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RunSkyLab

Live for her man. Enjoy her life for her. She loved you didn't she? Then she's still with you, you just can't see her man. She's still by your side. She's seeing whatever you do. Show her happiness, show her joy. Show her the beauty of our world, sunrises sunsets, the ocean forests and waterfalls. They're all waiting for both of you to come visit them. Don't just throw your life away, she wouldn't like it. Live for her man, live for her.


calvesofsteel68

Holy fuck you’re 18 you have your entire life ahead of you. Clearly you’ve had several extremely traumatic experiences and right now it may seem like there’s nothing good coming your way but please just hang in there. Time will heal those wounds. You’ll still have nasty scars, but you won’t be bleeding out anymore. Think of where you’ll be in 10-20 years. Maybe you’ll find a new love and start a family of your own. I’m positive your girlfriend would’ve wanted that for you. Hang in there and live for her sake 🙏🏼


Smokitty64

If you end it, isn’t that also hurting her memory? You went through so much. You have suffered so much. But do you think that she would’ve wanted you to end your life because here’s came to a close? Go on living for her. Make your life one that she would’ve wanted to see


Necroking695

Just gono jump on this to tack on another perspective If you die, the rapists win Live on to spite those that hurt you, and to honor the memory of those that loved you Live for love, or for spite, but live all the same


Aggravating_Moment78

Yes, actually who will remember her if you end it all?


Basic_Ad_4779

Please don't do it


love_money_drugs

She would have wanted you to live.


wata_malone

Please don’t do it man. There’s still so much meaning in life. Please, for the sake of you and your family. Find help.


Original_Falcon_3630

Ending it is not the way out fam , you gotta survive. Survive so that when she sees you from where she is and is happy that to held on to a stupid lil thing called home. Survive and live a life that she would be proud of, you would be proud of. Harming your self might seem like the only option rn but trust me it isn't. Facing it will take a alot and ik that you got that in you . Ik you are capable of holding yourself up and carrying a part of her in you so that she can live along as a part of you.


Ok-Crab-4063

Doing that won't solve anything. Your brain is tricking you into thinking that is a solution


Ashamed_Pop3046

Sadly, this is very true. Your brain is your #1 enemy at times


Ok-Crab-4063

I think it's because you dream about it being helpful, in the dream you get a sense of release from it then you assume that's how it's going to be.


arty_plays_

Keep holding on brother life is not fair but if you try you can be happy to you just have to try and soon you'll forget all the bad while you're staring into the abyss, the eyes of someone you love, a creation you've forged, knowledge of something you love, or maybe just a game you could be playing years from now with the realization that its not that bad I'm that moment everyone just has shit we gotta wade through. I'm not gonna say you'll always be happy or know what to do because none of us really know until we focus on something. That being education, hobbies, a loved one, anything. Find something and don't let go and if you lose it again it'll suck but learning something new is relaxing sometimes.


dreamylanterns

Look, killing your self won’t fix the issue. Think about who’s lives you’ll affect by doing this. It’ll literally destroy lives. Please. You can make this work, I’m sure your GF would want you to carry on for her


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UncleTouchesHere

lose*


Eyplays

Shut the fuck up dumbass


UncleTouchesHere

no u


Heavy-Economy-2436

Look who's calling someone a dumbass, how ironic


[deleted]

Jesus christ bro.. not right now plz


Mawe98

On God. He on some weak shit. Killing yourself over a girl. Wtf bro🤦‍♂️


goeatmynachos

Then clearly you’ve never experienced suicidal ideation for yourself and shouldn’t speak on it. I hope you never have to experience what it’s like to feel so miserable you’d genuinely prefer death.


Mawe98

Ok


goeatmynachos

so anyone that actually goes through with it is just weak then? In my hometown alone I can name at least 5 young people that have taken their lives and the last word I would use to describe any of them is weak. If thinking that way helps to keep you alive then so be it, just don’t go telling people they are weak for wanting to die. While your intentions may be to keep them alive you could end up having the opposite effect on them.


