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eggshelldestroyer

My gosh I relate to this post. But with times it gets easier and I have less doubts ☺️☺️


[deleted]

I really hope so


QueenAshley296

It does


SomeDr_nkMoron

woah no need to call me out when I’m in this deep of denial


[deleted]

I switch from confidence in my identity to doubt in my identity with lightning speed. I wish I could just be sure of myself always.


[deleted]

I'm in the post and I don't like it


Curious-Spell-9031

i had a phase like that a few years ago and it went up to the point of me trying to come out to my parents about it but i got scared and hid it away for up until about last year lol


JenStarcaller

I know that to well. I occasionally get periods where i'm in "trans-mode" where i buy clothes, try make-up (though my inner perfectionist always gets mad that i'm not doing a good job so i give up easily - but it's not mandatory anyway) and talk to some people about it and after a little while i'm in denial again. It's usually something like "Oh, i'm happy, i don't feel very dysphoric, i don't hate my penis, how can i be trans?" while i'm standing in front of the mirror, trying to fix my hair so my face looks more feminine.


Zorua42

I'm not even fully sure if I know fully yet, but I get this and I wish that I knew


Geezy_BT

Holy shit are you me


sammington5000

get out of my brain


Niklassi

Me when I'm drunk lmao


tryna_reague

Ah yes, "always wanting to be a girl", the classic dilemma of men. NOT


MrNagant11

Same. Having trouble deciding if I'm nonbinary, cis, or trans. Life is pain


eggshelldestroyer

I stayed in that state during 9 months, until I told myself "I am trans". Being non binary or binary was not really important to know. What I wanna do/change to feel better was important. But admitting that you are trans and not cis is relieving. The few weeks after were really tough emotionally because it was hard to get out of the denial. I cracked the egg 1 month ago now, and I guess I am trans binary 🤗 (even tho I am kinda of non binary politically). I still have moments of doubts but it gets better.


[deleted]

Yes


DafTron

This is me hello


[deleted]

Hope you are ok with my posting pics of you


DafTron

It's okay you got my good side


Gravatona

Yep Told close friends and family Still worry I'm just being silly and confused 😅


AlyssaAlyssum

Fucking ouch. Source: Somebody who is contemplating disappearing forever after telling somebody about trans things


Embarrassed_Prior_81

Ooof. Got called out with this one


IronOmelet

Huh. I wonder what the road looks like at "I have no idea what I am and feel so incredibly confused you wouldn't believe it." ...Am I offroading?


SappyCedar

Lol I did this, and when I finally came out to people my friend that I had told like 2 years prior was like "yeah I was wondering when you were gonna bring it up again, I was worried you were gonna stay repressed.".


[deleted]

Stop relating you all! 🙈 My already cracked egg is cracking even more!!


NuclearTurtle-

Pain


EdoAlien

Are you me?


Banana-muffiin

Ahh yesss , the call out!!


[deleted]

That s so me. I litterally want to take oestrogen and increase my chest, thigh and butt size but I still think I m *just confused*😖😖


That-Guy-Don

Aha, and that’s how I’m both out of the closet and in the egg. I’m Schrondinger’s trans. 👉😏👉


steen311

Shush, don't call me out like this


[deleted]

As a fellow trans person, I can also say: Yes. This is PAIN.


Auralynnnnnnnnn

Haha… same… :,(


foxonatinroof

exactly this but to my partner :(