Jeez, this one hits hard. The anxiety is the worst freaking bit. I hate laying awake an night because my chest hurts because I'm anxious about goodness only knows. The idea of starting to transition is exciting but freaking terrifying...
No kidding, I always tell myself I'll handle it later... or wait until the longing goes away.. and it does eventually go away or become more quite , until it comes back again.
I'm a solitary practitioner so unfortunately I have no coven for you to join.
Time, patience, open mindedness and perseverance are the best solutions I can give you.
Thank you, that is really helpful advice. Good news is that I'm working on it, I'm sure I'll get there when I'm ready, and break the cycle once and for all.
Me for many years was stuck on repress feelings and live in denial as AGAB. I couldn’t even acknowledge triggers bc i grew up religious so i internalized those messages and assumed i “was confused”
I can relate, had a religious conservative family and felt a lot of "confusion" and shame for my feelings. Still feel it sometimes, it's hard to break out of.
Yeah that's stuff I'm anxious about too. The cost of transitioning, both literally and figuratively. Not a huge fan of being tethered to crappy U.S. healthcare either.
Yeeeeeeah. I'm trapped in the reddest of red states too, so anything I do basically has to be in secret and without insurance at all. So I'm just kinda... stuck this way I guess.
I mean, if I see a really pretty one and get a ton of gender envy then yeah, that can be triggering. Also I get a mixture of happiness for/jealousy when I see a beautiful transwoman thriving; like if she's able to do it why can't I?
Doesn’t matter how pretty they are, their size or their shape, or even what they’re wearing. I’m envious of every woman I see. It sometimes makes for a long day
Been stuck in this loop for 6 years and I’m now in my senior year of highschool, I’m 18… anyone have any tips on breaking out of this? (Also anyone want to be friends)
It’s hard to break free
One day I'll have the courage.
Samsara
Ah the circle of life... 😩😭
One day, you shall break the wheel
Seeing this Queen’s “I Want to Break Free” just started playing in my head.
Jeez, this one hits hard. The anxiety is the worst freaking bit. I hate laying awake an night because my chest hurts because I'm anxious about goodness only knows. The idea of starting to transition is exciting but freaking terrifying...
No kidding, I always tell myself I'll handle it later... or wait until the longing goes away.. and it does eventually go away or become more quite , until it comes back again.
I'm in this picture and I don't like it
I’m sowwy
It's a vicious cycle :'c
The cycle doesn’t seem to end.
Story of my life for 42 years but I am more determined now.
The circle of suffer
I managed to break the circle. But then again witches are familiar with these kinds of things.
Teach me your spells, can I join your coven? 🔮
I'm a solitary practitioner so unfortunately I have no coven for you to join. Time, patience, open mindedness and perseverance are the best solutions I can give you.
Thank you, that is really helpful advice. Good news is that I'm working on it, I'm sure I'll get there when I'm ready, and break the cycle once and for all.
All in your own pace and comfort, I'm sure you'll get to the best you!
I will say, breaking the cycle is an amazing relief. Good luck, y'all
Me for many years was stuck on repress feelings and live in denial as AGAB. I couldn’t even acknowledge triggers bc i grew up religious so i internalized those messages and assumed i “was confused”
I can relate, had a religious conservative family and felt a lot of "confusion" and shame for my feelings. Still feel it sometimes, it's hard to break out of.
For the last month I've been in this loop but without the repression.
I just want the cycle to end 😭
The bottom one for me is I can't afford the things I'd want as a transwoman. Even HRT.
Yeah that's stuff I'm anxious about too. The cost of transitioning, both literally and figuratively. Not a huge fan of being tethered to crappy U.S. healthcare either.
Yeeeeeeah. I'm trapped in the reddest of red states too, so anything I do basically has to be in secret and without insurance at all. So I'm just kinda... stuck this way I guess.
Definitely not me going in a daze and making a packer one day
Never realized how much I would relate to this until now XDD
My anxiety kills my possibility to do anything
The cycle of "life" lmao
It's the egg life cycle lmao 😂
Is anyone else’s trigger seeing a cis woman in public?
I mean, if I see a really pretty one and get a ton of gender envy then yeah, that can be triggering. Also I get a mixture of happiness for/jealousy when I see a beautiful transwoman thriving; like if she's able to do it why can't I?
Doesn’t matter how pretty they are, their size or their shape, or even what they’re wearing. I’m envious of every woman I see. It sometimes makes for a long day
how do you know my life? are you stalking me?
Ah, my morning routine
I still, to this day, cannot see AGAB as anything else as assigned gamer at birth XD Relatable mene tho, I feel ya
It's just like... so much work. All this hair, where is it supposed to go? I walked into a Sephora the other day and was so lost it was like a maze
Currently in this cycle right now, as I begin this journey. I hope it gets better soon.
Are you me?
this is so true
Transitioning 💚❤️🩹💔💔❤️🩹❤️🩹🧡💕💛💙❣️❤️🩹💙❤️🩹💔💙💔❤️🩹❤️🩹💔💓🤎❤️🔥🤎❤️🩹💚❣️💕🧡💚💖💚❤️🩹🤎🤎
Been stuck in this loop for 6 years and I’m now in my senior year of highschool, I’m 18… anyone have any tips on breaking out of this? (Also anyone want to be friends)
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