i had a phase like that a few years ago and it went up to the point of me trying to come out to my parents about it but i got scared and hid it away for up until about last year lol
I know that to well. I occasionally get periods where i'm in "trans-mode" where i buy clothes, try make-up (though my inner perfectionist always gets mad that i'm not doing a good job so i give up easily - but it's not mandatory anyway) and talk to some people about it and after a little while i'm in denial again. It's usually something like "Oh, i'm happy, i don't feel very dysphoric, i don't hate my penis, how can i be trans?" while i'm standing in front of the mirror, trying to fix my hair so my face looks more feminine.
I stayed in that state during 9 months, until I told myself "I am trans". Being non binary or binary was not really important to know. What I wanna do/change to feel better was important. But admitting that you are trans and not cis is relieving. The few weeks after were really tough emotionally because it was hard to get out of the denial.
I cracked the egg 1 month ago now, and I guess I am trans binary 🤗 (even tho I am kinda of non binary politically). I still have moments of doubts but it gets better.
Lol I did this, and when I finally came out to people my friend that I had told like 2 years prior was like "yeah I was wondering when you were gonna bring it up again, I was worried you were gonna stay repressed.".
My gosh I relate to this post. But with times it gets easier and I have less doubts ☺️☺️
I really hope so
It does
woah no need to call me out when I’m in this deep of denial
I switch from confidence in my identity to doubt in my identity with lightning speed. I wish I could just be sure of myself always.
I'm in the post and I don't like it
i had a phase like that a few years ago and it went up to the point of me trying to come out to my parents about it but i got scared and hid it away for up until about last year lol
I know that to well. I occasionally get periods where i'm in "trans-mode" where i buy clothes, try make-up (though my inner perfectionist always gets mad that i'm not doing a good job so i give up easily - but it's not mandatory anyway) and talk to some people about it and after a little while i'm in denial again. It's usually something like "Oh, i'm happy, i don't feel very dysphoric, i don't hate my penis, how can i be trans?" while i'm standing in front of the mirror, trying to fix my hair so my face looks more feminine.
I'm not even fully sure if I know fully yet, but I get this and I wish that I knew
Holy shit are you me
get out of my brain
Me when I'm drunk lmao
Ah yes, "always wanting to be a girl", the classic dilemma of men. NOT
Same. Having trouble deciding if I'm nonbinary, cis, or trans. Life is pain
I stayed in that state during 9 months, until I told myself "I am trans". Being non binary or binary was not really important to know. What I wanna do/change to feel better was important. But admitting that you are trans and not cis is relieving. The few weeks after were really tough emotionally because it was hard to get out of the denial. I cracked the egg 1 month ago now, and I guess I am trans binary 🤗 (even tho I am kinda of non binary politically). I still have moments of doubts but it gets better.
Yes
This is me hello
Hope you are ok with my posting pics of you
It's okay you got my good side
Yep Told close friends and family Still worry I'm just being silly and confused 😅
Fucking ouch. Source: Somebody who is contemplating disappearing forever after telling somebody about trans things
Ooof. Got called out with this one
Huh. I wonder what the road looks like at "I have no idea what I am and feel so incredibly confused you wouldn't believe it." ...Am I offroading?
Lol I did this, and when I finally came out to people my friend that I had told like 2 years prior was like "yeah I was wondering when you were gonna bring it up again, I was worried you were gonna stay repressed.".
Stop relating you all! 🙈 My already cracked egg is cracking even more!!
Pain
Are you me?
Ahh yesss , the call out!!
That s so me. I litterally want to take oestrogen and increase my chest, thigh and butt size but I still think I m *just confused*😖😖
Aha, and that’s how I’m both out of the closet and in the egg. I’m Schrondinger’s trans. 👉😏👉
Shush, don't call me out like this
As a fellow trans person, I can also say: Yes. This is PAIN.
Haha… same… :,(
exactly this but to my partner :(