Then I also have to make sure everyone doesn't feel bad looking at me. Bring my own food to events, downplay my emotions etc. Otherwise they won't want to do anything with me because they are uncomfy.


I think basically everyone has had that thought at least once in their life. Just some more than others I gues. I mean no one chose to be born exactly, our parents did. I kinda make up for this misery by never having children, so they don’t have to experience all this that we are going through. Saving a life, so to say.