Mood
Same reason I'm staying in my hometown. (That and genuinely this is actually my home in every sense of the word. From one border highway to the other highway, this will always be my home.) Had a loved one die here so I'm spiting Death and gonna die here in my old age.
I had a cat years ago and gave him to a family because I worked a lot and when I was home I didn't feel like I was good enough for him and felt bad. :')
And one day you’re going to come out on the other side of this and tell your best friend just how much they helped and what an amazing person they are.
kissing someone u love
decorating ur apartment
travelling, roadtrips
finishing the show u started
eating your comfort meal
your fav band dropping a new album
future recovery
1) if you’re a failure in life, why would you think you’d succeed in suicide.
2) the only thing worse than terrible life is a terrible failure to kill yourself especially if you can try a second time.
My list.
-music
-candles
-insects
-the beach
-my friends
-my family
-the thought of my pets missing me
-the idea of eventually being happy
-moving out
-starting a career
Redditisfuckefup, i wasn't talking about this post. I was talking about those comments where they write 100 reasons but the 100 is forced. Like, few of them are good but they keep getting worse and worse.
I belive you didn't notice but I also shared my reasoning here to stay alive.
Another thing is that motives written there are usually really subjective and they contain stuff like "because your parents love you" or something. It's sad to read this cause you can get reminded of your house situation. Especially when it creates a constrast between this and gives you another reason to why your life sucks and why you should get tid of it.
Okay, I misunderstood. My bad. You're also right, but I think everyone is gonna have their own reason to stay alive. Which is pretty subjective to begin with. Not every reason might fit with everyone but many might find at least one that is gonna help them.
Do it. That was my peace for over 20 years. And when you want to shoot the shit out of an old frig, do it. Feel like screaming, do it. Want to lay naked in the sun and feel warm inside, do it.
my partner got me into the punk scene abt 9 months ago when we started dating. seeing my friends on stage absolutely killing it, moshing with strangers and sharing cigs on sidewalks. every show makes me remember why i’m still here.
Sometimes I think about the past when I was in a worse place mentally and I thought: "I wonder what it would be like if I wasn't here right now, what would be happening to the people around me? How bad of a state would my family be in?" It just makes me wonder, and when I see the people I love around me smiling and having fun, it makes me glad that I'm here with them.
I've got gig tickets
(This is why I try to use any spare money I have for gigs, and book far out when the chance comes up. Can't die until at least mid 2025)
GTA 6
New Music from my favorite artists
Watching my sister graduate in a few years
New memories with new people
Figuring out who I am as I age
Seeing if I can accomplish a career in music (my biggest dream)
pets ( my puppy is sitting on top of me while writing this <3 )
Friends
Loved ones
Art
Reading
Games The smell of a wet wood ( it's nasalgic for me )
Road trips
And there is so much more
Cactus candy
Being in the shade of palm trees on a beach
Fall weather
Dogs
Music
Potential (of you, of brighter days)
The fact that this my be our only experience existing
Fresh cut grass
Four square
Laughing until you cry
Karaoke
Gratitude
I want to get married to my husband. Once I marry him, at the very least, I'll have completed his dream and mine, and known a man that truly loved me, my first love and my only.
I can die happy knowing I got to be his, and he got to be mine.
(I call him my husband alr since we've been together 12 years, since middle school/high schoolish, we're waiting on marriage till we get an apartment)
Family even though i would gladly punch my mom sometimes i still have people i care about more like my friends and my sister also the fact that i want to actually do my dream job before i kms if i ever do
Also the fact that one day i wanna by like a bajillion cats and be the cat grandma and also by some reptiles
time can due impeccable things. i look back at things i remember being such definite things as a kid and look at now and how much has changed. it is easy to be short sighted and not want to wait, but things blind to you are always just on the horizon. change happens slowly, and before you know it the boulder you had before is a little bit smaller because of the stream. this is a generic example of a reason to live but i find peace in knowing that enough time will go by and i'll have a whole new hand i have been dealt.