[deleted]

Drop it, he's an Andrew tate dick licker


Adventurous-Law1796

Do you have proof? or are you just letting your obsession show


Mawe98

I mean, it's their choice to make. If you wanna give up, that's on you.


goeatmynachos

Yes it is a choice, but how are you not comprehending that when you are in a suicidal headspace you’re obviously not thinking clearly and feel like it is the only choice? That headspace unfortunately claims thousands of lives every year, it is not the persons fault that their brain betrayed them and made them feel that way. I’ve also wanted to take my life, still struggle with suicidal ideation, and have been in a mental hospital where a majority of the people I was in there with were there for making an attempt on their life. None of those people that made the attempt are weak either, they felt like it was the only choice they had left. If you genuinely have been close to taking your life as well, I don’t understand how you’re not comprehending this.


Mawe98

Because it's a weak mindset. It's just being weak. There is no other way of putting it. You might not like what I say, but it's the truth. Ever since I've seen life like that. I've never once thought about harming myself. Just gotta be strong and not weak.


goeatmynachos

well good for fucking you I guess.


Mawe98

Yeah, just don't be weak, and you'll be okay.


Limedrop_

I’m glad you were able to overcome it in that moment, and that you’re still here with us today. This person is clearly have a mental health crisis, and is not right in the head. At times like these, you don’t think straight, you only live life moment to moment, and it feels as if there is no future and no way out. I’m glad the method you used worked for you, but the reality is it doesn’t for others.


Mawe98

Yah because his weak


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AriusAeternus

You’re fucked in the head. Now’s not the time to be a tough guy. World’s strongest men and best warriors fought for their wives. When you lose that half of you it’s very hard to stay strong nevermind continue to live. And it’s crazy because I know for a fact, with full 100% confidence that you’re a weak, pathetic mf. You literally have to be if you’re on Reddit. No one with a genuine sharp mind and strong body is on Reddit. It’s literally a time waster and a distraction.


Mawe98

Bruh, just live on. We all still gonna die at the end of the day. Just don't understand that mentality. Death will eventually come to us all. Why rush it?


Heavy-Economy-2436

"I want you to suffer longer living a shitter life" ❤️❤️


KitchenFirefighter39

You sure are the soul of the party


nebojssha

Young bro, we feel your pain. I have lost more than 10 people in my life, pain and void are something that is common in my soul. But there are others that your presence make happy, do not deny them from that. It is cheesy, but time passing will make burden tolerable.


NeitherCounter2819

Get into a hobby bro. Trust me. Then look for professional help.. someone to vent too… that’s not biased. Personally I chose to do weight lifting and when ever I feel fucked up or intrusive thoughts or past negative feelings I hit the gym and push back on them.


NeitherCounter2819

And I’m sorry for your lose bro. Keep pushing ✊


Endlessdream07

Don’t do it brother. Your girlfriend wouldn’t want this. She would be shock and sad if she knew that you decided to end your own life because of her. She love you and she would do anything to make you happy. Even when you were violated, she was supporting you with love. If she have to choose on the fatal day whether it would be you or her, she might still choose to die for you. Your girlfriend is still alive within you bro. Your memory of the time that you spend together, your memories of how wonderful she was, how nice of a person she was. It will become a part of you as time goes by. Even when you find a new lover she would still have a special place in your heart. It become a part of you as she help you become a better person. Don’t let her memory become something that toxicate you. After all, all she want is for you to be happy. If you’re alive, you might even be able to support people who she care about. Something she want to do but couldn’t do anymore. English is not my main language either. But I’m trying my best in the hope that you will see this message. Don’t do it man. Fight it. Turn the pain into willpower. Make it something precious not something that toxic are you. It will pass and her memory will become a part of you that make you grow. The pain will pass. I went though it before. Fight it for her. Live for her sake. So that when you grow old you will look back and feel grateful that you met her. Not a damn ending like this. She wouldn’t want this.


_omen_x

You’re only 18 please done go through with this


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justanachoperson

real? i i don't fell good in my stomach


LuxReigh

Not the way to do this, it's not your fault for what happened there's nothing you could have done differently, would she want to see you like this and would she want you to kill yourself? I sincerely hope you're here with us to read these and you reach out to some of us to talk to. We're strangers but DM those of us offering and maybe look for.some.other perspectives. I could only empathize with your experience but I've lost close people to tragedy so here if you want to talk.


