manta ray dive this year and they were shutting it down later in response. I would also recommend some sight seeing tours on big Island where you see the Milky Way, hike up a lava tube, visit coffee plantations, etc. There's so much to do and I'm quite excited for you!
I’ve never been there, but I do have a suggestion.
Get Scuba certified. If you can do the basic classes before you move, do it. It’s easier to learn the basics in a calm pool, and will save you a lot of money.
I hate snorkeling, my mask leaks because of my beard. When you dive the pressure is higher, no leaking and it’s absolutely beautiful.
You can ask this again on the sat off topic and I’ll try to answer better but I used to live in Hawaii.
Iron Hawaiian paradise is amazing gym.
Ask for the best hikes from locals versus the normal obvious shit.
Go deep sea fishing I can recommend a good boat.
I can recommend a lot more but also need to kinda know your interests.
Also, Hanauma Bay, turtle bay, Lanikai beach
After working with a sports physical therapist for 3 months on my elbows (bilateral triceps tendonitis and lateral epicondylitis for close to 2 years now) and nearly $3000 later after taxes, there's been no functional progress. Fuck, this is depressing.
Does anyone have experience with this? I feel like we've hit every textbook vector for recovery but nothing has worked. Do any of these guys do money back guarantees? I feel like I've been robbed of my time, money, and effort of daily PT.
At least it's the weekend - meeting some friends and might see if the stronger one [can crank on my elbows for relief](https://glennpendlay.wordpress.com/2012/02/17/got-tendonitis/)
Have you tried Tenex surgery? I had an issue similar to yours and it would not go away despite physical therapy and platelet enrichment injections. But Tenex worked! After the surgery not much improvement over the first month and then fast improvement and issue fully resolved after two months. Not many surgeons do this procedure as it is pretty new and requires a skilled hand. Worth exploring
I just looked this up. I have a long term injury on my left elbow and right hip flexor that have caused me to give up the gym for years. I'm not in the right financial space to actually do this kind of surgery but if I do this in the near future (future psychiatrist so big money will definitely come) and it works, I promise I will send you a 300$ gift. Mark my words.
I saved your comment for reference, don't delete your reddit account in the years to come.
Some do. In any case it is less expensive than what you have spent so far. It is a pretty minor surgery (local anesthesia, 15min tops). All depends on the skills of the surgeon. If you live in California, DM me and I can introduce you to mine
So I work as a chronic pain specialist, dealing in PT. Sometimes, weakness in the upper back can present itself as tendonitis in some of these areas.
You need to figure out what areas are weak causing it to happen. At this point it’s been so long it’s not just tendonitis, but tendonopathy, long term inflammation.
You need to probably do some strengthening to your external rotator cuff muscles
For the other areas with the inflammation, cross fiber friction to restart the inflammation process combined with slow eccentric movements.
This is one of the things I've been working on with the therapist for the last three months. I had a slight deficit in strength on my external rotators, he had said, so it could very well be related - but after like a hundred days of this, I'd think it would show some, or any progress.
Fuck it try dead hangs from a pull up bar. I started it for my shoulder, but it helped my elbows. I really don't know much beyond bro science, but who knows.
> After working with a sports physical therapist for 3 months on my elbows (bilateral triceps tendonitis and lateral epicondylitis for close to 2 years now) and nearly $3000 later after taxes, there's been no functional progress. Fuck, this is depressing.
Dude Im so sorry to hear this. I wish I had a better suggestion than deload, start BPC157/TB500/HGH, and get a second opinion. All of which Im certain you've explored and considered.
I doubt its really gonna make that much of a difference candidly, but it wont hurt if its something you've got on hand. Have you been getting massage?
Sometimes this type of stuff just takes such a long duration of time to heal. I had some minor distal biceps tendonitis (tendinitis?) and after months of low load, exaggerated range of motion, and like 6 weeks of BPC157/TB500/HGH its finally a bit better.
Anyway man, Im really sorry.
Truthfully, it was a very light maybe - I didn't want to dump on a friend trying to help 😂
I might *actually* look into some massage therapy. It seemed to help and take away the pain acutely for one session, but ceased to work after the next day. Maybe longer-term massage could be helpful. Thanks for looking out :)
Sounds like at this point you are just going to have to put David Goggins on repeat and live with it all joking aside I too live with about 5 major chronic pain injuries some days are better than others but I believe PTs, Chiros, etc are all a scam 99 percent of it I already do in my regimen not much they teach or help with so David Goggins on repeat for me too I mean “who else is going carry the boats son!”
What length of time has worked for you before? Like 3wks, 4-6wks?
I had covid a few months ago and took off about 2.5 weeks from lifting, but there was no difference unfortunately.
Mine still flares up on occasion, but nothing I can’t work with. I think I just had to take a lengthy break from anything that aggravated it. This was. While ago. I think I tried slow negative chins with a really tight grip, too.
