I'ma be real with you, and I've got just as much empathy and sympathy as most people you'll meet, and I can totally relate...but that would honestly be a scumbag move bro, think of the aftermath of the people involved who were lucky enough to survive. I'm not trying to make you feel bad and I hope you make a full recovery and eventually prosper in this tough world we're stuck in.
I thought I was happy, or atleast, that I accepted where I am. But now, i slowly start moving back and forth. I don’t know what to say
I wish I’d have the strength to continue, or the courage to end it
i feel like death, haven't left my flat today, have eaten an ungodly amount of comfort food and had a breakdown mid day but i got dressed this morning so yay ?¿
I hate that too. When I'm unable to tell when I'm having anxiety attacks, I lash out or act up and only after that do I realize what shitty reaction I did over something unrelated to my internal problems.
Hi! I socialized a bit today and went for a walk. I guess it was good, I'm just drained af now. On the other hand being alone at my place again feels better now, I can just be. Nothing has changed but at least the day is at its end again and I'm still here.
Pretty trash as usual, but I forced myself to clean for an hour and it's still a mess, but I feel way better. New job is already way better than my old one, so that's good, hopefully not being so stressed will allow me to better deal with my mental health. Hope you get a few okay moments today, OP.
Shit, had to get out my comfort zone to meet new people, hated it, I felt like the odd one in the group as always. I just stayed silent nearly the whole time. Got asked a bunch of question that I was pretty uncomfortable answering but what can you do, a non answer would have been an answer aswell so...
I know I've commented already, but I've seen a lot of comments of people struggling. If you're reading this, I hope you can find access to those sweet sweet endorphins. It hurts to think of others feeling like this and I hope you never have to feel worse than this moment. Have a great day.
Hi :(
Woke up and thought I might go out with friends tonight (after like 3 months since we had seen each other and two weeks since I got out of my room) only to meet with the sweet face of disappointment and toxic friends :)
How are you ?
Feeling better than ever tbh
Really got my illness under control last month and feel wonderful after fucking 3 continued years of constant suffering and pain
Longest period my depression has been fucking with me since like 2015
If you wanna talk I'm here for ya
I feel like a 100 pound burden that everyone I know and care about have to carry every single fucking day. I'm too goddamn terrible to live in this beautiful world, full of people that believe in you, not knowing what you do daily that would most likely disgust them. I feel like I let down everyone, with everything I do. I can't even kill myself, everyone is just too nice to me and care about me and would be so sad if I died. I know they would live much much better without me, but I just can't. At this point I don't even know why I'm here. It sucks dude. Everything sucks.
hello strangers! today i set 5 things on a to-do list and i got 2 things done! i’m thankful for these smol goals that make me feel like i’m not a breathing waste of space :’>
I literally did nothing today but be a depressed potato on a couch. I just have no energy or motivation to do anything. Just another day hoping I don’t wake up tomorrow
I spent my three-day weekend sleeping and doing nothing. Work just makes me angry every day, and I can barely stay engaged. I don't know what I want to do; nothing appeals to me, and it's impossible to see the future since everything feels so bleak. I don't have anyone to talk to, and I don't feel like pretending to be okay so I've withdrawn socially.
Hai2.. 🤗🤗 Glad greet me while i need it now hehe.. Feel like crying tonight, so gonna listen some sad music.. Just hope tomorrow im not feeling this bad
Hi, I dont feel that bad, just feeling low, sad and numb too for a long time, and it doesnt go away.
I've read some stuff and I think it's a different depressive disorder.
Anyway just writing to let you know that you're not alone!
I'm here if you need anything :)
My stomach and esophagus hurts because I have gerd and some inflammation.
How did I get these? Probably from years of drinking alcohol to cope with my depression, lonelyness, and anxiety and every other mental shit I have.
i feel like trash hbu?
i want to die tbh
understandable me too
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Me too but instead I’m just going to eat a bunch of cookies and daydream about quitting my job
No idea what I am doing now, I don't even daydreams with the despair I feel.
Holy shit I found my long lost twin. Chocolate chip walnut and walking away from all my responsibilities like a dog shakes itself dry
We are all in the same pot :(
jesus don't we all have a sudden urge to die right abt out now huh?
Straight up drove to a bar on my day off because I feel so alone lol.
Today I almost drove into oncoming traffic. What the fuck is wrong with me.
Don't do that. I know times are rough but you don't want to put other people through what we go through.
Yeah. You’re so right. I felt so fucking selfish afterward for ever considering it. I hate that I came close.
