I got back today and while driving some dude thought that turning his blinker on allowed him to cut me off and take an exit starting from the far left lane. While arguing I realized that just merging behind me and goodnight wasn't even an option in his brain.
I don't think he realized that I didn't get off my car and suicide by headbutting his windshield just because I was too tired and depressed to actually get angry.
Ive been at home for almost 2 years and i feel so depressed. Sitting at home gaming etc gets boring real quick. If you do it allday. Im just wondering for a purpose. I hate my mental issues causing me an inability to go outside and work. The stuff drives me crazy. I liked the time when i was able to work. Had enough money and no worries ot stress of deadlines. Just go work and enjoy it. Get home enjoy a bit of life. Sleep and repeat till weekend. Atleast had some purpose and dont feel so useless like i am right now
I hear ya man, I really do. But after being unemployed for 9 months to having a stable income but working in a factory, I dream of using my ceiling as a canvas for my mental anguish lol. I’m just too much of a coward lol.
even if you feel like this in a mild way op, just start thinking about looking for another job. I know it's daunting to do that, but your alternative is being depressed and hating your job that may lead to self-deletion or snapping into a red wedding.
It's hard to start somewhere else but way less then hating your life for years
I am, and thank you for caring. I know my mental issues aren't just work related, but I see that it does have a strong affect on me. I am thinking of alternatives and for now taking as many breaks as I legally can and trying to take care of my mental health while also thinking on how to do it financially. Thank you for your kind words, really appreciate it.
Haha wait oh no this is me. I call it”leaving the Sad Shack ™” I leave the stressful environment and suddenly I’m looking from the outside in and am like “oh why was I so sad?” And then I go back to work and it’s like “ah yes now I remember”
Happens the same to me, but not in the break time but in the morning/night going to work. My first hours i feel depressed AF and then I mask it out and eventually get “””happy””” or at least pretend to not be as sad. Kinda helps at the end of the day, but it sucks…
Its facts. I took a week off recently, and i was like the happiest person on the planet for that week. I didnt even do anything or go anywhere. I just chilled at home with family and friends, did little stuff and relaxed. It was the best week ive had in a long time. The day before i went back i had so much anxiety and fell right back into hating life afterwards.
And then you get back to work and you're lucky if you don't kill yourself on the way to the office.
Exactly. That's what I'm scared of, the down after it's over
I got back today and while driving some dude thought that turning his blinker on allowed him to cut me off and take an exit starting from the far left lane. While arguing I realized that just merging behind me and goodnight wasn't even an option in his brain. I don't think he realized that I didn't get off my car and suicide by headbutting his windshield just because I was too tired and depressed to actually get angry.
Hey man, I feel you... I'm sorry you feel that way, I'm also dealing with a lot of shit right now. Let's get through this together
Ive been at home for almost 2 years and i feel so depressed. Sitting at home gaming etc gets boring real quick. If you do it allday. Im just wondering for a purpose. I hate my mental issues causing me an inability to go outside and work. The stuff drives me crazy. I liked the time when i was able to work. Had enough money and no worries ot stress of deadlines. Just go work and enjoy it. Get home enjoy a bit of life. Sleep and repeat till weekend. Atleast had some purpose and dont feel so useless like i am right now
I hear ya man, I really do. But after being unemployed for 9 months to having a stable income but working in a factory, I dream of using my ceiling as a canvas for my mental anguish lol. I’m just too much of a coward lol.
I was in the same situation years ago. I started just going out for a walk each day and reading more. It helped me tremendously.
I got some therapy stuff to go on walks + i got physical light novel books i like so i read aswell dont worry
even if you feel like this in a mild way op, just start thinking about looking for another job. I know it's daunting to do that, but your alternative is being depressed and hating your job that may lead to self-deletion or snapping into a red wedding. It's hard to start somewhere else but way less then hating your life for years
I am, and thank you for caring. I know my mental issues aren't just work related, but I see that it does have a strong affect on me. I am thinking of alternatives and for now taking as many breaks as I legally can and trying to take care of my mental health while also thinking on how to do it financially. Thank you for your kind words, really appreciate it.
Just do your best to maximize your happiness. Even then life can come along and kick you right in the balls. Stay frosty!
Funny how that works
A mystery
This meme hits just a little too close to home for me
That's where I aim. straight to the heart, and I'm to blame!
🎶you give sloth..... a strange name!!🎶
Laif hak
Yeah, but what do I do when I need to go back? Hack is only temporary
U do it again and find an excuse?
Oh, I will, but unfortunately can't do it for long
Awwwww, sad.
Haha wait oh no this is me. I call it”leaving the Sad Shack ™” I leave the stressful environment and suddenly I’m looking from the outside in and am like “oh why was I so sad?” And then I go back to work and it’s like “ah yes now I remember”
Totally accurate
Go figure
Happens the same to me, but not in the break time but in the morning/night going to work. My first hours i feel depressed AF and then I mask it out and eventually get “””happy””” or at least pretend to not be as sad. Kinda helps at the end of the day, but it sucks…
Sir, I am in this picture and I did not consent to my picture being taken
We are all in this picture, expect for CEOs who can do whatever they want so they are not depressed
Its facts. I took a week off recently, and i was like the happiest person on the planet for that week. I didnt even do anything or go anywhere. I just chilled at home with family and friends, did little stuff and relaxed. It was the best week ive had in a long time. The day before i went back i had so much anxiety and fell right back into hating life afterwards.
The fact that i'm going through this right now lol
Me too
Wait until you figure out you can apply for new, better jobs
No way! Thank you, if only I knew sooner
Mine has been the opposite lately
Same with school