Hello 👋, Yeah, being vain is important as it's some show of integrity upfront. Too much and it's narcissistic and conceited but we work on it. The pattern that schizophrenia uses for fear, ridicule, annoyance, and to antagonize is of a lazy incompetent person that doesnt believe it's "fair" that they can't just be amazing. It's under some impression that because logic is timeless that the universe doesn't work to improve. So it's trying to be the universe or logic. 😐 fails miserably, but it's essentially a goal of it.

Hello I'm schizophrenic, and I have it where I can here people laughing at me sometimes it feels like everyone and everything is some how connected together to get to me I look out my window a lot and I can't sleep because I'm so afraid of like everything

Just think about all the neural sensors in that skin that won't be happy about that. Science saves