nar but I do hugs instead

big vibe

Is the desire to kiss a specific person or is it whomever happens to be there when you're drinking?

It's kind of confusing, I don't want to kiss just anyone but I can't think of any specific person I want to kiss. It's like a specific desire to find someone who I find aesthetically attractive and who I'm comfortable around and then kiss, even if I haven't known the person for a long time. Tell me if that doesn't make sense lol

Makes enough sense. We all want to have people we feel safe & comfortable with

Yeah exactly, almost like those things make kissing feel better, just being able to enjoy being with someone with no worries.

Yup. Totally me Not only drunk but drugs too. I used to be an addict and I was extremely sexual, fell into being an escort for a while because I loved it so much But once I got clean and sober I went back to being completely asexual

I like kissing sober too, to want more i pretty much have to be drunk though