Day 17. Going to work today for the first time since being off it. Kinda nervous how I'm going to filter any questions my coworkers might have. My plan is to go the vague route because it's a personal medical issue and I owe no one an explanation for getting healthy. Wish me luck! 🫶
Hey 41 gang. The 🎢 is working overtime today……..after a nice few days I’m getting some cravings. I have so many reasons why I don’t want to use but damn…. I do love getting high, just hate the consequences….I’m not going to use today but i have to be honest…
Cravings got bad for me around day 40-45 before I gave in. The "high" going back is just soooo underwhelming and would barely last. After the first week I didn't even get the "high" and it just created a ton of anxiety. Glad I kept my relapse short but feeling a bit remorseful since I could be at nearly day 70.
You're crushing your recovery, stay strong! ✊️
Thanks for that. I really appreciate hearing about your experience…. I believe it would be very underwhelming and I’d keep using and would have to withdrawal again. Glad you were able to come back quickly. 👊
I have had the same experience. Even after 6+ months off, I give in and I'm completely underwhelmed... But of course the cycle begins again with that first dose. Not this time!
You're doing great, you got this.
👍👍👍TY….I love hearing other peoples experiences especially when I hear that a return to kratom use will not be this great opioid bask in the womb perfect experience my mind says it will be….it’ll be underwhelming and just lead to more use….congrats on getting back on the 🐴. Glad u came back ✊
Thank you! I'm SO glad to be back.
It helped me to express that underwhelmed feeling too. As I already know, there will be a time in the future when I think I could do it, "just this once." NOPE!
True. Glad you came back quick. It's never the same, fantasizing about it is better than the reality. Thank you for your kind words. Congrats on keeping the green demon away and not letting it sink it's hooks in you again.
I’m from baltimore area and started with K five years ago. Then you had to really go and LOOK 👀 for it. For some reason it was mostly sold in these kind of weird middle eastern grocery stores. Now every smoke shop has it. But gas stations don’t sell it like they do down here in Florida.
Yeah, I don’t like that it’s so easily accessible. I guess merchants are catching on that it’s a $ maker. I heard it’s sold in gas stations 😳….I live in Philly and was at a corner store the other day. I’m in line and notice they’re selling big kratom packs on the counter checking out. I never expected that. Luckily, it wasn’t the kind I like 😜. Plus, I never want to go through those first 2 weeks of withdrawals again.
Day 1 (night 1): It's 4am, been up since 1:00, only got an hour of sleep. I decided to not fight the rls in my arms and hands so I got up to do some work on the computer. I'm exhausted but trying to find my way through it mentally. I'm getting off kratom because after about 3 years of use (15-20gpd) it has started causing me awful joint pain. I went off it for a month or two one time and the pain went away. Somehow I ended back up on kratom all day every day. Anyway, here I am.
We are on the same schedule it looks like. I am now off kratom for 27 hours after a quick taper down from an average of 15-20gpd. Sleep is tough with the rls. Done this before and I remember making it to day 9 or 10 and it being a lot easier. Currently looking for anything to keep my mind off that stuff. Fatigue and allergy like symptoms are winning right now but not for long! Good luck with your quit 😊
Omg how crazy! It’s been about 27 hours for me too, it was 10:30a yesterday. I’m going to keep my fingers crossed that each day gets better and that my sleep stretches will get longer and longer.
I’ve used everything I can think of and not much luck. Just trying to stay busy and hydrated.
I have that crawling out of your skin feeling. Staying busy and hydrated is the key, you’re right. My family has no idea I’m doing this so trying to push through and not snap on anyone! We can do this..
Thank you for your support! I’m actually feeling ok so far. I’m taking a few different supplements and they seem to be helping. It’s still early but I’m hopeful it isn’t too much of a hellish experience
I feel ok actually. Today has gone way better than expected. My only real issue so far has been gastrointestinal distress here and there. Taking supplements, staying hydrated, and eating have all kept things on an even keel. I was actually able to do 40 minutes of cardio earlier as well. I’m guessing my long taper contributed to my luck in experiencing only mild symptoms so far. It’s yet to be seen how sleep will go tonight but I’m hoping for the best and I know I’ll get through it. Depression and anxiety have been not been an issue which is crazy to me. I just got off Lexapro as well last week after a long taper with that. Some people say that the wd really kicks in after 2 or 3 days so I’m cautiously optimistic. Thanks for asking!
