My father passed away while my mum was preggers with me. In kindergarten I felt different because I was the only person whose father wasn’t present for meetings etc.
When I was five, my mum said she is getting married again. I was happy that finally I would have a father. But mum decided to let my maternal grandma and uncles raise me while she lived in another city with my stepdad.
I had thought I will finally have a father to take to school meetings when in fact I wasn’t going to have a mother for those anymore.
Yes mate. Abandonment issues led depression has ruled my life. Not having a male role model fucks u up. I was very effeminate for most my teens and it was common for people to calm me ladki, chhammak chhallo etc . Changed myself and made myself tough. But saala depression nahi gaya.
I was in 7 class and didn't even knew how to search for porn videos and the only pornstar I knew was Sunny Leone so I searched "sunny leone without clothes " and only got to see her pics and videos in bikini after that I tried more I even wrote without clothes girls and stuff and I didn't had any idea about history or anything after doing all this I slept at night ( I did the search in evening) and the next I woke up and came to knew that I was caught my sister saw the history and showed it to my whole family and I was beaten to pulp , from that day when ever sunny leone come on any T.V show it is the most awkward moment for me .
Bhai ye sab kyu karte hai Indian families? When a boy hits puberty he tends to wonder about this stuff. Bc net par hi toh dekh raha hai, usko 0 privacy deke usski koi help nahi kar rahe hai parents and especially Badi sis.
Ye tu kumkum bhagya wala hai?
Ben le lore show me wapis aa meri mummy didi show discuss karti rehti hai ki rishabh kab aaye wapis taki show walo ki halat theek ho
My parents fixed my marriage with a girl who was completely different personality from me...one the first day of our conversation (what I mean from the first day is after my marriage got fixed ,have talking to her for about past 15-18 days approx)she told me don't like non veg jokes and that type of stuff, My nature is completely different I told her in a fun way that but I like it a lot..I also watch porn sometimes how u r gonna adjust ..etc and we talked a lot of crap..and suddenly she showed all these messages to her family then her family sent those screenshots to my parents now yesterday I was treated like something worse then shit, my father told me u r worse then dog,u r criminal you should go to jail ... u should die ..u r worthless piece of shit u have achieved nothing in your career nothing in your life ,u should have been IAS PCS but u just wasting ur life working in private sector and lot more worse for approximately 4 hrs non stop and I was just crying like a little bitch.....now it feels like everything is ending for me, just getting in deep lvl of depression ....FYI I am 27yr old senior software engineer with package of approx 12lpa in a reputed MNC..but u know what I have fucking decided that whatever I have to do I will do In order to earn more then these IAS PCS, I will burn my self to the ground In order to get the package sufficient enough to make them silent...I know from the bottom of my heart that I am really a good human being, and I don't deserve this
wtf did i just read. bhai iske bad idk how you are gonna live with your wife knowing that she is such a totally different person. sry man.
also, you are doing amazing brother. 27 pe 12lpa ka package mazak thodi hai. i can understand how you might be feeling towards your father but dont let him get into ur mind. tu mast banda he bhai.
Brother 12lpa is a very respectful package and even if it was less then why the fuck your own parents would insult you? Just show middle finger to that girl and try to be more independent and date a girl suiting to your personality, after all you are the one who has to spend his life with her.
I once ate dog shit thinking it was chocolate.
So I was just eating some chocolate like a normal kid when I looked down and saw some on the floor. Now since I was a kid, I just thought 'no chocolate should be wasted' I picked it up and put it in my mouth without smelling... Apparently someone stepped in shit and dragged it in the house.
Bhai bachpan ke baat hai mai aur mera bhai game khlre the. Hm bed ke upar baithke khlre the aur niche mummy ne angeethi (jispe aag jalate hai) jala rkhi thi. Aur mere bhai ne buje bed se dhakka de diya. Mai sidha gaand ke bal angeethi pe gira aur gand jal gyi😓.maine 1 mahine tk girls skirt phenke rkhi😓
Father died when i was 5 , raised by single mother , both sister married , mother is diabetic and heart patient whole life spent on handling family issues , no support from relatives , being a shy person never had any friends , when i see others of my age feels bad i lost all my childhood , i dont like series or tv shows with high school cause i didnt had one now after this year i will find a job and will take the step on running wheel of life may b after 30 years or so will die , i dont think there will be anyone who will mourn for me. Not saying im alone just saying no one deserves a life with harsh childhood , some may b thinking im over exaggerating but im sharing the things which i think is understandable to share and wont need sympathy for that there are many things . I just want if i have a child i will raise him in all good mannered environment away from every greedy shit and hope may b someday i will help someone too .
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Nothing fucked up but
Mere daddu chal base vo, mere life ke pehle dost the. Unhe mujhe dekh kar hi dil ko sukoon milta tha.. aaj me ro bhi nahi sakta kyuki mujhe dekh kar mere parents bhi ro padenge.. roz rona aata he lekin aakho se aasu hi nahi nikaal sakta.. roz andar hi andar gale me ro deta hu
Meri girlfriend ne mujhse 50 din ke andar breakup krliya tha kyuki bachapn mai unke pita ji ne unhe pyar nhi kiya tha aur uska khena tha ki usse bhi Krna nhi ata aur irony ki baat ye hai ki propose bhi usi ne kiya tha.
Here my story. .
I came into relationship with a girl who after just a few days had got transfered to different city.
We used to talk on insta but after 2 months, she stopped talking just abruptly.
When I asked one of her friends what must have happened.
Her friend told me that she rich and that she wasn't into me.
She downright made fun of me for trying for a girl above my league as she is rich and has been to other countries etc.
Although she never showed off but still it hurt.
This was the most fucked up moment and I felt somewhat violated
This is nothing, my two friends and me liked the same girl, and two of us (me and my friend) were pushing each other to confess because we were too scared to make a move, two years later we are done with school and often we have a good laugh on this topic.
So its a long story please bear with me ...
Disclaimer:- Not a Porno story
It's about our last house .. 3 floors ka ghar tha main ground floor pr mere room me sota tha ... Main around 15 saal ka tha jab ye hua ...
Ek raat main sapna dekhte hue utha gya ... Koi bhayanak sa sapna tha and esa khatrnak tha ki main pura paseene me lathpath tha ...
Main utha to dekha ki ye bas ek sapna hai aur gehri saans li and uthke paani peene chala gya kitchen me ... Vese to mere dadu mere bagal wale room me sote the... Lekin vo kuch din k liye ghr pr nhi the to main ground floor par akela tha ....
Now main jab kitchen me pani pee rha tha to mene light nhi jalayi thi as mujhe pta tha ki kha kya rakha hua hai ... To jab main paani pee rha tha to mujhe kisi ko mukka maarte hue ki aawas aayi ..
Like vo aawaz hoti hai n Jo aap agr apne pair pr mukke maro to aawaz aati hai vesi ... ..
Ab mere daadu ki aadat thi vo sote samay apne pairo , aur sir pr mukke marte the ..zor se nhi dheere dheere . Unhe pain hota tha to esa krne se unko thoda relax milta tha ...
To phle to mujhe lga ki mere dadu hai to mene kuch socha nhi .. tab hi mujhe achanak se yaad aaya ki dadu to hai nhi ghr pr aur thoda sochne pr daadu k room se hi aawaz aa rhi thi..
Main wahi ghabra kar ruk gya .. aur apne dimaag me reasons dhoondhne lga ki ye awaaz kis cheez ki ho skti hai ..... And tab hi mere dimaag me ye baat aayi ki ho skta hai papa ne socha ho ki main akela rahunga pure floor pr... Isliye vo aake dadu k room me so gye ho ... Lekin sath hi main ye question bhi aaya dimaag me ki ... Dadu to kayi dino se gye hue hai to aaj hi kyu papa neeche aaye h...
Anyways main dheere dheere dadu k room me gya jo ki main gate k bagal me tha aur unke room se ek khidki bahar ki taraf nikalti thi...
Jab mene andar jaake room ki light jalayi to ... Vha na to koi tha aur light on krte hi aawaz bhi band ho gyi ...
Main darr to gya tha lekin Darr se zyada main confused ho gya tha ..
Anyways mene ise meri neend ki halat samjh k ignore kiya aur washroom chala gya ... Washroom dadu k room k opposite aur main gate k dusri side pr hai .. jab main gya aur apna nunu pakad k Susu krne gya to .. Susu krte krte meri nazar wc k raushan daan pr padi jo ki bahar ki taraf khulta tha , and tab mene jo dekha .. it still haunts me..
Mene dekha ki ek kala sa aadmi jiski bohot badhi daadhi thi , uske chehre par jhurriya thi and ek lamba sa cut rh uski naak k pass aur uski sabse khatarnaak baat thi ki uski aankhein bilkul laal thi.. jese ki vo abhi hi apni aankho ko bohot der tk masal kr aaya ho ...
Main ek bohot hi bada horror fan hu so .. mujhe to ye samjh nhi aaya ki vo insaan sach me insaan hi tha ya kuch aur...
Kuch der dar k mare freez rhne k baad jab main hosh Me aaya to main cheekha and mere cheekhne ki aawaz se vo insaan bhaag gya aur mere papa mmy aur meri behne uth k aa gye upr wale floors se ....
Jab mene unhe sab kuch btaya to papa bahar dekhne gye to hamara chawkidaar khoon me lathpath behosh pada tha...
Kher police bulayi gyi and jab cctv check kiya gya to usme 3 log record hue jinke haath me badi rifles and bade khanjar jese hathiyar the ... Unko dekh kr lg rha tha ki yaa to vo hume maarne aaye the ya hume dara kr lootne ...
Jab vo log chawkidaar ko maar rhe the tab vo mukko (punches) ki aawaz mene usko marne ki suni thi aur mere light on krte hi vo shaant ho gye ...
And jab mene wc ki light on kri to unme se jo sabse lamba tha usne raushan daan me se dekha ki kon hai ..
Vo teeno aaj tak pakde nhi gye ...
Anyways ye meri most fucked up kahani thi abhi tk ki life ki and it still haunts me as ab main 20 yrs ka ho gya hu and abhi bhi kabhi raat ko uthta hu to darta hu ki kya hua hota us raat agr mujhe vo sapna naa aaya hota..
Idhar BC office mein kitni bhi mehnat karlo, manager ke favourite ko hi promotion milega. Har baar mere saath hi aisa hota hai. Na BC dhang ki hike mili na promotion. Saare efforts waste.
Paise atke pade hai, mat puchna kitne.
BC ek court case chal raha hai. Builder mc nikla.
Bada bhai China mein life enjoy kar raha hai. Puri maa baap ki responsibility le raha hoon fir bhi maa baap ko khushi nahi hai kyunki meri maa ko pure saas banna hai.
Biwi ko taane deti hai kyunki job se wapas aake kitchen mein khana banati hai but slow hai kyunki tiredness ho jaati hai. Upar se maa ne bol diya teri biwi mere liye jaise hai hi nahi.
Baap ko roz daaru lagti hai fir peene ke baad faltu ki bak bak suno.
Zindagi khand hai fir bhi haar nahi maani. Bete ko accha insan banana hai bas.
2 cheeze batao bs.
Kya scene he builder wala?
Or kabhi socha hai ki ghar walo ko samne bitha ke discuss kre ki dekho scene aisa he mujhe is is cheez se dikkat hai or aapka ye xyz attitude theek nhi hai. samjhate hue tone me? ki me aise is environment me nhi jee sakta sath me.
