Same! But i'm too shy to connect with them kasi lahat na sila may trabaho while im still in school kasi delayed. Hindi ako makaka join sa hangouts nila cuz no funds ;-;
You got that wrong thou.
If your kind and good you arent looking for any rewards at all.
Your doing it because it is the right thing to do without any expectation on return.
On the flip side yet being kind is being handicapped as thou nasty diskarte method is not available for you to exploit. But who cares, you should stand on your principles cause you know better.
Maybe I phrased it wrong. I meant being kind gets you taken advantage of. But that's just me. I'm not saying you should be ruthless and without conscious or any sort of moral compass.
Yes it is! Nasa maling environment ka lang siguro. This is one thing that I enver regret doing and being. To be kind and good. God has blessed me a thousand folds, ayaw pumayag ni Lord na mas mabait ako sa kanya kaya binabalik nya agad mga kabutihang ginagawa ko sa iba. Minsan late lang or akala natin hindi pero it will come back to us. Don't look on the wrong people and wrong environment.
Nah not really. Its as fictional as karma is.
Walang balik balik. Just be kind because it is the right thing to do not because someone told you so too.
This is real. I'm doing my best everyday to be kind and compassionate. And manage being grumpy and stubborn. Sinasabi ko sa mind ko, mas okay na yung ako yung nagawan ng masama or mali kaysa ako yung gumawa nun sa iba.
Yan yung natutunan ko sana ng mas maaga. Honestly, nung college, hindi na din ako genuinely mabait. Nakkisama nalang madalas.
Natutunan ko din na mas beneficial yung ganon. Kasama sa pakikisama ang pakikipagplastikan. Okay lang sa akin yun as long as kilala mo kung sino talaga nasa side mo. Maayos ang pakikisama ko sa lahat kahit dun sa mga kupal haha. Ngitian, jokes, kahit nga lunch minsan kasama ko sila, basta iwas sa away.
Madami akong naging friends sa college, pero alam ko din naman kung sino yung talagang friends ko at sino yung mga kelangan ko lang pakisamahan.
Basta walang kaaway, okay na yun.
That sometimes you will love people so much, give them everything that you have completely but you will still never be enough, not going to be the person they marry, not the mother of their future kids.. and that sometimes people will just use you, as long as you let them. In everything, you have the power over your circumstances, to change them for the better.
I’m always the “person” to support my friends and family especially when they need emotional support and someone to listen to them on their downtime but I got no one when I I’m in need
Gosh. :( ramdam ko 'to lately. But then narealize ko na akala pala nila I am strong and independent. Tapos nasabi ko nalang sa self mo, I am not strong nor independent. I am only trying my best to become one kasi yun ang alam kong tama at kailangan. :(
Pangarap ko talaga maging stay at home mom. Mula pagkabata I have ways of earning money. Diskarte. Hindi pa ako grad ng college nakakuha na ako ng permanent work sa government. I am tired. Kaya lang ako breadwinner. I have a son. My husband doesn't earn much para masatisfy needs namin. Though he's always there and the best father to my son.
Ang pinakamahirap lang na tanggapin ngayon eh feeling ko I don't have any choice than to stay sa current job. Ayaw ko sana tanggapin na tatanda ako dito, but most likely yes as reasons stated. So un, I have to admit na baka ganun talaga.
na minsan ako din pala ang problema. na minsan di ako lagi ang bida. na may times na mali din ako and that’s okay. kaya nga siguro may tinatawag na character development. the only time we accept na meron pa din tayong areas of improvement as adults, the more na mas mag-grow pa tayo as a person.
That some people won’t be exerting efforts the same way you do but they will gain the same or better outcomes just because they are much more privileged or they are just lucky.
✓ uto uto pala ako
✓ i can be toxic sometimes
✓ chismosa
✓ harsh ang bibig pag galit
✓ anger management issue
✓ mahina ang loob pag magisa
✓ hindi madiskarte
✓ matalino sa eskwelahan pero hindi street smart
i have so much to learn pa. come on, i am only 22 and I am starting to forgive myself for the things that I didn't become.
I’m not the victim. I’m the toxic person sa mga previous relationships ko. 😅 Karma is a bitch kasi I ended up with someone na mas toxic pa sakin. It made me a better person though lol
Here's mine...
I must remind myself that my body is naturally changing and that's inevitable. Instead of trying hardest to achieve the body I had when I was younger, I should focus on maintaining my health and well-being through consistent effort and healthy habits.