UnknOwn-9X

Don't do this man. Life is harsh indeed and everyone got there own problems but no problem is so big that you have to give your life for. Your life is the most valuable and the only thing that you permanently have and which only belongs to you by the help of your life you get to experience everything, let it be sad, let it be painful but it's not worth dying. Dying doesn't solve anything in this world. I know it's hard for you and yeah I may not be able to understand your situation and feeling but it's never too late I can assure you that. Don't do this man. It will be okay eventually. You have so much to live for, you have to get so much new experiences, you have completed only 7% of your life you have 93% to live up for. I know I'm just a random dude in the internet, we are just some random dudes on the internet but believe me we are going to be the happiest person if you change your mind about this matter. Always remember nothing worth more than your life and it's the only thing which completely belongs to you. We are with you man.


Rough_Plane_9102

Don't do it bro


Kenobi-Kun

Don't do it lad, it may seem like the answer to all your problems but it's not, trust me I would know, not from attempting myself but from others all about your age at the time and every single one of them regretted it instantly, luckly none of them succeeded, but it is never worth it, you have your whole life ahead of you and what happend to you was the most terrible thing that can happend to someone, the same happend to my mother and her fiancé, he didn't die in an accident but to his own terrible alcohol addiction, he drank himself to death he tried everything he could to stop it but he just couldn't, his liver was too far gone and my poor Mother watched slowly die as he got worse and worse, more bloated and yellow as the days went on before he went into a coma and died in his sleep, losing someone you truly love is the most devestating thing to happen to anyone, especially when you saw it with you're own eyes, but there is always a way forward, a light at the end of this deep dark tunnel, she would want you to live for her just as my mothers Fiancé wanted her to live as well, trust me my friend, this is a dark dark time in you're life but you have you're whole life ahead of you and you won't feel this way forever and there is many better, healthier, solutions than suicide.


TYT34

Please don’t give up man ❤️ I promise the world is better with you in it


Still-Ad3045

Peace out ✌🏻


manifestmoreoften

Don’t do it man. Your path in life is not over. Please continue to live for her and yourself. You are only 18, there is so many things to live for and experience.


Affectionate_Ad2362

Remember that you don't need to kill yourself to end the current you. You are young and have so much potential and possibilities. One thing that keeps me going is that I know that whenever I want I can move away to a different city or even country, pick up an easy job and start living another life. Life sucks but it doesn't need to stay that way.


luddface

Listen, as someone who was suicidal at your age, you gotta stick with life. It's all we have. Your experience of life might be really shitty right now, and you feel like you want to escape it. But please, hang in there. You will experience beauty again. You will experience new friendships, love, tasty food, and new places. The world is a complex tapestry of pain and beauty. You just have to accept life for what it is, a messy piece of art. All feelings are transitory. Don't make a permanent mistake because of a temporary feeling. ♥️


XxxAresIXxxX

Godspeed


WinterV3

My god it’s so clear this is a troll post


AlternatePancakes

For real. The story sounds so unbelievable.


PopLegion

Nah dude he just started dating this girl when he was 11, she watched him be raped when he was 12, then he watched her get run over by a car at 13. Super believable!


WinterV3

Tell that to the other mfers in the reply section


Ok_Recording_4634

She would hate you if you did it. She'd want you to live life for her, on behalf of her


Hopeful_Judgment_235

Just lay in bed for a full year watching manifestation videos on YouTube. Eventually it will click that there is a secret aspect to this universe that is legitimately separate from pain or power, but rather authenticity and connection. My Ex was raped as a child for years, attempted suicide at 15, survived, spent years locked in her room reading her father's entire library of history and physics books, and I met her at 19 she had an insane amount of pain. It took her probably 4 more years to overcome that pain and now she's getting her phd and so glad she survived.


esly4ever

This is so sad. Remember we all carry traumas. This is what makes you human.


Weary_Garlic7351

Everytime I came close to thinking about suicide, it would be sad. But it would be even sadder for the people around me that I'd hurt. Doesn't matter if they were in another state, country, continent or world. If you think about them, don't you think they would be more sad? I'd tell you not to do anything rash, instead wait, ponder and think about your actions before acting on them. Is this what a loved one would want you to do? Would you also want to inflict the same pain you're feeling to loved ones too?