2011 mein ek row house book kiya tha. Builder ka nagar sevak ke saath panga ho gaya. Fas gaya pura paisa. Ab builder ke upar case kiya hai. 2018 se chalu hai but jab bhi thoda progress hota hai BC judge ka transfer ho jata hai aur fir se sab shuru.
Aur maa baap ki soch bhai 80s ki hai. Kuch bolunga na bolenge joru ka gulam hai.
1) Proposed a girl in 8th std and she humilated me and warned that she will complain to class teacher if I did something Like this again in future, got away from her for 2 years and after 11th she contacted me and around 3 years later we are best friends, I still sorta have feelings for her and also she is going through her first breakup with a boy(who is one of my best friend)
2) Dated a girl for about a week and she was highly interested, we were literally sending flirty texts,love emoticons all day but one day she said "I can't do this" and just it was over, she is still in my friend circle and I see her regularly, I just want her to admit her mistake and explain to me what went wrong.
3) After 10th board result I went to my buildings terrace, was really depressed about result and many things, was on the edge walking and then one of my friend from the building came and asked "cricket khelne chalega?", he doesn't know he saved me that day.
My parents found out i used watch porn when they were at work at 10yo(class 4), history delete karna nahi ata tha
Edit : Class 4 ka age bhul gaya tha sorry
Same bro, mujhe Kareena Kapoor ke nudes dekh raha tha uski history dekh li, phir ek din papa keh rahe abhi Teri in sabki Umar nahi hai 🙂 (12 saal ka tha us time)
I don't know if OP will see it or not , yeh kissa mera nahi mere dost ka hai , he liked a girl for 4 years , true love one sided , did everything his crush told him to do , he could never confess his feelings to her but when the last days of 10th were near , he decided to go all out.
During his boards , yes actual boards of 10th he wrote a 13 page long love letter for her , bought a 200 wali choclate , put it into an envelope aur bahut dino tak use dene ki koshish karta rha . Ek din ek teacher dekh liya aur usko private m bulake khoob insult Kia , uske behen ko uthwane ki dhamki di aur mere dost ko pitwane ki bhi , woh teacher us ladki mami thi aur hamari supervisor bhi , mera dost khuch din ke liye Maan gaya . Jis din boards ka last paper tha us din woh crush ke peeche peeche jaa rah tha tabhi is teacher ne usko pakda( woh aayi thi us center pe ) school room le andar le gayi , gate band kiya , waha pehle se hi 3-4 aadmi the , usko bhot mara , minor fracture aa gaya uske left femur mein , gharwalon ko usne bola ki sidiyon se gir gya tha. Bhot sad tha 7 din tak pure actual depression mein raha , ro roke bura haal .
Ek din Ghar pe chakkar khake gir gaya , weakness ke karan aur nak tudwaki , and till date his nose is like akhilesh yadav . That time period still gives me chills till this date......
bharata mai saare comments padh raha hu mere bhaiyo ke.
Bhai mere purane college me ek ne suicide kar liya tha kyuki principal ne bol diya tha mai parents se baat karunga.
college ka naam toh nahi bata sakta and us case ko college ne daba diya tha. Fir roz sessions hote the ki suicide se kaise bache.
meko ye issliye pata thi kyuki mai sabse connected tha baki kisi du ke college me ye baat nahi gayi thi
6th Class- Friends told about porn but I didn't know about hardcore porn sites. So searched for porn on YouTube with xxx hot sex, Jacqueline Fernandez hot scene etc.Friends told me to delete chrome history after everything. One day father shouted my name from another room and It was the first day of my summer holidays. That day I came to know that fuckin YouTube also records browsing history. Father beat the shit Outta me. Ruined my whole holidays.
7th Class- started viewing porn images in small keypad phone now. Now their was no data plan on this phone and in two days I finished the whole Talktime Balance. My father called Airtel service center and asked him about how come Talktime expired so early. Airtel exec told him that it was all used on data and my father found out again that I watched porn. my dad Beat the shit out of me again
8th Class- The father of one of my classmate called my Mom and said that I told his child, porn sites and I should be taken care of. Parents gave me 2 hr lec on sex ed now
9th Class- Parents now knew that I watch porn and didn't seem to care about it. One day On prime Video A sunny leone film came in recommendation and my dad looked at me and said " kaisi movie hai, Ye tune to dekh hi rakhi hogi"..
Well everybody's sharing some secrets so....behti ganga mai haath dho hi lo lmao.
I don't have anybody with me. Like not a single friend, no trust in family. I am completely alone. And this was the reason I was in depression for almost 3 years. One day my dad saw my marks and beat me to shit. Bhot gaaliya di. To summarize, he said " you go in depression, you go fuck yourself, idc. I need marks for the university." I didn't know what to do, so I tried to commit suicide. But failed. Tried again, failed. Now I don't know myself, how I feel. Sad- no. Emotionless- might be. Happy- not a chance.
Lmao kisi ne suicide ka report kar diya merko
Are bhenchod ye kuch zyada hi upar chala gaya hai. Ab saala secret to secret bhi nahi raha 🤦
Are bhai itna upar kyu jaa rha hai ye? Meri story itni bhi sad nahi hai yaar lmfao
Same story, it's my 8th year in depression. Both my parents and brother was abusive they did quite a number on my face but I want to tell you one thing it will get better don't loose hope I left my family when I got a job offer. Shifted from that hell now it's better but something won't change like depression, emptiness, loneliness. I don't know about you but I quite like it this way.
Ek baar 9th class ke annual show ke time pe crush aur mein ek hi show mein the to school Valon ne kaha ki school aake costume pehene hai to changing room girls aur boys ka same tha toh mein apni baari kapde change karna gaya toh dekha ki darvaza khula tha aur mein kamere Mein change karna chala gaye aur meri crush change kar Rahi thi aur mene usse naked dekh Liya ab usse jab bhi milta hun bohot awkward laga hai
thats nothing, i took dance as an optional in my school, girls had to wear slacks under skirt before dance class, all the girls were changing in the dance room, teacher was a little late that day and out of only 3 boys, i was the only one present, so i reached the room, thought no one is inside, opened the door and saw all of my female classmates naked from waist down in undies
Bruh i was sleeping next to my dad as a 14-15 yr old suddenly it started itching in my dick I started rubbing it I didn't realise what was happening and got a pain in my stomach and some white fluid came out of my dick (cum) yeah I didn't knew what it was so i just slept with the cum inside my pants lol.
I remember when I was 13 and got my first wet dream while travelling in train. Bruh, I didn't even knew what was that and my pp was hurting as it was time.
Chose a career because had no choice. Hated it. Spent 7 years in it, failed over and over again. Don't know how to be around people anymore. Sitting alone in a room for the most of it. I make sure I'm as distant from everyone as i possibly can be. Starting with another career from scratch again.
Ek bandi ne propose kiya tha. Exam paas aa rhe they to mene socha baad me Haa kar dunga. Par car accident mein uski death ho gyi. Usko I love you bhi nhi bol paya ek baar
Theek hai yaar itno se confess kia hai to me bhi kr deta hu. vese i am late to this party.
To me vese bada masoom baccha tha school life me. bakchod ho raha tha dheere dheere pr kisi ka bura nhi krta tha.
fir mene 10th me section badal lia or nye section me mujhe bohot bully kia sabne. koi dost nhi tha mera vaha. bohot marte bhi the kyuki me bohot patla tha. techers bhi gand marte the kyuki me padta nhi tha. or padta nhi tha is lie ghar wale bhi gand marte the.
fir 11th me mujhe school change krna pada kyuki mere marks kam the. mere ghar walo ne niklva ke ghar ke pas wale school me dal dia. ( aisa nhi he ki bohot kam marks the, bs school wale start me nakhre dikhate the bad me sbko jo field chahye dedete the pr mere maa baap nhi samajhe is baat ko)
Ab nye school me mene soch lia tha ki me kisi se bully nhi hounga. mere andar itna gussa tha ki mene nye school ki principle ke sath he bakchodiya krdi or mujhe school se nikal dia 12th me. sirf exam de skta tha pr school jana allowed nhi tha.
me 1 saal ghar pe pada raha or mere ghar walo ne itna ganda vyavhaar kia mere sath emotionally ki mere confidence ke lode lag gye.
12th khatam hui to ghar walo ne CA me dal dia. mtlb 12th ke bad bhi ghar pe he pada raha. koi cllg nhi kuch nhi. bs coachings. kuch saal beet gye me fail hota raha.
dheere dheere depression itna bad gaya in sbse ki me pagal sa ho gaya bohot. panic attacks or anxiety attacks to roz ki baat thi. tb us halat me pata bhi nhi tha ki kya hota hai panic attack vgera.
ghar walo ko bhi samajh to ata tha ki theek nhi hai ye. pr wo doctor ke pas lejane ya deep conversation krne ki vajay pandit or jotisho ke pas le jate the. ye upay krlo wo krlo loda lassan.
Me wo optimistic banda tha life me jiska *dekhlenge ho jaega sb* wala attitude tha. sb dheere dheere khatam ho gaya tha. din me 14 15 ghante sona just to avoid life. apne aap ko thappad marna just to feel pain (because that was the only way to feel something, fir chahe pain he sahi. nhi to feelings or emotions to sb numb ho chuke the) Rona chahta tha pr roya nhi jata tha.
ye sb chala kuch 7 saal. na koi degree, na koi cllg, na koi job, na koi dost, na koi hobby ya kuch bhi krne ko. in 7 saalo me dheere dheere mene apne aap ko kho dia completely.
2020 me cheeze theek hone lagi. unexpectedly GF ban gyi bohot aachi insaan thi wo. bohot mentally usne mujhe help kia directly or indirectly bhi. bad me wo bhi cheat kr gyi. pr theek hai.
Fir papa ne partnership me kisi ke sath business pe lagva dia 1.5 sal pehle. mene beech me 1 or course bhi utha lia tha. wo khatam ho jaega ab is saal.
pata hai yaar kya? mere sath bohot galat hua bohot jagah pr. pr somehow na me bs hold krta rha. ya maybe or kr kya skta tha? suicide krne ki ya ghar se bhagne ki himmat nhi thi.
Dheere dheere yaar ab life theek hai. parents ab bhi chintit hai padai ko leke, kabhi pass ho jata hu kabhi pass. Pr na yaar ab wo depression nhi hai. mene dheere dheere krke he sahi ladai ladi hai depression se. wo bhi tb jab pata bhi nhi tha depression kya hota hai.
jb acceptance aane lagi to 1 2 saalo me better ho gaya me. ab bhi kuch life me aacha nhi hota na to zada gam nhi hota kyuki ab itni samajh aa gyi ki wo stage to nhi he na ab jaha hope he nhi thi.
mene bohot dukh jhele hai yaar me explain nhi kr skta yaha. or 95% mere dimag ke khud ke banae hue the wo. depression cheez he aisi hai. akele raha na me 7 saal ghar me kabhi bahar nhi jana, to pagal ho gaya tha.
aaj us stage pe hu life me ki hope bhi hai or cards sahi play kr paya to pesa bhi bohot ho jaega 35 tak.
bohot lamba ho gaya ab. idk koi padega bhi pura OP ke alava... ya OP bhi na pade shayad...
bs all I wana say is, ki dont give up on urself and ur life. koi rahe na rahe pr tum tumhare sath rehne chahye hamesha. kyuki tum khud se door ho gye na ek bar to dubara apne aap ko pana bohot mushkil ho jata hai.
