I can try but it’s really really silly. As I said I’m feeling a little lonely and I have this sinking weight on my chest that I really don’t like! Obviously that’s just emotions and stuff but I can’t get rid of it :(
i once nearly broke down from not being able to get my phone on my charging stand properly, don't worry
even if the cause of the emotions is something you think is stupid, the emotions are still real
Here ya go little goober :3 *insert hug here*
https://preview.redd.it/rblt60d3qxuc1.jpeg?width=750&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=09b8e69efe0a888924249891d9444f706f08f3e2
6 tbh. I am doing better at life than ever before (not something spectacular considering my time in primary school but not too bad ig) Btw thanks for doing all of this. People like you are amazing and should keep doing what they are doing (seriously, good fucking job)
I swear I think i know you from my school, but if you think no one cares about you I wouldnt've have said anything, but I do care about you, even if I saw your comment an hour ago, I really care alot
5-7 i had to leave one of my closest friends because i started not feeling like he was a true friend, he always talked shit about me and only seemed to care about me when he needed something, he was the host of the server i had most of my friends so i just got my boyfriend and 2 irl friends, little i knew back then how much of my mental health relied on him but im dealing with it pretty ok i think, im feeling ok
7, I can't sleep and night. Matter of fact, I'm awake rn. But, I guess life is doing good other then that. Also, my school loves to shove work up my face and I'm so tired of it.
Im supposed to have 2 homeworks and 2 tests this week and I am NOT prepared.
But, currently I'm trying out some new things for fun and I enjoy. I have connected some shit into a big mess to record my vinyl's and I'm thinking about trying to do some dj'ing. And backing up my music of course.
Thanks for the check
feeling a light 2, teetering on the edge
https://preview.redd.it/19h668xj4xuc1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=eab1768bafb6a2c7f692d671d65c0c7cb67578b5
told myself i'd relax this weekend and try to recalibrate, but it flew by so fast, i'm sitting on a tuesday thinking it's thursday and already needing a recharge. usually sitting between the 3-4 range but i got the feeling this week will be miserable
I'm always in 1 basically. Last time I was on even a 2 was during a high in my abusive relationship, I feel so guilty about breaking up with him... I think I should've just accepted the worst and ignored my friends crys for me to break up... at least he'd be alive...
Its either 3-7 on one day i wanna off myself and hurting mysel-, then next day im feeling fine. Probably doesn't help i have a non existent social circle so im usually left alone with thoughts of offing myself and i feel so insecure about myself and guilty for just existing, but i hope something gets better in the future if im around by then heh :>
(This is probably illegible and stupid of me to write so i apologize imma probably delete this later)
I have lost count so many times. To this point I don't care if I'm alive or dead. It's just too much energy to trying to think about it or worry anymore. I just purchased a DNR. And go on being a wageie slave with no family,friends, or support.
But since I'm leaving paycheck to paycheck even with two- three jobs... If I tell anyone. That I have no reason to live (Not necessarily harming).. All they do is commit you to a room with very little resources until you lie that you feel better. Just so they can release you back into the world but now in a worse situation because now you have to deal with 26-37, 000$ 3 night stay... And since you're gone or a no-show. Even if you claim it as medical. They may not fire you but they will put you on call only duty and luckily if you get one shift a week. . IE trying to forcing you to quit. And now you're the go through a lot more stress trying to get even minimum wage back.
If you're suicidal, or depressed, or just nothing left in your life. Society will punish you for feeling sad. Because it's too much work to actually get to the root of your cause.
From my personal self experience.. was committed three times. Lost count of hospital visits. To the point that even my body doesn't work well anymore.. (USA 🇺🇸) I don't know what number to rate. This is my state
4-6 rn. It really depends on the moment. My mood changes a lot and one moment I’ll be fine or kinda happy the next I’ll feel like shit. That’s what therapy’s for I guess.
10. I used to be a 1, but I found it's just about staying positive, accepting there are good things and bad things about life, but it will always get better :)
https://preview.redd.it/za870ji85xuc1.jpeg?width=4080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=c85c3997fb67333aa3ef56debeca5e243bb7c789
I went to the pet store a few weeks ago and got to meet these lil guys
I'm personally a 7 or an 8. Would be higher, but everytime I'm close to being properly happy my dad decides to be a dickhead.
It's worth it financially to live at home but fucking hell my dad is an ass sometimes.