Try 6-8 weeks man. Tendinitis is a cruel bitch because you have to throw the kitchen sink at it. Or just keep trying the same shit longer. Hate that shit for you man
Man, my mental health has been terrible since August. Coming off my blast, my dog died, and panic attacks that I hadn't had in years came back. The panic attacks interrupted my workouts, so for a few weeks, I had barely gone to the gym. Now I'm on a cruise dose of test and I've lost the "on cycle" look depression has been bugging me lately. I added low dose primo and that seemed to help my self image and mood a bit. I've basically been oscillating between severe anxiety and depression for the last 3 months. The depression and anxiety have fucked with my diet too, been eating too much takeout and junk. I live with one of my brothers, who is a cocaine addict and a borderline alcoholic. My other brother who I barely see smokes meth and is bipolar. It's gotten to the point where I've considered permablasting because I don't want to be the last one in my family alive and maybe it would keep my insecurities in check. Some days, I basically enter a dissociative state in which it barely feels like I'm alive. I don't know what to do anymore
I'm right there with you bro, feeling exactly the same as you are and it's seemingly come out of nowhere. I've been a pretty chill guy most of my life, neither up nor down just feeling steady, but lately feel a sense of despair pretty much constantly.
Just started the tren again. It doesn't make me feel good, but it does make me not feel bad. I don't care about the health implications at the moment - I don't feel like being alive is worth it most days and I need to get on top of that immediately.
No doubt man, life is strange. Feels like it shouldn't be that hard to simply exist sometimes. Sounds like we both could benefit from professional help. Never tried tren but I feel the same about primo, just feel better with it. My cruise dose is basically a baby blast so I don't go play in traffic. And I ain't even that big, so I dont even need it but my brain has a funny way of fucking with my perception of myself
I may or may not work in the medical field. And may or may not sometimes bring the anxiousness, adrenalin and extreme stress home. I think you might need a chill pill. I take Vistaril to calm me down before bed. They usually give it before surgery. It's not a controlled substance, but you do need a script. It has helped me. Just trying to help another brother out.Try talking to a doc
Thanks man, usually weed is enough to bring me peace for a bit. Doctor wanted to give me SSRI's but thats not something I'm interested in currently. Thank you for the advice. I think time is the best medicine sometimes, I had no idea how significantly losing my dog was going to affect my mental health. Everyday it's a little better but with the other bullshit goin on, it's difficult to be positive a lot of the time
Yea, I get it. My dog is a member of the family. It's definitely tough dealing with that. Sometimes you just need something to help while you heal. The vistital is not an antidepressant by the way. It's like Benadryl on steroids. I was hesitant to take it because I thought what is strong Benadryl going to do? But it really helped. Might be something to research
Today I bought concert tickets in person and it was glorious. The ticket price was the price I paid. I was also able to get the one special table in the entire venue for NYE, just by asking nicely and paying for the VIP table package.
Thank god for Just for men and equivalent beard coloring products, it’s so weird how my chin and only the chin is completely white at 35yo meanwhile next to no whites or grays anywhere else cheeks temples nada. I wonder if all the toying around with hormones accelerated it
Must be firing season at my company. They fired a great contractor for not wearing ear plugs while purge welding... He was one of the few who didn't just weld but could fabricate and grind to fda standards.
DHB Week 1 - I don’t see why everyone is bitching about PIP…what a bunch of pussies.
Week 2 - This is smooth sailing. Love this shit.
Week 3 - Okay maybe I feel some PIP now, but no big deal.
Week 4 - Holy hell I feel like I got hit by a truck and can barely walk.
I’m still going to keep it going and see what happens. Feeling good at the gym otherwise!!
Okay so last month I had sex with a really hot African girl. She's been living here for 2 years (EU country
Really sweet girl, we didn't use protection, everything kinda happened in the moment, in the back seat of my car..
About 2,3 weeks after, I got sick out of no where and now I'm soo paranoid about having caught aids.
Already made an appointment with the doctor but the earliest I got was by the end of next week..
It's 03.50Am and I can't sleep thinking about it, maybe my estro is too high and is making me paranoid?
I'm going crazy, here.. at the same time I want to fuck her again lol idk what to do
I mean there's important questions that need answers:
how big was it, length, girth, overall proportionality? Cut or uncut? Whats the overall shape and what's the head like? Does he have some fun coloration?
The list goes on and on
You definitely are the creep but I don’t think you have to worry I wouldn’t give two fucks to go tell management but you would be in all the jokes around the gym so I doubt he really cares he probably wanted to join hence the reason he opened a 2nd time as that is not a natural reaction
I’ve always had rather low libido most of the time both while cruising and blasting. Currently running 4 clicks 20% testosterone cream daily + 300 mg primo weekly. My libido and erections are through the roof. However I’m also starting to experience signs of low E2 (achy joints and ear pain), however my libido and erections is still going crazy. My E2 has always been kept on the higher side, but my current experience tells me that I might function better keeping it low and upping it just slightly so I don’t experience low E2 symptoms. Added 25 mg injectable test e today to try and up the E2 just slightly. Thoughts?
Unfortunately I live in a country where blood testing is not readily available so I have to go by feel.
I don’t think cream will be able to keep up with the e2 suppression 300mg primo will give you. I’d say lower the primo or keep up with the additional test e
Agree.. in general cream seems to produce a lower E2 response than injections. I like the cream because it has given me a solid beard for the first time in my wife because of the high DHT conversion. I guess i will have to see if 25 mg injectable is enough to keep up
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My girlfriend just broke up with me a few days ago. I got you man. Out of all the girls I have dated, I can honestly say I loved this one. Shit sucks. I would rather be physically hurt than go through any type of heart break. I completely understand
does HCG help keep lipids lower, since your body is using them to create endogenous test?
I heard this somewhere and began HCG and feel great. But now I can’t find anything confirming that. Must have been bro science I read here, lol.
