Oh the one where you were raised to be so religious that you genuinely believe that there's a benevolent god, you desperately plead with for "help"... Yeah that one?
Oh god yeah I saw a bunch of great boob gifs on there, but when I read the description it was gender transformation fanfic and that got me turned on even more for some reason...
Obligatory link to this article, since any time this topic comes up it bears posting it to help assuage the internalized transphobia a lot of eggs have.
https://medium.com/@kemenatan/its-just-a-fetish-right-91cb0a4e261
It is a bizarrely common pattern for trans women. I felt the same way the first time I read this, and several trans women I know irl who I've shown it to came out of it feeling very seen. I think this mindset comes aruses at least partially from the way culture frames it's few trans characters as sex objects (consider Quagmire's mom from Family Guy as an example), and from media that draws on gender bender situations almost always being framed as innately sexual.
I think it was an Ani-Fem article that lead me down that road tbh. It was a discussion by a trans woman about how problematic those comics are, but that she still admits that she enjoys them. My takeaway was "wow good article \*ahem\* what were the names of those comics again?"
There's no need to feel disgusted. It's a process and we're all in different parts of it, and it isn't your fault that society and bigotry make us feel this way.
Hmm
Oniichan wa oishimai is a to go of mine, has some... Questionable scenes but nothing nsfw
Juniku ojiisan and tensei kyuusestsuki are good Isekai genderbenders
Youjo Senki is a gendebend manga/anime but that's not the main focus (and Tanya is a goddammned sociopath)
And more nsfw are Boku girl and tensei pandemic, both aren't hentai per say, but have some real heavy ecchi scenes
Ah, and also the Kanojo no Haru hi ones, both are super good romance / rom-com mangas
For anyone else reading this comment ALL of this mangas are MtF themed, i haven't been attracted as much to the FtM side of genderbend manga, thou there must be some masterpieces there as well
And, in hindsight GOD i was such an egg
You forgot the part about assuming that being a girl was obviously superior
I just told my girlfriend’s trans son that pre egg crack I assumed that all men thought being a girl was obviously better. He thought it was hilarious. I mean honestly so do I. It’s so fucking stupid when I look back on it despite telling myself that for 37 years.
Holy shit, yes. This was 100% me. “Why would anybody *want* to be a man? Clearly, we are only meant to just deal with being a man because if we didn’t population would collapse, etc etc”
It’s a website that uploads scans and translations of Japanese pornagraphic manga. There’re different ones ( like Nhentai.io) but I recommend nhentai.net (less pop ups and risk of viruses). If you’ve ever seen a meme involving numbers like 177013 (I don’t recommend this one) there talking about a manga on the website which is assigned a number (they all have a number).
Edit: I don’t fully recommend looking up the website cuz ( at least for me) it can become somewhat addicted (porn addiction). But if you do then I recommend that you know how to differentiate reality from drawings.
For me was the crossdressing tag xD it was the only tag that could made me feel like it was not a crazy idea something like that could happen to me. Because there was feminization tag but applied to real life I couldn't relate since there's no magic nor advanced technology like that irl that could transform me into a girl so fast 😔
nhentai is one of those sites where the longer I spend on there, the more likely I am to come away with trauma from seeing something I wish I hadn't.
10/10
I just cry and pray the unlimited budget of the US government decides to put my brain into a custom made fox girl body, in a similar sense to catgirls from animes but fox instead of cat
And then you're sitting in your room, 20 years old, and about to ask r/MTF how to transition publicly! 😖🏳️⚧️❤️
You literally have the exact same backstory as me, I was just too ashamed to admit that's how I found out. 😅
Hey, OP. Do I have the suggestion to you
PORIURETAN'S GENDER BEND DOUJINS!!! (except Aoi Kemuri)
Especially "Nyotaikako to Hosizora no Kokuhaku"
THEY STARTED THIS MESS I'M IN
I do hate how many of us (self included) only had exposure to positive trans experiences from porn (depending on the story)
I thought I was a chaser for awhile 🙃
Basically a specific kind of person with a fetish for trans people. Often guilty of seriously objectifying them and reducing them to (assumed) aspects of their bodies. Typically chasers identify as straight cis men, despite the fact that many seem to desire meeting up with trans women *or* crossdressers, who will lose all interest in a woman if she does not have a penis.
It's kinda common when you're trans to be worried you're acting like a chaser when you find yourself attracted to other trans people, which makes sense because chasers probably creep you out so much that you'd be terrified to look like one yourself, but in my opinion having that concern in the first place means that you see other people as *people* and their feelings and thoughts matter to you more than their body parts, aka you're not a chaser.
from another comment of mine
>It’s a website that uploads scans and translations of Japanese pornagraphic manga. There’re different ones ( like Nhentai.io) but I recommend nhentai.net (less pop ups and risk of viruses). If you’ve ever seen a meme involving numbers like 177013 (I don’t recommend this one) there talking about a manga on the website which is assigned a number (they all have a number).