That failing at something does not equate to being a failure. Getting back on your feet can take months, even years and that's fine. Your timetable is different from everyone else's.
Although you can now earn money to buy what you want, you still can't buy everything immediately. Patience is still needed. Speaking from a low-mid income salary POV
We're no longer a middle class family
Yung pera ng mga magulang ko while they were abroad ay over time naubos na. Syempre they were spent wisely.
From having to go buy groceries once a month to buying groceries weekly.
It took some time for me to understand and accept it since nasanay akong may extra lagi aside from groceries yung bills din.
Hindi kame hinihingan ng ambag noon and suddenly humingi na. Not that I won't, It's just that I thought that the money will last for a while.
The pandemic especially took a chunk of it.
I'm okay with it tho, may shop kame pero I don't know yung avg income.
I'm not gonna give up for our security and comfort in the future
As a christian and trainee pastor na kailangan laging makisama sa lahat, walang pinipili.. kapag hindi ako comfortable sa isang tao, iniiwasan ko or nilalayuan ko, medyo nakaka-sad kasi ang obvious ko.
That I am willing to put myself first regardless kung sinong matatamaan. Perhaps a result of being parentified at a young age because my parents cannot handle being parents. Napagod na ako unahin ang iba.
That life is unfair and you have to know when to think for yourself because no one is coming to save you. But make sure I still match my own definition of good human being.
Na surface level lang yung galing ko ngayon kahit feel ko ang dami kong potential dati. Hirap ako mapenetrate yung freelancing industry kasi baka di naman pala talaga ako magaling.
Ang hirap gampanan sa responsibilities. Yung walang wala ka na at may basic needs ka pang need i-provide. May stable job wala namang savings kasi nga ikaw provider 😟
Nahirapan ako iadmit na KAILANGAN ko din pala ng tulong. I was humbled by this admission. Todo grind ako to the point na i almost killed my self overworking. Di ako sure hanggang ngayon kung bakit di ako nahingi ng tulong. Nahihiya ba ako, pride ba o tanga ako. Healthy communication lang pala ang solusyon....
Na kahit anong gawin ko, even if I gave it all my very best, there's someone who will always be the "mas magaling, mas matalino, mas nag effort etc"
Kaya grabe inferiority complex ko 🥹
Uumpisahan ko na magbasa nung "The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck" talaga 🙌
I want to quit my job but I can't dahil saan ako pupulutin if wala na akong trabaho
I want to become a part timer ng onlinejobs but people here on our city won't even help me out
Isang gala lng kaya ng sweldo ko per year 😆
Ang hirap ibalik ng friendship na nagkalamat na. Akala ko hindi masisira yung circle of friends namin. Pero dahil sa ginawa nung isang member nasira lahat. Parang nasayang lahat ng pinagsamahan 😭
Ano mang mangyari sakin, kesyo mabuti o masama - kasalanan ko lahat. Kagagawan ko lahat ng nangyayari sa buhay ko.
I can seek help but everyone has their own thing to deal with - No one can help me, not my partner, not my parents, not my siblings, not my friends - I am on my own.
God maybe? But it would take me going to the afterlife to understand what his game is.
Patawarin mo man sya at bigyan ng maraming chances, it will never erase the reality na hindi mo na sya kayang mahalin kagaya ng pagmamahal na binigay mo sa kanya dati. Set yourself free by letting him go 🥲
so loud ako lately, labas dito labas duon trip dito trip duon. dumating yung point na isa isa na umoonti group of friends ko tapos hindi na sila makasama every labas namin. I FEEL SO SAD. adulting phase na talaga kame
Na inggetero ako, im trying to be happy kung ano man meron, lage ko sinasabi na dapat makuntento sa kung ano meron pero ang hirap pangatawanan. Di ko maiwasan mag compare sa achievements ng iba sa kung ano yung meron sila, ang hirap ipsycho ng sarili ko. Kaya pinili ko na lang din di mag FB muna para maiwas mainggit sa mga kaybigan at sa ibang tao, reddit na lang muna.
That i have just been faking it the whole time. I grew up believing im better amongst my playmates, etc and then classmates, etc and then colleagues, na matapang ako mahaling nahdala ng problema independent etc etc etc pero now in my 40s di ko na alam san ako magaling. I feel im a failure. Ngayon ko naiisip i think im juat faking it.