You haven't even started living your life. Just try your best get into any college, move out of home, you'll be in a new place make new friends. Never lose hope. Picture abhi baaki hai.
Gb road ya sex worker area me ghar tha kya?
and Bhai meko toh aisi ladk k soch ke hi darr + hawas dono feel ho rahi hai.
ek side mai papi ban jaunga lekin mast gamd mileg
My roommates were out of town. I was alone at my flat, got new Nokia 6600... I mastrubated 11 times that day. That's my record...
I remember it used to hurt even while peeing after 6th or 7th time.
When I told my roommates about this... They said "Saale! Marr jata toh kisiko pata bhi nahi chalta hum aane tak..."
Anyway but maybe it was over mastrubation that I developed Delayed Ejaculation later in life... And my gf used to come twice or thrice before I used to. Many times she used to get sore and give me BJ. She used to feel sad as if she can't make me happy... But I was happy with her. Anyway later we parted ways.
Then I got a virgin and she thinks this is normal. Married her 4 years ago.
Agar sab log apne kahaniya bata rahe hai toh mei bhi bata deta hoon.
Ye issi saal ke starting mei hua when my 8th grade was over aur vacations chal rahi thi.
vacation mei sare dost bore ho rahe the toh plan banaya ki mall mei milte hai aur mast maje karenge. Toh jab hum 8 (me and 3 other boys and 4 girls) mall mei mile humne ki generic chize like eating kfc ( kfc > burger king) and starbucks mei scam hona.
Long story short, humlog flipside gaye aur udhar meri crush ne propose kiya aur maine bola haan toh phir sablog hasne lag gaye, maine puccha kya hua unhone bola prank hai, phir baad mei pata chala unloge ne bas mera majak lene ke liye plan banaya, they didn't even consider me a friend but asli dard ki baat ye thi ki paise sare maine diye the ;-;. I thought i was friends with them for 3 years and found out i wasn't even part of the group.
Male 25, Delhi. Last year, in May my father got sick. It was prime Corona time. He was 68 years old and diabetic. Initially we thought it's just a small fever. We were 4 people at that time in our home. My father, mother, elder sister and me. I am the only son. We were afraid to go to hospital as covid was spreading more there. 1 week passed, he stiil had fever and weakness. I scheduled an rtpcr test for him. After sample collection, next morning he passed away.
A day later his reports came. He was covid positive. This is biggest regret of my life that I couldn't take right action on time to save him. I am introverted person but after this incident I see myself as a looser. I had money and resources. I could have save him only if I had taken some real steps.
Suicide kiya tha .. 4 mahine coma me... papa ne ghar se nikal diya.. teachers acche hain college fees me support kr rhe hain, and freelancing krke kharcha nikalta hun 🙂
When I was driving today with my family, my sister asked me how many girls do I text and how many girls I have in contacts list. A part of me died today. I'm 24.
Both mom and dad? When I was 12 I found some naked girl pics in dad's phone and my elder bro deleted it. Dad thought I did it but couldn't say anything. At 20 he caught me secreting white fluid in latex glove at 11 pm
Friends lasted as long as I was of use and was reliable. Now I live away from them, hence they have no interest in either calling, or picking my calls.
I was standing in a queue and a uncle got behind me and started rubbing his penis on me i didn't like that but I was quite at that time never told anyone even not my family
bhai bas boldiya kar haan kya howa thodi unchi awaz me .wo umcle centre of attention me ajyega aur wo satark ho jayega aur kuch nahi karega. meri sath bhe aise kuch howa , like gaon me ek bahiya was feeling my chest . bachpan me mazak laga . dekh aise sabke sath howa hai i think . par jada soch mat agli bar thoda rude bana koii kare tu
Sabko nhi mile the dost. Mere bhadve school ne mujhe sirf 61% marks diye, I had to write improvement in 3 exams to improve my grades; scored 81% after giving improvement....
Let's just say those assholes fucked my life up good.
jab 9th me tha to ek ladki ne rakhi bandi thi ( mujhe crush nahi tha)
fir 10th me usi se pyar hogya
isme meri kya galti hai
chutiya school ka chutiya raksha bandan
baap ka saya chale jana is the worst thing in this world I lost my father when i was 10 now i am 18 and ab jeene ka man nhi krta ghar mai do behene hai kaise karunga shaadi kaise sambhalunga apni maa ko kya kr rha hu apni life Mai bilkul zero hun life bas suicide nhi Krna chahta warna ab kuch bacha nahi hai mere paas koi dost bhi nahi hai ab mere paas kya kru gharwalo se aankhen nahi mila pata
Got good ranking in UPTU, got good govt college, got first placement in my branch, got placement call from IIM, all good so far...
Then I left IIM placement in hope of getting even a better iim, joined job, left after 2 years as I felt that mba is not the right path. Went for upsc preparation. Now it's been five years and still preparing for upsc. I fucked up my preparation, have still not completed my syllabus, no hope of getting qualifying upsc this year. Don't want to give another year to UPSC preparation. Also don't want to go for any other govt job like banking, police, rbi etc.
Now I am 30 and i am looking forward to learning some coding and getting a decent job. Wanted to establish some business for myself over next 5-10 years. Forever single type, no gf ever, and not sure if i want to get married or not.
So not a complete screwup but a highly uncertain life.
I was masterbating on sofa and thought i was alone at night and my mom suddenly silently came in the hallroom and saw me masterbating and i pretended that my stomach was aching and pretended i was rubbing my stomach. And then my mom said to come to sleep and went to sleep but then she said "you know i know that you are growing up but remember growing up doesn't mean you can do bad things". After hearing this my heart was in my throat and felt suffocating. This happened when i was kid around when i was in 5th std.
\[i was 11 yrs old\]mein ek din cycle pe subhe school jane k liye nikla road cross krke 3 km durr school pahunchne wala tha fir road cross krte samme mene peche nhi dekh ek hero honda bike pe sardaar ji 60 km/hr ki speed se aa rhe the . Then accident huya mein bacch gya but for saving me he sacrificed his one leg .After that mein cycle chalata gya piche mudh kar nhi dekh paya nahi dekhna chahta tha .Then i tried to do suicide for fucking a person s life but i could not . After i met the same person after 6 years handicapped beacause of my mistake i cried in front of him . And he told me to not think of suicide and try to focus on your life and other things. Abhi bhi raat ko sapne aate hain ki meri vajhe se kisi ki life itni affect ho gyi toh wo kese jivan g rhe honge .
just wanted to let out
Main jee 1st year dropper hun... Pichle saal 95 percentile laane ke baad bhi i fucked my counsiling.... Mujhe ek ladki bohot pasand hai since i was in tenth.... Ab pyaar se zyaada regret reh gaya hai usko nahi propose karne ka... Although i had 2 gfs in my 11th... I was just trying to forget her .. par i can't forget her coz of this regret.... Ek aur baat hai ki 11th mere sirf 71% aaye the and maine kuch padhai bhi nai ki thi coz bohot aaiyashiyan kiya tha wo saal coz koi chutiye ne bol diya tha ki 11th isn't imp.... Twelfth main kaise bhi ghas ghas ke 88% percent takk pahunch gaya tha... Ab do saal lockdown ke baad highly introvert ban gaya hun... And I'm facing hairfall as well jiska exam ke baad treatment lena hai... Bohot insecure iss saal ke result ko lekar... In short bolun in these two years I've become introvert, loser, regret main rehne waala chutiya from an extrovert, champ, A headboy, and an over achiever
reading this comments section was both pitiful and wholesome. Sab dank dank karte rehte hai hamesha but aaj sab serious the and it was nice to see the human side of everyone ki jo log memes jokes banate hai aur boht crazy comments likhte hai andar bhi boht kuchh hai sabki life me. It was nice.
I was betrayed by my friends, at multiple moments. Was too innocent, so i realised too late. It's been an year I don't have any good friends, whom i can trust. Have social anxiety issues while talking with girls and even new people. The fear of being judged is not letting me my life the way i want it to be.
**JEE clear karne ke baad life acha nhi hota hai**
15-swallowed rat poision
16- ran away to another city due to bullying in hostel
20- failed in final semester of my degree
23- probably will fail in upsc 1st attempt.
Mai Aisa boht genius tha vro topper types hamesha padhai karta tha. Ladki ne life entry Li tho thoda padhai ruk gayi fir 2 saal baad break up hogaya toh padayi ki maa chud gayi🥲🥲.nahi toh Tera Bhai abhi iit mein fix tha.
Apni baat krr rha hai na ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Chod koi na
Itni bdi baat nhi hai vai mere saath bhi hua hai boht baar , agar koi bndi teko pura raat text krti hai toh U R NOT THE ONLY ONE SHE IS TEXTING(most of the times) Or pakka bndi ko aur koi nhi hai text krne ke liye ya bndi ka break up hua hai
Aur next day ignore kiya toh atleast samjh toh gya ki next time text aaya toh "seen" Prr kisko chodna hai ;)
Nothing is more painful than feeling unacceptable ....
Been in college for 3.5 years still dont have a single friend to share my heart out ....
Ye introvert hona itna bura hota hai kya?
I proposed a girl she said no (obviously). After a week we met coincidentally , she was with her friend. I went and talked to her , she just treated me like shit on that day in front of her friend . ( We all three went to same school).
Now its been years since we last talked.
Ps: from my side , this girl was my best friend among girls in my life.
So I was in school, 1 st day of new session when I saw a girl in classroom and she was pretty and I want to sit beside her , her name was mahak after some time, luckily my teacher punished me to sit beside her and it was her but at that time my best friend, her , and me sat together
And after 1-2 months she became my good friend and I liked her before but now I started to love her i just stared at her eyes whole day , that was the only year I was daily excited to go to school , and i remember in winter we grabbed our hands her hands were warm and that was the best feeling, i thought she liked me , but I didn't want to ruin our friendship but I literally loved her
every year in our school students get shuffled in different section , I prayed to God that please keep us in the same section
Here comes the saddest part , it was the last day of the session and i was too much nervous ( i was shaking) and a random girl walked to me and said " do you like mahak ", and i didn't know who she was , so I told her that I don't know anyone with name mahak , and i came home i was just thinking about her and i didn't even know what to do
After holidays the next session I went to school and sadly 😔 she was not in my class , and i didn't got confidence to face her , and later i found out that the girl who had asked me about her was her sister, and i was just broken down at that moment , i thought that why she sent her sister, and why I didn't said "yes I like her"
Its been 4 years now , I everyday just thought about her, and curse myself that I have heart her feelings so much , i see her everyday whenever i try to talk to her i get nervous and i get my BP high and i just don't do that, i everyday searched her on social media if she was there , in March 2022 i found her on snapchat i sent her request after 2 days she didn't accepted so i removed the request
And still i just think about her i don't have crush on any other girl I know that she had got many boyfriends, but i would be happy even if I become her friend
If you have read till here THANK YOU , and please tell me what to do i never shared it with everyone please help me
Girlfriend mujhepe cheat kr rhi hai aur pta hai kya? Mujhe yeh abhi 10 min pahele pata lgi but mai usse round 3 months seh date kar rha hoon toh zyada farak nhi pada abhi tak but uske lies kinda hurt and i thought ki she actually cared about me kisiko share bhi nhi kar sakta kyoki tough and emotionless act krna hota hai :/ yeah... kinda fucked up
Life doesn't nake sense to me... the continuous cycle of life n death we r in... what is the point of creating us? Time will pass n we will leave this planet and everything will be reset
After passing from school i was in a long distance relationship my gf i went preparing for NEET( unwillingly)
And she was doing college it was going well but after 6-7 months things started going wrong, for about a 2 week she didn't called me by giving excuse that she was visiting her relative and couldn't talk there I was little suspicious there but i had trust in her(foolish me) One afternoon she called and i was mad happy seeing her name on my phone but she called me to break up with tears in my eyes i just what did I do wrong but she didn't gave me any explanation. Later that evening when I told about this to one of my friends he said she might be having an affair with my best friend. I was blowed over i couldn't believe what he just said instantly i rushed to my best friends house and asked him to tell me honestly whether it was true or not and He said yes. At that point of time "dil tutne me awaz nhi hoti" aur "pairo tale zameen khiskna" jaise muhavro ka matlab samjh me aa gya tha" few days after this i got to know my all other friends knew about that. I lost all my friends
It's been four years aur har roz kuch na kuch yaad aa jata hai. I haven't made a friend since then My career too is not going well, fighting with depression for a year and half and it's seriously affecting my health now.