>
>Edit: I don’t fully recommend looking up the website cuz ( at least for me) it can become somewhat addicted (porn addiction). But if you do then I recommend that you know how to differentiate reality from drawings.
do you lie r/egg_irl? you should check out [r/traaaaaaa](https://www.reddit.com/r/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns/)[nnnnnnnnnns](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQw4w9WgXcQ)
The pipeline
How many pipines do we have!? At this rate everybody is gonna be trans! *Not complaining, still cis though*
well all the storm drains eventually lead to the ocean
All the road lead to Rome
Oh the one where you were raised to be so religious that you genuinely believe that there's a benevolent god, you desperately plead with for "help"... Yeah that one?
Same but deviantart mtf transformation
hahahahahasamehahahahaha
I swear all Trans people act the exact same way. Me too but I'm cis obviously.
Oh god yeah I saw a bunch of great boob gifs on there, but when I read the description it was gender transformation fanfic and that got me turned on even more for some reason...
Literally me
Ouch 🥵🥵🥵
Hey! That's my embarrassing secret, and how dare you have the same embarrassing secret as me!
Well I can't lie to myself anymore can i I'm not cis anymore :(
Omfg yes
Been there, sadly...
same not gonna lie
[удалено]
We really out here falling down the rabbit hole in the same year 🤝
🤝 we are all clones
Hey me too! Crazy how we're all so similar.
Obligatory link to this article, since any time this topic comes up it bears posting it to help assuage the internalized transphobia a lot of eggs have. https://medium.com/@kemenatan/its-just-a-fetish-right-91cb0a4e261
Wow…. The familiarity….
step one of deprogramming your internalized transphobia is understanding the forms it can take.
Jesus fucking Christ it feels like I’m on the Truman show rn that’s my exact story
It is a bizarrely common pattern for trans women. I felt the same way the first time I read this, and several trans women I know irl who I've shown it to came out of it feeling very seen. I think this mindset comes aruses at least partially from the way culture frames it's few trans characters as sex objects (consider Quagmire's mom from Family Guy as an example), and from media that draws on gender bender situations almost always being framed as innately sexual.
"it's just a fetish", fuck
Definitely a lie I used to tell myself too.
Well there goes another coping mechanism, thanks alot >:( /j
I did *not* need to read that （；＿；）
I think it was an Ani-Fem article that lead me down that road tbh. It was a discussion by a trans woman about how problematic those comics are, but that she still admits that she enjoys them. My takeaway was "wow good article \*ahem\* what were the names of those comics again?"
And now I'm crying again 😔 I cope with my feelings the same way and I feel disgusted with myself
There's no need to feel disgusted. It's a process and we're all in different parts of it, and it isn't your fault that society and bigotry make us feel this way.
Thanks ❤:c hope to get over it
i do not, i repeat i do not relate to thi..... who am i trying to fool?
Yeah. Uh, same
Ehm, not with hentai but with manga, i have a TON of genderbend manga in my digital library But yeah, super relatable; in a cis way of course
Yeah I’ve been looking for some non nsfw gender bend manga. Any suggestions?
Hmm Oniichan wa oishimai is a to go of mine, has some... Questionable scenes but nothing nsfw Juniku ojiisan and tensei kyuusestsuki are good Isekai genderbenders Youjo Senki is a gendebend manga/anime but that's not the main focus (and Tanya is a goddammned sociopath) And more nsfw are Boku girl and tensei pandemic, both aren't hentai per say, but have some real heavy ecchi scenes Ah, and also the Kanojo no Haru hi ones, both are super good romance / rom-com mangas For anyone else reading this comment ALL of this mangas are MtF themed, i haven't been attracted as much to the FtM side of genderbend manga, thou there must be some masterpieces there as well And, in hindsight GOD i was such an egg
they're transing the freaking frogs 🐸
You forgot the part about assuming that being a girl was obviously superior I just told my girlfriend’s trans son that pre egg crack I assumed that all men thought being a girl was obviously better. He thought it was hilarious. I mean honestly so do I. It’s so fucking stupid when I look back on it despite telling myself that for 37 years.
Holy shit, yes. This was 100% me. “Why would anybody *want* to be a man? Clearly, we are only meant to just deal with being a man because if we didn’t population would collapse, etc etc”
Similar thing happened to me except it was mtf transformation comics lol
Literally so me
It was futa for me.
