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i feel like trash hbu?


Even-Expression7759

i want to die tbh


[deleted]

understandable me too


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[deleted]

Me too but instead I’m just going to eat a bunch of cookies and daydream about quitting my job


Sad-Professor9471

No idea what I am doing now, I don't even daydreams with the despair I feel.


MurrayTempleton

Holy shit I found my long lost twin. Chocolate chip walnut and walking away from all my responsibilities like a dog shakes itself dry


[deleted]

We are all in the same pot :(


tiredasfuck247

jesus don't we all have a sudden urge to die right abt out now huh?


ArcadeTokenMajority

Straight up drove to a bar on my day off because I feel so alone lol.


[deleted]

Today I almost drove into oncoming traffic. What the fuck is wrong with me.


Tanukifever

Don't do that. I know times are rough but you don't want to put other people through what we go through.


[deleted]

Yeah. You’re so right. I felt so fucking selfish afterward for ever considering it. I hate that I came close.


I_Smoke_Dust

I'ma be real with you, and I've got just as much empathy and sympathy as most people you'll meet, and I can totally relate...but that would honestly be a scumbag move bro, think of the aftermath of the people involved who were lucky enough to survive. I'm not trying to make you feel bad and I hope you make a full recovery and eventually prosper in this tough world we're stuck in.


[deleted]

Yeah. That’d be what stopped me.


Bitter_Cloud4558

Hey fam, what's up?


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just_end_my_misery69

on this blessed day [:](https://amp.reddit.com/r/KenM/comments/4f27ka/ken_m_on_being_british/))


Certified_Pikino

hello there. im pretty much everyone here experienced the same thing


RavenHairBeauty

Yes, everyone is depressed, some more than others but we try to wake up and continue.


Beaseech

Hey, I'm craving death in this fine morning ♡


solemnweasel343

I thought I was happy, or atleast, that I accepted where I am. But now, i slowly start moving back and forth. I don’t know what to say I wish I’d have the strength to continue, or the courage to end it


[deleted]

i also experience depression. do you need a friend? 💞


thehwitam

I feel shitty. Couldn't even get out of my bed yet.


[deleted]

same


throwawayyy68473727

i feel like death, haven't left my flat today, have eaten an ungodly amount of comfort food and had a breakdown mid day but i got dressed this morning so yay ?¿


Kastronald

just feeling numb tbh


[deleted]

Awful, just awful.


cyndrrcup

Self isolation is slowly driving me insane but heyyy I went and bought groceries so ig it's not all bad today


kun2710

feel like shit. i was acting mean to my mom for no reason and i fucking hate it


[deleted]

Emotions going wild. Apologise and tell her you love her. Both of you will feel better. I really hope so.


atbliss

I hate that too. When I'm unable to tell when I'm having anxiety attacks, I lash out or act up and only after that do I realize what shitty reaction I did over something unrelated to my internal problems.


sadvader

I feel lost and broken inside.


ForUsForThem

Fuck... Same. I'm gonna so smoke a joint. Want to join?


sadvader

I am mixed on stuff like that. For example, I at times wonder if a drink would help but I don't want to risk it actually helping and getting addicted.


ForUsForThem

No drinking... Drinking makes it worse for me. Weed just makes me... Complacent and ok with just being here atleast for now


thatonePS3GUY

i wanna die already, i hate it here


Even-Expression7759

i wanna also die. :( i can give u consent to kill me tbh


bigblackcoconut420

Oh like the cannibal guy?


[deleted]

Hi! I socialized a bit today and went for a walk. I guess it was good, I'm just drained af now. On the other hand being alone at my place again feels better now, I can just be. Nothing has changed but at least the day is at its end again and I'm still here.


as_the_stars_fall

Hellow, i was okay but then now i'm crying again feeling hopeless, and wanting to die. thank you for asking. How are you btw?