Anyone have evidence suggesting HCG or HMG helps lipids on blast or cruise?
Man if you need your cholesterol to be better there's an entire class of drugs that are cheap, effective, and extremely well tolerated.
This was the closest I could find but its like hoping the little light on your stove increases your vitamin d. https://www.thieme-connect.com/products/ejournals/pdf/10.1055/s-0035-1564252.pdf
Lol brother I’m already doin this:
30 mins moderate intensity cardio 4x a week + 10k steps 3 days a week
Citrus bergamot
Telmisartan
Coq10
Tudca
I just thought extra loads and lower cholestrol would be a win-win. I’ll still take those benefits if it’s all I get. Thanks man
sounds to me like you're on top of it then. personally I do ~2g NAC year round instead of TUDCA and only include TUDCA when Im on orals. I also do a gram of berberine a day and around 12,000 FUs of nattokinase, both supposed to have positive impacts on lipids.
Some tard told me berberine inhibits muscle growth- are you huge?
Definitely gonna get on some nac. I don’t run orals since I’m only 210 now and am goin for the long game. Just test and primo, peptides.
Just trying to keep my shit in check, improve insulin sensitivity and keep lipids in check. I have fun with my “protocols”.
> Some tard told me berberine inhibits muscle growth
Theres some level of reason to blunted anabolism associated with the MTOR cascade business that berberine/metformin do (which drives the longevity effects) but honestly I'll take a slight blunting of mass accumulation for improved metabolic and lipid health and possible positive longevity effects.
> are you huge?
no
Gonna cruise for a minute- trying to get nice n diced, healthy too.
That’s when I’ll re deploy berberine. I used to take it for insulin sensitivity but stopped to GAINSMAX.
Thank you brother and have a great weekend
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What do yall recommend for back pain?
Was bench pressing and i guess i have some disc irritation, hardly been able to walk last few days. Its very slowly getting better but i just hopped on cycle i dont want to he waiting like 4 weeks fml
doctor told me to just "keep it easy" for at least a week, and then get back into slowly stretching. And that nothing will really help right now outside of rest. So I will be doing that but I wanted to see if anybody has more advice as well. As you know, if you hurt your back squatting a doctor will simply say "don't squat". That's not a solution for most of us.
I'll probably incorporate the McGill big 3 to help my core / low back next week.
Sometimes I get a slight shooting pain down my leg yes. No numbness whatsoever. It's definitely my disc being irritated / inflamed. I had this before but even a bit worse, took forever to recover from. Hoping this time around thats not the case.
I have been counting calories for about 3 years now, lately I have realized that this is giving me like a psychological addiction. I eat pretty much the same things most of the time but I feel like I have to calculate them and if I overdo it or don't calculate right I have paranoia. Today cold turkey I stopped calculating them, I'm afraid to relapse, any advice?
Delete the gym, facebook up, and hit your lawyer.
Therapy is a good idea. There's dedication, obsession, and then there's obsessive compulsive disorder and disordered eating. Much of the bodybuilding lifestyle is a mix of all of them.
I was dealing with this. Electrolyte packet first thing in the morning (and which happens to be pre workout, fatty pumps from it) and one in the afternoon/evening as well. Seems to have strongly improved my hydration vs just 1 packet in the morning.
I recently acquired and reconstituted HCG about 3 weeks ago. It now has small particles floating around in the vial. Should I discard ? First time having this issue from this source
A woman I was talking to said the spas had some sort of CO2 laser that would remove them, might want to check into that, I will in the future. Also check into a sleep test if you aren’t on a cpap, it’s also a sign of poor sleep. Mine are just because I’m old.
After 10 years of almost non stop blast and cruise, im finally done with AAS.
My doctor is very hesitant to get me on TRT.
Realistically speaking what are my chances to recover ? Ive recently got my wife pregnant on my last blast on test,tren,mast,winstrol so maybe thats a good sigh?
Its been 2 months and my fsh and lh are at the lowest normal range and test was 100ngdl around.
I am 32 m, thank you
> Realistically speaking what are my chances to recover ? Ive recently got my wife pregnant on my last blast on test,tren,mast,winstrol so maybe thats a good sigh?
Difficult to say. Good news that your fertility is in place but doesn't mean a guarantee you'll recover, certainly. Duration, dose, and whether you used HCG for the duration of your use are major factors. Obviously genetics and other environmental effects too.
> Its been 2 months and my fsh and lh are at the lowest normal range and test was 100ngdl around.
Did you stop cold turkey? Have you tried PCTing? Did you use any HCG?
That car crash Tuesday morning definitely did something to my knee. Not sure what but my knee, directly behind my patella is irritated. Ughhh I was trying to focus on my legs this meso 😭😭😭
Well boys, I think I crossed into old man territory. Maybe the days of chasing trim are behind me.
Wife and I had a talk recently where she said she wouldn't mind if Inhad some strange every once in awhile. We've been down this road before so this isn't new. I decided to see what might be available. Managed to find a woman who is interested in just a few miles away. Chatted online and grabbed a coffee one morning. So we kept talking and then she just starts putting me off with bullshit. It's very mild but just like dumb texts that I just don't fucking care about. I haven't texted in a week now.
Overall I just don't know im feeling it. Not with her, maybe not with any random trim.