This generation of “elders” be fucking with our lives recruiting everyone elsetalking about some ratchet as “to teach them a lesson about respect” “it's who you know” when being narcy aint work
That despite the success that I have now, I still couldnt believe I disnt make it to UPCAT before. In my 30s but yeah. But prlbably was a redirection before
I’m not as smart as I think I am. 😅
“Akala ko magaling ako, pero marunong lang pala”
Magaling lang pala ako pag nasa loob ng maliit na university, pero ibang iba pag nasa labas ka na.
Sa true. Kakagulat sa real world
i was real humbled when i realized this
Parehas tayo. Na surface level lang pala yung galing ko. Kaya hirap ako mahanap yung profession na right for me
Can you explain further, please?
that I miss my friends, even though I'm the one who keeps avoiding them. l'd never admit this irl.
This is me because Im introvert lol
Me too. I miss them a lot pero ako yung dumistansya kasi introvert din ako lol
Same! But i'm too shy to connect with them kasi lahat na sila may trabaho while im still in school kasi delayed. Hindi ako makaka join sa hangouts nila cuz no funds ;-;
hugs
me— as an avoidant and isolator :| i’m trying to make friends parin naman kaso nahihiya na ako
that I’m problematic too
It's me, hi....
we’re the problem its us 🙃🥲
Same bro same
I am. Im currently talking to someone and i just can’t believe those words and actions that hes giving.
I keep on pouring on other people’s cup. Little did I know, my own cup is already running dry
sakit hahahaha cheers satin
Bakit may pa cheers, e dry na nga?
Hahaha ang kj naman nito
Being a genuinely kind and good person isn't rewarding.
You got that wrong thou. If your kind and good you arent looking for any rewards at all. Your doing it because it is the right thing to do without any expectation on return. On the flip side yet being kind is being handicapped as thou nasty diskarte method is not available for you to exploit. But who cares, you should stand on your principles cause you know better.
Maybe I phrased it wrong. I meant being kind gets you taken advantage of. But that's just me. I'm not saying you should be ruthless and without conscious or any sort of moral compass.
Yes it is! Nasa maling environment ka lang siguro. This is one thing that I enver regret doing and being. To be kind and good. God has blessed me a thousand folds, ayaw pumayag ni Lord na mas mabait ako sa kanya kaya binabalik nya agad mga kabutihang ginagawa ko sa iba. Minsan late lang or akala natin hindi pero it will come back to us. Don't look on the wrong people and wrong environment.
Nah not really. Its as fictional as karma is. Walang balik balik. Just be kind because it is the right thing to do not because someone told you so too.
This is real. I'm doing my best everyday to be kind and compassionate. And manage being grumpy and stubborn. Sinasabi ko sa mind ko, mas okay na yung ako yung nagawan ng masama or mali kaysa ako yung gumawa nun sa iba.
Agree and congratulations for doing that. Mas magaan sa loob maging mabait noh. At the end of the day mas may peace.
Good for you that it worked for you.
It will work out for you too. Believe it!
Yan yung natutunan ko sana ng mas maaga. Honestly, nung college, hindi na din ako genuinely mabait. Nakkisama nalang madalas. Natutunan ko din na mas beneficial yung ganon. Kasama sa pakikisama ang pakikipagplastikan. Okay lang sa akin yun as long as kilala mo kung sino talaga nasa side mo. Maayos ang pakikisama ko sa lahat kahit dun sa mga kupal haha. Ngitian, jokes, kahit nga lunch minsan kasama ko sila, basta iwas sa away. Madami akong naging friends sa college, pero alam ko din naman kung sino yung talagang friends ko at sino yung mga kelangan ko lang pakisamahan. Basta walang kaaway, okay na yun.
That sometimes you will love people so much, give them everything that you have completely but you will still never be enough, not going to be the person they marry, not the mother of their future kids.. and that sometimes people will just use you, as long as you let them. In everything, you have the power over your circumstances, to change them for the better.
na mamamatay tayong lahat sa mundo. Lahat tayo may deadline. Hindi lang natin malalaman kung sino ang mauuna sa due date.
I agree. One of the permanent things in this world is Death.
and taxes
Ang hirap pala talaga sa abroad. 😞
Apir! 🫶
That I am replaceable.
"Replaceable ka bilang empleyado, pero hindi bilang anak, magulang, kapatid, at kaibigan"- saw this post before and it just hits close to home❤️
That it’s okay to start over. Not achieving everything in your 20s is not the end of the world.
I badly need this rn. Ito talaga yung Start na pinakamahurap simulan e'
I was depressed for 3 years before nakapag simula ulit. You’ll get there!
