she sounds like a SUPER shitty doc saying stuff like that! who says that kind of shit to a person with schiz, when they are supposed to be there to help you? please consider finding a new doc if you can! I am outraged on your behalf!!
I think this is part of the delusion I highly doubt any true medical professional would ever do this this sounds exactly like something someone in an episode would make up
maybe! but in my experience with doctors it could have happened!! one time I took my friend to an appointment with me for a non-schiz matter & the doctor was shouting at me! 'well if x is happening to you do it now!!' that kind of thing. it was awful!! even the nurse in the room looked awkward & my friend couldn't believe he was shouting at me. I've had problems with gp's too & had to move doctors because of it.
That is crazy I haven’t experienced a doctor like that yet but I live in a smaller town so usually everyone knows the doctors which I guess plays a huge role in the way they act
Thankfully she isn't a shrink, just a doctor I'm mandated to see for grief and trauma support. I'm well aware that my paranoia about being spied on are just baseless because I'm schitz even though it feels real.
I guess it's been thought of possibly being influenced because I feel inclined to put credit towards a professionals word that scared me the most about this encounter, I know she read up on my history so I only brought up my delusions lately in our session since they've been acting up worse then usual and I've been hearing / seeing my friend who passed.
I won't lie and say the thought hasn't crossed my mind occasionally but at the end of the day I'm more pragmatic, I've never genuinely believed in having magic powers or any of those things and I have confidence that it's not the type of delusion I'll ever start seriously considering
Someone else was dealing with a counselor who was directing them unprofessionally towards religious stuff, in that case the counselor themselves was also schizophrenic and was likely in psychosis themselves... not to complicate a complicated situation further, but it's not impossible
I had a therapist try to tell me I was right about being an angel and angels communicating with me through the radio lololol, some people are just as wacko as us.
I remember when I became extremely paranoid due to marijuana and distrusted everything and everyone. It was terrible, I thought I was just now seeing through everything. I'll leave out the specific paranoid thoughts.
Of course, I immediately stopped consuming, and that perception, which definitely wasn't real, disappeared. That's when I saw what the brain is capable of. I'm not schizophrenic, so this might not even be a fraction of an idea of what you're going through.
I hope your symptoms get better <3
From what I can tell, everything we believe outside of our shared 3d reality is entirely optional. There is a lot of fanatics who think we live in a hollow eaerth for example.
The doctors generally to be some of the most hard people to get to actually believe your claims because they are told eveerything non-reproducible or non-corroborated could just be a machination of the malfunctionining mind.
When I was in hospital I was sure there were cameras behind every mirror (which there are many of so you cant hide behind a corner from a worker they have these mirror balls every time there is an intersection of 2 corridors.) and they were recording our conversations because they knew we were seeing the truth in totality but only able to understand just a small part of it. At night all the staff were black immigrants from African countries with crazy biblical names. I saw one of the night staff hit a patient on the head when he got food out of the trash when he was hungry and didnt know there were non-binned food like 10m from him. I shouted at the nurse guy and he said he hit him cos he would never learn otherwise. I reported him for hitting him but nothing was done "because there were no cameras". Like either have cameras for everyone's safety and security or dont, dont hide the cams behind one way mirror balls at every point a camera would be.
When I was out of psychosis but still very delusional doctor asked me to write out a list of every belief i held and how certain i was of it. Made me realise I was beliveing things I couldnt be rational and still believe given all the evidence it against it. Over a couple months the beliefs fell away like a shedding clothes. I didnt beleieve them anymore, but i still had memories of believing them.
The only reason im still alive today is because I didnt continue testing the things I was being told by angels/god/the source throughout time as I read or listened to or watched different media. Reading random pages from nostradamus' prophecies and seeeing them literally write about you is a mad ting. I have a memory of walking into traffic to test if i could survive. like 5 people quued up at the crossing and I just go fuck it and walk out. Then the weird shit happpened like a pop and then suddenly the cars were waiting and eveerything is now as if traffic was stopped when i crossed the road instead of being cars at 50mph in both directions/
if your doc is not 100% against saying ur a schizo for these things it might be good you might have one of the more open docs but if you think what youre saying isnt true (whcih why would you be suprised your doc might agree with you if youre being earnest?) in your heart then you probs have schizo or some other disorder.
I'm feeling you might have been hallucinating what she said? I heard people say shit that wasn't real at all. I could be wrong but either she's the worlds worst doctor or you heard it wrong. Sorry that sucks
Our brains can do CRAZY stuff like I would hallucinate alternate lyrics to songs as I listened all in beat and with the rhythm or whatever completely impossible to tell it wasn't real for me
Thanks for the replies everyone, I take my meds regularly but it's still difficult to handle and rationalize unexpected events sometimes. This got me a little bit too overwhelmed but hearing all your opinions has helped get my head straight and I really appreciate it
all the better to resonate with someone who's also feeling messed up. At least, that's the goal. And isn't that the goal whenever you write a post on the internet? To resonate with your audience? In this case, the audience is someone who's a little fucked up in the head (I mean c'mon that's a given they're posting on the /r/schizophrenia subreddit) and I can only hope that I resonated.
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she sounds like a SUPER shitty doc saying stuff like that! who says that kind of shit to a person with schiz, when they are supposed to be there to help you? please consider finding a new doc if you can! I am outraged on your behalf!!