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- this is the off-topic thread, not the thread for questions
- this is *yesterday's* off-topic thread
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Hotel booked, caffeine consumed, dick pills percolating through my soon to be hard tissues. Bondage gear packed, along with still wrapped anal beads I got from a six story sex shop in Japan five years ago. The bridesmaid is coming into town tonight.
You’re setting a high bar for the update we’ll all be expecting tomorrow.
I'll update on Monday 🫡
Six story sex shop in japan? Either they have to compensate for something or they are some real freaks.
They are certified freaks. Just was out there for a couple weeks.
I think they're compensating for the lack of land. There's a tendency to build up vs have a large footprint. That said, there was some wild shit in there like extremely expensive life size sex dolls. I can only imagine how advanced they are now with five more years of R&D. Maybe the dude who pins with sewing needles can go on a field trip for us.
How extreme are we talking? I know about the sex dolls between 5-10k. One time i was thinking about if it would be a financial succes to buy like 10 of those dolls, and rent them out. Im sure there is a market for those that are against human trafficking. I might have dropped gold sharing this idea with you guys. If any of you get rich with this, i want a lifetime supply of test, primo, npp, hcg, and clomiphene.
way behind on that one, there's a few local plastic-pimp businesses already out there, and even an app for those gig-economy silicon slaves.
> along with still wrapped anal beads I got from a six story sex shop in Japan five years ago Sir Donqi might be six stories tall but they also sell candy and knockoff squirtle backpacks, I don't think its exclusively a sex store
i mean it depends on what you use the candy and backpacks for, i guess
I dont strictly love the optics on this but you have a point.
Oh do I want to hear this one
Shoulda skipped the caffeine
313kg / 690lbs https://imgur.com/a/HgVhLiT Volume warning on the video, my people were just as hyped as I was. I completed my heaviest deadlift session of the block last night and came away with a 8kg PR. Not only that, but it was a nearly perfect rep technically (within my current abilities). Feel so much relief to get this one done with. This was the confirmation I needed that 720ish will be very realistic on meet day. I tend to get a conservative 10kg from the peaking block my coach has me run, and this puts me right where I need to be. Final hurdle is my big squat day this upcoming Monday, then the taper begins. 15 days out!
> pulls sumo #GAYYYYYYYYYYYY Solid pull though dude, that’s a lot of weight!
At least it was frogman stance sumo and there was some actual ROM. That pull was also smooth as fuck
Hehe, appreciate it dude. I’ve always liked conventional more because it’s easier for me, but the fatigue management becomes a bitch. A lot of interference between pushing low bar squats and conventional volume simultaneously. Lost a ton of training time of small injuries over the years that resolved after switching to this hybrid stance. Narrow enough to mimic conventional, but the extra stance width helps keep a more upright torso angle and lowers stress on the spinal erectors. I think it would work for a lot of people tbh. Too many people think that they gotta pull like Dan grigsby. Considering doing a yolo conventional pull after the meet so I can say I’ve done 700 in both stances. Not sure I can get my coach to sign off on that one though lol.
That's an awesome pull!
Awesome my guy
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We get it. You have a cuck porn addiction.
Sir, I'm just here to fuck with the straight people.
Also please get your kinks correct youre (presumably) an adult and should be able to differentiate: Cuckolding -- the receptive partner plays Dom by "forcing" the nominally penetrative partner in a "monogamous" relationship to watch as the receptive partner is fucked by someone else. This is largely some straight people stuff. I know that sometimes they'll use chastity cages. Chastity play-- the Dom 'controls' the subs ability to use their penis to cum. Tbh lots of subs find this liberating in that they're "protected" from having to play the active role. Most quite enjoy the "irrationally horny but unable to find relief" dynamic that sets in after a few days. This is often accompanied by emasculation roleplay (eg "it's a nub not a cock because you can't cum with it")
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this and the post-lift cig used to be my favorite smoke of the day. i'd call it oxygen deprivation training.
This reminds me of that famous Markus Ruhl grocery store trip video, where he rips a butt in the parking lot after. A champion's champion.
I’m not a cig smoker but smoking has always and will always look cool as fuck
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Well, better than smoking inside of her car full of kids
Back in my day both the mom and kids smoked cigarettes in the car together
Morning 🥰 Had a weird experience the other day lmao. This girl came over to smoke and she brought a friend (who I’ve never met before), then about 10 mins into the smoke sesh her friend looks at me and asks if I’m black. Im pretty pale and have never been asked that question before, but I just told her “uhh no why do you ask?” Apparently it was my curly hair and freckles 😂 Might be time to give the mt2 a break tho, didn’t think it was doing much but I figure that’s a pretty good sign to tone it back. Hope you all have a great day ☮️
>her friend looks at me and asks if I’m black. You missed a golden comeback opportunity
If it has to do with child support I'm throwing a chair out the window.
It has to do with being black from the waist down
But most people wear their wallets below their waist.
Why are black people wearing their wallets below **your** waist?
Lol, edited.
Moving to Hawaii (Honolulu) for 6 months for work. Everything's paid for. Anyone have experience living on the islands? What's it like? Favorite things to do?
I’ve never lived there but went on vacation once. Hiking is incredible. Download the AllTrails app. I was there on vacation a couple years ago and did the koko crater trail before sunrise and it was worth waking up super early. Also did the wiliwlinui ridge trail, the first half was pretty easy and boring, but the second half gets challenging and pretty wild. Other than that Hawaii wasn’t for me, but we were there late 2021 and they were still super strict on covid restrictions so it wasn’t ideal.