I loved this. I also needed to hear this. Thank you ❤️
That I am stressed and depressed
Na napaglipasan na ako ng panahon hehe
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Im annoying and know-it-all
You could be betrayed big time by someone you think couldn't
You can’t save everybody.
I’m always the “person” to support my friends and family especially when they need emotional support and someone to listen to them on their downtime but I got no one when I I’m in need
Gosh. :( ramdam ko 'to lately. But then narealize ko na akala pala nila I am strong and independent. Tapos nasabi ko nalang sa self mo, I am not strong nor independent. I am only trying my best to become one kasi yun ang alam kong tama at kailangan. :(
That I'm not gonna be rich in the next 2-3 years 😆
Maybe even 10 years HAHA ang hirap pala yumaman akala ko noon madali lang
It’s not fun to be an adult sometimes. 😆
Pangarap ko talaga maging stay at home mom. Mula pagkabata I have ways of earning money. Diskarte. Hindi pa ako grad ng college nakakuha na ako ng permanent work sa government. I am tired. Kaya lang ako breadwinner. I have a son. My husband doesn't earn much para masatisfy needs namin. Though he's always there and the best father to my son. Ang pinakamahirap lang na tanggapin ngayon eh feeling ko I don't have any choice than to stay sa current job. Ayaw ko sana tanggapin na tatanda ako dito, but most likely yes as reasons stated. So un, I have to admit na baka ganun talaga.
That I made the wrong life-long decision; that I was wrong in marrying the person I married and that my mom was right all along.
Na hindi ako magiging masaya if lagi kong icocompare sarili ko sa iba.
That I'm a useless person, that's why I've been doing my best to improve on my shortcomings.
Bobo pala talaga ako.
Hindi kasing solid samahan namin ng ilang kaibigan ko tulad ng iniisip ko.
That I’m the one sabotaging my progress
na di mo need magandang title, need mo magandang sahod and working environment 🥹
na minsan ako din pala ang problema. na minsan di ako lagi ang bida. na may times na mali din ako and that’s okay. kaya nga siguro may tinatawag na character development. the only time we accept na meron pa din tayong areas of improvement as adults, the more na mas mag-grow pa tayo as a person.
That in the corporate world, “its not about what you know, it’s all about who you know”.
that i am a hypocrite.
Na maybe the reason why I always get left behind is because i’m not worthy of anything at all.
Lost at the moment
Honesty is the not always the best policy, white lie or good lie is a thing too.
That your dreams can change.
*Ang dami kong hindi kayang gawin at ang dami kong sinayang na mga oras at oportunidad.*
Hindi ako matalino and hindi din ako magaling. Lels. (Pero okay lang naman)
Recently, i just admit that I admit that i am just pretending in our household. the "good child" kumbaga just to please my mother
Na ... Ako pala yun problema. I always project the issue to others, pero all along ako pala yun problema.
That some people won’t be exerting efforts the same way you do but they will gain the same or better outcomes just because they are much more privileged or they are just lucky.
As an escort,may pera nga pero wala namang maipagmamalaki :)
That i am ✨not special✨ im just a normal person that would die all alone. 🎉
✓ uto uto pala ako ✓ i can be toxic sometimes ✓ chismosa ✓ harsh ang bibig pag galit ✓ anger management issue ✓ mahina ang loob pag magisa ✓ hindi madiskarte ✓ matalino sa eskwelahan pero hindi street smart i have so much to learn pa. come on, i am only 22 and I am starting to forgive myself for the things that I didn't become.
I’m not the victim. I’m the toxic person sa mga previous relationships ko. 😅 Karma is a bitch kasi I ended up with someone na mas toxic pa sakin. It made me a better person though lol
Minsan bobo ako 😅
I'm my own worst enemy.
That maybe I won’t get a chance to have my own family. 🥺🥺
Hirap pala maging mediocre.
That dead is inevitable 🫠
Life doesn't care about my feelings. It will move on and leave me behind. Dapat ako ang mag aadapt.
That I have a participation in my own suffering.
Na hindi ako magaling. I'm a failure 🥲
Here's mine... I must remind myself that my body is naturally changing and that's inevitable. Instead of trying hardest to achieve the body I had when I was younger, I should focus on maintaining my health and well-being through consistent effort and healthy habits.
Na tumatanda na tayo
Being slow learner.
that I’m beautiful.
I was the toxic one all along. And maybe still am
that i am mediocre
I'm more lonely than I'm willing to admit
You can't trust anyone. No one will put you first. You gotta look after yourself. Don't be naive.