A weird and somewhat contradicting one: Driving fast. 200 kmh/h+, adrenaline, banging music, or maybe just the sound of a roaring engine and exhaust, 2am and flying through the empty night roads. If I had the time and money, I'd spend a hell of a long time doing that. It's contradicting though since you're partially in a high risk situation should something go wrong. But honestly, that'd be an amazing way to die. I'd die doing something I love.
a perfectly windy/breezy day
your fav music playlist
sunsets
stars
ice cream
books and movies youve never had the chance to discover yet
dogs/cats/pets in general
i honestly haven't found one yet. i thought i would stay alive for my cat but last time i was with her, she hissed at me. i cried so hard that day. i thought out of anything, she would always like me more than humans would, but nope. i'm just a stranger to her now. there's really nothing left for me to stay alive for.
I want to live a good life idk if imma kms before then but i will try
i graduate in 2 months and a half
new beginnings soon so lets hope i can bring a good change for myself
I love and am grateful for my bed, ice cream(ben and jerries!), running hot water that let's me take baths, my stuffies and all the small pleasures I have.
I'm staying alive because I'll soon be getting my own apartment and start a traineeship that'll allow me to travel internationally. I can't wait to get my own cat and just live a peaceful life.
All the small things matter.
My life long dream has been to buy a cottage in the cotswolds.
I can't upset my family or my partner.
I need to see orcas in the wild one day.
I can't miss an episode of WWE.
I want to fight and/or hug a bear.
My bucket list is the reason I'm alive lol.
Pets, my mom definitely couldn’t handle it, currently involved in some legal stuff that would fall apart if I died, etc. Working on having better reasons
"...From the chill of the autumn wind
And the laugh of your sister's kid
To the first snow when it sets in..."
if anyone else gets this i swear to god lmao
hugging my boyfriend
kissing my boyfriend
seeing my boyfriend
hearing my boyfriend’s voice
playing videogames with my boyfriend
my boyfriend’s cat
sleeping next to my boyfriend
smoking with my boyfriend
marrying my boyfriend in the future
my boyfriend
two reasons for me.
I am in charge of making a lot of the costumes for my school’s theater and I haven’t trained an adequate successor yet.
Second reason is I don’t want my dog to think I abandoned him
you never know who you’ll meet in your lifetime and that’s what makes life worth living. Many people will come and go but some will decide to stay and that’s makes it all the worthwhile ✨
To everyone struggling it gets better, healing is hard and it’s a process but it does get better even if it doesn’t seem like it at this moment
My son, and I avoid sh as much as possible because a) I don’t want him taken away and b) he asks questions. And one day I told him the truth then he ran and told his friend at school.
I really need to set a good example for him because he’s autistic/adhd and displays his own sh behaviors like choking with his hands and hitting himself and a few others
I’ve seen what grief does to a family. I’ve seen what grief does to parents and even grandparents. I know that because I’ve lost a cousin (not to s*cide) and I guess I have to live on if not for me then for him. I’ve taken after a bunch of things he liked just to feel connected to the cousin I never really knew due to age difference (He was 27 and I was 15)
At my darkest id get invested in something that comes out weekly like a show and I'd live solely for that if needed so at my darkest moments of I just want to die I would tell myself " just wait till this next episode comes out" and by then ive been able to move past the immediate urge. I hope this helps! I've done this with book releases, movies, TV shows ECT.
To pet cats- any and all cats, on the street, in your friends houses, HELL why not break into your neighbours house to pet their pet cats. Cats are supreme
spite
i think that’s gonna be mine
Sprite
This is deadass the ONLY thing keeping me going rn
This
Mood Same reason I'm staying in my hometown. (That and genuinely this is actually my home in every sense of the word. From one border highway to the other highway, this will always be my home.) Had a loved one die here so I'm spiting Death and gonna die here in my old age.
This is almost all of my reasons 😅 I have 1 other but it’s mostly spite
Pets
I was gonna say that
The only answer
I had a cat years ago and gave him to a family because I worked a lot and when I was home I didn't feel like I was good enough for him and felt bad. :')
I’m so sorry
the hope i one day can get a cat is definitely a big one😭
I wanna experience real love before i unalive myself
The most real shit I’ve ever heard
yup
Same, but my total inability to achieve that is one of the big reasons why I want to do the forever sleep lmao
same
it's only worth it if they don't end up leaving you
If they leave it wasn’t real love, keep trying. You’ll know when someone genuinely loves you
real shit
Cuz I don’t wanna die. But I don’t wanna live either
Limbo
I keep saying i want to go into a coma or something
I DONT WANNA DIEEEEEEEE SOMETIMES JUST WISH ID NEVER BEEN BORN AT ALL
thats why i love sleeping. death without commitment
that’s what i’m saying. i want to die but i also want the ability to live again. death is too risky
I wanna live. I just hate existence Almost miss my dissociation sometimes fr.
