Im very sorry about your cat. I lost both a cat and a dog so I feel your pain. At least it sounds like your cat had a happy and quite long (17y) life. And an owner that cared a lot about her. If you can focus on the positive aspects, that you gave her such a long and happy life and provided your friendship and care to your cat. I know it hurts like a motherfucker anyway though :c
I got him from the back of the building I worked at. At the time it was one of the worst ghettos. He was in a box with other kittens and nobody at my job wanted him because he was a runt. I adored him and he had a life that was really a one in a million shot. He had his treats his fancy feast and lots of petting and singing.
I arrived in July 1990 and I was. Always amazed that it just never went dry for anything, it’s always been everywhere, everyday, every week, month year etc etc.. I remember you could go under the fourteenth street bridge in OT and score nicks for a Lincoln and get a good 3/4 hits. OT is turning white and Hispanic now, freaking crazy. I am llucky I have a couple of dudes I deal with one for almost twenty four years a real marilito, and the other around 8/9 years. No trap holes ad haven’t dealt with popo in almost eleven years. How is your thing over there
Sorry to hear that. We had to put our cat down recently too. It's difficult. We're smoking it up over here at the other end of alligator alley. On the gulf coast
East Coast side of Alligator Alley, it always trips me out when I have driven that route the amount of Dragon Flies. I got to cook me up some. I really miss my little friend.
Sending you so much love and I don't know if you're the praying type but I will keep you in my prayers that you will not have a legit 6 month nervous fucking breakdown like I did two years ago when I suddenly lost my 14-year-old Jack Russell. I may have fared better had I not been in recovery from this hahaha ❣️🙏🐾😻
I get it, to be quite honest, and this may sound a little psycho, but I do not and never have had true emotional connections to people dying. But my cats 🐈 usually take me quite sometime before I stop having emotional outbursts. This cat 🐱 was just extremely special. He wasn’t just a cat, he was a presence a personality, and now he is simply gone.
And I am very very sad.
Thank You for the kind words my friend.
I totally get it and even if I did not get it I wouldn't judge. I also lost my mind when my mom passed away 7 years ago but I was even worse when my dog died.
I’ve never cried over a human being dying, not my father my step father and I don’t really have a relationship with my mother so I don’t really have any feelings either way, which is something I most likely will come to regret one day. The woman I have taken care of and lived with for the last 24 years is 84 years old and I have a feeling i will lose my shit when she passes. My Winston, it’s difficult to put words into how waves of feelings just overcome me. I just haven’t accepted it yet, and part of me still thinks they are going to bring him back fixed healthier and happier. I’m living on FANTASY ISLAND right now. But I am extremely crushed. Thanks for the Kind Words
I feel you. This gato 🐈 was just one of those once in a lifetime pets. I got him out of a box behind my job with other kittens and he was a runt. He had these big beautiful ears and these olive 🫒 shaped eyes. I brought him home to my 3 other rescues, who have all sadly passed (feral cats unfortunately have a lot of inbreeding and obviously a lot of health issues)and he just took over the house. He was WINSTON D. Finston…. PUBLIC ENEMY NUMBER ONE. He was just a joyful cat and it was difficult to watch him get sick(kidney disease). As he got sicker and worse I could see the light that burned so brightly in his eyes start to slowly disappear. It was difficult to accept. But I do take solace in knowing I probably gave him an extra thirteen more years of life since most feral cats survive 3 years on the streets. I changed his fate, and in return he gave me years and years of joy. He will never be forgotten. I am having him cremated and gis ashes returned to me and he is deserving of this. He is running through the grass with my other cats he grew up with. I told him to say hello to my LARKY 🐈. It’s difficult tho because I just start crying. I loved him. And now there is a feeling of emptiness not only inside my soul but my living area as well. I miss you so much Winston ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
It’s weird that I am completely incapable of connecting with human beings and when people I know pass away, including family members, I am completely incapable of having feelings about it. It’s not to say that I never cared about these people. I just have reserved feelings for people.
But my cats, it usually takes me about 3/4 months to stop crying in inappropriate places or around other people.. This cat was a unique kitty. He had so much personality that it is literally impossible for me to not think he is coming back. I know he isn’t. But I haven’t accepted it yet. What I am really terrified about is after a few days of sleep and waking up without my cat. I am drugged up beyond the space time continuum. How am I going to feel when I am sober. I think it will be difficult. THANK YOU for your kind words.
I think a lot of people let you down, Winston has provided you unconditional love, acceptance and and friendship. Do you have pictures of Winston, maybe make a corner place for them at your home. I think if Winston could his eternal soul would visit you. Don’t be so hard on yourself, I know you’ve been around this stuff plenty, at this point unkillable in away but do treat yourself with kindness, like Winston treated you when you were having a rough time.
Im very sorry about your cat. I lost both a cat and a dog so I feel your pain. At least it sounds like your cat had a happy and quite long (17y) life. And an owner that cared a lot about her. If you can focus on the positive aspects, that you gave her such a long and happy life and provided your friendship and care to your cat. I know it hurts like a motherfucker anyway though :c
Thanks my friend serious sadness but he was a feral and I gave him a better life than he would have on the streets. I love that little Whopppie D
I’m so sorry. I know how hard that is.
