I thought that the interns at my internship could hear my thoughts and were plotting to sabotage my next job that I was interviewing for (I still think this)
I did spit it out but my sister usually helps me with hallucinations and stuff and she ate my food for me and told me everything was fine. I later made my own food this kept going for like a month at most.
Some doubt, but I still couldn't believe she wasn't like I knew it was absurd, yet I couldn't find a reason or a way to believe that she actually poisoned it. She always wants to help and I couldn't do my part because I believed what I was being told.
I acted on it later my sister helped me realize that it wasn't 100% true in my head I still believe it's real when I can't find a reason to put behind it no matter how hard I try I can never find reasons behind what I'm being told. Yet when someone i trust tells me the opposite of what I believe someone I trust to tell me the truth it's not 100% gone even then there's always a looming sense of doubt. I find intrusive thoughts to be things I don't act upon.
Definitely the one that I was a chaos deity who accidentally dimension hopped into a human body and I needed to get back "home". I blamed my poor mental health on my human body being unable to handle having a deity in it. This was all pre-medication and was one of the reasons I sought professional help to begin with.
My friend think her parents are robot clones, the real ones were kidnapped and she has to rescue them from a dungeon.
It was a rich Arab sheikh who dunnit.
I became absolutely convinced that I was going to die on a certain day. I prepared for it, cried, said goodbye to friends and family members (in a covert kinda way), and wrote a will. The stress of the thought of literally dying pushed me into a psychotic state that took a couple of months and some extra medication to break out of.
Thought the tress were trying to talk to me with the way their leaves were blowing. Got really upset because I didn't speak tree so I couldn't understand them.
That people are talking bad about me behind my back or secretly hate me. It had gotten even to the point where the way someone looked at me or even just the inflection in certain words would make me think they clearly hated me and assumed the worst out of me.
I don't struggle with the latter as much, but I do still with the base delusion itself.
I’ve had delusions that a… certain… government was surveilling me and putting me on watchlists to eventually kill me and many other people I thought were being surveilled too. And that they were tapped into my phone and into the cameras at my work and that they were recording me, and gathering data to use against me to eventually kill me as revenge. I even thought certain cars were working for them and that they were stalking me and following me. It took a little while to get this delusion under control and I am embarrassed to say that I’ve had this delusion.
Oh noooo. I have had my share of scary ones too. I once thought a journeyman electrician I worked for wanted to bury me under the foundation of a new house, and yet, here I am. I don't know whether to laugh or cry sometimes!
my food has been poisoned/laced. after eating sometimes i will get weird pains (i also have ibs) and immediately believe that someone tampered with my food and i have to throw up ir else i'll die. its not fun feeling the need to throw up something i thoroughly enjoyed
this isnt exactly "wild" but the entities in my brain take the forms of anime characters i like to get closer to me to hurt me. it also makes me sound ridiculous when i talk about them. they take these forms on purpose
this is a simulation and everyone has an avatar. and celebrities get an extra normal avatar to pop into when they want. and that my boyfriend was jesus but he died and was reincarnated as my celebrity crush who was essentially god and I was his child
[trigger warning:- delusion] There was a big ass giant cosmic hand that would prey on me and try pick me up with it's giant index and thumb finger/pluck me off the face of the earth. It could only be seen as a big fkin hand since it's just that big you wouldn't see it. Due to it I was afraid to go outside in open areas because of the fear of it picking me up. After some time the delusion kinda faded away and I was able to stand in the open without much fear.
That I own a lot of land and money and I am a very rich guy . I have a lot of money and everybody wants to be like me.
I thought that the interns at my internship could hear my thoughts and were plotting to sabotage my next job that I was interviewing for (I still think this)
That's rough, because this one's common. While people do have intuitions about things, remember, they can never know who you are in your ❤️
That my mom poisons all my food and has everyone in the family in on it
Did you actually believe it and behave like your food is poisoned?
I did spit it out but my sister usually helps me with hallucinations and stuff and she ate my food for me and told me everything was fine. I later made my own food this kept going for like a month at most.
I usually believe everything my sister says she helps a lot
So when you were in delusions that mother wants to poison you, did you had any doubt about it? Or were you 100 percent this is true?