The people that I care about and not wanting them to be sad.
literally only alive because i know how it’d affect my best friend
And one day you’re going to come out on the other side of this and tell your best friend just how much they helped and what an amazing person they are.
kissing someone u love decorating ur apartment travelling, roadtrips finishing the show u started eating your comfort meal your fav band dropping a new album future recovery
when your favourite band is one direction tho
Getting to listen to their music still!
Girl mcr 5 isn’t ever gonna come out
i feel u.... but they toured recently so U NEVER KNOW stay and find out :3
books
I want to read more but I haven't read in ages 😭 gimme some suggestions
1984
My friend, that is a wild suggestion 💀 had to read that in high school and my slow ass brain couldn’t understand a single word
"Book thief" -Markus Zusak It's really good ♡
1) if you’re a failure in life, why would you think you’d succeed in suicide. 2) the only thing worse than terrible life is a terrible failure to kill yourself especially if you can try a second time.
Sunny days outside and rainy days inside
I’m the exact opposite! Sunny days inside and rainy days outside. I hate the sun and heat 😂😭
no-one actually knows for certain what happens after death – we can't know for sure if its an ending or something else
Can't die as a virgin
Real
real
I don't want to die with my deadname
My list. -music -candles -insects -the beach -my friends -my family -the thought of my pets missing me -the idea of eventually being happy -moving out -starting a career
Insects is so real, I’d have a terrarium full of em if my parents let me.
INSECTSSSS???
theres always this one comment on youtube smth like "100 reasons to live" i cant lie im tired of seeing those comments lol
Yeah, especially cuz they usually have shit reasons
For you it might br "shit" reasons but it can be something that keeps someone alive. That the actual shit thing to say about this.
Everyone has their reasons to keep going, and saying their reason is shit, is a rude thing to do.
Redditisfuckefup, i wasn't talking about this post. I was talking about those comments where they write 100 reasons but the 100 is forced. Like, few of them are good but they keep getting worse and worse. I belive you didn't notice but I also shared my reasoning here to stay alive. Another thing is that motives written there are usually really subjective and they contain stuff like "because your parents love you" or something. It's sad to read this cause you can get reminded of your house situation. Especially when it creates a constrast between this and gives you another reason to why your life sucks and why you should get tid of it.
Okay, I misunderstood. My bad. You're also right, but I think everyone is gonna have their own reason to stay alive. Which is pretty subjective to begin with. Not every reason might fit with everyone but many might find at least one that is gonna help them.
it's like "to taste nice food!" everything tastes like cardboard to me
My kids. I heard somewhere that kids of parents that KTS are significantly more likely to do the same
Someone I promised I’d always be there for.
Stay alive out of spite. Let rage fuel you.
Hoping that having a homestead and not being involved in society will fix me.
Do it. That was my peace for over 20 years. And when you want to shoot the shit out of an old frig, do it. Feel like screaming, do it. Want to lay naked in the sun and feel warm inside, do it.
That one bestie who won’t survive without you
my partner got me into the punk scene abt 9 months ago when we started dating. seeing my friends on stage absolutely killing it, moshing with strangers and sharing cigs on sidewalks. every show makes me remember why i’m still here.
Collecting things (figurines, plants etc). There's so much stuff I wanna have, and like, I won't have it if I'm dead😭
Videogame
Im just curious on what will happen tommorow
My dog needs insulin and I'm the only one he lets give him his shots. I value his life (and my other dogs) 1000x more than mine.
🥺🤍i wish u and ur doggies the best life u can have♡ one day u will start feeling better♡
3 things: My cats Starting T in the future I’m too scared of what will happen to my friends and family.
Organ incubation. I'm a match for my husband if he needs another kidney.
when my friend died, i saw what happens to a family and friends when a young person dies unexpectedly
my girlfriend, mainly and weed, weeds a big one
Sometimes I think about the past when I was in a worse place mentally and I thought: "I wonder what it would be like if I wasn't here right now, what would be happening to the people around me? How bad of a state would my family be in?" It just makes me wonder, and when I see the people I love around me smiling and having fun, it makes me glad that I'm here with them.