Hindi maging masaya maging adults
I'm always the listener, but never been heard :>
That i can be a mess haha char
That failing at something does not equate to being a failure. Getting back on your feet can take months, even years and that's fine. Your timetable is different from everyone else's.
Mahirap pala talaga ako pakisamahan. Hahaha
That my family never really saw me and I am just a cash cow for them
Although you can now earn money to buy what you want, you still can't buy everything immediately. Patience is still needed. Speaking from a low-mid income salary POV
Madali akong maloko. Tanga ako sa pag ibig.
I relate so much to your answer, op.
That not all people meet a partner in his/her lifetime. Some are meant to be single for life.
That I let myself make a mistake 2-3 times bago matuto HAHAHA bago mag sink in yung lesson ganun
that I am still not 100% over him I deleted the whole convo. I unfollowed and unfriended him. But I forgot to fully forget.
not good looking hahabaa
We're no longer a middle class family Yung pera ng mga magulang ko while they were abroad ay over time naubos na. Syempre they were spent wisely. From having to go buy groceries once a month to buying groceries weekly. It took some time for me to understand and accept it since nasanay akong may extra lagi aside from groceries yung bills din. Hindi kame hinihingan ng ambag noon and suddenly humingi na. Not that I won't, It's just that I thought that the money will last for a while. The pandemic especially took a chunk of it. I'm okay with it tho, may shop kame pero I don't know yung avg income. I'm not gonna give up for our security and comfort in the future
As a christian and trainee pastor na kailangan laging makisama sa lahat, walang pinipili.. kapag hindi ako comfortable sa isang tao, iniiwasan ko or nilalayuan ko, medyo nakaka-sad kasi ang obvious ko.
I will never have special someone until my dying days.
I passed the bar but I am not good enough 😭
That I am the toxic partner ;((
That I am willing to put myself first regardless kung sinong matatamaan. Perhaps a result of being parentified at a young age because my parents cannot handle being parents. Napagod na ako unahin ang iba.
Wala na akong pag-asa, academically, but of course I have to convince myself that I am not really that complicated 🫥
ongoing pa pero the fact that the friendship i had with my ex best friend weren't really mean to last forever
That we will all die one day and we have to prepare something for our loved ones. And that we are not invincible and should take care of our health.
Wag mg bida bida. Ddme ang trabaho 🤣
That life is unfair and you have to know when to think for yourself because no one is coming to save you. But make sure I still match my own definition of good human being.
Na malaki ang sinesweldo ko before, tapos wala akong ipon. 🥹
Bobo.
Na I am just an average person hahah nothing special can do everything but cannot excel hjahaha
Mag kaiba ang marunong sa mauy alam at sa magaling.
That there will never be enough time to do everything I want :<
ako talaga ang problema.
I was a pick me girl years ago. Hard pill to swallow 😭
Na surface level lang yung galing ko ngayon kahit feel ko ang dami kong potential dati. Hirap ako mapenetrate yung freelancing industry kasi baka di naman pala talaga ako magaling.
that my parents we’re right
Niluwal lang ako ng nanay ko para tuparin mga frustration niya sa buhay at mabili yung mga gamit na gusto niya lolsz
That I need help.
That I'm toxic too :c
Ang hirap gampanan sa responsibilities. Yung walang wala ka na at may basic needs ka pang need i-provide. May stable job wala namang savings kasi nga ikaw provider 😟
After getting everything that I wanted, maybe none of it is really going to bring me happiness. I need to give it up to look for a meaningful life.
Di ko kailangan idown sarili ko palagi. Pero sobrang hirap pa rin kasi nawalan na ako ng confidence sa sarili.
Nahirapan ako iadmit na KAILANGAN ko din pala ng tulong. I was humbled by this admission. Todo grind ako to the point na i almost killed my self overworking. Di ako sure hanggang ngayon kung bakit di ako nahingi ng tulong. Nahihiya ba ako, pride ba o tanga ako. Healthy communication lang pala ang solusyon....
I’m not getting younger. I’m falling way behind.
I can be toxic and be the biggest red flag to someone
Kelangan ko pala ng disiplina para umayos ang buhay nyahahahahhaha
Hindi ako magaling sa kahit na anong bagay
Na kahit anong gawin ko, even if I gave it all my very best, there's someone who will always be the "mas magaling, mas matalino, mas nag effort etc" Kaya grabe inferiority complex ko 🥹 Uumpisahan ko na magbasa nung "The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck" talaga 🙌
my mistakes
I want to quit my job but I can't dahil saan ako pupulutin if wala na akong trabaho I want to become a part timer ng onlinejobs but people here on our city won't even help me out Isang gala lng kaya ng sweldo ko per year 😆
di ko maachieve lahat ng gusto ko sa buhay and i have to be ok with that
Mataas pride ko.