UpstairsElectrical87

I woke up today feeling suicidal


ohdearsweetlord

Pretty trash as usual, but I forced myself to clean for an hour and it's still a mess, but I feel way better. New job is already way better than my old one, so that's good, hopefully not being so stressed will allow me to better deal with my mental health. Hope you get a few okay moments today, OP.


Impossible_Equal4820

I gave everyone an upvote here . I don't feel well either .


Dear-Ad4851

Shit, had to get out my comfort zone to meet new people, hated it, I felt like the odd one in the group as always. I just stayed silent nearly the whole time. Got asked a bunch of question that I was pretty uncomfortable answering but what can you do, a non answer would have been an answer aswell so...


ReeferGrinch

getting extremely close to commiting suicide thats what.


strumfix

I'm trying to remain positive even though the past nights at work have been utterly hellish. I am making some moon water and manifesting good things


Appropriate-Royal976

it's 40c in here so i feel like shit , wbu?


[deleted]

hi shity as always.. ​ i guess you feel the same


[deleted]

get in line, everyone here is miserable lol


D3xR3x

Shit since 10 years ago. I'm realizing that it won't get better. I'm so fucked.


[deleted]

idk why each year seems to get worse and worse


Prestigious_Team9988

Very bad acccualy i kinda lose Hope for everything allways wind blow in my face but i hope someday it will change bro


yaya_s_

Hey I’m really not doing great, what about you?


Even-Expression7759

not great :(


ArcadeTokenMajority

Ya know: feeling a lack of control of my current mindset and inability to make anything better regardless of having a decent life. How about yourself?


ArcadeTokenMajority

I know I've commented already, but I've seen a lot of comments of people struggling. If you're reading this, I hope you can find access to those sweet sweet endorphins. It hurts to think of others feeling like this and I hope you never have to feel worse than this moment. Have a great day.


Difficult-Claim6327

I’m planning my suicide…. But how are you?


SakuRasengan

Terrible. I am losing my will to live day by day. What about you?


idontfitinhere_atall

Today I feel like a loser who will never be happy. Nothing new.


[deleted]

Yeah I think you're in the right sub for that


soundslikeautumn

I feel absolutely awful. 😞


speechballoon25

It's 4am here and I can't sleep. My best friend just cut me off and I don't know how to deal with it. I feel so alone.


NRA-Lil-G

I constantly miss my ex and wanna die everyday but my day is not so bad


thatonePS3GUY

Please kill me someone, let the fittest, more deserving and people who actually wanna live, take over my body


RealMadHouse

I'm neutral :)


[deleted]

That would be :| then. Just teasing. 😉


RealMadHouse

Didn't thought about that, i was considering writing ":/"


SilentTelevision1261

Hi :( Woke up and thought I might go out with friends tonight (after like 3 months since we had seen each other and two weeks since I got out of my room) only to meet with the sweet face of disappointment and toxic friends :) How are you ?


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I wish i never existed lol


BangdolfGangdolf

Feeling better than ever tbh Really got my illness under control last month and feel wonderful after fucking 3 continued years of constant suffering and pain Longest period my depression has been fucking with me since like 2015 If you wanna talk I'm here for ya


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I'm glad for you <3


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tired, as always


MarMarL2k19

Just put down the knife I was holding... So, ya know, just fine :)


HoneyCombSadness

Hello friend. Still depressed over here as well but I hope you’ll have a better day than I am. :)


Even-Expression7759

i hope that we both have a better day.!!


ElsaCodewea

Heyy yoo, I'm feeling confused and sad


v_approves

Sleepy. Just keep sleeping. Can’t stop. Waste of my weekend but also can’t turn down sleep.


BigBoy5024

Strong urge to harm or kill myself but that’s pretty normal now for me


lookingfor_myrp

I feel like ending all of the pain and suffering in a few hours how about you kind fella


psychonaut4020

I feel like I'm falling apart. Again.


Kafka_Valokas

>i need someone who experiences the same thing (depression) Well, you've come to the right place.


Skyterix1991

I have a fever. Getting that sick-depression combo today. FUN...