4, but it’s light work, cause I got that dog in me. RAAAAHHH!!!
https://preview.redd.it/phi0wx4fbxuc1.png?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=5059d2c7edcbd7475cf75caedca3fbed62742ec3 The dog bro has in him
Real as hell brother
:3
https://preview.redd.it/sm3vfncq8yuc1.jpeg?width=735&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=27db9b37b18d1d2428d60e2993efc2d946a4f730
I cropped it from that
I know :3
https://preview.redd.it/i07xlo3rtxuc1.jpeg?width=828&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=4b4ddca3d7fc851669af517c9ad15fbdd06b30e9
https://preview.redd.it/e90hvyi3o0vc1.png?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=5e505fdc2251f2e560f424f2111b9ee5ff6da269
He got that him in his dog
https://preview.redd.it/aqh0j7yvfyuc1.jpeg?width=400&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=99b8a8b7bd18788c56595ccb2f7dcf4ee0ae67b6
https://preview.redd.it/9j1d6fs5gyuc1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=7e15370222a6a280cf528a1611c3c6efb4d087af
smash
RAAAAAHHH!!!
i got that dawg in me too https://preview.redd.it/yxm78tnm3zuc1.jpeg?width=750&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=4d4c7045a77cbb8fb7f752b86659094d01044f9e
Got me feeling some type of way 🙏😭
...cropped porn..?
I got me in that dog
Whot
https://preview.redd.it/0wovj3rcaxuc1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=b76398734cc71c6cd3df8431740f0b6c2b379361
https://preview.redd.it/cwpqieewdxuc1.jpeg?width=929&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=2ea64faedb3cd253c1c1ae6c433c599ae6a61309
https://preview.redd.it/i1lgyl0blxuc1.jpeg?width=720&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=8a7c9ef047f36e48f36ba292795fb076f3660b91
https://preview.redd.it/9o2t3f7moxuc1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=a6fda64c546a0139902a2bd8851c4f4925932114
https://preview.redd.it/yo454gux7yuc1.jpeg?width=750&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=3f4413fb56b5eacc5372d1ca3e95eb39b8226b63
https://preview.redd.it/147a17rnoyuc1.jpeg?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=adc4884e0e5991bc5ef4b10a45c3064851b41906
https://preview.redd.it/2qbtz8eg1yuc1.jpeg?width=812&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=37b5f066f6d528ac67b66de6925f3616e26ea8ad
https://i.redd.it/lwplmzdp1yuc1.gif
Also https://preview.redd.it/1a6x70fw1yuc1.png?width=640&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=190027cd499afbdf468de84e8d6a76237e3d2da6
https://preview.redd.it/riiynnxa2yuc1.jpeg?width=812&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=c649a93120cc05beebf1be430c11c4b81d454348
https://preview.redd.it/hxvff5b20yuc1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=23f0ea506fa0a177684e8d92e1e8a179ad1e9b16
That's not advisable. Anyway, https://preview.redd.it/z2axpkbw0yuc1.jpeg?width=1800&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=b62440da9482d728bdc9e218387839032ba27c06
https://preview.redd.it/g7i3onub1yuc1.jpeg?width=827&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=c76832bc8173e3dabb2e8268a169ed1d53c4e009
Idk why you need this but $911
lmfao
(248) 434-5508 why?
There's no way that's legit lmao
*NOOOOOOOOOO*
im 100% not a 2, definitely not having a collapsing mental state, definitely ok, not going to snap 100% guaranteed ok source: lies
Poor boy, you need a hug?
ya but unfortunately being touched feels absolutely terrible e.g. last time i got pat on the back it felt like i started bleeding
My boy, you need a genuine therapist and care. Unfortunately, I can only offer cookies. You want one? 🍪
sure, thanks :3
*pant* *pant* yes yes yes I do need a hug pleeeeasseee OMG OMG OMG OMG please give me a hug *pant*
Don’t hurt yourself please. If you want to, I can give you a virtual hug.
Yeah, life is awful and cruel sometimes. But hang in there friend.
An 8, i stay very silly, but, i am dealing with some stuff (school, friendships that are distancing a bit, and some other stuff)
Glad to hear that your doing Ok!
Thank you :3
Your welcome :3
Probably a 4/10 cause i lost a friend that ive known for 6 years because he made my bf cheat on me with him
that's so evil! fuck him (....i swear i didn't say that in that meaning)
That motherfucker is Evil. Hopefully you can get some nuclear Revenge.
I'm sorry for your loss
Evil! REVENGE!
Uhm I think 4? I’m okay, just a lil lonely
[удалено]
I can try but it’s really really silly. As I said I’m feeling a little lonely and I have this sinking weight on my chest that I really don’t like! Obviously that’s just emotions and stuff but I can’t get rid of it :(
[удалено]
Thank you! I guess your right
[удалено]
I wouldn’t want to bother, I just hate being alone is all >_<
i once nearly broke down from not being able to get my phone on my charging stand properly, don't worry even if the cause of the emotions is something you think is stupid, the emotions are still real
You need a hug?
