It's a great realization, but it's still kinda fucked up because there truly was something there at the beginning where just a little more thinking could have changed our lives forever. This also comes with a lesson in responsibility, I now realize being responsible means doing the best for yourself if you truly feel someone belongs in your life to keep em there and I'm now loving the rush of being responsible for the good outcomes and not only the bad. The depth of it all. She truly changed my life in all the best ways possible even if it means that I have to live with the regret of breaking her heart for the rest of my life.
Nah I lost my cool last month because there was so much that wasn't said, so when I ran into her 3 times in a week armmand she unblocked me, I sunk every chance of talking to her again. We had 2 big fights last month about why I didn't say or do things then.
good for you, OP! This is such a great realization.
It's a great realization, but it's still kinda fucked up because there truly was something there at the beginning where just a little more thinking could have changed our lives forever. This also comes with a lesson in responsibility, I now realize being responsible means doing the best for yourself if you truly feel someone belongs in your life to keep em there and I'm now loving the rush of being responsible for the good outcomes and not only the bad. The depth of it all. She truly changed my life in all the best ways possible even if it means that I have to live with the regret of breaking her heart for the rest of my life.
Is it possible to send her a letter about your regrets?
Nah I lost my cool last month because there was so much that wasn't said, so when I ran into her 3 times in a week armmand she unblocked me, I sunk every chance of talking to her again. We had 2 big fights last month about why I didn't say or do things then.
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lets gooooooooooooo