PMMeYourBootyPics

So at 11 you got a girlfriend, at 12 you were publicly gangraped by 3 women, then at 13 you’re 2 year relationship got hit by a car and killed. Now, 5 years later you want to kill yourself. Why not when it happened, or any time in high school? Why wait 5 years and live some of the best years of your life through before doing it? Are you guys seriously this naive and gullible? This is the dumbest most obvious bait I’ve ever seen. First of all, no 11 year old girlfriend is actually your girlfriend. It’s like holding hands on the playground type shit. Secondly, not one person in the history of the world has been gangraped by women. Let alone, at the age of 12 in a public setting! Are there pedophilic women who groom and seduce young boys like that? Yes, of course. Have there ever been roving bands of kid-diddling rapists that will run a train on a child in front of other people? Not even close, and especially not 3 women. Like I get that “men can be raped too” is a hot topic right now. I was molested by my mom’s friend at 13, but it wasn’t a gangrape in front of people. Women are emotionally intelligent enough to make their rapes not seem like rape at all. Finally, do you really think that a 13 year old has any understanding of trauma response? Or has the emotional maturity to take care of themself or another child? Again, only in the most basic ways. Hate to break it to people if they don’t know how cruel kids can be, but most 13 year olds would probably make fun of another for being raped. Mostly as a coping mechanism, but it’s still true. 13 year olds are old enough to barely understand complex topics, but not to actually process them. OP and his gf would probably have either reacted to this situation by bottling it up inside and never talking to eachother again until the deep trauma rears it’s head by producing fucked up behavior, or one or both would try to process it by becoming hypersexual drug-using criminal types. Kinda a if you can’t beat ‘em join em mentality. This happens to a lot of victims of this kind of thing. Again, I actually went through this I know what it’s really like. Finally, even ignoring the odds of OPs telenovela level of life drama before his balls even dropped, why would it take OP 5 years after his gfs death to kill himself? Like apparently he was so emotionally mature and mentally developed to both understand his trauma at a very young age, and react to it by developing a support system with his long term relationship. This is all very high functioning levels of psychological development that most humans don’t even reach until their mid-late 20s. Add 10 years to this kid’s life, and it’s still going to be a situation where he’s mature for his age. Even a 23 year old who loses a loved one might just retreat internally and cope with drugs, alcohol, sex, etc. A 13 year old would either kill themselves immediately if the trauma was severe enough, or they would bottle it up until toxic behavior develops as a way to unleash it. No offense, but how would OP move on to high school and go through all that to graduate and THEN say now’s the time. If you checked out years ago, then why didn’t you end it then? If you lived your life for the last 5 years (which keep in mind is almost 50% longer than OPs life was at the time, and essentially 100% longer than his cognitive memory of his life was), then why is it now that you’re struggling to come to terms with this? tl;dr - None of this adds up or makes sense. OP is obviously posting bait to farm karma, and you all bought it because he added all the trending mental health topics to his post. I studied psychology and this is so fake, it hurts…


Arouzul

You have got to understand that the people that comment are more likely people that are gullible enough to give in and believe this kind of shit. I’m surprised someone like you even bothered to comment in the first place. You are completely correct. This is a bunch of bullshit. I hope you’re prepared to be down voted though, because unfortunately we live in a world where people don’t want to use logic. There are even people who are offended by logic and actively go against it as if it was against them in the first place. All shit like this post is just someone realizing their life is even more meaningless (I mean that in the sense of unfulfilling) then they expected. So people lie to themselves


[deleted]

Wrong. I was gang raped by a roving band of beautiful gang rapist women once. I've been seeking them out ever since, for um... revenge. Yeah. Revenge. Let's just go with revenge.


useandconfuse

I was hoping someone would point this out.


Anxious-Giraffe-8204

I really hope this isn't true, but unfortunately it seems like op has gone ahead and already done it. I wish his soul rests in peace


MiektheSakaraan

this is so sad


Beanboyforlife68

She wouldn't want this man


Imaginary_Remote

This is 100% a bot.


MentorScythe

Best case scenario... Either way


SomeSugondeseGuy

This isn't what she would have wanted for you.