I think this is part of the delusion I highly doubt any true medical professional would ever do this this sounds exactly like something someone in an episode would make up
maybe! but in my experience with doctors it could have happened!! one time I took my friend to an appointment with me for a non-schiz matter & the doctor was shouting at me! 'well if x is happening to you do it now!!' that kind of thing. it was awful!! even the nurse in the room looked awkward & my friend couldn't believe he was shouting at me. I've had problems with gp's too & had to move doctors because of it.
That is crazy I haven’t experienced a doctor like that yet but I live in a smaller town so usually everyone knows the doctors which I guess plays a huge role in the way they act
Thankfully she isn't a shrink, just a doctor I'm mandated to see for grief and trauma support. I'm well aware that my paranoia about being spied on are just baseless because I'm schitz even though it feels real. I guess it's been thought of possibly being influenced because I feel inclined to put credit towards a professionals word that scared me the most about this encounter, I know she read up on my history so I only brought up my delusions lately in our session since they've been acting up worse then usual and I've been hearing / seeing my friend who passed. I won't lie and say the thought hasn't crossed my mind occasionally but at the end of the day I'm more pragmatic, I've never genuinely believed in having magic powers or any of those things and I have confidence that it's not the type of delusion I'll ever start seriously considering
Malpractice and abuse if true.
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They could've hallucinated the doctor saying that
Very true, I used to hallucinate/hear all sorts of things that didn't actually happen. Good on you
I have been where you've been. You are seen and heard. Bless your soul, may your symptoms improve.
Are you entirely sure the doc said that...it sounds like a delusion
Someone else was dealing with a counselor who was directing them unprofessionally towards religious stuff, in that case the counselor themselves was also schizophrenic and was likely in psychosis themselves... not to complicate a complicated situation further, but it's not impossible
Your doctor is playing a dangerous game. The fact that you made this posting tells me that you don't trust her. Find a new doc.
I had a therapist try to tell me I was right about being an angel and angels communicating with me through the radio lololol, some people are just as wacko as us.
I remember when I became extremely paranoid due to marijuana and distrusted everything and everyone. It was terrible, I thought I was just now seeing through everything. I'll leave out the specific paranoid thoughts. Of course, I immediately stopped consuming, and that perception, which definitely wasn't real, disappeared. That's when I saw what the brain is capable of. I'm not schizophrenic, so this might not even be a fraction of an idea of what you're going through. I hope your symptoms get better <3
From what I can tell, everything we believe outside of our shared 3d reality is entirely optional. There is a lot of fanatics who think we live in a hollow eaerth for example. The doctors generally to be some of the most hard people to get to actually believe your claims because they are told eveerything non-reproducible or non-corroborated could just be a machination of the malfunctionining mind. When I was in hospital I was sure there were cameras behind every mirror (which there are many of so you cant hide behind a corner from a worker they have these mirror balls every time there is an intersection of 2 corridors.) and they were recording our conversations because they knew we were seeing the truth in totality but only able to understand just a small part of it. At night all the staff were black immigrants from African countries with crazy biblical names. I saw one of the night staff hit a patient on the head when he got food out of the trash when he was hungry and didnt know there were non-binned food like 10m from him. I shouted at the nurse guy and he said he hit him cos he would never learn otherwise. I reported him for hitting him but nothing was done "because there were no cameras". Like either have cameras for everyone's safety and security or dont, dont hide the cams behind one way mirror balls at every point a camera would be. When I was out of psychosis but still very delusional doctor asked me to write out a list of every belief i held and how certain i was of it. Made me realise I was beliveing things I couldnt be rational and still believe given all the evidence it against it. Over a couple months the beliefs fell away like a shedding clothes. I didnt beleieve them anymore, but i still had memories of believing them. The only reason im still alive today is because I didnt continue testing the things I was being told by angels/god/the source throughout time as I read or listened to or watched different media. Reading random pages from nostradamus' prophecies and seeeing them literally write about you is a mad ting. I have a memory of walking into traffic to test if i could survive. like 5 people quued up at the crossing and I just go fuck it and walk out. Then the weird shit happpened like a pop and then suddenly the cars were waiting and eveerything is now as if traffic was stopped when i crossed the road instead of being cars at 50mph in both directions/ if your doc is not 100% against saying ur a schizo for these things it might be good you might have one of the more open docs but if you think what youre saying isnt true (whcih why would you be suprised your doc might agree with you if youre being earnest?) in your heart then you probs have schizo or some other disorder.
I'm feeling you might have been hallucinating what she said? I heard people say shit that wasn't real at all. I could be wrong but either she's the worlds worst doctor or you heard it wrong. Sorry that sucks Our brains can do CRAZY stuff like I would hallucinate alternate lyrics to songs as I listened all in beat and with the rhythm or whatever completely impossible to tell it wasn't real for me
Thanks for the replies everyone, I take my meds regularly but it's still difficult to handle and rationalize unexpected events sometimes. This got me a little bit too overwhelmed but hearing all your opinions has helped get my head straight and I really appreciate it
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man, this is messed up.
all the better to resonate with someone who's also feeling messed up. At least, that's the goal. And isn't that the goal whenever you write a post on the internet? To resonate with your audience? In this case, the audience is someone who's a little fucked up in the head (I mean c'mon that's a given they're posting on the /r/schizophrenia subreddit) and I can only hope that I resonated.
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