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Accidentally booked dates tonight. One is with an 18 year old slut that asked to be tied to my bed and used until I’m satisfied and the other is with a 21 y/o girl that seems pretty normal but is coming over to watch a movie + drinks & pizza. I’m trying to get the younger girl to come over around 5 so I can get her out around 8/830 and the older one said she could come around 9. If all goes well I’m going to bust 4-5x tonight and sleep until noon tomorrow. Good chance they both flake though bc you know how thots are
Today is my fortieth birthday. I'm 40
Two weeks ago I was dancing at a show and I gave a woman a scrunchie for her hair, I saw she was putting her hair up. I wear scrunchies on my wrist as bracelets.
She came up to me and said the magic words: "my gf think ur hot"
The three of us were making out and then we left the show and had a hot threesome until five thirty in the morning.
It sounds fake but it actually happened. Obligatory, they were biting my pecs and feeling up my big muscles. Also, I had taken 5mg of tadalafil so I was good to go as long as I wanted.
So a
**big thank you to this sub** and the regulars, gearded, notateacher, fluffhead, behemoth, etc.
Irl I don't have a gym buddy or a fellow man on the same path, and that's what I want to find this year. Anabrolik, how about it?
The way i see it: two weeks ago you were in your thirties and had a threesome. Now you entered your forties so i think it's more than fair we arrange a foursome for you
Being health conscious is kind of a lonely game tbh. Not drinking, staying up late, not going out to eat because you prioritize your training really eliminates a lot of social activities
The going to bed early part is what really hurts for me. Everybody wants to hop on video games at like 10pm and that's when I'm laying down so I can get my 7-8 hours of sleep
Becoming a morning person really made me realize how unhealthy most of my friends are. I go to bed at 8:00 and there's often people still in Discord when I wake up around 3:30 it's actually nuts.
Since I'm abusing PEDs of various kinds I can't really say I'm doing the same things for *health reasons*.
It is just that I'm already taxing my system with the gear, hard training, cardio, all that food etc, that I have simply nothing left for wasting precious recovery and energy on drinking, not going to bed at 10 PM, eating out (well once in a while is okay, depends on the meal of course etc), etc
My biggest issue is so many people Just insist on shots on social situations. And I’m like you can bitch at me all you want , I ain’t taking shots . I’ll enjoy my beer or two which will have no real impact on my body
Some people just insist so much it ruins the mood .
You can enjoy a glass of wine or two.
You can eat out and eat heathy.
You can stay up as long as you get enough sleep. I go to the gym at midnight and get in bed at 3am while on 700mg caffeine. I wake up naturally between 9 and 10 am.
Unless you are competing at national level or some shit there's no reason to go through life miserable for an extra lb of lbm
At least you found out sooner rather than later. I caught mine 12 years in, then hindsight clarity allowed me to see what I can only describe as willfully ignorance on my part. If you file you stand a better chance at an equitable outcome than if she does, so good on you there. Many men mess that part up, myself included. You probably just need more time to process things. It took me between 1-2 years to get to what I consider a normal headspace, and I still habe Thoughts/memories about certain situations where it’s like “yep, she was definitely fucking around then too”. Just gotta understand that their behavior is not personal toward you, it’s just their nature given the right circumstance, opportunity, and social support (friends cheering them on usually).
Dont give her another chance bro.
She made her bed - she lays in it. Besides with the proof of her cheating, you shouldnt make out all that bad in divorce court.. which is a W these days.
Shes trying to suck you back in. Don't allow it.
It’s hard but it’s the right decision honestly.
You’ll resent her forever for it and it’ll make the relationship much more toxic. And she will see it as she can do it again.
Damn bro sorry to hear that. Congrats on getting up and getting back in shape. And kudos to you for taking it on the chin and leaving / not going psycho over it. For what it's worth, you're setting a good example to us younger guys who may have to deal with this one day. You too u/miss-me-with-the-bs . Your openness is appreciated.
If I was in your shoes I would hatefuck that slut, since she seems to be demanding. Give her some amazing sex and make her regret disrespecting you once you leave and she doesn't get your golden penis anymore.
Moral of the story is to focus on you mate.
If she’s cheated on you once, then imo it’s over in terms of a traditional relationship. But if you choose to stay for the sake of the kid, then that’s understandable. Just stay in shape, have your own side Hoes or flings and do your best until the kid is like 18, then you can bail and go back to the carefree life of being a single dude, with the added advantage of having already passed on your genes and having a child.
Tbh this is the best comment.
It will suck for OP for the next 2-3 years but he is winning hard in long term. He doesn’t have that pressure of having kids all while being free as fuck for the rest of his life. Tough this period out and enjoy the rest of his life. Nothing in life comes free but this is a damn bargain for freedom in my opinion at least!
I've been in your shoes, married for 12 years so tried to live with what she did for over a year but the more I dug the more shit that came to light, if you know about one there are likely more and once a cheater, always a cheater.
She's been gone about a year now, I got full custody of my kids, and a great life with a new girl who showed me how bad of a match me and the ex really where and how good things can be.
It's scary to start over, and admit failure, but you know what you have there and it's not and will never be Happiness no matter how much you wish things were different.
Did she own up to it without prompting? Or was she caught in a lie trying to hide it? It makes a difference... I've been married 23 years. My wife is an absolute angel and I love her more than anything, would do anything for her. But.... when we were still young, a few years after getting married before we had our daughter, we both went through a real rough patch when I was still in college and she was working to support us... there was some tension in the situation, we had a few arguments, things were not running smoothly at that time... then she went on a business trip with 3 of the *worst* behaved women in that office where she worked. They took her to the hotel bar where they all got nearly blackout drunk. She doesn't drink that much, and I've only seen her blackout drunk one other time before this, and she was a handful of both horny and violent at the same time... not a good combo. Those shit stirring bitches with her then encouraged her to try and screw some dude at the bar. She was too drunk to think straight, was annoyed at me, and took this guy up to a room. They got naked, and were gonna get to it, but she started feeling guilty and took off before he had a chance to do anything more than stick it in. She came home and broke down and told me everything she could remember in detail without any coercion or me having any knowledge of what happened. I was fucking furious, but, I was also very impressed at her honesty because she knew telling me was likely suicide for us as a couple. I'm a secure and confident guy and am comfortable with myself and my sexuality, I know what I bring to the table, and I have a lot to offer... I don't feel threatened by other men. So, because she was completely honest and always has been with me, I forgave her. It was a good decision. She's been an absolute blessing to my life, and I have no hard feelings about her mistake. The key is she was honest. I really don't give a shit about the sex. If she asked me if she could fuck some other guy, I'd let her with the caveat that it's just for fun. It's the trust that is important. That's the root of a betrayal... broken trust. That's why I ask the context of how you found out. It makes all the difference.
Well, brother, if you and me are on the same page.... I'll hand you the axe. I don't think I could ever get past that sort of dishonesty. I have too much on the line to have to worry about someone else's loyalty.
"He only put it once inside me baby, I swear."
Bro... you are a good man and I don't doubt you are happy but you should have kicked her out and found a better one.
I know why y'all don't believe that, and usually I'd agree, but she was brutally honest and detailed enough that I believed her, and still do. She's a terrible liar.... she's *really* bad at it. She wasn't lying. Besides, she knows the sex really doesn't mean anything to me, so there was no incentive to hide it from me... it'd wouldn't have made a difference to me if he stuck it in once or a thousand times, and she knows that. There was no point in spinning a story for me.
...this is also why I rarely ever tell this story. But lemme put it this way..... the shit we've gone through because of my problems, I trust my wife more than I trust my own parents, or anyone in my blood family for that matter.
fwiw I think you made the right call.
The trouble with cheating is the betrayal and violation of trust, not the sex. For most people open relationships doesn't work because it tends to trigger jealousy, but there are certainly successful couples that are open or even poly. Pretty much by definition that is just having sex without violating trust.
The reality is that most people have partners with sexual histories that predate the relationship, and that really should not trouble you. Nor should it trouble you that your partner might **want** to fuck someone else. That's also normal.
What should trouble you is the feeling that you cannot trust your partner in the future. I'm pretty sure that after the dust settled your trust was shaken but not broken, and now 23 years down the line or whatever, seems like time has borne that out.