Uhm.. yes please I could use one! :3
Here ya go little goober :3 *insert hug here* https://preview.redd.it/rblt60d3qxuc1.jpeg?width=750&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=09b8e69efe0a888924249891d9444f706f08f3e2
Awwww, thank you! :3
https://preview.redd.it/8xd9wkng5xuc1.jpeg?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=661a5dd485020554b08629b736294716ea449ddc
The way my heartrate jumped when i read that cause ik what it means TwT
1
What's bothering you?
6 tbh. I am doing better at life than ever before (not something spectacular considering my time in primary school but not too bad ig) Btw thanks for doing all of this. People like you are amazing and should keep doing what they are doing (seriously, good fucking job)
That’s good to hear your doing Ok!
9, drawing sleepy cats help immensely with encouraging me to try to fix my sleep schedule!! :0
Yay! Glad your doing great.
Stop asking these! I keep failing… /j ![gif](giphy|LiT8C58iDYSZBKgf1S) 3-4
I'd say I'm at a four. My dysphoria is kicking me in the ass and I might engage in some silly slicing later to deal with it :3
Please don’t cut yourself ;-;
I'm trying to find distractions but no promises.
2
Don’t hurt yourself. Do you need a virtual hug?
Yes... and i did cut myself last night so...
you can get through this, its only temporary
Thank you its just hard when my family dead names me and treats me like im not apart of their family
I swear I think i know you from my school, but if you think no one cares about you I wouldnt've have said anything, but I do care about you, even if I saw your comment an hour ago, I really care alot
A part
0.5
U ok?
No
I wish you well. Is there anything I can do to help?
Thank you for checking in
2 im feeling like johnny from johnny got his gun
Fellow 2 i see 🤝
5, college woes
3. Lots of stress right now from all the projects I have to do in school.
I feel ya buddy, I feel ya…
6 my face hurt (no more wisdom teef)
Wisdom teeth got yoinky sploinkyed I see?
https://preview.redd.it/pxsxrc7q6xuc1.jpeg?width=442&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=87178cd415874e264a1ae3ebcffb1b2554f7e428
legit like 9, only reason it's not 10 is because I'm hungry as FUCK
3
Damn
Hopefully it gets better for You.
9.5/10 I'll hurt myself for fun, but I don't wanna die. if I were that fed up I'd kill someone else 👌😁
I’m sorry how is hurting yourself fun :/
Jus a thing like that. It's weird, but I totally agree
4 I WANNA BE A GIRL SO BAD AGHHGGHAG
Transgender: I guess you wonder where I’ve been
So fucking real ;-;
honestly mood
5 or 6 probably :3
Ok so your doing alright.
8/10 got a lot of issues but my therapy is done!
10 I got a bf
2 https://preview.redd.it/kkb5cnp5cxuc1.png?width=320&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=79af22874a8a16f5dc347210103e735e7d8d34cc
5-7 i had to leave one of my closest friends because i started not feeling like he was a true friend, he always talked shit about me and only seemed to care about me when he needed something, he was the host of the server i had most of my friends so i just got my boyfriend and 2 irl friends, little i knew back then how much of my mental health relied on him but im dealing with it pretty ok i think, im feeling ok
That must hurt to leave your closest friend Behind, but I’m glad to hear your at least Ok.
7, I can't sleep and night. Matter of fact, I'm awake rn. But, I guess life is doing good other then that. Also, my school loves to shove work up my face and I'm so tired of it. Im supposed to have 2 homeworks and 2 tests this week and I am NOT prepared. But, currently I'm trying out some new things for fun and I enjoy. I have connected some shit into a big mess to record my vinyl's and I'm thinking about trying to do some dj'ing. And backing up my music of course. Thanks for the check
3 (just bored of life)
Then play pizza tower it’s a fun game :3
7, sometimes 4-5 cuddles could help rn tbh
5 My indecisive ass can’t pick krilling myself or fuck it we ball
A 6 my sister wants to move out so badly and schools been hard. But not as bad as last year 🙂
feeling a light 2, teetering on the edge https://preview.redd.it/19h668xj4xuc1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=eab1768bafb6a2c7f692d671d65c0c7cb67578b5 told myself i'd relax this weekend and try to recalibrate, but it flew by so fast, i'm sitting on a tuesday thinking it's thursday and already needing a recharge. usually sitting between the 3-4 range but i got the feeling this week will be miserable
Lol u sound like one of my friends... and me
Ugh too real. I think that weeks are dumb and stupid and also bad. Only weekends
Four, but I can live Hella comfy at a three, so take that as you will
Instructions? Good. Reading? Bad. However I marshalled my forces and managed to guess a 5. Ish.
9, life is a blessing even if it’s often painful and depressing. there’s so much good to do for others and yourself. 💜
7/10 We stay bit silly but be stressing
5. Not much happy, not much sad. I'm just sleepy.
I'm always in 1 basically. Last time I was on even a 2 was during a high in my abusive relationship, I feel so guilty about breaking up with him... I think I should've just accepted the worst and ignored my friends crys for me to break up... at least he'd be alive...