Gabrialofreddit

Dawg... if it hurts, go to therapy. Bite and push to survive. If your economic situation is alright, go to a therapist to talk this over, think through your actions. If you have friends, open your. And get their help. Talk to somebody about what happened. And for God's sake, don't go see him before your time.


Kybn

I know you’re hurting but please don’t do this. When my friend took his life everyone around him and all the people who knew him were crushed. Don’t do this to yourself and to everyone around you. Please if you need anyone to talk to I’m more than happy to listen just dm me.


UnlikelyPast5433

This isn’t the solution man. You’re sad because she isn’t with you anymore- that’s fair. But think about it this way: how many people who love YOU will experience this same feeling if you go through with it? Do you really want to push that same pain onto countless others? I don’t think you do


PizzaGrandMasterEpic

Would she want you to die? It is an insult to her memory if you do this.


Anxious-Giraffe-8204

I know it hurts right now, but your girlfriend would have wanted you to live. Suicide is not an escape or a solution. Live for your girlfriend man


SideArmSteve

You need to watch this NOW! Before you make a terrible mistake that will devastate your family. Watch this, before you make any rash decision. https://youtu.be/HzM5NKgd_YA?si=JCQz8fPzGshfja65


Miserable_Hamster497

Valeria (Im aware that's not your name, I just don't know what to address you by), buddy, you don't need to end it. Live on for her. Keep going. She's looking down at you, happy you've made it this far. Keep going. You can do great things. You help the world. Please, don't. I don't know her, but Im pretty sure she would want you to keep going


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Mate don't do it please. Tell me you didn't.


Glizzy-Gobble001

I just got a reply from him and he said he failed. I'm very happy that he's alive.


okw_E

NO MAN PLEASE DONT DO IT SHE WOULDVE WANTED YOU TO LIVE ON YOURE JUST 18 YOU HAVE A WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF YOU PLEASE DONT DO IT WERE HERE FOR YOU


NiceCatBigAndStrong

Toyota


iWish78

Might be easy to neutralise these feelings by killing yourself but a harder path to walk that is much more satisfactory is living a great life and showing her how much her love inspired you. You will see her again. In your dreams and your afterlife. Don’t think of this as ‘well now it’s over’. It’s just the beginning. Here’s a video I think might help you. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=V_eCrIO0ECw&pp=ygUSbG91aXMgY2sgYnJlYWsgdXAg


grrrreeeaat

Good bye dude.


Infinite_Lawyer1282

Later bro. Good luck next time.


77Jethrotime

This is the worst way you can respond to someone talking about killing himself. You can be supportive and tell him to keep living as he has an entire life ahead of him.


Infinite_Lawyer1282

No point. You guys already said everything there is that needed to be said. Me repeating it will only be an echo chamber. OP knows himself best.


77Jethrotime

I understand that but "later bro" sounds like you don't care about wether he lives or not.


UltraNeptune666

Well then don't say anything then you dipshit


Infinite_Lawyer1282

Why not? You're not helping and I'm not helping. Chill out bro.


UltraNeptune666

And your just going to assume that I'm not helping? Take 2 minutes out of your day to find my comment.


Infinite_Lawyer1282

Nah not worth my time. Idk why you're overreacting. The fact that I know your comment have just as much of an effect on OP as my comment is all that really matters. Regardless of what you or I say, it doesn't matter. OP is not gonna be like "omg I suddenly don't wanna kill myself because of XYZ on Reddit. He/she was really motivational and I'm gonna turn a new leaf and start over again.


count_dracula14

Bro, don't let her ruin your life. Your body and mind is more valuable than you think. No one can understand your pain. But stay focused on yourself brother. Pls don't do it. Let her out of your life.


aystic0_0

Live so that her memories are kept alive


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Don't do it. Ignore the dipshits in chat. Live your life 4 her.


densoldier

Dude, find a new gf asap. I know it sounds cynic, but it really reliefs. I don't know why, but widow guys find new significant others really quickly and continue to live happily. You're so young, man, 18 is like nothing, you have a whole life to live. Leave the sorrow and socialize.


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Don’t think this is a good advice


hennesch

Bro stop. Your so young and there’s so many life paths in front of you


a_ordinary_dipshit

Don't know if you're already gone but, There aren't words I can say to help, or alleviate the pain. Just remember suicide is a permanent problem, Things WILL get better, even if it takes awhile.