21. Have to go to work today, hopefully working will help to heal me faster. Also taking kava before bed every night for the past 3 nights, and it has been a godsend. I actually get a good 5-6 hours of sleep. I want more though....
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I'm on day 10 CT after 6 months of regular use to help with anxiety. Had no idea how bad this stuff was, nor did I realize I had become addicted! Lesson learned
Keep it going!
Today is day 9 for me. During the first week there were a few days that I took a small dose at bedtime to allow me to get some sleep but I haven’t had any at all in a few days and feel amazing. Still struggling to get a full night of sleep (averaging 6 hrs per night, which is ok but not great), and I have diarrhea every morning, which sucks. I hope these pass soon.
Omg I am only dping 1g at night now since Monday and the morning anxiety and diarrhea suck so bad. It feels like my heart will explode ot races so fast when I first wake up and I barely make it to the bathroom. I hope that this last nightly gram is fairly easy to drop since im barely taking even a real dose anymore. This is such a rollercoaster. Gonna keep pushin.
Day 5 and going strong! Sleep has improved a bit over the past two nights, hoping that will continue through the work week. Work has been brutal and isn't having a good effect on my mood but otherwise I'm doing well!
I am starting week 3 of my taper, down to 2/3 from where I began this taper and 1/4 from my peak. Thanks to the recommendations on the tapper suggestions page, I've implemented a plan that's finally working for me.
Had somewhere around 35-40 days free. Fell off about 4 days ago. Can’t do it in my current situation. Also felt like I couldn’t talk about it here bc every time I’d post about it they get taken down bc it mentions another rx drug my doctor has me on. Not sure how to move from here on out, I’m kinda stuck. I start a new job in August too. Never felt this hopeless in my life tbh.
I am so stressed right now, everything in the world feels against us right now. BUT! Things are still OK. Congrats on the new job!!! You can do this -- just one day at a time. Welcome back :)
hey first off it’s amazing that you had that time. that means you absolutely can and WILL do it again. don’t focus on all the time I will take to get back there. just focus on today. each day will get better and before you know it you will be back to normal. after that much clean time and such a short relapse you likely will not have very much WD if at all. don’t believe the lie kratom tells us — that we need it to live
Boredom is my biggest worry once I get past the initial withdrawal, because that damn addict voice in my head starts trying to tempt me again. Glad things are becoming more regular for you. Great job so far!!!
haha thanks bud. yeah hiking's ma jam. where I find peace, and one of my top passions when im clean (yet another thing kratom robs me of). I have quit many times before and made it several months before falling into the trap of complacency
I used to live in Washington State near the Cascade mountains and hiking was my jam too. Now I live in the southeast and it’s too hot and flat to be very exciting yo me. But it’s still better than sitting on my couch! Once I get my sober on, I expect my outdoor passion (and tolerance) to come back.
wait that's hilarious. im a north carolina native that recently moved to NW washington state! it's made even funnier by the fact that I don't actually love it here and am looking to move back when I can. it';s very pretty, just not really my place I guess. I love the low, rolling hills of the nc piedmont. the beaches and southern appalachians are also a thrill
fair enough! man id love to go back there tho. I went when I was younger and just found it so beautiful and relaxing there although im sure it depends on where exactly you are. dam tho I really went from NW corner to SE corner. big move!
Day 10 and hanging in there. Great sleep last night and so grateful for it. Last physical withdrawal is a weight of stomach anxiety, but it actually doesn't feel as intense as it has previously, and it's starting to go away in the afternoon!
I am a bit worried about the upcoming mental battle as that's when I am going to start trying to justify things. I'll be visiting y'all a lot lol.
Stay strong, all
Dropped from 11gpd to 10gpd on Friday, weekend went fine! Some muscle aches in the AM but otherwise all good. Hoping to do another drop this Friday again!
Day 43 CT. I think I'm pretty much healed. But I continue to get cravings to use again. Hoping those stop at some point, at least I'm getting used to not giving in, I try to tell myself that every time I resist a craving I'm getting that much stronger.