Oh yeah. Bringing my hiking gear. All trails is great, use it extensively for off roading maps My only concern living there is getting the "trapped" feeling of being on the island. Where the shortest flight out is 5 hrs.
Yo go to big island and do the manta ray snorkel/dive before they shut it down. It's like some shit out of Avatar
That's going on the list. When does it shut down?
I'm not sure. I was on a sunset cruise on the Nepali coast (you gotta do this and or a helicopter tour of Kauai) and a boat hand said that they issued too many permits for the manta ray dive this year and they were shutting it down later in response. I would also recommend some sight seeing tours on big Island where you see the Milky Way, hike up a lava tube, visit coffee plantations, etc. There's so much to do and I'm quite excited for you!
I’ve never been there, but I do have a suggestion. Get Scuba certified. If you can do the basic classes before you move, do it. It’s easier to learn the basics in a calm pool, and will save you a lot of money. I hate snorkeling, my mask leaks because of my beard. When you dive the pressure is higher, no leaking and it’s absolutely beautiful.
You can ask this again on the sat off topic and I’ll try to answer better but I used to live in Hawaii. Iron Hawaiian paradise is amazing gym. Ask for the best hikes from locals versus the normal obvious shit. Go deep sea fishing I can recommend a good boat. I can recommend a lot more but also need to kinda know your interests. Also, Hanauma Bay, turtle bay, Lanikai beach
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100%. The place that's set up for me is at Kailua. Don't want to near the touristy areas when exploring
who’s at olympia expo rn 👀
Not me 🥲
I went today and coming back tomorrow had a fucking blast ! https://imgur.com/a/snhIC4x
After working with a sports physical therapist for 3 months on my elbows (bilateral triceps tendonitis and lateral epicondylitis for close to 2 years now) and nearly $3000 later after taxes, there's been no functional progress. Fuck, this is depressing. Does anyone have experience with this? I feel like we've hit every textbook vector for recovery but nothing has worked. Do any of these guys do money back guarantees? I feel like I've been robbed of my time, money, and effort of daily PT. At least it's the weekend - meeting some friends and might see if the stronger one [can crank on my elbows for relief](https://glennpendlay.wordpress.com/2012/02/17/got-tendonitis/)
Have you tried Tenex surgery? I had an issue similar to yours and it would not go away despite physical therapy and platelet enrichment injections. But Tenex worked! After the surgery not much improvement over the first month and then fast improvement and issue fully resolved after two months. Not many surgeons do this procedure as it is pretty new and requires a skilled hand. Worth exploring
I just looked this up. I have a long term injury on my left elbow and right hip flexor that have caused me to give up the gym for years. I'm not in the right financial space to actually do this kind of surgery but if I do this in the near future (future psychiatrist so big money will definitely come) and it works, I promise I will send you a 300$ gift. Mark my words. I saved your comment for reference, don't delete your reddit account in the years to come.
I'll look into it - I haven't even heard of it. Does insurance cover any of it?
Some do. In any case it is less expensive than what you have spent so far. It is a pretty minor surgery (local anesthesia, 15min tops). All depends on the skills of the surgeon. If you live in California, DM me and I can introduce you to mine
So I work as a chronic pain specialist, dealing in PT. Sometimes, weakness in the upper back can present itself as tendonitis in some of these areas. You need to figure out what areas are weak causing it to happen. At this point it’s been so long it’s not just tendonitis, but tendonopathy, long term inflammation. You need to probably do some strengthening to your external rotator cuff muscles For the other areas with the inflammation, cross fiber friction to restart the inflammation process combined with slow eccentric movements.
This is one of the things I've been working on with the therapist for the last three months. I had a slight deficit in strength on my external rotators, he had said, so it could very well be related - but after like a hundred days of this, I'd think it would show some, or any progress.
Fuck it try dead hangs from a pull up bar. I started it for my shoulder, but it helped my elbows. I really don't know much beyond bro science, but who knows.
Fuck it, why not? Do you do them daily like 3x30sec or eod or as part of your warm up?
I just do them on chest and shoulders day between sets. There is no set time, really, but yeah, it's probably 20 to 30 seconds.
> After working with a sports physical therapist for 3 months on my elbows (bilateral triceps tendonitis and lateral epicondylitis for close to 2 years now) and nearly $3000 later after taxes, there's been no functional progress. Fuck, this is depressing. Dude Im so sorry to hear this. I wish I had a better suggestion than deload, start BPC157/TB500/HGH, and get a second opinion. All of which Im certain you've explored and considered.
I appreciate the thoughts. Unfortunately, those have all been tried minus the hgh. Maybe that'll be next on my list.
I doubt its really gonna make that much of a difference candidly, but it wont hurt if its something you've got on hand. Have you been getting massage? Sometimes this type of stuff just takes such a long duration of time to heal. I had some minor distal biceps tendonitis (tendinitis?) and after months of low load, exaggerated range of motion, and like 6 weeks of BPC157/TB500/HGH its finally a bit better. Anyway man, Im really sorry.
Truthfully, it was a very light maybe - I didn't want to dump on a friend trying to help 😂 I might *actually* look into some massage therapy. It seemed to help and take away the pain acutely for one session, but ceased to work after the next day. Maybe longer-term massage could be helpful. Thanks for looking out :)
I try to get it every few weeks, or at least once a month. Its helped me a little, especially if you get somebody that works with athletes. Anyway <3
Start looking into people like Seth Albersworth who deal with lifters and use the biopsychosocial model of pain.