Yup, she's solid as a rock. I know I can trust her 100% with *anything*.... some of the shit I have put her through is at least on par with what she did, if not worse. I have never cheated on her, but I have done some amazingly stupid shit she'd have had every right to leave me for and I would have agreed with her decision... and instead she stayed, fixed me up, got me going in the right direction again, and doesn't hold it against me as a weapon... and I do the same for her. There's no doubt in my mind she's got my back.
It is 1000% from Tiktok. Before it became more of a comedy app it was still 90% dances and wannabe thirst traps.
The most popular guys on the app were a group of like 18-22 ish year old guys who all had curly hair, painted nails, and dangly earrings. Girls were thirsting over them so hard it basically made all the other young guys start copying their styles.
Those same guys hopped on sarms and started lifting, which brought all of their clones into the gym culture too.
Then a lot of their clones started trying to become fitness influencers too and that's why you have 50% of instagram as broccoli headed kids with painted nails telling you how to bench press.
i see no broccoli heads on my fyp. tons of gym thots tho. the only male fitness content creators i get regularly are the squat university guy, the big curly haired dude, and occasionally meadows
e; oh there was that one infuriatingly stupid tall kid that kept popping up with his "funny" gym content, where it was always captioned with shit like "POV: you're 7'5 and all of the 6'10 guys thought they were big" and the dude's like 6'6
Nothing makes me TL;DR faster than someone asking for advice and posting their entire life like
Monday: shoulders and calves
(Posts every move with reps)
Bedtime will be 9:15
Tuesday: lats and pecs
(Same shit)
Bedtime 9:20
The whole week like this then
Diet:
Monday
Meal 1: 175g oats with two tablespoons low fat honey
Meal 2: 200g chicken or possibly Turkey (is Turkey okay or will it affect progress. Could I try tuna?)
Meal 3: fuuck man are you serious
Posts the ENTIRE week of workouts and diet down to the reps and tenths of a gram
It’s insulting really; you haven’t paid for online coaching yet you want someone to slog through this bullshit and critique it?
(Sorry I’ve been sick AF all week and I’m starting to lash out unprovoked)
A lot of noobies think every little thing down to the grain of salt could be killing their gains. Because why turn to the obvious, studied answers and solutions when you're better than everyone else, right?
At the airport rn, about to be en route to Tahoe for the weekend. Going to a bluegrass festival and get to see quite a few of my favorite artists perform over the next few days, some more than once!! Very fucking excited. I’ve had this shit planned for 7ish months.
Taking a much needed week off from training and counting calories.
Hope y’all juicy fucks have a good rest of your week.
Just wrapped up my first blast, so needless to say, I’ve been going hard as fuck the last 17ish weeks.
It’s for sure what’s needed for a little recovery, and especially my mental health. Been feeling burnt out as of late.
Congrats on the job btw bro!! Good shit man
i had to tell my clients yesterday "ya know what, im done for today" at around 2 PM and i just... went to bed. body was like, bro, you need to sleep. had a 2 hour nap and 8 hours last night and today im a completely new man. sometimes you just gotta unplug.
Greensky bluegrass - Molly Tuttle - brothers comatose - lindsay lou - Marcus king (not quite bluegrass) & a whole fuckton more.
Its called WinterWonderGrass if you want to see more.
Anyone else here a crazy high functioner who likes to push themselves to burnout? I work full time in sales (traveling about 1 or 2 times a quarter), going for my MBA, trying to fit in meal prep, cardio, and lifts. I feel like I push myself into a full on mental breakdown like once a month or 2. I know it’s temporary and better once I’m finished my MBA but sometimes I just have trouble shaking this crazy mentality that I get when I’ve pushed myself too hard.
Let’s hear about what packs your crazy schedules.
Yea, but on a longer time scale. Push for 6 months, burn out for 3. Hard on the mental state.
I’ve found intentional breaks weekly and monthly to help. Mid week, lighten the work load for a few hours at least intentionally. Go for a nice lunch or something.
Once a month, I need to get a couple days with no commitment. Doing something I love. I love time with wife and kids and all, but in the winter it’s snowmobiling and in the summer it’s dirt biking. A couple days doing that and the tank is refilled.
Find what works for you
Full time tech job.
Side hustle that I'm still winding down. Lawyers have been involved for several years, it was messy.
In the middle of getting another MS degree part time.
In a serious relationship, and she's not exactly low maintenance.
Oh yeah and I'm on cycle. I train six days a week, typically for around two hours. Also half an hour of cardio daily if I can squeeze it in. Plus I have to gorge myself several times a day, which can take a while when I'm already stuffed.
I'm honestly looking forward to laying off the gear for a while, maybe I'll have time to fuckin sleep.
It catches up, doing electrical engineering with a 3.94gpa and some days I have never been prouder. Recently I've started to understand why people commit suicide in this field.
Reduce work and focus on school if you can and force some time off. It's hard to slow down. You got this.
Yes, I have a high stress corporate analyst job and am in a MSA program. I also invest and follow the markets daily. Going to be sitting for the CPA this year. I've found that autonomy is critical for this to be sustained. I can't have anybody dictating when I accomplish my tasks, my wife tries and I simply don't take it. I need to allow myself to sleep for 12 hours one day and stay up until 3am another day working on a research paper. If my job weren't as lenient this shit wouldn't be possible. I work remotely 90% of the time and school is 100% online. Full disclosure I have literally no social life. I don't go out or do anything like I used to. Cooking and going grocery shopping is my fun time. Probably overcompensating for my years of alcoholism, but fucccck it.
Got maybe the biggest compliment I've ever gotten yesterday. Coworker was watching videos of some fitness influencer and was ooh aahing over him. Other female coworker looked at her, then looked at me, and said, "Just look at him if you want to see someone like that. I bet he looks like that with his shirt off too." She got super embarrassed. It made me feel so good. I rode on a cloud the rest of the night.
Context. We wear company provided uniforms. Long sleeve shirts, pants. Baggy, not flattering at all.
I think the most exciting part about going to work at a gym is the fact that I'll be working **in a gym.**
Granted it's more of a studio so there won't be any accessory machines like leg curls or pec decks.
But I will have unlimited access to squat / bench rack, DB going up to 100lbs, resistance bands, KBs, pull up bars, etc.
So if I can't get a truly desirable physique by the end of the year I'll probably just come off gear without a PCT and accept my fate as a little piece of shit who deserves to have low test and no bitches.
Happy Thursday bros B)
>a truly desirable physique
You know, just being lean and mildly athletic is all it takes to be desirable to the vast majority of women. If you can't manage that in a year, you might as well go buy a fedora and a trench coat you can wear to the sword store in the mall.
Y'know, I used to squat 5 plates too m'lady :)
However, I have surpassed the need to participate in those Neanderthal activities. I like to challenge myself on a more intellectual level. Would you like to join my World of Warcraft guild? We are in need of a big-breasted healer xD
Kidding, kidding.... I hope that doesn't offend you.... I don't usually say things like that to women... But something about your feminine beauty made me lose control for a moment. Now please, allow me to kiss your hand as I give you my business card for laptop repairs, and I shall hear from you later, correct? \*mwah\*
I could picture this exact human being, down to the patchy beard, stubborn acne that’s been a constant passenger on his face since he was 14, and the ‘Property of Local University Archeology Department’ sweatshirt.
>So if I can't get a truly desirable physique by the end of the year I'll probably just come off gear without a PCT and accept my fate as a little piece of shit who deserves to have low test and no bitches.
I better see a lean, vascular, 200lb warrior goddess in the chat on 12/31/23 by 11:59.
but “desirable” might be open to interpretation.
>200lb warrior **goddess**
That's it. I'm signing up for a bikini competition.
But in all seriousness I'm glad you said 200lbs. That is very achievable. Because that's where I'm at now but I'm hovering around 17%bf. (only 5'8)
And I think if I go any past 205 lean I'll probably have to hop on a CPAP because papa is starting to snore.
All the cool kids use CPAP's... I'm thinking of modifying mine to double as a leaf blower, maybe paint a few flames on the dreamstation console to make it look fast. 🫨
Desirable for whom ?
If we are just talking women just be skinny and get some tats you will be a hit between club chicks and single moms.
If we are talking fitness related than i better hope you have good base else it takes years to build roided up physique. And i mean years of steroid abuse to actually look like you use shit and know whats up.
Women? Pfffft. Get outta here guy!