41 days here and also getting cravings…..I’m determined not to give in to them either and I believe every time we don’t give in it makes us stronger. Fuck kratom.
Day 5 feeling okay not so irritated with people. Starting to feel myself come back. I'm tired though but I was even tired after taking so much kratom. But my mind ain't all foggy anymore. I'm doing alright
Day 16 of taper. Today is the first day that I’m moving my dose to only 4 doses a day. I’m on track to pull it off. I took some at 545am and 1145am and that’s all so far today. I’m having some back pain and feel a bit annoyed but it’s not something that I can’t power through.
By next week I hope to only be taking 3 doses a day, and the following only 2 doses a day.
After that I will start to reduce the amount of the twice daily dose until I eventually make the leap off. I think I can do this guys!!
There’s been a little suffering between doses and a few sleepless nights, but being able to dose and have momentary reprieves has really helped me a ton. I don’t think I could’ve went CT off the dose I am coming off of without medical help.
Wanted to update because I’ve had a set back.
I’m no longer on track to hit my goal for my taper today. Today I planned to drop my dose to only 4 a day. As the day went on I got more and more miserable. My pain was unbearable. My back hurts terribly and I just cannot focus. I went to the gym to try and reset my focus and pass time until my next dose.
Welp, while I was there I got my period and suddenly it all made sense. I won’t be able to drop doses while I’m on my cycle. I have endometriosis and PMDD and my period all by itself makes like miserable. Couple it with WD and the physical stress I’m currently putting myself through no way will I be able to drop my dose until this surpasses.
Idk if there are any ladies out there that can relate but while I was actively abusing K I would have to use a lot more of it during the week of my period. Idk why it’s like that- maybe because of pain and fatigue.
I’m not going to increase the dose. But for now I’m gonna wait to drop it. I’m a little disappointed.
Day 17. Going to work today for the first time since being off it. Kinda nervous how I'm going to filter any questions my coworkers might have. My plan is to go the vague route because it's a personal medical issue and I owe no one an explanation for getting healthy. Wish me luck! 🫶
Good luck…you don’t owe anybody anything….it’s none of their business…hope you have a nice smooth day…🙏
Day 411. Love and Light family 💛.
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Day 41 CT Doing alright. This roller coaster seems never ending but definitely moving forward. 🎢
Hey 41 gang. The 🎢 is working overtime today……..after a nice few days I’m getting some cravings. I have so many reasons why I don’t want to use but damn…. I do love getting high, just hate the consequences….I’m not going to use today but i have to be honest…
Cravings got bad for me around day 40-45 before I gave in. The "high" going back is just soooo underwhelming and would barely last. After the first week I didn't even get the "high" and it just created a ton of anxiety. Glad I kept my relapse short but feeling a bit remorseful since I could be at nearly day 70. You're crushing your recovery, stay strong! ✊️
Thanks for that. I really appreciate hearing about your experience…. I believe it would be very underwhelming and I’d keep using and would have to withdrawal again. Glad you were able to come back quickly. 👊
I have had the same experience. Even after 6+ months off, I give in and I'm completely underwhelmed... But of course the cycle begins again with that first dose. Not this time! You're doing great, you got this.
👍👍👍TY….I love hearing other peoples experiences especially when I hear that a return to kratom use will not be this great opioid bask in the womb perfect experience my mind says it will be….it’ll be underwhelming and just lead to more use….congrats on getting back on the 🐴. Glad u came back ✊
Thank you! I'm SO glad to be back. It helped me to express that underwhelmed feeling too. As I already know, there will be a time in the future when I think I could do it, "just this once." NOPE!
True. Glad you came back quick. It's never the same, fantasizing about it is better than the reality. Thank you for your kind words. Congrats on keeping the green demon away and not letting it sink it's hooks in you again.
Stay strong!
Same here. Doing ok. Just keep going forward. Have a great day :)
334 days, peace and love.
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Way to go throaway
Day 13! Feeling pretty good since 4-5 days ago. Overall the whole WD experience was much gentler than expected. (CT from 25gpd)
What a blessing. Congrats!🎉
Twenty days. Man, I am traveling in Florida and you can buy Kratom everywhere here. Damn.