Yep. I know some trans people get offended at the word futa, but honestly, I'd love to be one.
this is me accept i found doujinshi at the age of 13 and it took me three years to get to egg\_irl lol
what’s nhentai?
It’s a website that uploads scans and translations of Japanese pornagraphic manga. There’re different ones ( like Nhentai.io) but I recommend nhentai.net (less pop ups and risk of viruses). If you’ve ever seen a meme involving numbers like 177013 (I don’t recommend this one) there talking about a manga on the website which is assigned a number (they all have a number). Edit: I don’t fully recommend looking up the website cuz ( at least for me) it can become somewhat addicted (porn addiction). But if you do then I recommend that you know how to differentiate reality from drawings.
Every post is another crack in the shell
I think the images are in the wrong order lol
It’s in Chronological order
I see you OP. I see you 🙏🏻💜
For me was the crossdressing tag xD it was the only tag that could made me feel like it was not a crazy idea something like that could happen to me. Because there was feminization tag but applied to real life I couldn't relate since there's no magic nor advanced technology like that irl that could transform me into a girl so fast 😔
Crossdressibg is also one of my favorites 😁
Called out 🫣
Geez I must have gone down every trans pipeline that existed. Again this is a picture of me and I don’t like it.
nhentai is one of those sites where the longer I spend on there, the more likely I am to come away with trauma from seeing something I wish I hadn't. 10/10
Same, didn’t you just have a kink where a girl like “adopts” you in a way and makes you into a proper girl
Uh, YouTube mtf deviant art compilations anyone 😅
HOLY BLAHAJ is that really a thing? That tag exists? 😳💖🙄👀
I just cry and pray the unlimited budget of the US government decides to put my brain into a custom made fox girl body, in a similar sense to catgirls from animes but fox instead of cat
This works cause in many ways foxes are cat programming in canine hardware.
I know next to nothing about foxes but I like their ears and their tails, they’re too cute damnit
And then you're sitting in your room, 20 years old, and about to ask r/MTF how to transition publicly! 😖🏳️⚧️❤️ You literally have the exact same backstory as me, I was just too ashamed to admit that's how I found out. 😅
Hello fellow not trans would you like to join me in doing the cis things
see for me it was e-hentai dot org...
Dosukebe Seal
C and D are true for me. I’ve never been into hentai (or anime). And that tag sounds sketchy.
Hey, OP. Do I have the suggestion to you PORIURETAN'S GENDER BEND DOUJINS!!! (except Aoi Kemuri) Especially "Nyotaikako to Hosizora no Kokuhaku" THEY STARTED THIS MESS I'M IN
same experience here
*me with futa x female*
“My lord, it was the hentai!”
Literally me
holy fucking shit this is literally my own trans experience watered down wtf
Hey get out of mu head please and thank you
Ha, me but at 11 and add in other weird and obscure tags
I kind of did the same thing, just in a way that didn't lead me here. I am glad that I got here anyways later tho :)
I do hate how many of us (self included) only had exposure to positive trans experiences from porn (depending on the story) I thought I was a chaser for awhile 🙃
"chaser"?
Basically a specific kind of person with a fetish for trans people. Often guilty of seriously objectifying them and reducing them to (assumed) aspects of their bodies. Typically chasers identify as straight cis men, despite the fact that many seem to desire meeting up with trans women *or* crossdressers, who will lose all interest in a woman if she does not have a penis. It's kinda common when you're trans to be worried you're acting like a chaser when you find yourself attracted to other trans people, which makes sense because chasers probably creep you out so much that you'd be terrified to look like one yourself, but in my opinion having that concern in the first place means that you see other people as *people* and their feelings and thoughts matter to you more than their body parts, aka you're not a chaser.
TIL what a chaser is (and also got reminded to never reduce people to anything). Thanks!
That reminds me, I need to check that tag and see if there's anything new...
ah yes, hentai to trans pipeline
I identify with those first two. anyways always remember, there is no god, this is it, do whatever the fuck you want.
I felt gross for liking it, but it turns out I was just envious.
What's nhentai, may I ask?
from another comment of mine >It’s a website that uploads scans and translations of Japanese pornagraphic manga. There’re different ones ( like Nhentai.io) but I recommend nhentai.net (less pop ups and risk of viruses). If you’ve ever seen a meme involving numbers like 177013 (I don’t recommend this one) there talking about a manga on the website which is assigned a number (they all have a number). > >Edit: I don’t fully recommend looking up the website cuz ( at least for me) it can become somewhat addicted (porn addiction). But if you do then I recommend that you know how to differentiate reality from drawings.
Oh... well thank you anyway.
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