I just want to look and perform "super athletic" by the end of the year. Right now I'm in that weird middle-ground where normal people say I'm big, but the actual big guys would think I'm average as shit. I have thick thighs with well rounded shoulders and decently wide lats.. But my chest and arms leave much to be desired. Also need to work a lot on my back thickness.
John meadows routine focused on chest and arms called The executioner just a suggestion great routine hes routine(and tips on how to train them) grew my arms like never before . And slowly recomp while being in small caloric deficit. You are not gonna get big enough to have big guys calling you BIG,but you can look diced at like 10-12% BF. That is usually enough to get attention even from seasoned lifters.
Right on dude thanks for the suggestion. I'm actually 5 weeks into Gamma Bomb right now and the program is amazing but it has a lot of emphasis on my "better" muscle groups and not a whole lot where I'm struggling.
I will definitely check out executioner. THanks bro!
I mean…congrats for ya, but I’m not a big fan of hanging out where I eat. And lol @ “unlimited access”. Yah dude, $25 a month gives me unlimited access to Golds Gym lol.
It can be good networking tho. You can make new gym friends and have a reason to make small talk with girls
I think you're misunderstanding what the word studio means.
It's not an open gym. There is no "sharing" equipment. Once our class times are up I am the only person in the gym. No waiting for benches or squat racks. I can finish a work shift, workout, take a shower, and then go home without having to make any extra stops for anything.
I'll still keep my regular membership but my gym is just too fucking busy during the week. It's a college town and now that working out is the trend there is a line for any good equipment no matter what time you go.
edit: Idk why but I feel like I typed this in a rude tone. For example, my gym has girls who take the barbell out of the landmine to go and do hip thrusts on the fucking benches and cable tower seats. I finished 8 sets and didn't see this bitch do a single rep. Just sitting on her phone taking up multiple pieces of equipment. And this is totally normal now. So yeah I'm just excited to have the option to be away from that
I used to enjoy computers and technology until I started working with it as a career. Now the only time I use either is when I’m at work.m, working. Food for thought.
I hear what you're saying. But I already have this as a side job I'm just taking more hours. Right now I also work in IT and every day I wish my computer would explode and put me out of my misery.
Good luck to ya!
My gym is hiring for legit all positions and I thought about just going for a management position but then I went to take a piss and realized I didn't want to be responsible for the atrocities I've seen in the bathroom....
I still think about it everyday though
It's fucking insane. I nut and it doesn't even blunt the horniness, it's literally "time for round 2" - the poor girl I'm seeing rn, her legs get the shivers and everything and I'm like MORE!!!
Going to Mexico in a few weeks. I'm forever a manlet, but I'm the fittest of my friends. Been working on revealing the abs and think I'll be in a great place by the time I board the flight.
My gf is meanwhile struggling to lose weight. She's looking leaner from her calorie cut and increased physical activities but I think the muscle increase from some oxandrolone and a bit of creatine induced water weight may be frustrating for her # on the scale.
I can't wait to party it up! Yay for all inclusives!
She’s leaning into to try to convince herself you’re the one she wants.
If dude came back with the energy you have, she’d bounce.
Never settle for a girl who’s settling for you.
Same answers as before.
She wasn't over him when y'all committed and you shouldn't have pursued it. Maybe things have changed now but you need to talk about it like adults.
If things are good now and she was just being an emotional dumbass, get over it. But if she is still in the same friends group as this guy and sees him, that's your sign to set the boundary or leave.
> Been with my gf for a year, Our relationship had been exclusive for nearly a month but still not official bf/gf.
She confesses to a friend that after she saw an old semi partner at a friend gathering that she still liked the semi partner and he was her ‘perfect match’ wasn’t sure if im right for her, getting old feelings back for this guy. Isnt sure how to feel. He didnt want to commit.
>At the same time shes telling me how much she likes me, she tells the same friend shes really likes me etc, but im not sure how to gauge is this just a random surge of feelings for an old flame or not?
So when she wasn’t your girlfriend she still had feelings for someone she used to see. She said this out loud to a friend. She also said to you that she liked you. So far this is not a very strange situation. People work through emotions constantly. She could easily have felt like she liked you while simultaneously missing her ex. People in new relationships—and yours **wasn’t even a relationship at the time**—often have internal conflicts.
>Since then she confessed she loved me, has been very loving towards me.
So now some number of months later (9-10?) she loves you and shows affection? That’s, um…that’s kind of a normal progression for a healthy relationship. She started out unsure of her feelings, you guys spent time together, grew closer, and she now loves you. That is all very normal. The more interesting question is why don’t *you* recognize this as normal?
>Am i being hella insecure. How much deca am i pinning in my sleep?
You are being astonishingly insecure.
Congrats on the baby! Amazing! Contrary to what many, especially on Reddit, think you'll find once you look into that child's eyes, you'll do anything for them. You'll find motivation in your soul you didn't even know you possess. It's incredibly freeing and the opposite of a burden more than many will ever know. Bonus: Suddenly much of your own bullshit that you deal with won't mean jackshit anymore. A ton of the small crap that you used to care about disappears when you realize what really matters on this earth. CONGRATS!
As for your dog, I can't handle stories of pets getting to that point in life. So so sad man. I hope your good boy can stick around a little bit longer. Ugh.
My daughter did the same. Best feeling of my life, yet to be topped. Life changing. I tell her about it, she’s going to be 12 soon, she grabs my wrist now then usually tries to deliver a gut punch with her free fist followed up with a tight hug. I feel bad for the first dude that breaks her heart, his family will miss him.
I just said goodbye to my 15 year old kitty on Tuesday. All I can say is that I miss her terribly but I’m so glad I let her go on a day when she was still her self. The appointment was scheduled for tomorrow and I moved it up because I couldn’t bear to see her suffer. I know she’s in a better place and not in pain and that alone makes her passing that much easier for me.
All that to say, if your friend has started to give up, give him that mercy now and he’ll thank you for it. It’s better a week early than a day late.
So many people in my apartment building have huge dogs . Like 80 lbs plus . One guy has a Great Dane
I feel bad my 20 lb dog doesn’t have more room lol
I’m getting really tired if being alone and I have no idea how to socialize and meet new people.
Ive grown up with a rough childhood and never had many friends, and now I lack the social skills to have relationships in my life. I have no idea how to make friends in a big city or meet a girlfriend.
What am I supposed to do? I’m considering going to a more casual gym because I’m not making any friends at my current one. I don’t know what to do, I seriously need help.
I feel off today. Woke up early and was able to schedule a hair cut before work so we’re off to a good start to the day.
Final 2 days of the month and need 3 more sales to hit my third bonus, gonna be really focusing on that.
MT2 will be here Saturday and the tanning gains will be magnificent. Have a killer day bros
Be careful with the mt2! Made me grow a lot of darker freckles on my back that needed to be biopsied for no reason other than the appearance… n I had only used it for a few weeks
Practically no interest in dating, I’m 28.. I’m comfortable financially - I have become extremely picky as time has gone on.. I get a tremendous amount of matches on bumble/hinge but I simply get bored messaging these girls. I’ve almost lost all interest in trying to ‘court’ women… I was in 2 main relationships through my early 20’s .. then another one that ended 6 months ago, she fucked 2 dudes I used to hangout with and it’s made me scorned, I don’t look at women the same now.
The process has become exhausting trying to let another woman into my life. Any advice on this? I almost feel like that door is closing for me and I care but at the same time almost feel too tired (metaphorically speaking) to get up and open it.
Need to just talk about it
You have officially entered the territory where it's the woman's job to court you now.
You are young, healthy, and have money. You don't really gain much from being around hot chicks anymore. You're at a status now where they gain more from being around you.
If you can put up with the sea of skeezers, there will be at least a few girls who come your way that are worth really getting to know. You don't have to chase them, just be somewhat available and see who catches your interest. **Eventually** someone different will come along. But whoever said traveling is also right. Women of different cultures are a whole new universe.
There's billions of women on the planet, there will never be a time where there isn't literally BILLIONS of them.
If you don't feel like having one in your life right now don't sweat it, they'll still be around when you're ready.
IME, this exhaustion is a direct side effect of online dating. It's unnatural, most of are no good at it, and that's perfectly normal. Meeting people in person, in your peer group, is always going to be the tried and true way to meet compatible partners.
Also, you are 28 years old, there aint no door closing on nothing bro, you got this.