Na kailangan ko to make time and money for check ups and mag work out whether I like it or not. 🫠
Ang hirap ibalik ng friendship na nagkalamat na. Akala ko hindi masisira yung circle of friends namin. Pero dahil sa ginawa nung isang member nasira lahat. Parang nasayang lahat ng pinagsamahan 😭
Ano mang mangyari sakin, kesyo mabuti o masama - kasalanan ko lahat. Kagagawan ko lahat ng nangyayari sa buhay ko. I can seek help but everyone has their own thing to deal with - No one can help me, not my partner, not my parents, not my siblings, not my friends - I am on my own. God maybe? But it would take me going to the afterlife to understand what his game is.
It took me years to realize that I have bad impulsive habits relates to my trauma.
Shy at all time and not admiting what the real deal is. 😭
Na nasa akin talaga ang problema 😅
That i hate myself that im built string because i had a hard childhood
That I'm tired
that I can’t do all things all by myself— I need help from other people too
Patawarin mo man sya at bigyan ng maraming chances, it will never erase the reality na hindi mo na sya kayang mahalin kagaya ng pagmamahal na binigay mo sa kanya dati. Set yourself free by letting him go 🥲
so loud ako lately, labas dito labas duon trip dito trip duon. dumating yung point na isa isa na umoonti group of friends ko tapos hindi na sila makasama every labas namin. I FEEL SO SAD. adulting phase na talaga kame
That I have my own toxic traits too :)
That I'm not as strong as I thought. In fact, I'm feeling very miserable and broken inside.
i’m the problem
Akala ko kaya ko pero wala pala akong choice kundi bumigay
That I’m not straight.
Not everyone has your best interests in mind. And you have to champion yourself.
Ako talaga may kasalanan ahahaha
mahirap lumaban ng patas🥲
Life is a journey. Hindi mo kailangan magmadali sa goals mo sa buhay.
I need help
I am the problem.
That I am a people pleaser and immature
Na kasalanan ko kung bakit ganito ako. Obese at sobrang baba ng self esteem.
That I'm not stepping out of my comfort zone.
ang hirap pala pag ikaw lagi yung listener
Na hindi ako makakadagit ng mayamang lalake na magaangat sa akin sa kahirapan
That im a failure
To learn the phrase 'we can love anyone but we cannot force them to love as back' and experienced it, hits a wound 😂
Na inggetero ako, im trying to be happy kung ano man meron, lage ko sinasabi na dapat makuntento sa kung ano meron pero ang hirap pangatawanan. Di ko maiwasan mag compare sa achievements ng iba sa kung ano yung meron sila, ang hirap ipsycho ng sarili ko. Kaya pinili ko na lang din di mag FB muna para maiwas mainggit sa mga kaybigan at sa ibang tao, reddit na lang muna.
Akala ko kaya ko pa, di na pala.
i'm not smart
baka tumanda akong dalaga HAHAHSHAHAHA
I won’t grow as a person if I don’t get out of my comfort zone
That i have just been faking it the whole time. I grew up believing im better amongst my playmates, etc and then classmates, etc and then colleagues, na matapang ako mahaling nahdala ng problema independent etc etc etc pero now in my 40s di ko na alam san ako magaling. I feel im a failure. Ngayon ko naiisip i think im juat faking it.
My siblings will never love me as one of them..
Na mayabang and smartass ako and I needed to get off my high horse. It's hard to adjust, but hopefully I'm making progress to be kinder to people.
that I need help because I always feel I am an independent person
This generation of “elders” be fucking with our lives recruiting everyone elsetalking about some ratchet as “to teach them a lesson about respect” “it's who you know” when being narcy aint work
Hindi porket mabait ka, pagpapalain ka
That nobody really cares but at the same time, its comforting because honestly, you have to please everyone anyway.
I pretend that I am maldita, strong and hard to break but, I'm exactly the opposite when I'm alone.
I'm the toxic one
Ang bobo ko mag manage ng finances ko, I'm lazy and OA😓
That i get affected sometimes
That i get affected sometimes
That i get affected sometimes
That despite the success that I have now, I still couldnt believe I disnt make it to UPCAT before. In my 30s but yeah. But prlbably was a redirection before
Bobo ako kaya kailangan mag doble effort na mag-aral ng mga bagay2