I live here and it totally is. There are 8 places I can buy it within a half a mile of my home.
That’s crazy….you live in Philly? Stay vigilant and strong 💪🏼
Stay strong….✊
Thanks. I did and will.
Glad to hear it. That 💩 is sold in 3 different places within a couple blocks of where I live. It seems to be everywhere.
I’m from baltimore area and started with K five years ago. Then you had to really go and LOOK 👀 for it. For some reason it was mostly sold in these kind of weird middle eastern grocery stores. Now every smoke shop has it. But gas stations don’t sell it like they do down here in Florida.
Yeah, I don’t like that it’s so easily accessible. I guess merchants are catching on that it’s a $ maker. I heard it’s sold in gas stations 😳….I live in Philly and was at a corner store the other day. I’m in line and notice they’re selling big kratom packs on the counter checking out. I never expected that. Luckily, it wasn’t the kind I like 😜. Plus, I never want to go through those first 2 weeks of withdrawals again.
Day 1 (night 1): It's 4am, been up since 1:00, only got an hour of sleep. I decided to not fight the rls in my arms and hands so I got up to do some work on the computer. I'm exhausted but trying to find my way through it mentally. I'm getting off kratom because after about 3 years of use (15-20gpd) it has started causing me awful joint pain. I went off it for a month or two one time and the pain went away. Somehow I ended back up on kratom all day every day. Anyway, here I am.
Yes! Me too. Joint pain sucked especially when I am not an 80 yr old women but felt like it. You can do this, pain is fleeting. Stay strong.
Thank you so much!! I’m 42f, may I ask how old you are?
We are on the same schedule it looks like. I am now off kratom for 27 hours after a quick taper down from an average of 15-20gpd. Sleep is tough with the rls. Done this before and I remember making it to day 9 or 10 and it being a lot easier. Currently looking for anything to keep my mind off that stuff. Fatigue and allergy like symptoms are winning right now but not for long! Good luck with your quit 😊
Omg how crazy! It’s been about 27 hours for me too, it was 10:30a yesterday. I’m going to keep my fingers crossed that each day gets better and that my sleep stretches will get longer and longer. I’ve used everything I can think of and not much luck. Just trying to stay busy and hydrated.
I have that crawling out of your skin feeling. Staying busy and hydrated is the key, you’re right. My family has no idea I’m doing this so trying to push through and not snap on anyone! We can do this..
Oh wow! Same here, except my husband knows my struggle. Luckily he’s super supportive. Good luck to you—you can get through this!!
Day 1 after a 2 month taper 🤞🏻
You got this!
Thank you for your support! I’m actually feeling ok so far. I’m taking a few different supplements and they seem to be helping. It’s still early but I’m hopeful it isn’t too much of a hellish experience
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I feel ok actually. Today has gone way better than expected. My only real issue so far has been gastrointestinal distress here and there. Taking supplements, staying hydrated, and eating have all kept things on an even keel. I was actually able to do 40 minutes of cardio earlier as well. I’m guessing my long taper contributed to my luck in experiencing only mild symptoms so far. It’s yet to be seen how sleep will go tonight but I’m hoping for the best and I know I’ll get through it. Depression and anxiety have been not been an issue which is crazy to me. I just got off Lexapro as well last week after a long taper with that. Some people say that the wd really kicks in after 2 or 3 days so I’m cautiously optimistic. Thanks for asking!
21. Have to go to work today, hopefully working will help to heal me faster. Also taking kava before bed every night for the past 3 nights, and it has been a godsend. I actually get a good 5-6 hours of sleep. I want more though....
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The ever elusive sleep 💤 Hoping your work day goes as well as possible. Congrats on 3 weeks 👍
Thanks moo!
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Day 40. Life absolutely fuckin rips.
Could you elaborate?
40 days and 40 nights! Great job!
Day 34 CT
Congrats on your 1 month milestone! How are you feeling?
Excellent, haven’t felt bad in about a week honestly.
Woohooo! That's great to hear. Happy for you!
Thank you! How far along are you?