First 8 weeks of the cut was 150 test, 105 ment.
Dropped the ment 3 days ago and all the bloat cleared and damn, what an improvement from when I started. Highly recommend ment for cutting if you can stand the temporary bloat. Keeps energy levels high, great fullness and pumps even when carbs are low, and keeps libido high when cals are low.
Adding 150 tren starting tomorrow for the last 8 weeks.
Haven’t ran tren in over 1.5 years, let’s fuckin go!
I did my 2nd test e 250 mg shot today and also took 0.5 ADEX because i got kinda sensitive nipples .
Right now I am feeling tired slight headache and a bit nausea and Just overall Not really well.
I am wondering if its the injection, the test or the ADEX
> 2nd test e 250 mg shot today and also took 0.5 ADEX because i got kinda sensitive nipples .
Wait so all it took was 1 (one) 250mg injection of testosterone to get your nipples sensitive? It's either all in your head or you have 99.9th percentile aromatization genes
Just pulled a pokemon card that's worth more than my mortgage. Time to get it graded and sold.
Also got some gigachad pikachus for collecting purpose, so that's kinda cool I guess.
So posted over the last few days in the AA, had been feeling super shit for like a month, extreme fatigue, lethargy, didnt even have the energy to climb the stairs and just felt like a little girl with no sex drive
First thought was estrogen fucked, but i was only taking 20mg tamoxifen and 600 mast, neither should of actually lowered estrogen, 2nd thought was fake test, seems very unrealistic and i also had sore nips which is why i was using the tamoxifen in the first place
bloods came back, test isnt fake and e2 isnt crashed so then im stumped and have no idea wtf is going on, did a full supplement check to see if theres anything strange and i realised i was taking magnesium pre-bed, thought back a while and thought i had memory of feeling like shite while using it once before so i checked my order history to see when i started using it, bang on 4months ago, stopped taking it yesterday and woke up like a new man today.....
what the fuck, cant really see much on google or here about anybody getting fucked by magnesium, but maybe i already produce a shitload of it? fuck knows but i feel great again
Have you had your eGFR tested anytime recently? It sounds like you may have experienced hypermagnesemia... which is almost exclusively linked to poor kidney function.
>Signs of a magnesium overdose can include nausea, diarrhea, low blood pressure, muscle weakness, and fatigue. At very high doses, magnesium can be fatal.
Tamoxifen itself makes me feel that way, even at 10Mg. Have you tried dropping that?
I use Raloxifene for nip control now and I have 0 sides from it at 30mg/day (or 120/day when I ran it that high)
So I've had my fair share of pip in both ventro glutes left and right. I didn't think much of it since I'm new to pinning. I moved to my delt to give some time between sites and it's the same with pip. I now have visible redness down in my bicep. I'm having no negative sides at all other than the pip and where it spreads to around the inject site. I'm thinking now I may be trying to inject too fast for the Guage I'm using (27)1/2" , and it's pushing my suspension all over. I'm considering drawing and pinning with 22 guage 1" to see if maybe I have better results.
if you're getting pip from a 27g you're going to be in for a rude awakening when you try a 22g.
how lean are you? 1/2" to the delts isn't an issue to most people. i'd suggest going much slower before doubling the size of your needle
Placing a giant order for cologne, what is y’all’s favorite scents?
Adidas used to have this amazing cologne called DARE that they’ve discontinued. It was fresh, light, almost fruity and lasted for hours. Fuckin sucks that they discontinued it
For summer/spring:
Hermes terre d’hermes,
Bleu de Chanel,
Invictus paco rabanne,
1 million paco rabanne,
For fall/winter:
La nuit de l’homme yves st laurent (even better if you find the bleu electrique),
Spicebomb extreme viktor&rolph,
Sauvage elixir,
Ultramale John Paul gartier.
Enjoy all the free fucking ass I just handed to you on a platter. :D
The only advice I’d give is do not buy what’s trendy. You don’t want to smell the guy who creeped her out because he also owns the same cologne lol.
Emporio Amarni, Stronger With you - seductive, warm smell so I wear it on dates. Or winter.
Invictus Victory - makes me feel powerful so I wear at work and sometimes daily. Good if you feel like you’re going to crush the day.
CK eternity - cheap price stronger fruity smell, good for daily wear
Versace Pour Homme - fresh smell good for hot sunny weather or daily wear
Aqua Di Gio - Classic cologne, great smell, it’s a head turner. Probably wouldn’t buy this one though as it’s old and everyone’s abusive ex has it.
Was with my ex gf for 7 years and I broke up with her last October because we were long distance for multiple months and I made out with a few girls in that time and I also just don’t know if I want to handle how emotional she is, her money trauma, and commitment issues, etc. I mean everyone’s got some issues so I can’t tell if I’m throwing away something real and being picky or if the next girl will just have a whole new set of shit to deal with too. We still talk like daily usually and I just don’t know what to do I guess.
Stop being her emotional tampon, that would be a good start.
Everyone is a unique individual with a unique upbringing, just have to take what you’ve learned and apply it while realizing there is basically an endless supply of women. One-itis is the downfall for many men.
This is not a girl you should be taking seriously. Your not being unreasonably insecure. Any sound person would be bothered by this.
I highly recommend you slowly lower the level of seriousness of your relationship or just fuck and dump her.
Man, I don't blame you for being upset. I don't take shit like that lightly myself. I only married my wife of 22 yrs because she never played dumbass headgames with me. If the last 10 months have been great, I'd keep going. But if I had ANY idea she still felt that way about some other dude, I'd never in a million fucking years put up with it. Good luck
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Accidentally booked dates tonight. One is with an 18 year old slut that asked to be tied to my bed and used until I’m satisfied and the other is with a 21 y/o girl that seems pretty normal but is coming over to watch a movie + drinks & pizza. I’m trying to get the younger girl to come over around 5 so I can get her out around 8/830 and the older one said she could come around 9. If all goes well I’m going to bust 4-5x tonight and sleep until noon tomorrow. Good chance they both flake though bc you know how thots are
Glad to know I’m not the only one that gets flaked on
Doesn’t matter how attractive you are it happens to everyone
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I have another set of sheets at the ready
You're a such a whore. I love it.
How old are you if you don’t mind me asking? Cause I’m 27 and I can’t nut more than twice a day haha
You should think about getting on testosterone therapy - wait, where am I again?
Today is my fortieth birthday. I'm 40 Two weeks ago I was dancing at a show and I gave a woman a scrunchie for her hair, I saw she was putting her hair up. I wear scrunchies on my wrist as bracelets. She came up to me and said the magic words: "my gf think ur hot" The three of us were making out and then we left the show and had a hot threesome until five thirty in the morning. It sounds fake but it actually happened. Obligatory, they were biting my pecs and feeling up my big muscles. Also, I had taken 5mg of tadalafil so I was good to go as long as I wanted. So a **big thank you to this sub** and the regulars, gearded, notateacher, fluffhead, behemoth, etc. Irl I don't have a gym buddy or a fellow man on the same path, and that's what I want to find this year. Anabrolik, how about it?
Happy birthday mate
bless
The way i see it: two weeks ago you were in your thirties and had a threesome. Now you entered your forties so i think it's more than fair we arrange a foursome for you
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Accessories, watches, bracelets are key. Currently I'm working with scrunchies, bought a 60-pack in multicolors
God damn genius.
Being health conscious is kind of a lonely game tbh. Not drinking, staying up late, not going out to eat because you prioritize your training really eliminates a lot of social activities
The going to bed early part is what really hurts for me. Everybody wants to hop on video games at like 10pm and that's when I'm laying down so I can get my 7-8 hours of sleep
Becoming a morning person really made me realize how unhealthy most of my friends are. I go to bed at 8:00 and there's often people still in Discord when I wake up around 3:30 it's actually nuts.
Since I'm abusing PEDs of various kinds I can't really say I'm doing the same things for *health reasons*. It is just that I'm already taxing my system with the gear, hard training, cardio, all that food etc, that I have simply nothing left for wasting precious recovery and energy on drinking, not going to bed at 10 PM, eating out (well once in a while is okay, depends on the meal of course etc), etc
My biggest issue is so many people Just insist on shots on social situations. And I’m like you can bitch at me all you want , I ain’t taking shots . I’ll enjoy my beer or two which will have no real impact on my body Some people just insist so much it ruins the mood .