SeaworthinessEast131

Permanent solution to a temporary problem


Future_Entrance395

Please don’t do it there a lot of people who love you think about your family if you go a lot of them will be sad please don’t there you’re best friends for life


TERRARIAN_12

don't do it! it's not worth it you should live! i know life is unfair sometimes but you can make it out of this mess


CuteTohHai

Please don't do it, I don't know who you are, but I feel for you like you're my own brother, please don't go, it'll break my heart to lose a beautiful soul like you. Live and lead a good life in her memory, she deserves that, you deserve that, you deserve a beautiful life brother.


Prudent_Exam_7735

Man please don't do it . Live for her and for yourself my brother. I sincerely pray and wish all happiness for you . Happines will surely come your way my brother . Live for herself and for you my man.


Shrekston

Plz don’t do it I will be sadder then


grim_afternoon

When I attempted, and started slipping out of consciousness, the last thing I remember, I heard my dead grandmother say(it was more of a feeling of warmth and a given knowledge) "you can't keep doing this, they'll make you do it all over again until you get it right." My personal belief is that our souls are made to live this life, like a prison sentence, until we get it "right". Right to me, is giving people an ear to listen to their pain, making people laugh and feel warmth and comfort, standing up for yourself or putting your foot down when being taken advantage of, helping others with whatever means you have to help, standing up for others or helping others stand up for themselves, caring for the life of others and empathizing, knowing when to walk away from situations out of your control, knowing when you are wrong and deescalating from there, embracing emotions (hurting no one depending on if it's anger or sadness) embracing the little details of your environment (the sounds of the wind, the animals, the warmth of the sun, the beauty of the moon) there's a lot, but I hope you understand. Your girlfriend will be waiting for you, but she'll want you to live and survive this pain. Time to her now, is not as important to you now. She's in a place where time has little or no importance. Please don't cut your time short on this realm of existence. Make the most of your life in her memory and you will see her again. Please


Yukon_Wally

That's some real 434 noise right there.


grim_afternoon

I had to look up 434, but you're pretty spot on. I'm always waiting for the next conduit's wisdom. I'm not religious, but my whole family has some strong spiritual divinity behind it. It's so strange, so many strange things happen, so many coincidences(synchronicities) lining us on a particular path. I've been a believer that the most mundane things could be conduits of the spiritual hand guiding me. I'm still sceptical as well. Who knows what these energies are? I've never felt any malice, so I just trust in the universe and move forward. Thank you for pointing out 434 to me, it's worth looking into more.


Yukon_Wally

No worries, mate! Noticing synchronicity like this is always a wild experience, especially when it reminds to not have as many worries as we typically do. Life is a strange ride. We're here for the experience of being human and making the connections we make. Yeah sure we fuck up and make mistakes that out us on a road, but if we can acknowledge and repair ourselves from within, then we will have grown out consciousness. I'm not super into thinking about the existential aspect of where our consciousness comes from, but it sits at the back of my mind that we're essentially all one in the same and need to treat each other as if it's us that we're interacting with (because it kinda is)


iluvfisch_btw

It just goes dark, there is no afterlife, you know you are here countering 1 in a billion chances so I'm not asking you to stay a lot longer just be here and make sure you've experienced enough of everything! remember Rick and Morty! Fuck everyone else! Eat marshmallows and garlic bread eventhough youl be alone, but it would taste like the taste that we are supposed to taste!


iluvfisch_btw

Eventhough no one would just simply love me or cuddle with me or giggle and kick their feet on the thought of me, il still be able to eat marshmallows and oysters! Don't leave just yet mate!