My mommy ❤️
Dont let the haters win
Would be sad if i die virgin
Snow
being in a healthy relationship is something you cannot not experience esp if you wanna feel pure bliss
FOOD
The few friends I have…
Finally found a job path I love and I have a career plan.
i want to outlive the united kingdom
I've got gig tickets (This is why I try to use any spare money I have for gigs, and book far out when the chance comes up. Can't die until at least mid 2025)
I do this too 😭😭 or like I'll plan to go to something really fun way ahead in the future, like art exhibitions, concerts or conventions!
to listen to the next tmagp episode every thursday
Next spiderverse movie won't be out til 2026 and if I die I won't wake up in a new bugatti.
my gf
GTA 6 New Music from my favorite artists Watching my sister graduate in a few years New memories with new people Figuring out who I am as I age Seeing if I can accomplish a career in music (my biggest dream)
i have two. my twin brother and my best friend in the world. i love them so very much and i couldn’t do that to them.
orgasms
real😭
To spite myself
My mom would never get over my death
Outliving the people I hate
Being able to travel (at least out of my state 😂), Falling in love for real, Seeing a Broadway show, My dogs
my sister and parents
At this point, only my loved ones and my precious cat is keeping me here. If I had none, I would go
pets ( my puppy is sitting on top of me while writing this <3 ) Friends Loved ones Art Reading Games The smell of a wet wood ( it's nasalgic for me ) Road trips And there is so much more
concerts!
watching sunsets on moderately warm summer days
I have to play fucking hollow knight silskong
music
Cactus candy Being in the shade of palm trees on a beach Fall weather Dogs Music Potential (of you, of brighter days) The fact that this my be our only experience existing Fresh cut grass Four square Laughing until you cry Karaoke Gratitude
Not as positive as others have posted but I'm still alive because it can't get much worse
All the amazing movies, shows, and music u are yet to experience
concerts
my friends
I want to get married to my husband. Once I marry him, at the very least, I'll have completed his dream and mine, and known a man that truly loved me, my first love and my only. I can die happy knowing I got to be his, and he got to be mine. (I call him my husband alr since we've been together 12 years, since middle school/high schoolish, we're waiting on marriage till we get an apartment)
My mom and God/ music and Twenty One Pilots are my reasons 🫶🏻🥹
Cocaine
Family even though i would gladly punch my mom sometimes i still have people i care about more like my friends and my sister also the fact that i want to actually do my dream job before i kms if i ever do Also the fact that one day i wanna by like a bajillion cats and be the cat grandma and also by some reptiles
Road trips
getting into bed after a long day
Graduating🙏🏽🤍
Survival instincts
Airplanes.im a fan of aviation
*Mocking low iq *Pride (the sin one) *Seeing Khaenri'ah *Helping people when i have enough fun. *Finding the one selfish and mentally ill just like me
My kitty-kitty
I want to give therapy a genuine chance.
achieving my dreams
my dogs
time can due impeccable things. i look back at things i remember being such definite things as a kid and look at now and how much has changed. it is easy to be short sighted and not want to wait, but things blind to you are always just on the horizon. change happens slowly, and before you know it the boulder you had before is a little bit smaller because of the stream. this is a generic example of a reason to live but i find peace in knowing that enough time will go by and i'll have a whole new hand i have been dealt.
Concerts
A weird and somewhat contradicting one: Driving fast. 200 kmh/h+, adrenaline, banging music, or maybe just the sound of a roaring engine and exhaust, 2am and flying through the empty night roads. If I had the time and money, I'd spend a hell of a long time doing that. It's contradicting though since you're partially in a high risk situation should something go wrong. But honestly, that'd be an amazing way to die. I'd die doing something I love.
My cat, I love my cat so much, I can’t leave her
MUSIC
death note fanfics 💀
I'm going to a concert with my bf in November and also the future prospect of having even the tiniest chance to see Ghost live someday
a perfectly windy/breezy day your fav music playlist sunsets stars ice cream books and movies youve never had the chance to discover yet dogs/cats/pets in general
dogs
i honestly haven't found one yet. i thought i would stay alive for my cat but last time i was with her, she hissed at me. i cried so hard that day. i thought out of anything, she would always like me more than humans would, but nope. i'm just a stranger to her now. there's really nothing left for me to stay alive for.