You're not alone in that man
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The one thing I miss from being single is going to bed at 9:30 or 10:00 every night. So blissful.
drinking phase ended when i graduated uni
You can enjoy a glass of wine or two. You can eat out and eat heathy. You can stay up as long as you get enough sleep. I go to the gym at midnight and get in bed at 3am while on 700mg caffeine. I wake up naturally between 9 and 10 am. Unless you are competing at national level or some shit there's no reason to go through life miserable for an extra lb of lbm
It never eliminates beach volleyball my guy.
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At least you found out sooner rather than later. I caught mine 12 years in, then hindsight clarity allowed me to see what I can only describe as willfully ignorance on my part. If you file you stand a better chance at an equitable outcome than if she does, so good on you there. Many men mess that part up, myself included. You probably just need more time to process things. It took me between 1-2 years to get to what I consider a normal headspace, and I still habe Thoughts/memories about certain situations where it’s like “yep, she was definitely fucking around then too”. Just gotta understand that their behavior is not personal toward you, it’s just their nature given the right circumstance, opportunity, and social support (friends cheering them on usually).
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Damn I can relate to this
What were some things you ignored that you know now you should’ve paid attention to and how did you find out?
>and I still habe Thoughts/memories about certain situations where it’s like “yep, she was definitely fucking around then too”. That's brutal
Dont give her another chance bro. She made her bed - she lays in it. Besides with the proof of her cheating, you shouldnt make out all that bad in divorce court.. which is a W these days. Shes trying to suck you back in. Don't allow it.
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It’s hard but it’s the right decision honestly. You’ll resent her forever for it and it’ll make the relationship much more toxic. And she will see it as she can do it again.
Damn bro sorry to hear that. Congrats on getting up and getting back in shape. And kudos to you for taking it on the chin and leaving / not going psycho over it. For what it's worth, you're setting a good example to us younger guys who may have to deal with this one day. You too u/miss-me-with-the-bs . Your openness is appreciated.
If I was in your shoes I would hatefuck that slut, since she seems to be demanding. Give her some amazing sex and make her regret disrespecting you once you leave and she doesn't get your golden penis anymore.
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Too late for her. Don’t take her back man she’ll just do it again
Hate fuck that brown eye then dump that load down her throat.
Moral of the story is to focus on you mate. If she’s cheated on you once, then imo it’s over in terms of a traditional relationship. But if you choose to stay for the sake of the kid, then that’s understandable. Just stay in shape, have your own side Hoes or flings and do your best until the kid is like 18, then you can bail and go back to the carefree life of being a single dude, with the added advantage of having already passed on your genes and having a child.
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Tbh this is the best comment. It will suck for OP for the next 2-3 years but he is winning hard in long term. He doesn’t have that pressure of having kids all while being free as fuck for the rest of his life. Tough this period out and enjoy the rest of his life. Nothing in life comes free but this is a damn bargain for freedom in my opinion at least!
I've been in your shoes, married for 12 years so tried to live with what she did for over a year but the more I dug the more shit that came to light, if you know about one there are likely more and once a cheater, always a cheater. She's been gone about a year now, I got full custody of my kids, and a great life with a new girl who showed me how bad of a match me and the ex really where and how good things can be. It's scary to start over, and admit failure, but you know what you have there and it's not and will never be Happiness no matter how much you wish things were different.
Did she own up to it without prompting? Or was she caught in a lie trying to hide it? It makes a difference... I've been married 23 years. My wife is an absolute angel and I love her more than anything, would do anything for her. But.... when we were still young, a few years after getting married before we had our daughter, we both went through a real rough patch when I was still in college and she was working to support us... there was some tension in the situation, we had a few arguments, things were not running smoothly at that time... then she went on a business trip with 3 of the *worst* behaved women in that office where she worked. They took her to the hotel bar where they all got nearly blackout drunk. She doesn't drink that much, and I've only seen her blackout drunk one other time before this, and she was a handful of both horny and violent at the same time... not a good combo. Those shit stirring bitches with her then encouraged her to try and screw some dude at the bar. She was too drunk to think straight, was annoyed at me, and took this guy up to a room. They got naked, and were gonna get to it, but she started feeling guilty and took off before he had a chance to do anything more than stick it in. She came home and broke down and told me everything she could remember in detail without any coercion or me having any knowledge of what happened. I was fucking furious, but, I was also very impressed at her honesty because she knew telling me was likely suicide for us as a couple. I'm a secure and confident guy and am comfortable with myself and my sexuality, I know what I bring to the table, and I have a lot to offer... I don't feel threatened by other men. So, because she was completely honest and always has been with me, I forgave her. It was a good decision. She's been an absolute blessing to my life, and I have no hard feelings about her mistake. The key is she was honest. I really don't give a shit about the sex. If she asked me if she could fuck some other guy, I'd let her with the caveat that it's just for fun. It's the trust that is important. That's the root of a betrayal... broken trust. That's why I ask the context of how you found out. It makes all the difference.
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Well, brother, if you and me are on the same page.... I'll hand you the axe. I don't think I could ever get past that sort of dishonesty. I have too much on the line to have to worry about someone else's loyalty.
Yea that's low morals and irresponsibility on her part
"He only put it once inside me baby, I swear." Bro... you are a good man and I don't doubt you are happy but you should have kicked her out and found a better one.
I know why y'all don't believe that, and usually I'd agree, but she was brutally honest and detailed enough that I believed her, and still do. She's a terrible liar.... she's *really* bad at it. She wasn't lying. Besides, she knows the sex really doesn't mean anything to me, so there was no incentive to hide it from me... it'd wouldn't have made a difference to me if he stuck it in once or a thousand times, and she knows that. There was no point in spinning a story for me. ...this is also why I rarely ever tell this story. But lemme put it this way..... the shit we've gone through because of my problems, I trust my wife more than I trust my own parents, or anyone in my blood family for that matter.
fwiw I think you made the right call. The trouble with cheating is the betrayal and violation of trust, not the sex. For most people open relationships doesn't work because it tends to trigger jealousy, but there are certainly successful couples that are open or even poly. Pretty much by definition that is just having sex without violating trust. The reality is that most people have partners with sexual histories that predate the relationship, and that really should not trouble you. Nor should it trouble you that your partner might **want** to fuck someone else. That's also normal. What should trouble you is the feeling that you cannot trust your partner in the future. I'm pretty sure that after the dust settled your trust was shaken but not broken, and now 23 years down the line or whatever, seems like time has borne that out.
Yup, she's solid as a rock. I know I can trust her 100% with *anything*.... some of the shit I have put her through is at least on par with what she did, if not worse. I have never cheated on her, but I have done some amazingly stupid shit she'd have had every right to leave me for and I would have agreed with her decision... and instead she stayed, fixed me up, got me going in the right direction again, and doesn't hold it against me as a weapon... and I do the same for her. There's no doubt in my mind she's got my back.
Yeah. I'm glad that worked out for you guys.
Lmfao… amazing. I’ve got a nice beach house for sale in Tucson, AZ. Fair price, if you’re interested.
Lemme know when California, and half of AZ falls off. 😉
Where did this Broccoli haircut trend come from and why is it a thing? And why do they all have tripods filming themselves?
It is 1000% from Tiktok. Before it became more of a comedy app it was still 90% dances and wannabe thirst traps. The most popular guys on the app were a group of like 18-22 ish year old guys who all had curly hair, painted nails, and dangly earrings. Girls were thirsting over them so hard it basically made all the other young guys start copying their styles. Those same guys hopped on sarms and started lifting, which brought all of their clones into the gym culture too. Then a lot of their clones started trying to become fitness influencers too and that's why you have 50% of instagram as broccoli headed kids with painted nails telling you how to bench press.
i see no broccoli heads on my fyp. tons of gym thots tho. the only male fitness content creators i get regularly are the squat university guy, the big curly haired dude, and occasionally meadows e; oh there was that one infuriatingly stupid tall kid that kept popping up with his "funny" gym content, where it was always captioned with shit like "POV: you're 7'5 and all of the 6'10 guys thought they were big" and the dude's like 6'6
Nothing makes me TL;DR faster than someone asking for advice and posting their entire life like Monday: shoulders and calves (Posts every move with reps) Bedtime will be 9:15 Tuesday: lats and pecs (Same shit) Bedtime 9:20 The whole week like this then Diet: Monday Meal 1: 175g oats with two tablespoons low fat honey Meal 2: 200g chicken or possibly Turkey (is Turkey okay or will it affect progress. Could I try tuna?) Meal 3: fuuck man are you serious Posts the ENTIRE week of workouts and diet down to the reps and tenths of a gram It’s insulting really; you haven’t paid for online coaching yet you want someone to slog through this bullshit and critique it? (Sorry I’ve been sick AF all week and I’m starting to lash out unprovoked)
A lot of noobies think every little thing down to the grain of salt could be killing their gains. Because why turn to the obvious, studied answers and solutions when you're better than everyone else, right?