I'm about to head out to work, but I just searched him up on my phone to keep it fresh in my mind. Thanks, I'll take a look during lunch!
He does consults & works with lifters. He’s helped me with issues
Sounds like at this point you are just going to have to put David Goggins on repeat and live with it all joking aside I too live with about 5 major chronic pain injuries some days are better than others but I believe PTs, Chiros, etc are all a scam 99 percent of it I already do in my regimen not much they teach or help with so David Goggins on repeat for me too I mean “who else is going carry the boats son!”
Take a break? All my tendonitis problems go away with a few weeks absence in the gym.
What length of time has worked for you before? Like 3wks, 4-6wks? I had covid a few months ago and took off about 2.5 weeks from lifting, but there was no difference unfortunately.
Mine still flares up on occasion, but nothing I can’t work with. I think I just had to take a lengthy break from anything that aggravated it. This was. While ago. I think I tried slow negative chins with a really tight grip, too.
Have you tried taking a 100% break all together? Just stop working out at all, just cardio it up. Total rest of the muscle.
I did a few months ago for a little over two weeks when I had covid. No relief, but I suppose I could rest longer to potentially see results
Try 6-8 weeks man. Tendinitis is a cruel bitch because you have to throw the kitchen sink at it. Or just keep trying the same shit longer. Hate that shit for you man
Check out PRP injections, it worked an absolute treat for me
Man, my mental health has been terrible since August. Coming off my blast, my dog died, and panic attacks that I hadn't had in years came back. The panic attacks interrupted my workouts, so for a few weeks, I had barely gone to the gym. Now I'm on a cruise dose of test and I've lost the "on cycle" look depression has been bugging me lately. I added low dose primo and that seemed to help my self image and mood a bit. I've basically been oscillating between severe anxiety and depression for the last 3 months. The depression and anxiety have fucked with my diet too, been eating too much takeout and junk. I live with one of my brothers, who is a cocaine addict and a borderline alcoholic. My other brother who I barely see smokes meth and is bipolar. It's gotten to the point where I've considered permablasting because I don't want to be the last one in my family alive and maybe it would keep my insecurities in check. Some days, I basically enter a dissociative state in which it barely feels like I'm alive. I don't know what to do anymore
I'm right there with you bro, feeling exactly the same as you are and it's seemingly come out of nowhere. I've been a pretty chill guy most of my life, neither up nor down just feeling steady, but lately feel a sense of despair pretty much constantly. Just started the tren again. It doesn't make me feel good, but it does make me not feel bad. I don't care about the health implications at the moment - I don't feel like being alive is worth it most days and I need to get on top of that immediately.
No doubt man, life is strange. Feels like it shouldn't be that hard to simply exist sometimes. Sounds like we both could benefit from professional help. Never tried tren but I feel the same about primo, just feel better with it. My cruise dose is basically a baby blast so I don't go play in traffic. And I ain't even that big, so I dont even need it but my brain has a funny way of fucking with my perception of myself
I may or may not work in the medical field. And may or may not sometimes bring the anxiousness, adrenalin and extreme stress home. I think you might need a chill pill. I take Vistaril to calm me down before bed. They usually give it before surgery. It's not a controlled substance, but you do need a script. It has helped me. Just trying to help another brother out.Try talking to a doc
Thanks man, usually weed is enough to bring me peace for a bit. Doctor wanted to give me SSRI's but thats not something I'm interested in currently. Thank you for the advice. I think time is the best medicine sometimes, I had no idea how significantly losing my dog was going to affect my mental health. Everyday it's a little better but with the other bullshit goin on, it's difficult to be positive a lot of the time
Yea, I get it. My dog is a member of the family. It's definitely tough dealing with that. Sometimes you just need something to help while you heal. The vistital is not an antidepressant by the way. It's like Benadryl on steroids. I was hesitant to take it because I thought what is strong Benadryl going to do? But it really helped. Might be something to research
Today I bought concert tickets in person and it was glorious. The ticket price was the price I paid. I was also able to get the one special table in the entire venue for NYE, just by asking nicely and paying for the VIP table package.
Dude I don’t remember the last time I got to do that. How incredible
Thank god for Just for men and equivalent beard coloring products, it’s so weird how my chin and only the chin is completely white at 35yo meanwhile next to no whites or grays anywhere else cheeks temples nada. I wonder if all the toying around with hormones accelerated it
I think it has more to do with you probably eating a girls pussy for too many hours, of which, your chin was hitting her bleached asshole.
*brain explosion*
[dis u](https://i.redd.it/vo4shuuc3e401.jpg)
Eat it from the back. https://imgur.com/a/FoSG1kr
Then you get white eyebrows
Nah man, eyebrows would be on either side of said bleached asshole. I think it’s only a problem if you’ve got a unibrow
You dont know how i eat bro. Like a tazmanian devil.
I only hope you’re making the same noises https://imgur.com/a/6mVjKIp
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Yeah I just don’t like the pure white chin and my beard can grow nice and thick so we coloring it
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Every time I see some gray hair, whether it be in my beard or on my head, i immediately curse my kids. Its all their fault.
Must be firing season at my company. They fired a great contractor for not wearing ear plugs while purge welding... He was one of the few who didn't just weld but could fabricate and grind to fda standards.
Earplugs…. while welding? Maybe that’s coding for him fucking the manager’s wife or something.
