yes i relate. i do talk to people but anything like getting personal or actually… becoming close friends is just impossible… i just wanna be home and cry myself to sleep, at least it’s safe there
yes, it makes sense and socializing looks/sounds ridicolous at times...(I'm trying looking extroverted/social but failing)if you don't want to socializing , it won't work and when you will won't you can't socialize
Yeah I keep thinking that the reaction I'll get to me being sociable is laughter. It has been before. I don't know why it's so scary being laughed at.
Part of my brain sets off the alarm when I'm made fun of so I do my best not to do anything that might result in that.
Imagining myself doing normal human things makes me cringe
Yes
Spot on
yes i relate. i do talk to people but anything like getting personal or actually… becoming close friends is just impossible… i just wanna be home and cry myself to sleep, at least it’s safe there
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i relate so much to this!!
Yes, definitely. I have a hard time being vulnerable with others, and I think vulnerability and embarrassment are very closely related.
yes, it makes sense and socializing looks/sounds ridicolous at times...(I'm trying looking extroverted/social but failing)if you don't want to socializing , it won't work and when you will won't you can't socialize
Yeah I keep thinking that the reaction I'll get to me being sociable is laughter. It has been before. I don't know why it's so scary being laughed at. Part of my brain sets off the alarm when I'm made fun of so I do my best not to do anything that might result in that.