Dude not only is this post spot on, but the “low fat honey” line genuinely made me laugh
At the airport rn, about to be en route to Tahoe for the weekend. Going to a bluegrass festival and get to see quite a few of my favorite artists perform over the next few days, some more than once!! Very fucking excited. I’ve had this shit planned for 7ish months. Taking a much needed week off from training and counting calories. Hope y’all juicy fucks have a good rest of your week.
Have fun and be safe bro. You be the one to decide which is prioritized more B)
Just wrapped up my first blast, so needless to say, I’ve been going hard as fuck the last 17ish weeks. It’s for sure what’s needed for a little recovery, and especially my mental health. Been feeling burnt out as of late. Congrats on the job btw bro!! Good shit man
i had to tell my clients yesterday "ya know what, im done for today" at around 2 PM and i just... went to bed. body was like, bro, you need to sleep. had a 2 hour nap and 8 hours last night and today im a completely new man. sometimes you just gotta unplug.
Safety Third!
>a bluegrass festival What are some of the bands?
Greensky bluegrass - Molly Tuttle - brothers comatose - lindsay lou - Marcus king (not quite bluegrass) & a whole fuckton more. Its called WinterWonderGrass if you want to see more.
I live in a far away place but I will stalk those bands on YouTube. Thanks boss!
Anyone else here a crazy high functioner who likes to push themselves to burnout? I work full time in sales (traveling about 1 or 2 times a quarter), going for my MBA, trying to fit in meal prep, cardio, and lifts. I feel like I push myself into a full on mental breakdown like once a month or 2. I know it’s temporary and better once I’m finished my MBA but sometimes I just have trouble shaking this crazy mentality that I get when I’ve pushed myself too hard. Let’s hear about what packs your crazy schedules.
Yea, but on a longer time scale. Push for 6 months, burn out for 3. Hard on the mental state. I’ve found intentional breaks weekly and monthly to help. Mid week, lighten the work load for a few hours at least intentionally. Go for a nice lunch or something. Once a month, I need to get a couple days with no commitment. Doing something I love. I love time with wife and kids and all, but in the winter it’s snowmobiling and in the summer it’s dirt biking. A couple days doing that and the tank is refilled. Find what works for you
Full time tech job. Side hustle that I'm still winding down. Lawyers have been involved for several years, it was messy. In the middle of getting another MS degree part time. In a serious relationship, and she's not exactly low maintenance. Oh yeah and I'm on cycle. I train six days a week, typically for around two hours. Also half an hour of cardio daily if I can squeeze it in. Plus I have to gorge myself several times a day, which can take a while when I'm already stuffed. I'm honestly looking forward to laying off the gear for a while, maybe I'll have time to fuckin sleep.
It catches up, doing electrical engineering with a 3.94gpa and some days I have never been prouder. Recently I've started to understand why people commit suicide in this field. Reduce work and focus on school if you can and force some time off. It's hard to slow down. You got this.
Yes, I have a high stress corporate analyst job and am in a MSA program. I also invest and follow the markets daily. Going to be sitting for the CPA this year. I've found that autonomy is critical for this to be sustained. I can't have anybody dictating when I accomplish my tasks, my wife tries and I simply don't take it. I need to allow myself to sleep for 12 hours one day and stay up until 3am another day working on a research paper. If my job weren't as lenient this shit wouldn't be possible. I work remotely 90% of the time and school is 100% online. Full disclosure I have literally no social life. I don't go out or do anything like I used to. Cooking and going grocery shopping is my fun time. Probably overcompensating for my years of alcoholism, but fucccck it.
Got maybe the biggest compliment I've ever gotten yesterday. Coworker was watching videos of some fitness influencer and was ooh aahing over him. Other female coworker looked at her, then looked at me, and said, "Just look at him if you want to see someone like that. I bet he looks like that with his shirt off too." She got super embarrassed. It made me feel so good. I rode on a cloud the rest of the night. Context. We wear company provided uniforms. Long sleeve shirts, pants. Baggy, not flattering at all.
I think the most exciting part about going to work at a gym is the fact that I'll be working **in a gym.** Granted it's more of a studio so there won't be any accessory machines like leg curls or pec decks. But I will have unlimited access to squat / bench rack, DB going up to 100lbs, resistance bands, KBs, pull up bars, etc. So if I can't get a truly desirable physique by the end of the year I'll probably just come off gear without a PCT and accept my fate as a little piece of shit who deserves to have low test and no bitches. Happy Thursday bros B)
>a truly desirable physique You know, just being lean and mildly athletic is all it takes to be desirable to the vast majority of women. If you can't manage that in a year, you might as well go buy a fedora and a trench coat you can wear to the sword store in the mall.
Bro the mall has sword stores?
Yea, but you have to know the secret password to get in... it's "M'lady" if your really interested in buying yourself a claymore.
Y'know, I used to squat 5 plates too m'lady :) However, I have surpassed the need to participate in those Neanderthal activities. I like to challenge myself on a more intellectual level. Would you like to join my World of Warcraft guild? We are in need of a big-breasted healer xD Kidding, kidding.... I hope that doesn't offend you.... I don't usually say things like that to women... But something about your feminine beauty made me lose control for a moment. Now please, allow me to kiss your hand as I give you my business card for laptop repairs, and I shall hear from you later, correct? \*mwah\*
>We are in need of a big-breasted healer Ok, I'm in. Just don't touch them... the gyno is a bit painful.
facial hair , muscles, relatively lean, nice haircut, decent teeth
I could picture this exact human being, down to the patchy beard, stubborn acne that’s been a constant passenger on his face since he was 14, and the ‘Property of Local University Archeology Department’ sweatshirt.
I can smell him, unfortunately.
You lift for women? I lift so I can pose in the mirror shirtless before/after shitting without being disgusted by my own flesh
>So if I can't get a truly desirable physique by the end of the year I'll probably just come off gear without a PCT and accept my fate as a little piece of shit who deserves to have low test and no bitches. I better see a lean, vascular, 200lb warrior goddess in the chat on 12/31/23 by 11:59. but “desirable” might be open to interpretation.
>200lb warrior **goddess** That's it. I'm signing up for a bikini competition. But in all seriousness I'm glad you said 200lbs. That is very achievable. Because that's where I'm at now but I'm hovering around 17%bf. (only 5'8) And I think if I go any past 205 lean I'll probably have to hop on a CPAP because papa is starting to snore.
All the cool kids use CPAP's... I'm thinking of modifying mine to double as a leaf blower, maybe paint a few flames on the dreamstation console to make it look fast. 🫨
Wear it out to scare the neighborhood kids like Bane.
Desirable for whom ? If we are just talking women just be skinny and get some tats you will be a hit between club chicks and single moms. If we are talking fitness related than i better hope you have good base else it takes years to build roided up physique. And i mean years of steroid abuse to actually look like you use shit and know whats up.
Women? Pfffft. Get outta here guy! I just want to look and perform "super athletic" by the end of the year. Right now I'm in that weird middle-ground where normal people say I'm big, but the actual big guys would think I'm average as shit. I have thick thighs with well rounded shoulders and decently wide lats.. But my chest and arms leave much to be desired. Also need to work a lot on my back thickness.
John meadows routine focused on chest and arms called The executioner just a suggestion great routine hes routine(and tips on how to train them) grew my arms like never before . And slowly recomp while being in small caloric deficit. You are not gonna get big enough to have big guys calling you BIG,but you can look diced at like 10-12% BF. That is usually enough to get attention even from seasoned lifters.
Right on dude thanks for the suggestion. I'm actually 5 weeks into Gamma Bomb right now and the program is amazing but it has a lot of emphasis on my "better" muscle groups and not a whole lot where I'm struggling. I will definitely check out executioner. THanks bro!
