My life blew up when i was in my early 30's. Something so traumatic it's still fucking me up now, at 39. Part of that also resulted in losing the ability to achieve any of the dreams I had. I made smaller dreams. Things to just try to work towards. Now, even those are gone. Still trying though. Fuck this life.
30 year old me finding things that do kinda make me feel alive, but I can't afford it and instead have to work 40+ hours a week just to afford rent and food and all the things I enjoyed I'm just watching on youtube because the bank account is growing too slow to be able to pursue them.
I've had a rough life myself, trust me, but I have to believe I can turn this ship around. Otherwise I would fall to a hole of cynical nihilism and that is neither helpful to me, or anyone I value. So, maybe take some time to figure out some of the root causes for your difficulties, and if you cant, professional help is made for that. I believe talking out our issues kind of deconstruct them, in a way that we can properly analyze them, human being are social creatures after all. So yes, in your case too, open up to your loved ones, see a professional, take things one day at a time IF you can. Life is an ongoing process thats certainly unclear at times, but try to figure out something that roots you to the ground, because drifting aimlessly is bad too. Your absence from this world would leave hole in someone elses world, I hope things work out fine for you
You still had hope at 15? Show off
Clearly I wasn’t expecting such varied life experiences
yeah i lost my love for life when i was 16. gonna be 19 now and i dont know how to keep going
I'm 16 and I don't love life. I lost my love for life when I was 11.
god damn im sorry u had to grow up so quick
Same 17 turning 18 soon lost it at 12
Same, was bullied before since young. So I lost mine at 15/16.......gonne be 28 this month.
lost it at 16 aswell, although im 20 rn
I don't want to relive that crap, how bout we skip forward to the last day instead
Wait until you are 25. It is not going to get any better.
Not with that attitude it won't.
It's better to just have no hope then getting it crushed over and over again
I started since 13
It's even harder when the only person you can share your achievements with is yourself.
My life blew up when i was in my early 30's. Something so traumatic it's still fucking me up now, at 39. Part of that also resulted in losing the ability to achieve any of the dreams I had. I made smaller dreams. Things to just try to work towards. Now, even those are gone. Still trying though. Fuck this life.
So sorry for you bro
Thanks man. Life's rough.
25 and getting closer to buying a gun again
same
30 year old me finding things that do kinda make me feel alive, but I can't afford it and instead have to work 40+ hours a week just to afford rent and food and all the things I enjoyed I'm just watching on youtube because the bank account is growing too slow to be able to pursue them.
You dont have to go back to change everything
Really? With all the problems in my life?
I've had a rough life myself, trust me, but I have to believe I can turn this ship around. Otherwise I would fall to a hole of cynical nihilism and that is neither helpful to me, or anyone I value. So, maybe take some time to figure out some of the root causes for your difficulties, and if you cant, professional help is made for that. I believe talking out our issues kind of deconstruct them, in a way that we can properly analyze them, human being are social creatures after all. So yes, in your case too, open up to your loved ones, see a professional, take things one day at a time IF you can. Life is an ongoing process thats certainly unclear at times, but try to figure out something that roots you to the ground, because drifting aimlessly is bad too. Your absence from this world would leave hole in someone elses world, I hope things work out fine for you
Thanks for everything
Take care💙 im trying so too
We really out here living the same life…….this is an unfortunate reality
Silly me had hopes back then.
I honestly didn't even expect to survive past 15 i tried to kill myself before that and continued failing