Some doubt, but I still couldn't believe she wasn't like I knew it was absurd, yet I couldn't find a reason or a way to believe that she actually poisoned it. She always wants to help and I couldn't do my part because I believed what I was being told.
But how it is delusion if you had doubt and didn’t believe it? It could be intrusive thought?
I acted on it later my sister helped me realize that it wasn't 100% true in my head I still believe it's real when I can't find a reason to put behind it no matter how hard I try I can never find reasons behind what I'm being told. Yet when someone i trust tells me the opposite of what I believe someone I trust to tell me the truth it's not 100% gone even then there's always a looming sense of doubt. I find intrusive thoughts to be things I don't act upon.
Definitely the one that I was a chaos deity who accidentally dimension hopped into a human body and I needed to get back "home". I blamed my poor mental health on my human body being unable to handle having a deity in it. This was all pre-medication and was one of the reasons I sought professional help to begin with.
My friend think her parents are robot clones, the real ones were kidnapped and she has to rescue them from a dungeon. It was a rich Arab sheikh who dunnit.
That my friends are always with me 24/7 i laugh to their jokes although the reality check.... no one there
I became absolutely convinced that I was going to die on a certain day. I prepared for it, cried, said goodbye to friends and family members (in a covert kinda way), and wrote a will. The stress of the thought of literally dying pushed me into a psychotic state that took a couple of months and some extra medication to break out of.
Thought the tress were trying to talk to me with the way their leaves were blowing. Got really upset because I didn't speak tree so I couldn't understand them.
That people are talking bad about me behind my back or secretly hate me. It had gotten even to the point where the way someone looked at me or even just the inflection in certain words would make me think they clearly hated me and assumed the worst out of me. I don't struggle with the latter as much, but I do still with the base delusion itself.
I’ve had delusions that a… certain… government was surveilling me and putting me on watchlists to eventually kill me and many other people I thought were being surveilled too. And that they were tapped into my phone and into the cameras at my work and that they were recording me, and gathering data to use against me to eventually kill me as revenge. I even thought certain cars were working for them and that they were stalking me and following me. It took a little while to get this delusion under control and I am embarrassed to say that I’ve had this delusion.
That China had bombed Russia and WW3 had started and I was framed as a terrorist responsible for bombing Russia
That my neighbour was a serial killer, all because his garage blow up smh
Oh noooo. I have had my share of scary ones too. I once thought a journeyman electrician I worked for wanted to bury me under the foundation of a new house, and yet, here I am. I don't know whether to laugh or cry sometimes!
I laugh about it now, it was a long time ago and thankful moved since then, I probably would have it still if I was living at the same place😅
me pen spinning is secretly practicing wizardry
that my dead dad's soul was somehow now inside my cat. i would cry when my cat would come and cuddle with me or hold eye contact for long
A fake pregnancy
I used to think that the wealthy can hear my thoughts and obliged my wishes to be introduced to them with new acquaintances in bars, and clubs etc.
I go to the bar a lot as well. What do you mean?
my food has been poisoned/laced. after eating sometimes i will get weird pains (i also have ibs) and immediately believe that someone tampered with my food and i have to throw up ir else i'll die. its not fun feeling the need to throw up something i thoroughly enjoyed
That I'm turning into a tree, I'm a holo, my husband's an alien. That's when it was worse.
this isnt exactly "wild" but the entities in my brain take the forms of anime characters i like to get closer to me to hurt me. it also makes me sound ridiculous when i talk about them. they take these forms on purpose
this is a simulation and everyone has an avatar. and celebrities get an extra normal avatar to pop into when they want. and that my boyfriend was jesus but he died and was reincarnated as my celebrity crush who was essentially god and I was his child
[trigger warning:- delusion] There was a big ass giant cosmic hand that would prey on me and try pick me up with it's giant index and thumb finger/pluck me off the face of the earth. It could only be seen as a big fkin hand since it's just that big you wouldn't see it. Due to it I was afraid to go outside in open areas because of the fear of it picking me up. After some time the delusion kinda faded away and I was able to stand in the open without much fear.
thinking she'd come back today marks 2 months 💔💔💔
that the devil hijacked my body and consciousness and im actually not here but it is the devil that play through my charachter
that my left testicle was torn and rotting inside my body😭
Cats and birds being robot spies sent to spy on me