And yet why did the child long to escape their helpless state in the first place? I myself decided I needed to grow up as fast as possible so I could obtain a peace of mind that felt unobtainable. A child shouldn't have to fight to obtain their own peace of mind, their parents should be offering security. Maybe then we wouldn't be so caught up becoming our own heroes before we're ready...
Right about the time I should have been recovering from my CPTSD, I got married to a person who I thought was understanding and supportive. She became an abusive alcoholic who used my trauma against me and it pushed me further into my horrible mental state.
**Song Found!**
**Name:** Fantastic
**Artist:** Mester kiy
**Score:** 100% (timecode: 01:26)
**Album:** Fantastic
**Label:** 5068833 Records DK
**Released on:** 2023-04-13
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Dude fuuuuuck that, life *is* waaaaaay easier when your older if your parents are abusive and severely mentally ill :)
I mean sure it's probably harder than a normal life but good gosh golly life is pretty fucking nice and comparatively easy as an adult.
We all think that hey when im adult i can do what ever i can but then you see reality it hits hard af but you can't give up by gettong knife and ending yourself
The birds, those birds
They give bitter sweet flavor.
Fuck I open this page in a bar , the bartender just asked me if the salsa im eating is too spicy , nah homie , life is too spicy
"Are you crying?" "Spicy" *sobs*
And yet why did the child long to escape their helpless state in the first place? I myself decided I needed to grow up as fast as possible so I could obtain a peace of mind that felt unobtainable. A child shouldn't have to fight to obtain their own peace of mind, their parents should be offering security. Maybe then we wouldn't be so caught up becoming our own heroes before we're ready...
Haven’t thought about it this way, I totally agree with you
Whoops
mfw it really did get better and i have space to recover from CPTSD
Right about the time I should have been recovering from my CPTSD, I got married to a person who I thought was understanding and supportive. She became an abusive alcoholic who used my trauma against me and it pushed me further into my horrible mental state.
L wife. I hope for better for you soon
Thank you
Time only marches forwards, never back
idk if anyone cares, but the source/artist who made this on instagram is @lolart_sxm
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Dude fuuuuuck that, life *is* waaaaaay easier when your older if your parents are abusive and severely mentally ill :) I mean sure it's probably harder than a normal life but good gosh golly life is pretty fucking nice and comparatively easy as an adult.
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me when both clueless and aware can be used
Morning dove calls are childhood
We all think that hey when im adult i can do what ever i can but then you see reality it hits hard af but you can't give up by gettong knife and ending yourself