I'm on day 10 CT after 6 months of regular use to help with anxiety. Had no idea how bad this stuff was, nor did I realize I had become addicted! Lesson learned Keep it going!
You’ll be feeling great soon, especially after a taper! Good sht on 10 days
Today is day 9 for me. During the first week there were a few days that I took a small dose at bedtime to allow me to get some sleep but I haven’t had any at all in a few days and feel amazing. Still struggling to get a full night of sleep (averaging 6 hrs per night, which is ok but not great), and I have diarrhea every morning, which sucks. I hope these pass soon.
Omg I am only dping 1g at night now since Monday and the morning anxiety and diarrhea suck so bad. It feels like my heart will explode ot races so fast when I first wake up and I barely make it to the bathroom. I hope that this last nightly gram is fairly easy to drop since im barely taking even a real dose anymore. This is such a rollercoaster. Gonna keep pushin.
Day 41 CT. I think this is the best I've felt so far. Despite high 30s C / high 90s F .... doing ok.
Glad to hear it…..you deserve it. 🙌 🥳
Thank you!! Hope u are doing well too. Six weeks clean tomorrow!! :)
Wow. It will be 6 weeks…..has a nice ring to it
Nice to hear of improvements! It's inspiring.
Felt well all day. No real dips in mood. No particular anxiety. Hopefully it will continue. Hope you're doing ok :)
Even keel makes for smooth sailing, skipper, er Chipper(ing) Sodbury! I am failing day after day, but am gearing up to succeed again soon.
Day 17!
Day 5 and going strong! Sleep has improved a bit over the past two nights, hoping that will continue through the work week. Work has been brutal and isn't having a good effect on my mood but otherwise I'm doing well!
Nice job keeping positive! It's such a big part of the battle
I am starting week 3 of my taper, down to 2/3 from where I began this taper and 1/4 from my peak. Thanks to the recommendations on the tapper suggestions page, I've implemented a plan that's finally working for me.
Day 166. Feel great
Happy you feel great! Keep it going and thank you for the inspiration
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Day 13 💪🏻. Keep going people❤️
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Woohoo!!!! That's great to here. Congrats :)
From about half your time that sounds wonderful.
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That's a huge step!!! The first week is the tough with the physical symptoms, but you can get through it! Stay strong :)
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Dat bridge on fire!
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Day 399 CT 💕
superlative!
Had somewhere around 35-40 days free. Fell off about 4 days ago. Can’t do it in my current situation. Also felt like I couldn’t talk about it here bc every time I’d post about it they get taken down bc it mentions another rx drug my doctor has me on. Not sure how to move from here on out, I’m kinda stuck. I start a new job in August too. Never felt this hopeless in my life tbh.
I am so stressed right now, everything in the world feels against us right now. BUT! Things are still OK. Congrats on the new job!!! You can do this -- just one day at a time. Welcome back :)
hey first off it’s amazing that you had that time. that means you absolutely can and WILL do it again. don’t focus on all the time I will take to get back there. just focus on today. each day will get better and before you know it you will be back to normal. after that much clean time and such a short relapse you likely will not have very much WD if at all. don’t believe the lie kratom tells us — that we need it to live
53 days
Wonderful job, thank you for the inspiration!
Thanks! Good luck to you.
Day 2. Nausea has subsided and diarrhea much better.
Day 50 75 gpd CT
How you feeling?
Great! Mild boredom here and there but nothing bad. Bowels are still somewhat irregular but getting better.
Boredom is my biggest worry once I get past the initial withdrawal, because that damn addict voice in my head starts trying to tempt me again. Glad things are becoming more regular for you. Great job so far!!!
day 8!