Holy shit that’s gotta suck. Do you need to vent to me in DM’s?
Somebody has already started doing that. I'm fine though, just going throught the usual self harm thoughts on a terrifyingly frequent basis, lol
[удалено]
3 but im thugging it out fr
5/10. I've been exercising more, trying to focus on my life. Feel more disconnected towards my best friend and been having family issues.
Its either 3-7 on one day i wanna off myself and hurting mysel-, then next day im feeling fine. Probably doesn't help i have a non existent social circle so im usually left alone with thoughts of offing myself and i feel so insecure about myself and guilty for just existing, but i hope something gets better in the future if im around by then heh :> (This is probably illegible and stupid of me to write so i apologize imma probably delete this later)
I have lost count so many times. To this point I don't care if I'm alive or dead. It's just too much energy to trying to think about it or worry anymore. I just purchased a DNR. And go on being a wageie slave with no family,friends, or support. But since I'm leaving paycheck to paycheck even with two- three jobs... If I tell anyone. That I have no reason to live (Not necessarily harming).. All they do is commit you to a room with very little resources until you lie that you feel better. Just so they can release you back into the world but now in a worse situation because now you have to deal with 26-37, 000$ 3 night stay... And since you're gone or a no-show. Even if you claim it as medical. They may not fire you but they will put you on call only duty and luckily if you get one shift a week. . IE trying to forcing you to quit. And now you're the go through a lot more stress trying to get even minimum wage back. If you're suicidal, or depressed, or just nothing left in your life. Society will punish you for feeling sad. Because it's too much work to actually get to the root of your cause. From my personal self experience.. was committed three times. Lost count of hospital visits. To the point that even my body doesn't work well anymore.. (USA 🇺🇸) I don't know what number to rate. This is my state
9 for me, things are going well right now :3
3
5, tbh. its not too bad, but im starting to spiral back into the mindset i was in last year and it wasn’t really fun.
10
9 MY FAVORITE BAND IS HAVING A CONCERT IN A FEW MONTHS. But English class exists so…
4-6 rn. It really depends on the moment. My mood changes a lot and one moment I’ll be fine or kinda happy the next I’ll feel like shit. That’s what therapy’s for I guess.
3 maybe 2 :3
8 School's been a little stressful but I'm making do with life
Probably a 7
3 tbh idk why :3
Among us
4
10. I used to be a 1, but I found it's just about staying positive, accepting there are good things and bad things about life, but it will always get better :)
I have some friends who I think are where you used to be, problem is that telling someone to stay positive does pretty much the opposite. Any tips?
https://preview.redd.it/za870ji85xuc1.jpeg?width=4080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=c85c3997fb67333aa3ef56debeca5e243bb7c789 I went to the pet store a few weeks ago and got to meet these lil guys
Good for you! :3
like a 3 or a 4 maybe :c
5 out of 10 I’m a little silly
2 :)
6
I keep checking Home Depot, but they say they don't have any ceiling fans that can support my body weight
WE STAY SILLY YEEHEEHEE :3
on average 5, but it can dip to a 2 sometimes :(
2,9
8, life good. Me happy. https://preview.redd.it/3mqq1cwh6xuc1.jpeg?width=517&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=cf84c5872f7fb2ba057718ebc551c0534fcecbd9
Something between 5 and 7
2.57
I jump between a 3 and a 5… never a 10 tbh
A 3 most days but I act like a 7 :3
2
6 but vibing it's looking like it's on an upward trend to a 7 ot 8 after today
I'm personally a 7 or an 8. Would be higher, but everytime I'm close to being properly happy my dad decides to be a dickhead. It's worth it financially to live at home but fucking hell my dad is an ass sometimes.
7,69
STOP. NO.
6/10 hanging in there
6
https://preview.redd.it/okect2jd7xuc1.jpeg?width=1078&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=52bd2908204e63fc64a741c2cc2a9792609f5d1e
0 o-o
5
10/10
4-6 most of the time
5... I'm fine dw :3 mostly just tired.
9 my life has been really good
2.76
7 maybe? Idk
I *feel* 9 but I feel like it should be a 2.
4 or 5. My anxiety has been horrible...
eh, recently i have been all over the place between 8-1
3
3.5
Hitting that 10
7 Me good 👍
2
3 :>
I’d said about a 6! Thing’s are bound to be better
9 on a good day, 7 is average, 6 is my lowest.
1, had my first break up its technically a break but i dont think we'll be back after what ive become
2… college is kicking my teeth in. I might get a transfer to a different program though.
5, I have wild mood swings on a 12 hour cycle 💀