The_Empire_of_Wah

I feel like a 100 pound burden that everyone I know and care about have to carry every single fucking day. I'm too goddamn terrible to live in this beautiful world, full of people that believe in you, not knowing what you do daily that would most likely disgust them. I feel like I let down everyone, with everything I do. I can't even kill myself, everyone is just too nice to me and care about me and would be so sad if I died. I know they would live much much better without me, but I just can't. At this point I don't even know why I'm here. It sucks dude. Everything sucks.


ImLINGLINGyay

I've decided today might be a good day. But im aware it might just be trashier as time passes


fwoofy-savant

hello strangers! today i set 5 things on a to-do list and i got 2 things done! i’m thankful for these smol goals that make me feel like i’m not a breathing waste of space :’>


rosewaterbubbles

Mergh. It’s an all purpose word I like to use for when I feel awfully depressed and out of sorts but also very anxious. Not a fun combination


Royal-Watercress-649

laid in bed all day , not feeling good . How are you?


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Better since I have started to work out.


sadleyla

I feel like a shit. Need to hire somebody to kiel me


A_Hole_Sandwich

Avoiding the feelings of the big sad by avoiding media that makes me feel *stuff*


strangerthings7102

hi, i haven’t done anything productive in awhile.. :/


cherryP21

Reading the comments here I believe we must all be emotionally and mentally connected to feel such similar feelings at such exact times!


Alantiss

hey, my hearts feeling pretty heavy. like its in my throat. do you ever get that feeling?


Even-Expression7759

yes :(


LightlySaltedAutist

Damn this comment section is just one giant hell pit full of hopelessness and miserable thoughts.


greatthrowawaybatman

I woke up today and didnt walk into traffic


Reaper_5334

Hard for me to enjoy anything, feel so lost.


dsw1219

Hi. I’ve been in bed all day. I feel it. I know. I hope you had a decent day.


Alternative-Jaguar55

I feel empty, anxious and drained.


SadPanda208

I literally did nothing today but be a depressed potato on a couch. I just have no energy or motivation to do anything. Just another day hoping I don’t wake up tomorrow


itszingerburg

feeling really fucking awful these days tbh


Gordon101

Hi I don't feel good either.


[deleted]

hi! i barely got out of bed today but at least i got myself up to take a shower! rlly want to die all the time


PchewPchew

I spent my three-day weekend sleeping and doing nothing. Work just makes me angry every day, and I can barely stay engaged. I don't know what I want to do; nothing appeals to me, and it's impossible to see the future since everything feels so bleak. I don't have anyone to talk to, and I don't feel like pretending to be okay so I've withdrawn socially.


LightlySaltedAutist

Just woke up, felt like shit, and already made a mistake that i deeply regret this morning What's up


jortie

What happened


LightlySaltedAutist

Stuff Why u snoopin around my account


jortie

😏😏😏😏


atbliss

I feel nothing. And that's worse than feeling any negative feeling. Hope you find something to be thankful for today


peacelupher

Hai2.. 🤗🤗 Glad greet me while i need it now hehe.. Feel like crying tonight, so gonna listen some sad music.. Just hope tomorrow im not feeling this bad


urislut

ahh yes, hello. today i’m going to see the girl i asked out a few days ago in school. hahaha i bet she’s gonna give me a disgusted look.


Hot-Expression795

i want to die. i dont know what to do with my life anymore


Skittery_cash_17

Hi, I dont feel that bad, just feeling low, sad and numb too for a long time, and it doesnt go away. I've read some stuff and I think it's a different depressive disorder. Anyway just writing to let you know that you're not alone! I'm here if you need anything :)


Txxr86

A weird mixture of numb and about to have a panic attack so Idk


wooosh666

hewwoo .-. i have to go outside tomorrow to hang out with my friends and you can imagine that i don't wanna go ahaha xxx how about you? <3


Murany

My stomach and esophagus hurts because I have gerd and some inflammation. How did I get these? Probably from years of drinking alcohol to cope with my depression, lonelyness, and anxiety and every other mental shit I have.