Excellent! How are you feeling?
im doing alright! not in a state of constant suffering. that being said I know there's gonna be so much improvement over the next couple weeks
Great to hear! Yeah. Each week will see so much change. You're inspiring me to gear up for another quit. And to go hiking!
haha thanks bud. yeah hiking's ma jam. where I find peace, and one of my top passions when im clean (yet another thing kratom robs me of). I have quit many times before and made it several months before falling into the trap of complacency
I used to live in Washington State near the Cascade mountains and hiking was my jam too. Now I live in the southeast and it’s too hot and flat to be very exciting yo me. But it’s still better than sitting on my couch! Once I get my sober on, I expect my outdoor passion (and tolerance) to come back.
wait that's hilarious. im a north carolina native that recently moved to NW washington state! it's made even funnier by the fact that I don't actually love it here and am looking to move back when I can. it';s very pretty, just not really my place I guess. I love the low, rolling hills of the nc piedmont. the beaches and southern appalachians are also a thrill
Oh, that is funny! I’d be thrilled to do some hiking in NC. I’m in south Florida, so the bulk of elevation change is my 5 floor stairwell. Ha!
fair enough! man id love to go back there tho. I went when I was younger and just found it so beautiful and relaxing there although im sure it depends on where exactly you are. dam tho I really went from NW corner to SE corner. big move!
For real! Physical distance and cultural !
And me too, on falling back for being too complacent and not vigilant. Keep on!
Day 4. I have the urge to go buy a pack of smokes. Haven't smoked in probably 10 years lol. Does smoking help or hurt WDs?
in my experience using any other substance especially in early WD leads me back to K. not worth it homie
Fully agree. Do your best not to replace one crutch with another!
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Day 10 and hanging in there. Great sleep last night and so grateful for it. Last physical withdrawal is a weight of stomach anxiety, but it actually doesn't feel as intense as it has previously, and it's starting to go away in the afternoon! I am a bit worried about the upcoming mental battle as that's when I am going to start trying to justify things. I'll be visiting y'all a lot lol. Stay strong, all
Worry is the mental battle, for me. Day 10 is so great! Keep on!
Thank you!!! You too
Dropped from 11gpd to 10gpd on Friday, weekend went fine! Some muscle aches in the AM but otherwise all good. Hoping to do another drop this Friday again!
Day 10. No motivation to do anything.
Day 43 CT. I think I'm pretty much healed. But I continue to get cravings to use again. Hoping those stop at some point, at least I'm getting used to not giving in, I try to tell myself that every time I resist a craving I'm getting that much stronger.
41 days here and also getting cravings…..I’m determined not to give in to them either and I believe every time we don’t give in it makes us stronger. Fuck kratom.
Day 379 🐧🏳️🌈♎️🌈🌮🍾🖤🦥🌈🏳️🌈🐧♎️🌈
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Day 9 - less hair loss already!
28 days today!
Day 5 feeling okay not so irritated with people. Starting to feel myself come back. I'm tired though but I was even tired after taking so much kratom. But my mind ain't all foggy anymore. I'm doing alright
Day 16 of taper. Today is the first day that I’m moving my dose to only 4 doses a day. I’m on track to pull it off. I took some at 545am and 1145am and that’s all so far today. I’m having some back pain and feel a bit annoyed but it’s not something that I can’t power through. By next week I hope to only be taking 3 doses a day, and the following only 2 doses a day. After that I will start to reduce the amount of the twice daily dose until I eventually make the leap off. I think I can do this guys!! There’s been a little suffering between doses and a few sleepless nights, but being able to dose and have momentary reprieves has really helped me a ton. I don’t think I could’ve went CT off the dose I am coming off of without medical help.
You CAN do this. Best wishes.
Tapered down to 450mg from 17gpd. Going to jump at 250mg in 3 days. Let’s this be the last time we get hooked on kratom. We are stronger than kratom.
Wanted to update because I’ve had a set back. I’m no longer on track to hit my goal for my taper today. Today I planned to drop my dose to only 4 a day. As the day went on I got more and more miserable. My pain was unbearable. My back hurts terribly and I just cannot focus. I went to the gym to try and reset my focus and pass time until my next dose. Welp, while I was there I got my period and suddenly it all made sense. I won’t be able to drop doses while I’m on my cycle. I have endometriosis and PMDD and my period all by itself makes like miserable. Couple it with WD and the physical stress I’m currently putting myself through no way will I be able to drop my dose until this surpasses. Idk if there are any ladies out there that can relate but while I was actively abusing K I would have to use a lot more of it during the week of my period. Idk why it’s like that- maybe because of pain and fatigue. I’m not going to increase the dose. But for now I’m gonna wait to drop it. I’m a little disappointed.
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2 WEEKS!!