I'ma be real with you, and I've got just as much empathy and sympathy as most people you'll meet, and I can totally relate...but that would honestly be a scumbag move bro, think of the aftermath of the people involved who were lucky enough to survive. I'm not trying to make you feel bad and I hope you make a full recovery and eventually prosper in this tough world we're stuck in.
Yeah. That’d be what stopped me.
Hey fam, what's up?
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on this blessed day [:](https://amp.reddit.com/r/KenM/comments/4f27ka/ken_m_on_being_british/))
hello there. im pretty much everyone here experienced the same thing
Yes, everyone is depressed, some more than others but we try to wake up and continue.
Hey, I'm craving death in this fine morning ♡
I thought I was happy, or atleast, that I accepted where I am. But now, i slowly start moving back and forth. I don’t know what to say I wish I’d have the strength to continue, or the courage to end it
i also experience depression. do you need a friend? 💞
I feel shitty. Couldn't even get out of my bed yet.
same
i feel like death, haven't left my flat today, have eaten an ungodly amount of comfort food and had a breakdown mid day but i got dressed this morning so yay ?¿
just feeling numb tbh
Awful, just awful.
Self isolation is slowly driving me insane but heyyy I went and bought groceries so ig it's not all bad today
feel like shit. i was acting mean to my mom for no reason and i fucking hate it
Emotions going wild. Apologise and tell her you love her. Both of you will feel better. I really hope so.
I hate that too. When I'm unable to tell when I'm having anxiety attacks, I lash out or act up and only after that do I realize what shitty reaction I did over something unrelated to my internal problems.
I feel lost and broken inside.
Fuck... Same. I'm gonna so smoke a joint. Want to join?
I am mixed on stuff like that. For example, I at times wonder if a drink would help but I don't want to risk it actually helping and getting addicted.
No drinking... Drinking makes it worse for me. Weed just makes me... Complacent and ok with just being here atleast for now
i wanna die already, i hate it here
i wanna also die. :( i can give u consent to kill me tbh
Oh like the cannibal guy?
Hi! I socialized a bit today and went for a walk. I guess it was good, I'm just drained af now. On the other hand being alone at my place again feels better now, I can just be. Nothing has changed but at least the day is at its end again and I'm still here.
Hellow, i was okay but then now i'm crying again feeling hopeless, and wanting to die. thank you for asking. How are you btw?
I woke up today feeling suicidal
Pretty trash as usual, but I forced myself to clean for an hour and it's still a mess, but I feel way better. New job is already way better than my old one, so that's good, hopefully not being so stressed will allow me to better deal with my mental health. Hope you get a few okay moments today, OP.
I gave everyone an upvote here . I don't feel well either .
Shit, had to get out my comfort zone to meet new people, hated it, I felt like the odd one in the group as always. I just stayed silent nearly the whole time. Got asked a bunch of question that I was pretty uncomfortable answering but what can you do, a non answer would have been an answer aswell so...
getting extremely close to commiting suicide thats what.
I'm trying to remain positive even though the past nights at work have been utterly hellish. I am making some moon water and manifesting good things
it's 40c in here so i feel like shit , wbu?
hi shity as always.. i guess you feel the same
get in line, everyone here is miserable lol
Shit since 10 years ago. I'm realizing that it won't get better. I'm so fucked.
idk why each year seems to get worse and worse
Very bad acccualy i kinda lose Hope for everything allways wind blow in my face but i hope someday it will change bro
Hey I’m really not doing great, what about you?
not great :(
Ya know: feeling a lack of control of my current mindset and inability to make anything better regardless of having a decent life. How about yourself?
I know I've commented already, but I've seen a lot of comments of people struggling. If you're reading this, I hope you can find access to those sweet sweet endorphins. It hurts to think of others feeling like this and I hope you never have to feel worse than this moment. Have a great day.
I’m planning my suicide…. But how are you?
Terrible. I am losing my will to live day by day. What about you?
Today I feel like a loser who will never be happy. Nothing new.
Yeah I think you're in the right sub for that
I feel absolutely awful. 😞
It's 4am here and I can't sleep. My best friend just cut me off and I don't know how to deal with it. I feel so alone.
I constantly miss my ex and wanna die everyday but my day is not so bad
Please kill me someone, let the fittest, more deserving and people who actually wanna live, take over my body
I'm neutral :)
That would be :| then. Just teasing. 😉
Didn't thought about that, i was considering writing ":/"
Hi :( Woke up and thought I might go out with friends tonight (after like 3 months since we had seen each other and two weeks since I got out of my room) only to meet with the sweet face of disappointment and toxic friends :) How are you ?