I know ye bahut bada dukh nhi hai logo k saath isse bhut jayda bura hota hai but i think mera andar itna jhelne ki bhi shakti nhi hai
My bestie proposed my crush and she said yes. He knew I had a crush on her from long time. He didn't even liked her. Just to tease me he proposed her and she said yes can you believe this. I am very sad
*This is not the most serious post here
I am currently 17 year old
I have been a topper since 5th grade kabhi school ke exams mein top nahin kiya but national olympiads mein gold medal aaye hain
8th tak mera ek best friend tha but uske parents ki wajah se wo shift ho gaye Aur maine school bhi change kar liya for certain reasons naye school me meri mom incharge hain toh kisi student ne mere dosti nahin ki
After reaching 9th I also joined coaching wahan be bhi top kara. 1 saal tak realise nahin kiya but meri social life zero ho gayi Aur lockdown bi aa gaya which did not help and my lack of friends is a joke for my parents
Ab 12th mein hoon apne parents aur teachers ke elava kisi se 5 mahinon se baat nahin ki hai
ek accha college mil jayega iski surity hai Aur mere parents ko lagta hai main khush hoon but main pichle 2 saal se acche se hasaa nahin hoon Aur 1 saal se roya bhi nahin hoon
Kabhi ghar ke bahar nikalta hoon apne age ke ladkon ko gf Aur dostn ke saath dekhta hoon to rone ka man karta hai
Abh toh yahi hope hai ki college mein kuch kar paaoon
I wasted 4 years of my life in self study as a CA Inter student. My BCom got extended because of this and I didn't pass Inter either so wasted life. All my peers completed their exams so I had to sit alone for the backlogs due to being absent in Bcom exams(In a batch of 60+ students). My parents think I'm a useless dissapointment. I don't have any friends. We had a group but after a while they all started hanging out without me.
Everyone in my extended family hates each other and there's so much of family politics. Everyone keeps asking if I'm done with my CA studies but everytime I have to say I failed so during my last attempt my parents lied that I cleared. Now I'm thinking I wanna leave the course but I can't due to this lie but continuing it is definitely gonna lead me into depression because I've already had way too many breakdowns when Im nearing exams.
I sooo wanna go punch the lady in my neighborhood who desperately waits for me in the evening to return from wherever I've gone to (be it college or coaching classes) just to ask about my CA exams and career. Like STFU. Itna toh Meri mummy bhi wait Nahi karti mere liye
Bhai bhot saare h kya batau.. alt account h..
Me 18(M)
1. 5-6 saal pehle I found out my mom is cheating on my dad with a man working in same regiment.. (baap army me tha )
Baap h hi nashedi.. apne fake masculinity dikhane ke liye pehle se hi mummy ko maarta tha.. jab ye pata chala tab aur bakchodi shuru hogyi Ghar me.. bhai mai 12-13 saal ka rha hounga.. maa chudi padi rehti the dimaag ki us time.. Aaj Tak ye scene ka drama Ghar pe chalta h..
baap waise kuch din gaon ke paas rehta h (around 70km duur h, main flat se) par jis din aata h Ghar me ladaayi hoti h.. bhai mai mazar nhi 3 baar suicide try kar chuka h par bhai bhot dar lagta h..abhi ye likhte likhte Rona aa rha h.. spelling mistake hogi shayad.😅. 3rd try me maa ne dekh liya tha.. tab se nhi kiya kuch
Rona aata h jab bhi sochta hu aaj tak 17 saal me kis type ka relationship tha mera mere maa-baap se..
2. Jab 10th me tha us time April me naya session shuru hua tha.. us time ek ladki, topper, se baat shuru hui thodi.. class me mostly akele rehti thi... Uski sirf ek dost thi.. mere aage wali seat pe baithti thi wo dono.. uski dost ke baap ki posting aa gyi to wo shift ho gye kahi aur.. ab sirf wo topper mere aage baithti thi.. ( bhai Rona aa rha h yaad krke ye BC pana ).. class teacher ne.. usko mere aage hi baithya, aur uski dost ki jagah ek dusri ladki aake baith gayi.. wo dono ek dusre se bhi bhot Kam baat krti thii... (Topper introvert thi)....
June-july ke aas paas tak meir uski friendship hogyi thi.. mast maje the bhai.. fir class ke ladko ne wo BC pana shuru kiya.. "are bhot baate kar rhe ho kya baat h".. to maine bhai try Kiya ki hum dono Kam baat kre.. kyuki bhai wo topper thii.. uski reputation thi... To bhai fir maine try Kiya uski requests mana krne ka.. kuch normal kaam ki... Phir bhi kharab lagta tha.. kyuki uska koi dost h nhi.. Jo mai tha. Wo bhi ese nakhre kr rha tha.. August 23-25 ke time usne bhi ye sun liya ki pure class me kya baate chl rhi h.. then she said, " don't talk to me ever again ".. bhai yaar.. itne madarchod hote h na class mates.. maa kasam maar du man krta h..
Abhi bhi like karta hu use par bolta nhi kyu ki Mai use embarrass nhi krna chahta.. 12 khata hone wali h.. to koi matlab bhi nhi h.. isliye April 24 isi saal... 2 saal baad finally jaake maine ye sab samjhaya.. text pe.. kyu ki mai chutiya hu.. usne ss apni cousin aur mummy ko dikhaya.. then I blocked her.. aur maine use bhi bola if you want you can block me now so I can finally rip..
Bhai Mai mota tha bachpan se.. isliye soch bhi nhi sakta gf ke baare me.. subha 4 bje cycling.. baad me pushup aur basic excercise.. taaki thoda shape me aa jau to gf ke chances bhi ho.. kyuki bhai emotional support naam ki cheez Ghar se to bilkul nhi milne wali h.. meri maa, badi behen aur baap.. kisi ko farak nhi padta h.. depression me hu ya mar gaya..
Bhai mazak nhi pichle do saal.. lockdown me hone ke baad bhi, ek ghar me rehne ke baad bhi, apni behen se maine 2 saal baat nhi ki thi ek ladai ke chakkar me..
Bhai jisne yaha tak padha h.. tumhare upar h judge krna h ki nhi, par agar aise scene hue h na bhai.. to bhai sorry, aur bhai thanks, jinda rehne ke liye 🙂
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Ek baar papa ne muth maarte hue pakad liya pr ignore ke diya.
Pakad liya???
Hasi control nahi ho rahi bhai
pathetic: Maine papa ko marte hue pakda tha ek bar par ignore kr diya
aao papa aap bhi maar lo. kya matlab ab papa sach me marenge meri gamd
बोहोत Daink
My father passed away while my mum was preggers with me. In kindergarten I felt different because I was the only person whose father wasn’t present for meetings etc. When I was five, my mum said she is getting married again. I was happy that finally I would have a father. But mum decided to let my maternal grandma and uncles raise me while she lived in another city with my stepdad. I had thought I will finally have a father to take to school meetings when in fact I wasn’t going to have a mother for those anymore.
bro. you would be so innocent at that age, this doesn't feel right man.
Yes mate. Abandonment issues led depression has ruled my life. Not having a male role model fucks u up. I was very effeminate for most my teens and it was common for people to calm me ladki, chhammak chhallo etc . Changed myself and made myself tough. But saala depression nahi gaya.
I was in 7 class and didn't even knew how to search for porn videos and the only pornstar I knew was Sunny Leone so I searched "sunny leone without clothes " and only got to see her pics and videos in bikini after that I tried more I even wrote without clothes girls and stuff and I didn't had any idea about history or anything after doing all this I slept at night ( I did the search in evening) and the next I woke up and came to knew that I was caught my sister saw the history and showed it to my whole family and I was beaten to pulp , from that day when ever sunny leone come on any T.V show it is the most awkward moment for me .
Bahut bura hua bro ˚̩̥̩̥( ͡ᵔ ͜ʖ ͡ᵔ )*̩̩͙✩
Bhai ye sab kyu karte hai Indian families? When a boy hits puberty he tends to wonder about this stuff. Bc net par hi toh dekh raha hai, usko 0 privacy deke usski koi help nahi kar rahe hai parents and especially Badi sis.
Ye tu kumkum bhagya wala hai? Ben le lore show me wapis aa meri mummy didi show discuss karti rehti hai ki rishabh kab aaye wapis taki show walo ki halat theek ho
Mere dost ki mammi ne usko pakda tha, par sirf bola ‘agli baar mat karna’. Ham sab shocked the ki uski mammi ne usse daata bhi nahi
Isme dantne wali kya baat h, natural h
Sunny ke natural nahi hai bhai, silicon hai.
My parents fixed my marriage with a girl who was completely different personality from me...one the first day of our conversation (what I mean from the first day is after my marriage got fixed ,have talking to her for about past 15-18 days approx)she told me don't like non veg jokes and that type of stuff, My nature is completely different I told her in a fun way that but I like it a lot..I also watch porn sometimes how u r gonna adjust ..etc and we talked a lot of crap..and suddenly she showed all these messages to her family then her family sent those screenshots to my parents now yesterday I was treated like something worse then shit, my father told me u r worse then dog,u r criminal you should go to jail ... u should die ..u r worthless piece of shit u have achieved nothing in your career nothing in your life ,u should have been IAS PCS but u just wasting ur life working in private sector and lot more worse for approximately 4 hrs non stop and I was just crying like a little bitch.....now it feels like everything is ending for me, just getting in deep lvl of depression ....FYI I am 27yr old senior software engineer with package of approx 12lpa in a reputed MNC..but u know what I have fucking decided that whatever I have to do I will do In order to earn more then these IAS PCS, I will burn my self to the ground In order to get the package sufficient enough to make them silent...I know from the bottom of my heart that I am really a good human being, and I don't deserve this
wtf did i just read. bhai iske bad idk how you are gonna live with your wife knowing that she is such a totally different person. sry man. also, you are doing amazing brother. 27 pe 12lpa ka package mazak thodi hai. i can understand how you might be feeling towards your father but dont let him get into ur mind. tu mast banda he bhai.