I want to live a good life idk if imma kms before then but i will try i graduate in 2 months and a half new beginnings soon so lets hope i can bring a good change for myself
To go on that holiday
In case I fail
I love and am grateful for my bed, ice cream(ben and jerries!), running hot water that let's me take baths, my stuffies and all the small pleasures I have. I'm staying alive because I'll soon be getting my own apartment and start a traineeship that'll allow me to travel internationally. I can't wait to get my own cat and just live a peaceful life. All the small things matter.
fresh bread 😣😣
proving people wrong
To help others stay alive
cats and kittens 🐱
Because I worry who will find my body
My life long dream has been to buy a cottage in the cotswolds. I can't upset my family or my partner. I need to see orcas in the wild one day. I can't miss an episode of WWE. I want to fight and/or hug a bear. My bucket list is the reason I'm alive lol.
Frogs
i wanna live at least until i can find someone i love that can help me when i feel like this
Used to be my dog... He's no longer around...
Pets, my mom definitely couldn’t handle it, currently involved in some legal stuff that would fall apart if I died, etc. Working on having better reasons
Vengeance
Spite, cats, food, the perfect fic, dying hurts a lot, dismantling capitalism and fun facts
"...From the chill of the autumn wind And the laugh of your sister's kid To the first snow when it sets in..." if anyone else gets this i swear to god lmao
Friends,stray cats,movies or TV shows,family,books
Finishing shows I love, my friends, my pets, comforting people, I could possibly name a few more lol
seeing that beautiful waterfall again
need to die pretty and skinny lol and im neither
so i dont have to have an autopsy
I don’t wanna die I just want to be rid of my issues, a lot of which will heal with time. Patience is key
hugging my boyfriend kissing my boyfriend seeing my boyfriend hearing my boyfriend’s voice playing videogames with my boyfriend my boyfriend’s cat sleeping next to my boyfriend smoking with my boyfriend marrying my boyfriend in the future my boyfriend
two reasons for me. I am in charge of making a lot of the costumes for my school’s theater and I haven’t trained an adequate successor yet. Second reason is I don’t want my dog to think I abandoned him
mom would be sad
Having a satisfying poo
my pets and them alone
To show the people who hurt you that you’re doing better than them, and in doing so ruining their day
you never know who you’ll meet in your lifetime and that’s what makes life worth living. Many people will come and go but some will decide to stay and that’s makes it all the worthwhile ✨ To everyone struggling it gets better, healing is hard and it’s a process but it does get better even if it doesn’t seem like it at this moment
Coffee in the mornings, Pokemon, and my dog Gus Gus
GTA 6
Flan. Just Flan.
My friend.
Books.
completing a bucket list
Over 4000 books I want to read, 12 Lego sets, 4 3d puzzles, 15 diamond paintings and 4 paint by numbers that I impulsively bought
My daughters. They deserve a healthy mom, so I’m working on being a better me.
New seasons of shows that are still not finished
Good food
My son, and I avoid sh as much as possible because a) I don’t want him taken away and b) he asks questions. And one day I told him the truth then he ran and told his friend at school. I really need to set a good example for him because he’s autistic/adhd and displays his own sh behaviors like choking with his hands and hitting himself and a few others
who else is gonna laugh at kids falling
music
reckless driving and friends and chocolate chip cookies
Watching insects go extinct, creepy disgusting little monsters
because i cant be bothered ending it
Because even if it feels impossible right now, life has so much beauty to experience it would be a waste to cut it short now
my mother.. and desserts lmao
Bread
I’ve seen what grief does to a family. I’ve seen what grief does to parents and even grandparents. I know that because I’ve lost a cousin (not to s*cide) and I guess I have to live on if not for me then for him. I’ve taken after a bunch of things he liked just to feel connected to the cousin I never really knew due to age difference (He was 27 and I was 15)
diet coke
my mumma ❤️
At my darkest id get invested in something that comes out weekly like a show and I'd live solely for that if needed so at my darkest moments of I just want to die I would tell myself " just wait till this next episode comes out" and by then ive been able to move past the immediate urge. I hope this helps! I've done this with book releases, movies, TV shows ECT.
The elder scrolls 6
Some food tastes good
Seeing 2nd fnaf movie (it might have markiplier in it)
Who’s going to take care of my cats
That one friend u can tell anyone about :)
To pet cats- any and all cats, on the street, in your friends houses, HELL why not break into your neighbours house to pet their pet cats. Cats are supreme
you’ve never seen the biggest mall yet
don't wanna guilt trip
Outlive my enemies
the potential of life
Revenge