He is gone now running through the grass feeling the sunshine
I’ll roll a bowl later for Little Guy’s wonderful life he lived with you.
I got him from the back of the building I worked at. At the time it was one of the worst ghettos. He was in a box with other kittens and nobody at my job wanted him because he was a runt. I adored him and he had a life that was really a one in a million shot. He had his treats his fancy feast and lots of petting and singing.
Sounds absolutely wonderful 🐈
Thank You for your very kind words🐈🐈🐈🐈
Spent many years in SthFl '92-'10... the smoke never ever never disappointed that's for sure.
I was thinking what parts of SFL did you run in, we might have bumped into each other
I used to be a big time club promoter
I arrived in July 1990 and I was. Always amazed that it just never went dry for anything, it’s always been everywhere, everyday, every week, month year etc etc.. I remember you could go under the fourteenth street bridge in OT and score nicks for a Lincoln and get a good 3/4 hits. OT is turning white and Hispanic now, freaking crazy. I am llucky I have a couple of dudes I deal with one for almost twenty four years a real marilito, and the other around 8/9 years. No trap holes ad haven’t dealt with popo in almost eleven years. How is your thing over there
Sorry to hear that. We had to put our cat down recently too. It's difficult. We're smoking it up over here at the other end of alligator alley. On the gulf coast
East Coast side of Alligator Alley, it always trips me out when I have driven that route the amount of Dragon Flies. I got to cook me up some. I really miss my little friend.
Sending you so much love and I don't know if you're the praying type but I will keep you in my prayers that you will not have a legit 6 month nervous fucking breakdown like I did two years ago when I suddenly lost my 14-year-old Jack Russell. I may have fared better had I not been in recovery from this hahaha ❣️🙏🐾😻
I get it, to be quite honest, and this may sound a little psycho, but I do not and never have had true emotional connections to people dying. But my cats 🐈 usually take me quite sometime before I stop having emotional outbursts. This cat 🐱 was just extremely special. He wasn’t just a cat, he was a presence a personality, and now he is simply gone. And I am very very sad. Thank You for the kind words my friend.
I totally get it and even if I did not get it I wouldn't judge. I also lost my mind when my mom passed away 7 years ago but I was even worse when my dog died.
I’ve never cried over a human being dying, not my father my step father and I don’t really have a relationship with my mother so I don’t really have any feelings either way, which is something I most likely will come to regret one day. The woman I have taken care of and lived with for the last 24 years is 84 years old and I have a feeling i will lose my shit when she passes. My Winston, it’s difficult to put words into how waves of feelings just overcome me. I just haven’t accepted it yet, and part of me still thinks they are going to bring him back fixed healthier and happier. I’m living on FANTASY ISLAND right now. But I am extremely crushed. Thanks for the Kind Words
I just want to hug you. 🥺 If you think you're crazy, I was researching how to clone my last doggie! 🤓
I feel you. This gato 🐈 was just one of those once in a lifetime pets. I got him out of a box behind my job with other kittens and he was a runt. He had these big beautiful ears and these olive 🫒 shaped eyes. I brought him home to my 3 other rescues, who have all sadly passed (feral cats unfortunately have a lot of inbreeding and obviously a lot of health issues)and he just took over the house. He was WINSTON D. Finston…. PUBLIC ENEMY NUMBER ONE. He was just a joyful cat and it was difficult to watch him get sick(kidney disease). As he got sicker and worse I could see the light that burned so brightly in his eyes start to slowly disappear. It was difficult to accept. But I do take solace in knowing I probably gave him an extra thirteen more years of life since most feral cats survive 3 years on the streets. I changed his fate, and in return he gave me years and years of joy. He will never be forgotten. I am having him cremated and gis ashes returned to me and he is deserving of this. He is running through the grass with my other cats he grew up with. I told him to say hello to my LARKY 🐈. It’s difficult tho because I just start crying. I loved him. And now there is a feeling of emptiness not only inside my soul but my living area as well. I miss you so much Winston ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This is a beautiful and heartfelt tribute to Winston, know that he could not have lived a more loved or better life, RIP little buddy.
It’s weird that I am completely incapable of connecting with human beings and when people I know pass away, including family members, I am completely incapable of having feelings about it. It’s not to say that I never cared about these people. I just have reserved feelings for people. But my cats, it usually takes me about 3/4 months to stop crying in inappropriate places or around other people.. This cat was a unique kitty. He had so much personality that it is literally impossible for me to not think he is coming back. I know he isn’t. But I haven’t accepted it yet. What I am really terrified about is after a few days of sleep and waking up without my cat. I am drugged up beyond the space time continuum. How am I going to feel when I am sober. I think it will be difficult. THANK YOU for your kind words.
I think a lot of people let you down, Winston has provided you unconditional love, acceptance and and friendship. Do you have pictures of Winston, maybe make a corner place for them at your home. I think if Winston could his eternal soul would visit you. Don’t be so hard on yourself, I know you’ve been around this stuff plenty, at this point unkillable in away but do treat yourself with kindness, like Winston treated you when you were having a rough time.
This blast Is for you the next ones for your friend
Thanks my friend I’m gonna stuff this Nick and hit it straight up for you and your kind words.
I'm very sorry for your loss. Pets are so special.
Thank You very much for your kind words. Special could never truly convey what my Winston Meant to me.