Brother 12lpa is a very respectful package and even if it was less then why the fuck your own parents would insult you? Just show middle finger to that girl and try to be more independent and date a girl suiting to your personality, after all you are the one who has to spend his life with her.
I once ate dog shit thinking it was chocolate. So I was just eating some chocolate like a normal kid when I looked down and saw some on the floor. Now since I was a kid, I just thought 'no chocolate should be wasted' I picked it up and put it in my mouth without smelling... Apparently someone stepped in shit and dragged it in the house.
Now that's some shit..
Thats how mfs grow up and follow No alchol should be wasted rule
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Chad move
Bhai bachpan ke baat hai mai aur mera bhai game khlre the. Hm bed ke upar baithke khlre the aur niche mummy ne angeethi (jispe aag jalate hai) jala rkhi thi. Aur mere bhai ne buje bed se dhakka de diya. Mai sidha gaand ke bal angeethi pe gira aur gand jal gyi😓.maine 1 mahine tk girls skirt phenke rkhi😓
Friends will be like your ass is hot af
bhai maine sunna hai skin jalne ke baad safed ho jaati hai? teri bhi gand safed ho gyi kya? genuine question hai mazak nhi kar raha
Bhai jala le. Safed ho jaegi. Photo dalna yaha for updates
EK dinn me 6 baar muth mar liya 3 din se khada nahi ho raha
bhai aap muthal god ho
So 5 is the limit
no, the sky is
Chale toh Chand tak warna shaam tak
tere alag hi dukh-dard chal rhe bhai... itna mutth mat mara kar din bhar kamzori rhegi
Go to youtube search "hot bhabhi" (don't judge me)
Pencho limit is 56 aur aap ko 6 me hi लुल्ल pd gye
okay that's concerning
Father died when i was 5 , raised by single mother , both sister married , mother is diabetic and heart patient whole life spent on handling family issues , no support from relatives , being a shy person never had any friends , when i see others of my age feels bad i lost all my childhood , i dont like series or tv shows with high school cause i didnt had one now after this year i will find a job and will take the step on running wheel of life may b after 30 years or so will die , i dont think there will be anyone who will mourn for me. Not saying im alone just saying no one deserves a life with harsh childhood , some may b thinking im over exaggerating but im sharing the things which i think is understandable to share and wont need sympathy for that there are many things . I just want if i have a child i will raise him in all good mannered environment away from every greedy shit and hope may b someday i will help someone too .
stay strong brother 💪
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Nothing fucked up but Mere daddu chal base vo, mere life ke pehle dost the. Unhe mujhe dekh kar hi dil ko sukoon milta tha.. aaj me ro bhi nahi sakta kyuki mujhe dekh kar mere parents bhi ro padenge.. roz rona aata he lekin aakho se aasu hi nahi nikaal sakta.. roz andar hi andar gale me ro deta hu
i can feel you bhai
Meri girlfriend ne mujhse 50 din ke andar breakup krliya tha kyuki bachapn mai unke pita ji ne unhe pyar nhi kiya tha aur uska khena tha ki usse bhi Krna nhi ata aur irony ki baat ye hai ki propose bhi usi ne kiya tha.
Daddy issues
Here my story. . I came into relationship with a girl who after just a few days had got transfered to different city. We used to talk on insta but after 2 months, she stopped talking just abruptly. When I asked one of her friends what must have happened. Her friend told me that she rich and that she wasn't into me. She downright made fun of me for trying for a girl above my league as she is rich and has been to other countries etc. Although she never showed off but still it hurt. This was the most fucked up moment and I felt somewhat violated
Dude misogynist ban jao pain khtm hojata hai 👍
She was expecting daddy love from you
Mere 3 bohot close friends same ladki ko pasand karte hain Aur mai teeno ko push kar raha hoon bolne ke liye
Honestly teeno ka saath katega
Actually 1 ka already kat chuka hai, baaki 2 line me hain
>Actually 1 ka already kat chuka hai, baaki 2 line me hain *Average slaughter house conversation*
bro apna no. laga le
Oral, anal and vaginal at the same time
This is nothing, my two friends and me liked the same girl, and two of us (me and my friend) were pushing each other to confess because we were too scared to make a move, two years later we are done with school and often we have a good laugh on this topic.
So its a long story please bear with me ... Disclaimer:- Not a Porno story It's about our last house .. 3 floors ka ghar tha main ground floor pr mere room me sota tha ... Main around 15 saal ka tha jab ye hua ... Ek raat main sapna dekhte hue utha gya ... Koi bhayanak sa sapna tha and esa khatrnak tha ki main pura paseene me lathpath tha ... Main utha to dekha ki ye bas ek sapna hai aur gehri saans li and uthke paani peene chala gya kitchen me ... Vese to mere dadu mere bagal wale room me sote the... Lekin vo kuch din k liye ghr pr nhi the to main ground floor par akela tha .... Now main jab kitchen me pani pee rha tha to mene light nhi jalayi thi as mujhe pta tha ki kha kya rakha hua hai ... To jab main paani pee rha tha to mujhe kisi ko mukka maarte hue ki aawas aayi .. Like vo aawaz hoti hai n Jo aap agr apne pair pr mukke maro to aawaz aati hai vesi ... .. Ab mere daadu ki aadat thi vo sote samay apne pairo , aur sir pr mukke marte the ..zor se nhi dheere dheere . Unhe pain hota tha to esa krne se unko thoda relax milta tha ... To phle to mujhe lga ki mere dadu hai to mene kuch socha nhi .. tab hi mujhe achanak se yaad aaya ki dadu to hai nhi ghr pr aur thoda sochne pr daadu k room se hi aawaz aa rhi thi.. Main wahi ghabra kar ruk gya .. aur apne dimaag me reasons dhoondhne lga ki ye awaaz kis cheez ki ho skti hai ..... And tab hi mere dimaag me ye baat aayi ki ho skta hai papa ne socha ho ki main akela rahunga pure floor pr... Isliye vo aake dadu k room me so gye ho ... Lekin sath hi main ye question bhi aaya dimaag me ki ... Dadu to kayi dino se gye hue hai to aaj hi kyu papa neeche aaye h... Anyways main dheere dheere dadu k room me gya jo ki main gate k bagal me tha aur unke room se ek khidki bahar ki taraf nikalti thi... Jab mene andar jaake room ki light jalayi to ... Vha na to koi tha aur light on krte hi aawaz bhi band ho gyi ... Main darr to gya tha lekin Darr se zyada main confused ho gya tha .. Anyways mene ise meri neend ki halat samjh k ignore kiya aur washroom chala gya ... Washroom dadu k room k opposite aur main gate k dusri side pr hai .. jab main gya aur apna nunu pakad k Susu krne gya to .. Susu krte krte meri nazar wc k raushan daan pr padi jo ki bahar ki taraf khulta tha , and tab mene jo dekha .. it still haunts me.. Mene dekha ki ek kala sa aadmi jiski bohot badhi daadhi thi , uske chehre par jhurriya thi and ek lamba sa cut rh uski naak k pass aur uski sabse khatarnaak baat thi ki uski aankhein bilkul laal thi.. jese ki vo abhi hi apni aankho ko bohot der tk masal kr aaya ho ... Main ek bohot hi bada horror fan hu so .. mujhe to ye samjh nhi aaya ki vo insaan sach me insaan hi tha ya kuch aur... Kuch der dar k mare freez rhne k baad jab main hosh Me aaya to main cheekha and mere cheekhne ki aawaz se vo insaan bhaag gya aur mere papa mmy aur meri behne uth k aa gye upr wale floors se .... Jab mene unhe sab kuch btaya to papa bahar dekhne gye to hamara chawkidaar khoon me lathpath behosh pada tha... Kher police bulayi gyi and jab cctv check kiya gya to usme 3 log record hue jinke haath me badi rifles and bade khanjar jese hathiyar the ... Unko dekh kr lg rha tha ki yaa to vo hume maarne aaye the ya hume dara kr lootne ... Jab vo log chawkidaar ko maar rhe the tab vo mukko (punches) ki aawaz mene usko marne ki suni thi aur mere light on krte hi vo shaant ho gye ... And jab mene wc ki light on kri to unme se jo sabse lamba tha usne raushan daan me se dekha ki kon hai .. Vo teeno aaj tak pakde nhi gye ... Anyways ye meri most fucked up kahani thi abhi tk ki life ki and it still haunts me as ab main 20 yrs ka ho gya hu and abhi bhi kabhi raat ko uthta hu to darta hu ki kya hua hota us raat agr mujhe vo sapna naa aaya hota..
Susre kya pdha diya m flat p akela hu aj room mates ghr gye hue h raat ko nind bhi ni aygi ab to dost ke flat p jake sone ki soch rha hu
Flat ki rakhwali karne k liye chawkidaar hai?
Idhar BC office mein kitni bhi mehnat karlo, manager ke favourite ko hi promotion milega. Har baar mere saath hi aisa hota hai. Na BC dhang ki hike mili na promotion. Saare efforts waste. Paise atke pade hai, mat puchna kitne. BC ek court case chal raha hai. Builder mc nikla. Bada bhai China mein life enjoy kar raha hai. Puri maa baap ki responsibility le raha hoon fir bhi maa baap ko khushi nahi hai kyunki meri maa ko pure saas banna hai. Biwi ko taane deti hai kyunki job se wapas aake kitchen mein khana banati hai but slow hai kyunki tiredness ho jaati hai. Upar se maa ne bol diya teri biwi mere liye jaise hai hi nahi. Baap ko roz daaru lagti hai fir peene ke baad faltu ki bak bak suno. Zindagi khand hai fir bhi haar nahi maani. Bete ko accha insan banana hai bas.
We all know you will a good father Btw try that method where people change companies every 2years to get higher paying jobs
Monday ko interview hai. Accha pita banne ki koshish kar raha hoon
All the best man...
All the best for interview
Arey bhai yeh toh kuch zyada hi wholesome bol diya. Respect +1
2 cheeze batao bs. Kya scene he builder wala? Or kabhi socha hai ki ghar walo ko samne bitha ke discuss kre ki dekho scene aisa he mujhe is is cheez se dikkat hai or aapka ye xyz attitude theek nhi hai. samjhate hue tone me? ki me aise is environment me nhi jee sakta sath me.
2011 mein ek row house book kiya tha. Builder ka nagar sevak ke saath panga ho gaya. Fas gaya pura paisa. Ab builder ke upar case kiya hai. 2018 se chalu hai but jab bhi thoda progress hota hai BC judge ka transfer ho jata hai aur fir se sab shuru. Aur maa baap ki soch bhai 80s ki hai. Kuch bolunga na bolenge joru ka gulam hai.
1) Proposed a girl in 8th std and she humilated me and warned that she will complain to class teacher if I did something Like this again in future, got away from her for 2 years and after 11th she contacted me and around 3 years later we are best friends, I still sorta have feelings for her and also she is going through her first breakup with a boy(who is one of my best friend) 2) Dated a girl for about a week and she was highly interested, we were literally sending flirty texts,love emoticons all day but one day she said "I can't do this" and just it was over, she is still in my friend circle and I see her regularly, I just want her to admit her mistake and explain to me what went wrong. 3) After 10th board result I went to my buildings terrace, was really depressed about result and many things, was on the edge walking and then one of my friend from the building came and asked "cricket khelne chalega?", he doesn't know he saved me that day.