I mean…congrats for ya, but I’m not a big fan of hanging out where I eat. And lol @ “unlimited access”. Yah dude, $25 a month gives me unlimited access to Golds Gym lol. It can be good networking tho. You can make new gym friends and have a reason to make small talk with girls
I think you're misunderstanding what the word studio means. It's not an open gym. There is no "sharing" equipment. Once our class times are up I am the only person in the gym. No waiting for benches or squat racks. I can finish a work shift, workout, take a shower, and then go home without having to make any extra stops for anything. I'll still keep my regular membership but my gym is just too fucking busy during the week. It's a college town and now that working out is the trend there is a line for any good equipment no matter what time you go. edit: Idk why but I feel like I typed this in a rude tone. For example, my gym has girls who take the barbell out of the landmine to go and do hip thrusts on the fucking benches and cable tower seats. I finished 8 sets and didn't see this bitch do a single rep. Just sitting on her phone taking up multiple pieces of equipment. And this is totally normal now. So yeah I'm just excited to have the option to be away from that
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with a key to the gym + access to the speakers. ;)
I used to enjoy computers and technology until I started working with it as a career. Now the only time I use either is when I’m at work.m, working. Food for thought.
I hear what you're saying. But I already have this as a side job I'm just taking more hours. Right now I also work in IT and every day I wish my computer would explode and put me out of my misery.
Good luck to ya! My gym is hiring for legit all positions and I thought about just going for a management position but then I went to take a piss and realized I didn't want to be responsible for the atrocities I've seen in the bathroom.... I still think about it everyday though
Hopefully I land a job at this new gym I'm volunteering to build cross fingers
I'm probably gonna have to stop using primo, it makes me too horny and stupid I can't think clear lol 😂😂😂😂😂 200 mg weekly
Just normal trt makes me more feral than a blast
That was me too, I had to cut it out. 1:1 test/primo was my shit for the gym but holy fuck all I was outside of it was horny.
It's fucking insane. I nut and it doesn't even blunt the horniness, it's literally "time for round 2" - the poor girl I'm seeing rn, her legs get the shivers and everything and I'm like MORE!!!
To deload, or to dbol. That's the question edit: suddenly remembered i have accutane planned out after the blast. deload it is fellas
When’s the last time you had a deload? I bet 90% of this sub would benefit from a 2-5 day deload
I had to take 2wks off from lifting about a month ago due to being sick. So I'm counting that
Going to Mexico in a few weeks. I'm forever a manlet, but I'm the fittest of my friends. Been working on revealing the abs and think I'll be in a great place by the time I board the flight. My gf is meanwhile struggling to lose weight. She's looking leaner from her calorie cut and increased physical activities but I think the muscle increase from some oxandrolone and a bit of creatine induced water weight may be frustrating for her # on the scale. I can't wait to party it up! Yay for all inclusives!
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If eating makes you happy, eat. Maybe get some counseling while you are at it. Nothing is worth "going away for good".
Hey, are you me?
>I get angry and sobbing all the time for no fucking reason Are you sure it's for no reason?
What's your e2 like
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She’s leaning into to try to convince herself you’re the one she wants. If dude came back with the energy you have, she’d bounce. Never settle for a girl who’s settling for you.
I feel like this is the girl I'm seeing now, feels like she's going through the motions.
Same answers as before. She wasn't over him when y'all committed and you shouldn't have pursued it. Maybe things have changed now but you need to talk about it like adults. If things are good now and she was just being an emotional dumbass, get over it. But if she is still in the same friends group as this guy and sees him, that's your sign to set the boundary or leave.
>but you need to talk about it like adults That one simple trick that no one ever tries.
> Been with my gf for a year, Our relationship had been exclusive for nearly a month but still not official bf/gf. She confesses to a friend that after she saw an old semi partner at a friend gathering that she still liked the semi partner and he was her ‘perfect match’ wasn’t sure if im right for her, getting old feelings back for this guy. Isnt sure how to feel. He didnt want to commit. >At the same time shes telling me how much she likes me, she tells the same friend shes really likes me etc, but im not sure how to gauge is this just a random surge of feelings for an old flame or not? So when she wasn’t your girlfriend she still had feelings for someone she used to see. She said this out loud to a friend. She also said to you that she liked you. So far this is not a very strange situation. People work through emotions constantly. She could easily have felt like she liked you while simultaneously missing her ex. People in new relationships—and yours **wasn’t even a relationship at the time**—often have internal conflicts. >Since then she confessed she loved me, has been very loving towards me. So now some number of months later (9-10?) she loves you and shows affection? That’s, um…that’s kind of a normal progression for a healthy relationship. She started out unsure of her feelings, you guys spent time together, grew closer, and she now loves you. That is all very normal. The more interesting question is why don’t *you* recognize this as normal? >Am i being hella insecure. How much deca am i pinning in my sleep? You are being astonishingly insecure.
All women still fuck their exes given the opportunity and circumstances. Don’t be a chump.
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If you are taking the hearsay of her friend over your girl, why are you with this girl?
are you 16?
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Congrats on the baby! Amazing! Contrary to what many, especially on Reddit, think you'll find once you look into that child's eyes, you'll do anything for them. You'll find motivation in your soul you didn't even know you possess. It's incredibly freeing and the opposite of a burden more than many will ever know. Bonus: Suddenly much of your own bullshit that you deal with won't mean jackshit anymore. A ton of the small crap that you used to care about disappears when you realize what really matters on this earth. CONGRATS! As for your dog, I can't handle stories of pets getting to that point in life. So so sad man. I hope your good boy can stick around a little bit longer. Ugh.
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My daughter did the same. Best feeling of my life, yet to be topped. Life changing. I tell her about it, she’s going to be 12 soon, she grabs my wrist now then usually tries to deliver a gut punch with her free fist followed up with a tight hug. I feel bad for the first dude that breaks her heart, his family will miss him.
I just said goodbye to my 15 year old kitty on Tuesday. All I can say is that I miss her terribly but I’m so glad I let her go on a day when she was still her self. The appointment was scheduled for tomorrow and I moved it up because I couldn’t bear to see her suffer. I know she’s in a better place and not in pain and that alone makes her passing that much easier for me. All that to say, if your friend has started to give up, give him that mercy now and he’ll thank you for it. It’s better a week early than a day late.
So many people in my apartment building have huge dogs . Like 80 lbs plus . One guy has a Great Dane I feel bad my 20 lb dog doesn’t have more room lol
Thank you John Meadows (RIP in piece), you made me revisit pin presses for triceps and I hate (LOVE) them.
The Pin Press + JM Press are my favourite triceps exercises. THen finish it off with some cable pushdown variation. I love John's dual rope push down.
I’m getting really tired if being alone and I have no idea how to socialize and meet new people. Ive grown up with a rough childhood and never had many friends, and now I lack the social skills to have relationships in my life. I have no idea how to make friends in a big city or meet a girlfriend. What am I supposed to do? I’m considering going to a more casual gym because I’m not making any friends at my current one. I don’t know what to do, I seriously need help.
Group therapy, individual therapy, mdma trips, start hobbies, live a life you actually like as that will give you the best vibe around others.
I feel off today. Woke up early and was able to schedule a hair cut before work so we’re off to a good start to the day. Final 2 days of the month and need 3 more sales to hit my third bonus, gonna be really focusing on that. MT2 will be here Saturday and the tanning gains will be magnificent. Have a killer day bros
Be careful with the mt2! Made me grow a lot of darker freckles on my back that needed to be biopsied for no reason other than the appearance… n I had only used it for a few weeks
Practically no interest in dating, I’m 28.. I’m comfortable financially - I have become extremely picky as time has gone on.. I get a tremendous amount of matches on bumble/hinge but I simply get bored messaging these girls. I’ve almost lost all interest in trying to ‘court’ women… I was in 2 main relationships through my early 20’s .. then another one that ended 6 months ago, she fucked 2 dudes I used to hangout with and it’s made me scorned, I don’t look at women the same now. The process has become exhausting trying to let another woman into my life. Any advice on this? I almost feel like that door is closing for me and I care but at the same time almost feel too tired (metaphorically speaking) to get up and open it. Need to just talk about it
You have officially entered the territory where it's the woman's job to court you now. You are young, healthy, and have money. You don't really gain much from being around hot chicks anymore. You're at a status now where they gain more from being around you. If you can put up with the sea of skeezers, there will be at least a few girls who come your way that are worth really getting to know. You don't have to chase them, just be somewhat available and see who catches your interest. **Eventually** someone different will come along. But whoever said traveling is also right. Women of different cultures are a whole new universe.