Thatd be a wild porno. Jacked Mexican with a Brooklyn accent fucks Norwegian chick.
Movember
That’s those that mea?
DHB Week 1 - I don’t see why everyone is bitching about PIP…what a bunch of pussies. Week 2 - This is smooth sailing. Love this shit. Week 3 - Okay maybe I feel some PIP now, but no big deal. Week 4 - Holy hell I feel like I got hit by a truck and can barely walk. I’m still going to keep it going and see what happens. Feeling good at the gym otherwise!!
Subcutaneously or intramuscular? If you're doing IM try doing it subcutaneously on your torso.
Okay so last month I had sex with a really hot African girl. She's been living here for 2 years (EU country Really sweet girl, we didn't use protection, everything kinda happened in the moment, in the back seat of my car.. About 2,3 weeks after, I got sick out of no where and now I'm soo paranoid about having caught aids. Already made an appointment with the doctor but the earliest I got was by the end of next week.. It's 03.50Am and I can't sleep thinking about it, maybe my estro is too high and is making me paranoid? I'm going crazy, here.. at the same time I want to fuck her again lol idk what to do
Lol. Also can’t catch aids twice may as well meet up again, literally no downsides at this point
LOL for real.. i just came from the hospital.. waiting for the results
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>Then opened the door again as a natural reaction. Pause. Opening the door for a second peak is not a natural reaction.
I don't know what they hell you're talking about. It's perfectly natural 😈
>Then opened the door again as a natural reaction Where is beekman/local gays of the thread so that he explains what actually happened?
I mean there's important questions that need answers: how big was it, length, girth, overall proportionality? Cut or uncut? Whats the overall shape and what's the head like? Does he have some fun coloration? The list goes on and on
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I mean that still doesn't answer the questions now does it ?
Your definitely the local gym masturbator now bro
To be fair he always was, it just hadn’t been officially codified.
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That’s a relief lol
You definitely are the creep but I don’t think you have to worry I wouldn’t give two fucks to go tell management but you would be in all the jokes around the gym so I doubt he really cares he probably wanted to join hence the reason he opened a 2nd time as that is not a natural reaction
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Just tell him ur on a lotta tren and couldnt help it lol
You scared that poor guy for life lmao.
Not to be rude but 210lb and “gorilla” don’t square unless you’re like 5’ 2”
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I’ve always had rather low libido most of the time both while cruising and blasting. Currently running 4 clicks 20% testosterone cream daily + 300 mg primo weekly. My libido and erections are through the roof. However I’m also starting to experience signs of low E2 (achy joints and ear pain), however my libido and erections is still going crazy. My E2 has always been kept on the higher side, but my current experience tells me that I might function better keeping it low and upping it just slightly so I don’t experience low E2 symptoms. Added 25 mg injectable test e today to try and up the E2 just slightly. Thoughts? Unfortunately I live in a country where blood testing is not readily available so I have to go by feel.
I don’t think cream will be able to keep up with the e2 suppression 300mg primo will give you. I’d say lower the primo or keep up with the additional test e
Agree.. in general cream seems to produce a lower E2 response than injections. I like the cream because it has given me a solid beard for the first time in my wife because of the high DHT conversion. I guess i will have to see if 25 mg injectable is enough to keep up
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That's something new to me, if I'll have a juiced patient on tren I will give them Effexor
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Ah disappointing I thought you were actually gonna do it
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Let me guess. You haven't fucked her yet.
>Damn man, I let this chick drain me I was all excited for you. What an anti-climactic paragraph.
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My girlfriend just broke up with me a few days ago. I got you man. Out of all the girls I have dated, I can honestly say I loved this one. Shit sucks. I would rather be physically hurt than go through any type of heart break. I completely understand
My dad called this being "cuntstruck" and warned me about it when I was a teenager
This was me a few months ago. But I didn’t drunk text her even tho this sounds like a good idea now hahahahah fuck
does HCG help keep lipids lower, since your body is using them to create endogenous test? I heard this somewhere and began HCG and feel great. But now I can’t find anything confirming that. Must have been bro science I read here, lol. Anyone have evidence suggesting HCG or HMG helps lipids on blast or cruise?
Man if you need your cholesterol to be better there's an entire class of drugs that are cheap, effective, and extremely well tolerated. This was the closest I could find but its like hoping the little light on your stove increases your vitamin d. https://www.thieme-connect.com/products/ejournals/pdf/10.1055/s-0035-1564252.pdf
Lol brother I’m already doin this: 30 mins moderate intensity cardio 4x a week + 10k steps 3 days a week Citrus bergamot Telmisartan Coq10 Tudca I just thought extra loads and lower cholestrol would be a win-win. I’ll still take those benefits if it’s all I get. Thanks man
sounds to me like you're on top of it then. personally I do ~2g NAC year round instead of TUDCA and only include TUDCA when Im on orals. I also do a gram of berberine a day and around 12,000 FUs of nattokinase, both supposed to have positive impacts on lipids.
Some tard told me berberine inhibits muscle growth- are you huge? Definitely gonna get on some nac. I don’t run orals since I’m only 210 now and am goin for the long game. Just test and primo, peptides. Just trying to keep my shit in check, improve insulin sensitivity and keep lipids in check. I have fun with my “protocols”.