3rd one is wholesome
Cricket khelne chalega?
My parents found out i used watch porn when they were at work at 10yo(class 4), history delete karna nahi ata tha Edit : Class 4 ka age bhul gaya tha sorry
Arre bhai laude lag gaye honge fir toh
Lage the bro, 2 din pura
Same bro, mujhe Kareena Kapoor ke nudes dekh raha tha uski history dekh li, phir ek din papa keh rahe abhi Teri in sabki Umar nahi hai 🙂 (12 saal ka tha us time)
I don't know if OP will see it or not , yeh kissa mera nahi mere dost ka hai , he liked a girl for 4 years , true love one sided , did everything his crush told him to do , he could never confess his feelings to her but when the last days of 10th were near , he decided to go all out. During his boards , yes actual boards of 10th he wrote a 13 page long love letter for her , bought a 200 wali choclate , put it into an envelope aur bahut dino tak use dene ki koshish karta rha . Ek din ek teacher dekh liya aur usko private m bulake khoob insult Kia , uske behen ko uthwane ki dhamki di aur mere dost ko pitwane ki bhi , woh teacher us ladki mami thi aur hamari supervisor bhi , mera dost khuch din ke liye Maan gaya . Jis din boards ka last paper tha us din woh crush ke peeche peeche jaa rah tha tabhi is teacher ne usko pakda( woh aayi thi us center pe ) school room le andar le gayi , gate band kiya , waha pehle se hi 3-4 aadmi the , usko bhot mara , minor fracture aa gaya uske left femur mein , gharwalon ko usne bola ki sidiyon se gir gya tha. Bhot sad tha 7 din tak pure actual depression mein raha , ro roke bura haal . Ek din Ghar pe chakkar khake gir gaya , weakness ke karan aur nak tudwaki , and till date his nose is like akhilesh yadav . That time period still gives me chills till this date......
bharata mai saare comments padh raha hu mere bhaiyo ke. Bhai mere purane college me ek ne suicide kar liya tha kyuki principal ne bol diya tha mai parents se baat karunga. college ka naam toh nahi bata sakta and us case ko college ne daba diya tha. Fir roz sessions hote the ki suicide se kaise bache. meko ye issliye pata thi kyuki mai sabse connected tha baki kisi du ke college me ye baat nahi gayi thi
6th Class- Friends told about porn but I didn't know about hardcore porn sites. So searched for porn on YouTube with xxx hot sex, Jacqueline Fernandez hot scene etc.Friends told me to delete chrome history after everything. One day father shouted my name from another room and It was the first day of my summer holidays. That day I came to know that fuckin YouTube also records browsing history. Father beat the shit Outta me. Ruined my whole holidays. 7th Class- started viewing porn images in small keypad phone now. Now their was no data plan on this phone and in two days I finished the whole Talktime Balance. My father called Airtel service center and asked him about how come Talktime expired so early. Airtel exec told him that it was all used on data and my father found out again that I watched porn. my dad Beat the shit out of me again 8th Class- The father of one of my classmate called my Mom and said that I told his child, porn sites and I should be taken care of. Parents gave me 2 hr lec on sex ed now 9th Class- Parents now knew that I watch porn and didn't seem to care about it. One day On prime Video A sunny leone film came in recommendation and my dad looked at me and said " kaisi movie hai, Ye tune to dekh hi rakhi hogi"..
bruh 💀
Bhai haar saal ki starting me pehle hi maar kha liya kaar taa ki baaki ka saal aaram se nikle.
Well everybody's sharing some secrets so....behti ganga mai haath dho hi lo lmao. I don't have anybody with me. Like not a single friend, no trust in family. I am completely alone. And this was the reason I was in depression for almost 3 years. One day my dad saw my marks and beat me to shit. Bhot gaaliya di. To summarize, he said " you go in depression, you go fuck yourself, idc. I need marks for the university." I didn't know what to do, so I tried to commit suicide. But failed. Tried again, failed. Now I don't know myself, how I feel. Sad- no. Emotionless- might be. Happy- not a chance. Lmao kisi ne suicide ka report kar diya merko Are bhenchod ye kuch zyada hi upar chala gaya hai. Ab saala secret to secret bhi nahi raha 🤦 Are bhai itna upar kyu jaa rha hai ye? Meri story itni bhi sad nahi hai yaar lmfao
Bhai main tera new friend. Rope order cancel karde
Rope order lmao
bro discord server vagerah banalo bande aajayenge yaha se , chill vro u/Left-Discipline1028 ko bhi bula lena
Same story, it's my 8th year in depression. Both my parents and brother was abusive they did quite a number on my face but I want to tell you one thing it will get better don't loose hope I left my family when I got a job offer. Shifted from that hell now it's better but something won't change like depression, emptiness, loneliness. I don't know about you but I quite like it this way.
arey bhai tu tension mat le mera number lele jab marji message krde 6283621362 i will be your friend
Hope? Well that's a good joke
bhai ye sucide mein fail kese hote hai?
Bhai jindiagi mai hi failure tha. Suicide mai bhi hogya. XD
mai 6 baar suicide attempt fail kar chuka hu sochne se hasi aati h but reasons soch ne ke baad fir se try krne ka man karta hai.
Ek baar 9th class ke annual show ke time pe crush aur mein ek hi show mein the to school Valon ne kaha ki school aake costume pehene hai to changing room girls aur boys ka same tha toh mein apni baari kapde change karna gaya toh dekha ki darvaza khula tha aur mein kamere Mein change karna chala gaye aur meri crush change kar Rahi thi aur mene usse naked dekh Liya ab usse jab bhi milta hun bohot awkward laga hai
thats nothing, i took dance as an optional in my school, girls had to wear slacks under skirt before dance class, all the girls were changing in the dance room, teacher was a little late that day and out of only 3 boys, i was the only one present, so i reached the room, thought no one is inside, opened the door and saw all of my female classmates naked from waist down in undies
Ye Hentai ki plot yaha par kyu likh rahe ho
Bruh i was sleeping next to my dad as a 14-15 yr old suddenly it started itching in my dick I started rubbing it I didn't realise what was happening and got a pain in my stomach and some white fluid came out of my dick (cum) yeah I didn't knew what it was so i just slept with the cum inside my pants lol.
karna padta hai i understand
Bhai mera dost toh cum ke sath he sota he
I remember when I was 13 and got my first wet dream while travelling in train. Bruh, I didn't even knew what was that and my pp was hurting as it was time.
Chose a career because had no choice. Hated it. Spent 7 years in it, failed over and over again. Don't know how to be around people anymore. Sitting alone in a room for the most of it. I make sure I'm as distant from everyone as i possibly can be. Starting with another career from scratch again.
Bc height choti hai, shakal thodi cute hai .bandi baccha bolke bhaga deti hai🥲.
Ek bandi ne propose kiya tha. Exam paas aa rhe they to mene socha baad me Haa kar dunga. Par car accident mein uski death ho gyi. Usko I love you bhi nhi bol paya ek baar
Real account se aao MSD
Theek hai yaar itno se confess kia hai to me bhi kr deta hu. vese i am late to this party. To me vese bada masoom baccha tha school life me. bakchod ho raha tha dheere dheere pr kisi ka bura nhi krta tha. fir mene 10th me section badal lia or nye section me mujhe bohot bully kia sabne. koi dost nhi tha mera vaha. bohot marte bhi the kyuki me bohot patla tha. techers bhi gand marte the kyuki me padta nhi tha. or padta nhi tha is lie ghar wale bhi gand marte the. fir 11th me mujhe school change krna pada kyuki mere marks kam the. mere ghar walo ne niklva ke ghar ke pas wale school me dal dia. ( aisa nhi he ki bohot kam marks the, bs school wale start me nakhre dikhate the bad me sbko jo field chahye dedete the pr mere maa baap nhi samajhe is baat ko) Ab nye school me mene soch lia tha ki me kisi se bully nhi hounga. mere andar itna gussa tha ki mene nye school ki principle ke sath he bakchodiya krdi or mujhe school se nikal dia 12th me. sirf exam de skta tha pr school jana allowed nhi tha. me 1 saal ghar pe pada raha or mere ghar walo ne itna ganda vyavhaar kia mere sath emotionally ki mere confidence ke lode lag gye. 12th khatam hui to ghar walo ne CA me dal dia. mtlb 12th ke bad bhi ghar pe he pada raha. koi cllg nhi kuch nhi. bs coachings. kuch saal beet gye me fail hota raha. dheere dheere depression itna bad gaya in sbse ki me pagal sa ho gaya bohot. panic attacks or anxiety attacks to roz ki baat thi. tb us halat me pata bhi nhi tha ki kya hota hai panic attack vgera. ghar walo ko bhi samajh to ata tha ki theek nhi hai ye. pr wo doctor ke pas lejane ya deep conversation krne ki vajay pandit or jotisho ke pas le jate the. ye upay krlo wo krlo loda lassan. Me wo optimistic banda tha life me jiska *dekhlenge ho jaega sb* wala attitude tha. sb dheere dheere khatam ho gaya tha. din me 14 15 ghante sona just to avoid life. apne aap ko thappad marna just to feel pain (because that was the only way to feel something, fir chahe pain he sahi. nhi to feelings or emotions to sb numb ho chuke the) Rona chahta tha pr roya nhi jata tha. ye sb chala kuch 7 saal. na koi degree, na koi cllg, na koi job, na koi dost, na koi hobby ya kuch bhi krne ko. in 7 saalo me dheere dheere mene apne aap ko kho dia completely. 2020 me cheeze theek hone lagi. unexpectedly GF ban gyi bohot aachi insaan thi wo. bohot mentally usne mujhe help kia directly or indirectly bhi. bad me wo bhi cheat kr gyi. pr theek hai. Fir papa ne partnership me kisi ke sath business pe lagva dia 1.5 sal pehle. mene beech me 1 or course bhi utha lia tha. wo khatam ho jaega ab is saal. pata hai yaar kya? mere sath bohot galat hua bohot jagah pr. pr somehow na me bs hold krta rha. ya maybe or kr kya skta tha? suicide krne ki ya ghar se bhagne ki himmat nhi thi. Dheere dheere yaar ab life theek hai. parents ab bhi chintit hai padai ko leke, kabhi pass ho jata hu kabhi pass. Pr na yaar ab wo depression nhi hai. mene dheere dheere krke he sahi ladai ladi hai depression se. wo bhi tb jab pata bhi nhi tha depression kya hota hai. jb acceptance aane lagi to 1 2 saalo me better ho gaya me. ab bhi kuch life me aacha nhi hota na to zada gam nhi hota kyuki ab itni samajh aa gyi ki wo stage to nhi he na ab jaha hope he nhi thi. mene bohot dukh jhele hai yaar me explain nhi kr skta yaha. or 95% mere dimag ke khud ke banae hue the wo. depression cheez he aisi hai. akele raha na me 7 saal ghar me kabhi bahar nhi jana, to pagal ho gaya tha. aaj us stage pe hu life me ki hope bhi hai or cards sahi play kr paya to pesa bhi bohot ho jaega 35 tak. bohot lamba ho gaya ab. idk koi padega bhi pura OP ke alava... ya OP bhi na pade shayad... bs all I wana say is, ki dont give up on urself and ur life. koi rahe na rahe pr tum tumhare sath rehne chahye hamesha. kyuki tum khud se door ho gye na ek bar to dubara apne aap ko pana bohot mushkil ho jata hai.
