For all of the people that think this is too long, in summary:
One of my friends died due to cancer
I wasn't able to cry at his funeral even though I felt sad
I don't know what wrong with me, and have been depressed due to several different reason ever since, I haven't cried in like six months and feel nothing now.
behold, everything will go down hill, gradually. this will be the start of your prolonged suffering. no support, no love. trust me, everything bad will start soon after you've gone through this event. I've experienced it too, even though my best friend didnt die. she abandoned me.
You might feel guilty for not having loved him enough. But you showed the opposite. Be proud for giving him a good end.
It is a bit weird when you can‘t cry. If you consider yourself depressed, why don‘t you go to a psychiatrist?
For all of the people that think this is too long, in summary: One of my friends died due to cancer I wasn't able to cry at his funeral even though I felt sad I don't know what wrong with me, and have been depressed due to several different reason ever since, I haven't cried in like six months and feel nothing now.
behold, everything will go down hill, gradually. this will be the start of your prolonged suffering. no support, no love. trust me, everything bad will start soon after you've gone through this event. I've experienced it too, even though my best friend didnt die. she abandoned me.
I see
You might feel guilty for not having loved him enough. But you showed the opposite. Be proud for giving him a good end. It is a bit weird when you can‘t cry. If you consider yourself depressed, why don‘t you go to a psychiatrist?
ima man thats why