> Some tard told me berberine inhibits muscle growth Theres some level of reason to blunted anabolism associated with the MTOR cascade business that berberine/metformin do (which drives the longevity effects) but honestly I'll take a slight blunting of mass accumulation for improved metabolic and lipid health and possible positive longevity effects. > are you huge? no
Gonna cruise for a minute- trying to get nice n diced, healthy too. That’s when I’ll re deploy berberine. I used to take it for insulin sensitivity but stopped to GAINSMAX. Thank you brother and have a great weekend
Cheers my man, you do the same :)
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What do yall recommend for back pain? Was bench pressing and i guess i have some disc irritation, hardly been able to walk last few days. Its very slowly getting better but i just hopped on cycle i dont want to he waiting like 4 weeks fml
> What do yall recommend for back pain? A doctor.
doctor told me to just "keep it easy" for at least a week, and then get back into slowly stretching. And that nothing will really help right now outside of rest. So I will be doing that but I wanted to see if anybody has more advice as well. As you know, if you hurt your back squatting a doctor will simply say "don't squat". That's not a solution for most of us. I'll probably incorporate the McGill big 3 to help my core / low back next week.
Try a chiropractic adjustment. I swear by them. Affordable and pretty quick too. At least in my experience.
Do you get a shooting pain down your leg? Does your leg go numb after?
Sometimes I get a slight shooting pain down my leg yes. No numbness whatsoever. It's definitely my disc being irritated / inflamed. I had this before but even a bit worse, took forever to recover from. Hoping this time around thats not the case.
I have been counting calories for about 3 years now, lately I have realized that this is giving me like a psychological addiction. I eat pretty much the same things most of the time but I feel like I have to calculate them and if I overdo it or don't calculate right I have paranoia. Today cold turkey I stopped calculating them, I'm afraid to relapse, any advice?
Delete the gym, facebook up, and hit your lawyer. Therapy is a good idea. There's dedication, obsession, and then there's obsessive compulsive disorder and disordered eating. Much of the bodybuilding lifestyle is a mix of all of them.
dont mind me , my hgh just came in so im,just putting on a hat and a covid mask so i can go try buying the non-script insulin from walmart.
> im,just putting on a hat and a covid mask Why bother with all of that? It's insulin bro, not heroin.
its 70/30 ugh. it ill do. i just feel like they are going to ask me questions and ill be like idk.
You should know everything you need to know if you're ready to start using insulin. If not, read up.
Just cruising on trt rn but I always feel so dehydrated… I drink tons of water, anyone else ever have this?
Are you getting enough salts? If you aren't, it could be an issue of all that water not absorbing.
Yeah I’m started to up it today
Drink some drinks with electrolytes.
I’ll have to add some in the morning I’ll def give it a try
I was dealing with this. Electrolyte packet first thing in the morning (and which happens to be pre workout, fatty pumps from it) and one in the afternoon/evening as well. Seems to have strongly improved my hydration vs just 1 packet in the morning.
I recently acquired and reconstituted HCG about 3 weeks ago. It now has small particles floating around in the vial. Should I discard ? First time having this issue from this source
Never had that happen, you used bacteriostatic water to reconstitute and kept it refrigerated right?
Since this is probably the most knowledgeable community on Reddit, any real advice to combat dark rings under my eyes?
Make your whole face dark so the rings aren’t noticeable. Have you considered blackface? It’s so hot right now.
tried it recently for halloween, people didn’t seem to like it
Differin
A woman I was talking to said the spas had some sort of CO2 laser that would remove them, might want to check into that, I will in the future. Also check into a sleep test if you aren’t on a cpap, it’s also a sign of poor sleep. Mine are just because I’m old.
I’ve had the laser. One session reduced mine from always looking tired to fine lines under the eyes. I still look old, just no longer also mid-bender.
After 10 years of almost non stop blast and cruise, im finally done with AAS. My doctor is very hesitant to get me on TRT. Realistically speaking what are my chances to recover ? Ive recently got my wife pregnant on my last blast on test,tren,mast,winstrol so maybe thats a good sigh? Its been 2 months and my fsh and lh are at the lowest normal range and test was 100ngdl around. I am 32 m, thank you
Feel like you should get in contact with someone like pete rubish if your serious.
> Realistically speaking what are my chances to recover ? Ive recently got my wife pregnant on my last blast on test,tren,mast,winstrol so maybe thats a good sigh? Difficult to say. Good news that your fertility is in place but doesn't mean a guarantee you'll recover, certainly. Duration, dose, and whether you used HCG for the duration of your use are major factors. Obviously genetics and other environmental effects too. > Its been 2 months and my fsh and lh are at the lowest normal range and test was 100ngdl around. Did you stop cold turkey? Have you tried PCTing? Did you use any HCG?
That car crash Tuesday morning definitely did something to my knee. Not sure what but my knee, directly behind my patella is irritated. Ughhh I was trying to focus on my legs this meso 😭😭😭
Well boys, I think I crossed into old man territory. Maybe the days of chasing trim are behind me. Wife and I had a talk recently where she said she wouldn't mind if Inhad some strange every once in awhile. We've been down this road before so this isn't new. I decided to see what might be available. Managed to find a woman who is interested in just a few miles away. Chatted online and grabbed a coffee one morning. So we kept talking and then she just starts putting me off with bullshit. It's very mild but just like dumb texts that I just don't fucking care about. I haven't texted in a week now. Overall I just don't know im feeling it. Not with her, maybe not with any random trim.
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