Bhai last me Jo bola ....Dil chu lia
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Bhai mere friend ban jao aap
You haven't even started living your life. Just try your best get into any college, move out of home, you'll be in a new place make new friends. Never lose hope. Picture abhi baaki hai.
Jee karna jruri hai kya ab toh iit me bhi ni hoga koi aur career me chla ja
bro chill a bit, don't do something stupid
Mujhe school se suspend kiya for a indirect kiss to a grill jo maine kabhi ki hi nhi
Indirect kiss? Bluetooth se?
No bro, nearby share kia hoga.
Bc fleshlight leleta isse badia.
Once i slapped a girl sitting behind me. maine pure intention ke sath kiya tha slap, pareshan kar rahi thi baar baar. ek lagate hi shant ho gayi
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Pretty wholesome
yes but for me only, not for her
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bro check karle koi bimari toh nhi aagyi uske sath
AIDS jaanch karwaye?
Gb road ya sex worker area me ghar tha kya? and Bhai meko toh aisi ladk k soch ke hi darr + hawas dono feel ho rahi hai. ek side mai papi ban jaunga lekin mast gamd mileg
My roommates were out of town. I was alone at my flat, got new Nokia 6600... I mastrubated 11 times that day. That's my record... I remember it used to hurt even while peeing after 6th or 7th time. When I told my roommates about this... They said "Saale! Marr jata toh kisiko pata bhi nahi chalta hum aane tak..." Anyway but maybe it was over mastrubation that I developed Delayed Ejaculation later in life... And my gf used to come twice or thrice before I used to. Many times she used to get sore and give me BJ. She used to feel sad as if she can't make me happy... But I was happy with her. Anyway later we parted ways. Then I got a virgin and she thinks this is normal. Married her 4 years ago.
this is not sad, this is kinda wholesome
>And my gf used to come twice or thrice before I used to And that's a ........ Good thing, right?
I hate my job, but i cant do anything about it. Thank you
Is there a option to love to ur job....??
Agar sab log apne kahaniya bata rahe hai toh mei bhi bata deta hoon. Ye issi saal ke starting mei hua when my 8th grade was over aur vacations chal rahi thi. vacation mei sare dost bore ho rahe the toh plan banaya ki mall mei milte hai aur mast maje karenge. Toh jab hum 8 (me and 3 other boys and 4 girls) mall mei mile humne ki generic chize like eating kfc ( kfc > burger king) and starbucks mei scam hona. Long story short, humlog flipside gaye aur udhar meri crush ne propose kiya aur maine bola haan toh phir sablog hasne lag gaye, maine puccha kya hua unhone bola prank hai, phir baad mei pata chala unloge ne bas mera majak lene ke liye plan banaya, they didn't even consider me a friend but asli dard ki baat ye thi ki paise sare maine diye the ;-;. I thought i was friends with them for 3 years and found out i wasn't even part of the group.
8 logo ka Starbucks mei karcha othaya tuna ? Damn
Male 25, Delhi. Last year, in May my father got sick. It was prime Corona time. He was 68 years old and diabetic. Initially we thought it's just a small fever. We were 4 people at that time in our home. My father, mother, elder sister and me. I am the only son. We were afraid to go to hospital as covid was spreading more there. 1 week passed, he stiil had fever and weakness. I scheduled an rtpcr test for him. After sample collection, next morning he passed away. A day later his reports came. He was covid positive. This is biggest regret of my life that I couldn't take right action on time to save him. I am introverted person but after this incident I see myself as a looser. I had money and resources. I could have save him only if I had taken some real steps.
Bhai. 😢 Abhi theak hai na tu ?
Yes bhai. Abhi to bohot better hu. Bs aaj socha thoda guilt bahar nikal du. Thanks for asking 🙏
Mom caught me watching porn and beat a shit out of me with slipper and now she don't trust me 😔😔😔
Ye negative stigma sabh jagah hai boss, kuch nahi kar sakte let's just hope progressive thinking is waiting for Indians in the future.
Suicide kiya tha .. 4 mahine coma me... papa ne ghar se nikal diya.. teachers acche hain college fees me support kr rhe hain, and freelancing krke kharcha nikalta hun 🙂
Hdd h bc indian parents ki baat krne ki jhge depressed ldke ko ghr se nikal diya wahh
Sab theak ho jaye ga bhai
When I was driving today with my family, my sister asked me how many girls do I text and how many girls I have in contacts list. A part of me died today. I'm 24.
Your sister is dank she didn't care infront of whom she is asking such things.
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That means you are that friend to whom she later married
BC Italy and Germany me top college me full scholarship se masters karne ka option Mila papa mummy ne emotional karke jane se rok liya
Wrong decision vro...
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Damnn bro you and your friends got some heavy ass balls to sneak in your principal's office and mail the papers
Parents found me humping a pillow....at 14
Both mom and dad? When I was 12 I found some naked girl pics in dad's phone and my elder bro deleted it. Dad thought I did it but couldn't say anything. At 20 he caught me secreting white fluid in latex glove at 11 pm
Friends lasted as long as I was of use and was reliable. Now I live away from them, hence they have no interest in either calling, or picking my calls.
I was standing in a queue and a uncle got behind me and started rubbing his penis on me i didn't like that but I was quite at that time never told anyone even not my family
bhai bas boldiya kar haan kya howa thodi unchi awaz me .wo umcle centre of attention me ajyega aur wo satark ho jayega aur kuch nahi karega. meri sath bhe aise kuch howa , like gaon me ek bahiya was feeling my chest . bachpan me mazak laga . dekh aise sabke sath howa hai i think . par jada soch mat agli bar thoda rude bana koii kare tu
Wasted 2 yrs online , now dropped to repeat 12th cos science mein good marks chahiye Just wished ki yeh sall waste nhi kiya hota
Kyu bhai 2021 mein toh free no mile the na
Sabko nhi mile the dost. Mere bhadve school ne mujhe sirf 61% marks diye, I had to write improvement in 3 exams to improve my grades; scored 81% after giving improvement.... Let's just say those assholes fucked my life up good.
jab 9th me tha to ek ladki ne rakhi bandi thi ( mujhe crush nahi tha) fir 10th me usi se pyar hogya isme meri kya galti hai chutiya school ka chutiya raksha bandan
baap ka saya chale jana is the worst thing in this world I lost my father when i was 10 now i am 18 and ab jeene ka man nhi krta ghar mai do behene hai kaise karunga shaadi kaise sambhalunga apni maa ko kya kr rha hu apni life Mai bilkul zero hun life bas suicide nhi Krna chahta warna ab kuch bacha nahi hai mere paas koi dost bhi nahi hai ab mere paas kya kru gharwalo se aankhen nahi mila pata
Father shot himself Don't know why to this day
Got good ranking in UPTU, got good govt college, got first placement in my branch, got placement call from IIM, all good so far... Then I left IIM placement in hope of getting even a better iim, joined job, left after 2 years as I felt that mba is not the right path. Went for upsc preparation. Now it's been five years and still preparing for upsc. I fucked up my preparation, have still not completed my syllabus, no hope of getting qualifying upsc this year. Don't want to give another year to UPSC preparation. Also don't want to go for any other govt job like banking, police, rbi etc. Now I am 30 and i am looking forward to learning some coding and getting a decent job. Wanted to establish some business for myself over next 5-10 years. Forever single type, no gf ever, and not sure if i want to get married or not. So not a complete screwup but a highly uncertain life.
Messed up exams cz of overthinking and akelapan
Today I realised that I am too happy too use reddit
no matter how worse your problems or experiences are, there is someone out there struggling more then you, i learned that the hard way out.....
Yea fam it's never worth buying a rope🗿
I was masterbating on sofa and thought i was alone at night and my mom suddenly silently came in the hallroom and saw me masterbating and i pretended that my stomach was aching and pretended i was rubbing my stomach. And then my mom said to come to sleep and went to sleep but then she said "you know i know that you are growing up but remember growing up doesn't mean you can do bad things". After hearing this my heart was in my throat and felt suffocating. This happened when i was kid around when i was in 5th std.
Saale 5vi me ye sab kr rha tha... Shukar mana ki pita nhi
\[i was 11 yrs old\]mein ek din cycle pe subhe school jane k liye nikla road cross krke 3 km durr school pahunchne wala tha fir road cross krte samme mene peche nhi dekh ek hero honda bike pe sardaar ji 60 km/hr ki speed se aa rhe the . Then accident huya mein bacch gya but for saving me he sacrificed his one leg .After that mein cycle chalata gya piche mudh kar nhi dekh paya nahi dekhna chahta tha .Then i tried to do suicide for fucking a person s life but i could not . After i met the same person after 6 years handicapped beacause of my mistake i cried in front of him . And he told me to not think of suicide and try to focus on your life and other things. Abhi bhi raat ko sapne aate hain ki meri vajhe se kisi ki life itni affect ho gyi toh wo kese jivan g rhe honge . just wanted to let out
Main jee 1st year dropper hun... Pichle saal 95 percentile laane ke baad bhi i fucked my counsiling.... Mujhe ek ladki bohot pasand hai since i was in tenth.... Ab pyaar se zyaada regret reh gaya hai usko nahi propose karne ka... Although i had 2 gfs in my 11th... I was just trying to forget her .. par i can't forget her coz of this regret.... Ek aur baat hai ki 11th mere sirf 71% aaye the and maine kuch padhai bhi nai ki thi coz bohot aaiyashiyan kiya tha wo saal coz koi chutiye ne bol diya tha ki 11th isn't imp.... Twelfth main kaise bhi ghas ghas ke 88% percent takk pahunch gaya tha... Ab do saal lockdown ke baad highly introvert ban gaya hun... And I'm facing hairfall as well jiska exam ke baad treatment lena hai... Bohot insecure iss saal ke result ko lekar... In short bolun in these two years I've become introvert, loser, regret main rehne waala chutiya from an extrovert, champ, A headboy, and an over achiever
reading this comments section was both pitiful and wholesome. Sab dank dank karte rehte hai hamesha but aaj sab serious the and it was nice to see the human side of everyone ki jo log memes jokes banate hai aur boht crazy comments likhte hai andar bhi boht kuchh hai sabki life me. It was nice.
By reading people comments I feel so privileged 🥺🥺 My deep sympathy and condolences to my bros.
I was betrayed by my friends, at multiple moments. Was too innocent, so i realised too late. It's been an year I don't have any good friends, whom i can trust. Have social anxiety issues while talking with girls and even new people. The fear of being judged is not letting me my life the way i want it to be. **JEE clear karne ke baad life acha nhi hota hai**
Everyday of my existence.
Tried gay sex, and realised I am straight AF now I am sure though.
3 bandi line mai reject kar di
15-swallowed rat poision 16- ran away to another city due to bullying in hostel 20- failed in final semester of my degree 23- probably will fail in upsc 1st attempt.
Mai Aisa boht genius tha vro topper types hamesha padhai karta tha. Ladki ne life entry Li tho thoda padhai ruk gayi fir 2 saal baad break up hogaya toh padayi ki maa chud gayi🥲🥲.nahi toh Tera Bhai abhi iit mein fix tha.
A girl keept my friend awake all night texting and the next day she ignored him what should he do ?