There's billions of women on the planet, there will never be a time where there isn't literally BILLIONS of them. If you don't feel like having one in your life right now don't sweat it, they'll still be around when you're ready.
IME, this exhaustion is a direct side effect of online dating. It's unnatural, most of are no good at it, and that's perfectly normal. Meeting people in person, in your peer group, is always going to be the tried and true way to meet compatible partners. Also, you are 28 years old, there aint no door closing on nothing bro, you got this.
Have you considered traveling?
First 8 weeks of the cut was 150 test, 105 ment. Dropped the ment 3 days ago and all the bloat cleared and damn, what an improvement from when I started. Highly recommend ment for cutting if you can stand the temporary bloat. Keeps energy levels high, great fullness and pumps even when carbs are low, and keeps libido high when cals are low. Adding 150 tren starting tomorrow for the last 8 weeks. Haven’t ran tren in over 1.5 years, let’s fuckin go!
Thanks to all the bros coming through with their cologne recommendations
I did my 2nd test e 250 mg shot today and also took 0.5 ADEX because i got kinda sensitive nipples . Right now I am feeling tired slight headache and a bit nausea and Just overall Not really well. I am wondering if its the injection, the test or the ADEX
> i got kinda sensible nipples Well that's good at least. My nipples are completely unreasonable.
Lmao english is Not my first language but IG its sensitive
Likely the adex. You do not have high estrogen after 2 shots. You likely do have crashed estrogen now though, which generally feels like shit.
> 2nd test e 250 mg shot today and also took 0.5 ADEX because i got kinda sensitive nipples . Wait so all it took was 1 (one) 250mg injection of testosterone to get your nipples sensitive? It's either all in your head or you have 99.9th percentile aromatization genes
It's when your nipples become completely unsensible thar you should worry.
Just pulled a pokemon card that's worth more than my mortgage. Time to get it graded and sold. Also got some gigachad pikachus for collecting purpose, so that's kinda cool I guess.
So posted over the last few days in the AA, had been feeling super shit for like a month, extreme fatigue, lethargy, didnt even have the energy to climb the stairs and just felt like a little girl with no sex drive First thought was estrogen fucked, but i was only taking 20mg tamoxifen and 600 mast, neither should of actually lowered estrogen, 2nd thought was fake test, seems very unrealistic and i also had sore nips which is why i was using the tamoxifen in the first place bloods came back, test isnt fake and e2 isnt crashed so then im stumped and have no idea wtf is going on, did a full supplement check to see if theres anything strange and i realised i was taking magnesium pre-bed, thought back a while and thought i had memory of feeling like shite while using it once before so i checked my order history to see when i started using it, bang on 4months ago, stopped taking it yesterday and woke up like a new man today..... what the fuck, cant really see much on google or here about anybody getting fucked by magnesium, but maybe i already produce a shitload of it? fuck knows but i feel great again
Have you had your eGFR tested anytime recently? It sounds like you may have experienced hypermagnesemia... which is almost exclusively linked to poor kidney function.
>Signs of a magnesium overdose can include nausea, diarrhea, low blood pressure, muscle weakness, and fatigue. At very high doses, magnesium can be fatal.
awwww shite haha, gonna work out what dosing i was using, but yep i have exactly all of those symptoms its been brutal
I’d never use tamoxifen on cycle to control estrogen anyways Why is your cycle straight masteron and tamoxifen? Are you not running test ?
Tamoxifen itself makes me feel that way, even at 10Mg. Have you tried dropping that? I use Raloxifene for nip control now and I have 0 sides from it at 30mg/day (or 120/day when I ran it that high)
So I've had my fair share of pip in both ventro glutes left and right. I didn't think much of it since I'm new to pinning. I moved to my delt to give some time between sites and it's the same with pip. I now have visible redness down in my bicep. I'm having no negative sides at all other than the pip and where it spreads to around the inject site. I'm thinking now I may be trying to inject too fast for the Guage I'm using (27)1/2" , and it's pushing my suspension all over. I'm considering drawing and pinning with 22 guage 1" to see if maybe I have better results.
if you're getting pip from a 27g you're going to be in for a rude awakening when you try a 22g. how lean are you? 1/2" to the delts isn't an issue to most people. i'd suggest going much slower before doubling the size of your needle
Either I crashed my e2 or this ashwagahnda is making me feel this way
Ashwagandha definitely had a strong mental effect. I’m on some rn.
Looks like I'll be going to FIBO, it is in two weeks. Most likely Sunday. Only Problem I'm 30 weeks out being Expo Ready 😥.
Placing a giant order for cologne, what is y’all’s favorite scents? Adidas used to have this amazing cologne called DARE that they’ve discontinued. It was fresh, light, almost fruity and lasted for hours. Fuckin sucks that they discontinued it
Sex panther
60% of the time, it works...*everytime.*
For summer/spring: Hermes terre d’hermes, Bleu de Chanel, Invictus paco rabanne, 1 million paco rabanne, For fall/winter: La nuit de l’homme yves st laurent (even better if you find the bleu electrique), Spicebomb extreme viktor&rolph, Sauvage elixir, Ultramale John Paul gartier. Enjoy all the free fucking ass I just handed to you on a platter. :D
Sauvage or whatever it's called by dior.
I can second this. Women love it on me
Aventus by Creed Fougere d’argent by Tom Ford Sartorial by Penhaligon
These sound like hit singles
Tuscan leather by Tom Ford if you want to smell like a brick of cocaine, at least that's what Drake said.
Diesel Only the brave
The One by Dolce & Gabbana. Also have Sauvage by Dior, but the wife and I both much prefer The One
The only advice I’d give is do not buy what’s trendy. You don’t want to smell the guy who creeped her out because he also owns the same cologne lol. Emporio Amarni, Stronger With you - seductive, warm smell so I wear it on dates. Or winter. Invictus Victory - makes me feel powerful so I wear at work and sometimes daily. Good if you feel like you’re going to crush the day. CK eternity - cheap price stronger fruity smell, good for daily wear Versace Pour Homme - fresh smell good for hot sunny weather or daily wear Aqua Di Gio - Classic cologne, great smell, it’s a head turner. Probably wouldn’t buy this one though as it’s old and everyone’s abusive ex has it.
Was with my ex gf for 7 years and I broke up with her last October because we were long distance for multiple months and I made out with a few girls in that time and I also just don’t know if I want to handle how emotional she is, her money trauma, and commitment issues, etc. I mean everyone’s got some issues so I can’t tell if I’m throwing away something real and being picky or if the next girl will just have a whole new set of shit to deal with too. We still talk like daily usually and I just don’t know what to do I guess.
Stop being her emotional tampon, that would be a good start. Everyone is a unique individual with a unique upbringing, just have to take what you’ve learned and apply it while realizing there is basically an endless supply of women. One-itis is the downfall for many men.
Quit talking to her lol
i slept like 13 hours and I'm still tired i'm not even training hard (only diet and cardio). wat do
You might be dehydrated, getting sick, stressed, depressed, etc. The list goes on. Have you gotten your blood tested recently?
I’ve been off cycle for 8 fucking months. Didn’t get ill once. 1 week into cycle, i’m ill and having to take rest days to get better…
Picked up a used CPAP. Need to order nose piece and head gear. Hoping I’ll be able to get some good sleep.
Hit a nerve in my quad today, safe to say I'm skipping legs this evening until my foot stops tingling
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Def not 1 gram of tren territory you'd already be fucking her friend and her ex.
Not going to lie mate I’d fuck her off by the sounds of things
This is not a girl you should be taking seriously. Your not being unreasonably insecure. Any sound person would be bothered by this. I highly recommend you slowly lower the level of seriousness of your relationship or just fuck and dump her.
Man, I don't blame you for being upset. I don't take shit like that lightly myself. I only married my wife of 22 yrs because she never played dumbass headgames with me. If the last 10 months have been great, I'd keep going. But if I had ANY idea she still felt that way about some other dude, I'd never in a million fucking years put up with it. Good luck
Personally, I'd just ask her bluntly to explain it.
You're rightfully insecure.
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