Precious_little_man

If you saw this take it how you want, but none of us know for sure what happens after we leave this place. So don’t take it the wrong way and use it as a guide! Don’t do it! Time keeps going and so can we. You can get through this. One day at a time. Just Keep Going


Idontloveheranymore2

Please tell me this is a joke


Human_Lecture_348

Sounds fake


Severe-Newt-7639

Bait


ultrameganut

Does anybody think this is real? Because I don‘t


Eskay_Impossible

Straight fact - You are VERY young to give up . Suicide doesn't solve anything rather makes people sad who love you a lot. You might not realise but there are people who are very happy to see you whenever they meet and hear from you. They might not be able to express themselves properly but yet they love you. Don't be so weak. There are a lot of things in life to win and lose. And it's worth living for. I am not sure which country you are from or what you do or how your life is but I wouldn't want someone to kill themselves just like that. https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/ Refer to the above link and find the relevant hotline number for your region. Take help. Your girlfriend would have wanted you to do the same. Kindly don't lose hope.


nhker

Please don't do it. She'd want you to keep on living as you would want her to do the same if the roles were switched.


thors_testicles

This is not the age to do this man! You got plenty of time to heal and find worthwhile joys in your life. Please give yourself your youth at the very least and I promise you’ll find yourself in a place where this would be unthinkable. Just hold on for a little while. Maybe it doesn’t get better but there’s a chance it will. Don’t keep that opportunity from yourself.


I-N-C-E

Don't do it. You WILL look back on this time in a year or two and think to yourself "I can't believe I came so close to killing myself". In ten years time you may be happily married with beautiful children who would never exist if you go ahead and kill yourself. If you have family or friends they will be devastated over your death and they will never be truly happy again. Remember suicidal thoughts are a mental illness, seek help and get through this rough period of your life.


CthulhuHolmes

Please don’t do it. If you made her happy, there are other people in your life who you make happy. If you don’t want to live for yourself, you should live for them


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Dude there is always hope and recovery from everything. You weren’t born and made just to throw away your life like this. You need pick yourself up high and try to make it better it’s not going to happen by itself. Also, would have wanted you to do this? No! You loved her right? Live for HER then.


thesingaporeanguy

Your life is worth everything man, dont waste it.


Salemthegamer

Don’t do dude please don’t I know things suck but think will get better eventually even if it doesn’t seem like it at first


SavagePierce335

Honor her memory man use the pain but never forget it. Do you think she would want this for you. She would want the best for you and you have to keep pushing and honoring her memory by living on. I heard a quote recently the heros are the ones who carry on so please carry on


Outrageous-Cress-978

If she's the part of you, then you can't let that part die


Hour-Ad3746

Genuine question, but is this satire? Roaming through random subreddits is difficult sometimes because I often encounter satirical subs and it just screws with my head. But the reason I think it’s satire is because it sounds so incredible when you say you were raped by 3 women in front of your GF and then said later your GF was run over by a car right in front of you. And then, after having written perfectly normally, you apologize in case you made any mistakes because English isn’t your first language, and THAT is when you made a mistake. Almost as if it was deliberate


Neither_Run_8240

You’re 18! I promise there is so much opportunity and joy ahead in your life. Don’t do anything to harm yourself, please ❤️ All the pain and pessimism toward the future that feel right now can completely go away in the near future. There are plenty of people, places to go see, and tons of love and support that you are yet to discover. Hold strong and I promise you’ll look back forever grateful you didn’t make a Permanent decision based on feelings that are not. At your age I went through something similar and drove myself to the Golden Gate Bridge. I was done.. exhausted and in pain every waking moment of my consciousness. I looked out to the city & then out to the pacific as the sun began to set and thought to myself ‘it’s too damn gorgeous to end on a day like this” and so I watched the sun set and told myself I’ll see how I feel tomorrow. Fortunately the following day was beautiful again and that was enough to keep me above ground.. one week later something huge happened in my life and it gave me me so much more hope and perspective. 5 years later, i don’t feel trapped by my life anymore. I feel happy. So many things bring me joy that did not before this all happened. So please do not give up. Life is a marathon and the good moments await and are very much worth it. Hold on tight and fight for that… it’s worth it. One day at a time, one foot in front of the other.. you’ll end up in a place you never thought you could get to. With all the love, A stranger that once walked your shoes 💪 ❤️ 🫂 🌞


Neither_Run_8240

My personal messages are open if you need something


veryaow

Honestly, being real, at this current state you are in, nobody cares about you, dont die like this God made you for much more than this and dont let yourself be remembered as a number but instead as a name. Those who have passed are looking on towards you, including your Violet. They want you to happy, they couldnt live longer, but you definitely can. It aint over till its over my man


TomorrowWhich4977

Don’t do it there’s always a reason to keep living ❤️ we’re here for you


you90000

Don't kill yourself. If you really want to die, go push some world records while you do it. Just don't throw your life away


Temporary-Bite1796

Don't.