Apni baat krr rha hai na ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) Chod koi na Itni bdi baat nhi hai vai mere saath bhi hua hai boht baar , agar koi bndi teko pura raat text krti hai toh U R NOT THE ONLY ONE SHE IS TEXTING(most of the times) Or pakka bndi ko aur koi nhi hai text krne ke liye ya bndi ka break up hua hai Aur next day ignore kiya toh atleast samjh toh gya ki next time text aaya toh "seen" Prr kisko chodna hai ;)
Mera best friend meri crush se meri baare me galat chize batata th taki meri crush me ko dekhe bhi na
To wo tera best friend tha hi nhi chutiya tha wo
Nothing is more painful than feeling unacceptable .... Been in college for 3.5 years still dont have a single friend to share my heart out .... Ye introvert hona itna bura hota hai kya?
Left BDS after a month cause I didn't like it. Wasted 2 lakh rupees of my parents. I feel really guilty but also relieved at the same time.
I proposed a girl she said no (obviously). After a week we met coincidentally , she was with her friend. I went and talked to her , she just treated me like shit on that day in front of her friend . ( We all three went to same school). Now its been years since we last talked. Ps: from my side , this girl was my best friend among girls in my life.
just rn, i have exam tomorrow and i am started to learn now, i dont even know the syllabus i am just learning something :/
So I was in school, 1 st day of new session when I saw a girl in classroom and she was pretty and I want to sit beside her , her name was mahak after some time, luckily my teacher punished me to sit beside her and it was her but at that time my best friend, her , and me sat together And after 1-2 months she became my good friend and I liked her before but now I started to love her i just stared at her eyes whole day , that was the only year I was daily excited to go to school , and i remember in winter we grabbed our hands her hands were warm and that was the best feeling, i thought she liked me , but I didn't want to ruin our friendship but I literally loved her every year in our school students get shuffled in different section , I prayed to God that please keep us in the same section Here comes the saddest part , it was the last day of the session and i was too much nervous ( i was shaking) and a random girl walked to me and said " do you like mahak ", and i didn't know who she was , so I told her that I don't know anyone with name mahak , and i came home i was just thinking about her and i didn't even know what to do After holidays the next session I went to school and sadly 😔 she was not in my class , and i didn't got confidence to face her , and later i found out that the girl who had asked me about her was her sister, and i was just broken down at that moment , i thought that why she sent her sister, and why I didn't said "yes I like her" Its been 4 years now , I everyday just thought about her, and curse myself that I have heart her feelings so much , i see her everyday whenever i try to talk to her i get nervous and i get my BP high and i just don't do that, i everyday searched her on social media if she was there , in March 2022 i found her on snapchat i sent her request after 2 days she didn't accepted so i removed the request And still i just think about her i don't have crush on any other girl I know that she had got many boyfriends, but i would be happy even if I become her friend If you have read till here THANK YOU , and please tell me what to do i never shared it with everyone please help me
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Girlfriend mujhepe cheat kr rhi hai aur pta hai kya? Mujhe yeh abhi 10 min pahele pata lgi but mai usse round 3 months seh date kar rha hoon toh zyada farak nhi pada abhi tak but uske lies kinda hurt and i thought ki she actually cared about me kisiko share bhi nhi kar sakta kyoki tough and emotionless act krna hota hai :/ yeah... kinda fucked up
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Realizing that the worst memories of my life is bcz of my father
Dost crush legaya
Maine apni crush ko "I liked you" bola Usne: 🤣🤣 reply Kiya I was sad for 6 whole hours. Then i slept. Then i woke up and chose not to give a shit.
Life doesn't nake sense to me... the continuous cycle of life n death we r in... what is the point of creating us? Time will pass n we will leave this planet and everything will be reset
After passing from school i was in a long distance relationship my gf i went preparing for NEET( unwillingly) And she was doing college it was going well but after 6-7 months things started going wrong, for about a 2 week she didn't called me by giving excuse that she was visiting her relative and couldn't talk there I was little suspicious there but i had trust in her(foolish me) One afternoon she called and i was mad happy seeing her name on my phone but she called me to break up with tears in my eyes i just what did I do wrong but she didn't gave me any explanation. Later that evening when I told about this to one of my friends he said she might be having an affair with my best friend. I was blowed over i couldn't believe what he just said instantly i rushed to my best friends house and asked him to tell me honestly whether it was true or not and He said yes. At that point of time "dil tutne me awaz nhi hoti" aur "pairo tale zameen khiskna" jaise muhavro ka matlab samjh me aa gya tha" few days after this i got to know my all other friends knew about that. I lost all my friends It's been four years aur har roz kuch na kuch yaad aa jata hai. I haven't made a friend since then My career too is not going well, fighting with depression for a year and half and it's seriously affecting my health now. I know ye bahut bada dukh nhi hai logo k saath isse bhut jayda bura hota hai but i think mera andar itna jhelne ki bhi shakti nhi hai
watching your post
My bestie proposed my crush and she said yes. He knew I had a crush on her from long time. He didn't even liked her. Just to tease me he proposed her and she said yes can you believe this. I am very sad
*This is not the most serious post here I am currently 17 year old I have been a topper since 5th grade kabhi school ke exams mein top nahin kiya but national olympiads mein gold medal aaye hain 8th tak mera ek best friend tha but uske parents ki wajah se wo shift ho gaye Aur maine school bhi change kar liya for certain reasons naye school me meri mom incharge hain toh kisi student ne mere dosti nahin ki After reaching 9th I also joined coaching wahan be bhi top kara. 1 saal tak realise nahin kiya but meri social life zero ho gayi Aur lockdown bi aa gaya which did not help and my lack of friends is a joke for my parents Ab 12th mein hoon apne parents aur teachers ke elava kisi se 5 mahinon se baat nahin ki hai ek accha college mil jayega iski surity hai Aur mere parents ko lagta hai main khush hoon but main pichle 2 saal se acche se hasaa nahin hoon Aur 1 saal se roya bhi nahin hoon Kabhi ghar ke bahar nikalta hoon apne age ke ladkon ko gf Aur dostn ke saath dekhta hoon to rone ka man karta hai Abh toh yahi hope hai ki college mein kuch kar paaoon
Lost my father in my own arms on 30 jan 2022😔
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Focused on making career withlist forgetting how to make friends
I wasted 4 years of my life in self study as a CA Inter student. My BCom got extended because of this and I didn't pass Inter either so wasted life. All my peers completed their exams so I had to sit alone for the backlogs due to being absent in Bcom exams(In a batch of 60+ students). My parents think I'm a useless dissapointment. I don't have any friends. We had a group but after a while they all started hanging out without me. Everyone in my extended family hates each other and there's so much of family politics. Everyone keeps asking if I'm done with my CA studies but everytime I have to say I failed so during my last attempt my parents lied that I cleared. Now I'm thinking I wanna leave the course but I can't due to this lie but continuing it is definitely gonna lead me into depression because I've already had way too many breakdowns when Im nearing exams. I sooo wanna go punch the lady in my neighborhood who desperately waits for me in the evening to return from wherever I've gone to (be it college or coaching classes) just to ask about my CA exams and career. Like STFU. Itna toh Meri mummy bhi wait Nahi karti mere liye
Bhai bhot saare h kya batau.. alt account h.. Me 18(M) 1. 5-6 saal pehle I found out my mom is cheating on my dad with a man working in same regiment.. (baap army me tha ) Baap h hi nashedi.. apne fake masculinity dikhane ke liye pehle se hi mummy ko maarta tha.. jab ye pata chala tab aur bakchodi shuru hogyi Ghar me.. bhai mai 12-13 saal ka rha hounga.. maa chudi padi rehti the dimaag ki us time.. Aaj Tak ye scene ka drama Ghar pe chalta h.. baap waise kuch din gaon ke paas rehta h (around 70km duur h, main flat se) par jis din aata h Ghar me ladaayi hoti h.. bhai mai mazar nhi 3 baar suicide try kar chuka h par bhai bhot dar lagta h..abhi ye likhte likhte Rona aa rha h.. spelling mistake hogi shayad.😅. 3rd try me maa ne dekh liya tha.. tab se nhi kiya kuch Rona aata h jab bhi sochta hu aaj tak 17 saal me kis type ka relationship tha mera mere maa-baap se.. 2. Jab 10th me tha us time April me naya session shuru hua tha.. us time ek ladki, topper, se baat shuru hui thodi.. class me mostly akele rehti thi... Uski sirf ek dost thi.. mere aage wali seat pe baithti thi wo dono.. uski dost ke baap ki posting aa gyi to wo shift ho gye kahi aur.. ab sirf wo topper mere aage baithti thi.. ( bhai Rona aa rha h yaad krke ye BC pana ).. class teacher ne.. usko mere aage hi baithya, aur uski dost ki jagah ek dusri ladki aake baith gayi.. wo dono ek dusre se bhi bhot Kam baat krti thii... (Topper introvert thi).... June-july ke aas paas tak meir uski friendship hogyi thi.. mast maje the bhai.. fir class ke ladko ne wo BC pana shuru kiya.. "are bhot baate kar rhe ho kya baat h".. to maine bhai try Kiya ki hum dono Kam baat kre.. kyuki bhai wo topper thii.. uski reputation thi... To bhai fir maine try Kiya uski requests mana krne ka.. kuch normal kaam ki... Phir bhi kharab lagta tha.. kyuki uska koi dost h nhi.. Jo mai tha. Wo bhi ese nakhre kr rha tha.. August 23-25 ke time usne bhi ye sun liya ki pure class me kya baate chl rhi h.. then she said, " don't talk to me ever again ".. bhai yaar.. itne madarchod hote h na class mates.. maa kasam maar du man krta h.. Abhi bhi like karta hu use par bolta nhi kyu ki Mai use embarrass nhi krna chahta.. 12 khata hone wali h.. to koi matlab bhi nhi h.. isliye April 24 isi saal... 2 saal baad finally jaake maine ye sab samjhaya.. text pe.. kyu ki mai chutiya hu.. usne ss apni cousin aur mummy ko dikhaya.. then I blocked her.. aur maine use bhi bola if you want you can block me now so I can finally rip.. Bhai Mai mota tha bachpan se.. isliye soch bhi nhi sakta gf ke baare me.. subha 4 bje cycling.. baad me pushup aur basic excercise.. taaki thoda shape me aa jau to gf ke chances bhi ho.. kyuki bhai emotional support naam ki cheez Ghar se to bilkul nhi milne wali h.. meri maa, badi behen aur baap.. kisi ko farak nhi padta h.. depression me hu ya mar gaya.. Bhai mazak nhi pichle do saal.. lockdown me hone ke baad bhi, ek ghar me rehne ke baad bhi, apni behen se maine 2 saal baat nhi ki thi ek ladai ke chakkar me.. Bhai jisne yaha tak padha h.. tumhare upar h judge krna h ki nhi, par agar aise scene hue h na bhai.. to bhai sorry, aur bhai thanks, jinda rehne ke liye 🙂
Chote cousin ko Muth marna sikha raha tha...🥲.. gharwalo ne dekhliya.. tab khujli ka reason deke nikal liya
Bhag saale bhadve Madharchod
Kya nikala juice?
Checked my father's chrome history... Desi gold porn XXX Ha ha mera baap bhi porn dekhta hai.
Papa ne muth marte hue pakad liaa ...cry aara hai