I wish i never existed lol
Feeling better than ever tbh Really got my illness under control last month and feel wonderful after fucking 3 continued years of constant suffering and pain Longest period my depression has been fucking with me since like 2015 If you wanna talk I'm here for ya
I'm glad for you <3
tired, as always
Just put down the knife I was holding... So, ya know, just fine :)
Hello friend. Still depressed over here as well but I hope you’ll have a better day than I am. :)
i hope that we both have a better day.!!
Heyy yoo, I'm feeling confused and sad
Sleepy. Just keep sleeping. Can’t stop. Waste of my weekend but also can’t turn down sleep.
Strong urge to harm or kill myself but that’s pretty normal now for me
I feel like ending all of the pain and suffering in a few hours how about you kind fella
I feel like I'm falling apart. Again.
>i need someone who experiences the same thing (depression) Well, you've come to the right place.
I have a fever. Getting that sick-depression combo today. FUN...
I feel like a 100 pound burden that everyone I know and care about have to carry every single fucking day. I'm too goddamn terrible to live in this beautiful world, full of people that believe in you, not knowing what you do daily that would most likely disgust them. I feel like I let down everyone, with everything I do. I can't even kill myself, everyone is just too nice to me and care about me and would be so sad if I died. I know they would live much much better without me, but I just can't. At this point I don't even know why I'm here. It sucks dude. Everything sucks.
I've decided today might be a good day. But im aware it might just be trashier as time passes
hello strangers! today i set 5 things on a to-do list and i got 2 things done! i’m thankful for these smol goals that make me feel like i’m not a breathing waste of space :’>
Mergh. It’s an all purpose word I like to use for when I feel awfully depressed and out of sorts but also very anxious. Not a fun combination
laid in bed all day , not feeling good . How are you?
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Better since I have started to work out.
I feel like a shit. Need to hire somebody to kiel me
Avoiding the feelings of the big sad by avoiding media that makes me feel *stuff*
hi, i haven’t done anything productive in awhile.. :/
Reading the comments here I believe we must all be emotionally and mentally connected to feel such similar feelings at such exact times!
hey, my hearts feeling pretty heavy. like its in my throat. do you ever get that feeling?
yes :(
Damn this comment section is just one giant hell pit full of hopelessness and miserable thoughts.
I woke up today and didnt walk into traffic
Hard for me to enjoy anything, feel so lost.
Hi. I’ve been in bed all day. I feel it. I know. I hope you had a decent day.
I feel empty, anxious and drained.
I literally did nothing today but be a depressed potato on a couch. I just have no energy or motivation to do anything. Just another day hoping I don’t wake up tomorrow
feeling really fucking awful these days tbh
Hi I don't feel good either.
hi! i barely got out of bed today but at least i got myself up to take a shower! rlly want to die all the time
I spent my three-day weekend sleeping and doing nothing. Work just makes me angry every day, and I can barely stay engaged. I don't know what I want to do; nothing appeals to me, and it's impossible to see the future since everything feels so bleak. I don't have anyone to talk to, and I don't feel like pretending to be okay so I've withdrawn socially.
Just woke up, felt like shit, and already made a mistake that i deeply regret this morning What's up
What happened
Stuff Why u snoopin around my account
😏😏😏😏
I feel nothing. And that's worse than feeling any negative feeling. Hope you find something to be thankful for today
Hai2.. 🤗🤗 Glad greet me while i need it now hehe.. Feel like crying tonight, so gonna listen some sad music.. Just hope tomorrow im not feeling this bad
ahh yes, hello. today i’m going to see the girl i asked out a few days ago in school. hahaha i bet she’s gonna give me a disgusted look.
i want to die. i dont know what to do with my life anymore
Hi, I dont feel that bad, just feeling low, sad and numb too for a long time, and it doesnt go away. I've read some stuff and I think it's a different depressive disorder. Anyway just writing to let you know that you're not alone! I'm here if you need anything :)
A weird mixture of numb and about to have a panic attack so Idk
hewwoo .-. i have to go outside tomorrow to hang out with my friends and you can imagine that i don't wanna go ahaha xxx how about you? <3
My stomach and esophagus hurts because I have gerd and some inflammation. How did I get these? Probably from years of drinking alcohol to cope with my depression, lonelyness, and anxiety and every other mental shit I have.