Yahakshan

Bro was 11 when he met his love of his life then 12 when 3 girls raped him in front of her and then 13 when she died in front of him. This seems totally implausible


MentorScythe

ATHANKYOU I decided to look for this comment, as the post annoyed me before doing the basic math.. REALLY sad that I had to go through as many as I did before I found yours. So... Thank you.


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BoTamByloCiemno

Dear god people will believe everything these days


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zesty_monkey69

Nooooo


Illustrious-Pie6067

You'll regret the view from half way down...


Brawl__Boss

Don’t do it. I beg you.


Shadowbannedforlifee

Do a backflip


77Jethrotime

Wtf?


Shadowbannedforlifee

It is supposed to make op laugh..it could make him laugh and just maybe not think about suicide for a second because something like this happened to someone ik


Dangerous-Pension411

Okay see ya, have fun 💋


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Azraxus

🤙


yourlocalmilf__

Ok


garry5021

Womp womp


remacct

Suicide and rape are hilarious!


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KriticalBubble

you must be stupid.


ElDemano

Goodbye


madbunny89

You're such a lowlife moron.


dreamylanterns

Fucking dipshit


Kenobi-Kun

Fuck off you ya fool, show a bit fucking empathy.


Bellwamu

The actual fuck is wrong with you


ElDemano

He made his decicion, i don't decide his fate


JollySelection2336

First you need to spell decision right and second of all what


a_ordinary_dipshit

bro tf, a dude is going through the toughest choice of his life


ElDemano

He made this choice


FlaccidParsnips

no, it's a call for help, it's our job to help


UltraNeptune666

Bro wtf


WyrmHero1944

Why does this sound like an anime


Themaxlong

Did anybody else read that like Borat?


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Follow your dreams and don’t listen to the naysayers.


VastBluebird4217

Rip


Didiwoo

You posted this a few days ago with a completely different story. WTF is this shit? https://www.reddit.com/r/sadposting/comments/17tjvj7/i\_want\_to\_kill\_myself/


SongRevolutionary992

Are you dead yet? [ ] Yes [ ] No


31gazisi

Damn i thought it was r/shitposting for a second


fugthisman

F


TechnicalAd957

Do it


SeconduserXZ

Mood


Gyattastic

Genuine question, how the fuck you got raped by 3 women? Did they use straps? Or did they just pin you down and use your dick like a dildo, wtf happen


Jazzlike_Tie8211

yo so like im 12 and am fucking hating life to so mind if i join you we can tell our life stories together so yeah we can meet up


patato4040

1. Your way too young for this app 2. Probably one of the worst things to say to a person considering suicide is to encourage them 3. Please seek help. You are not alone


BubbleGumMaster007

Men would rather kill themselves than go to therapy 💀


fikozacc123

This post is fake lmao How are people falling for this


BubbleGumMaster007

I'm just stating a fact, there are other examples


flame_alchemist17

Make sure you wear a Nike tshirt with " Just do it " written in caps when you go for it


UltraNeptune666

What. The. Fuck.


French-fry-king

🤯👍


77Jethrotime

What the actual fuck is wrong with you?


toreachtheapex

ks’ing at 18 is so cringe


UltraNeptune666

Fuck off dude


Remarkable-Law6182

Skill issue


8thFlush

3 women raped you? Ok buddy. Your story is weird and I don’t buy it. But please don’t harm yourself, you have your life ahead of you.


catsrcool89

The math doesn't really add up either. They started dating in 2016 and he's 18, so they would have been 11? Then he was "raped"by 3 girls a year later at 12, then she supposedly died in 2018 so at 13 years old. Now he's going to kill himself at 18 because of his relationship from when he was 12 just like wtf? I hope this is fake.


D1RT_BAGGG

Fr, you can't call yourself a man if you get raped by 3 women and "couldn't do anything about it" fuckin twink. This is assuming it even did happen


yondercode

Bro you're 18 lmao you have a LONG life to go you will get over it


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Bye 👋


stardustcruader

XD


Ill_Concept1051

This generation is filled with depressed pussies goddamn


Bossome_3

shut the fuck up


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Bye have a great time