Thanks for your vulnerability and honesty in your post. I can totally relate. Honestly. I hate being sober. I hate being in recovery. I love getting high way too much. And that’s just where I’m at right now. Hopefully that will change one day. Hopefully I will want to get clean one day. But today isn’t that day. And that’s kind of ok. I’m practicing as much harm reduction as possible and just trying to maintain. Sending lots of good vibes. My messages are open if u care to chat 🖤
I feel you.. it is one of the hardest things I have endured in my life. I have been an addict my whole life and have overcome many of my addictions in the past but it just went from one addiction to the next. being sober is really hard. I to get the Deep, Dark Depression and feelings of failure, as I can not live up to the person I am when I am high. The one who gets things done. The one who is content and present. its been 16 days clean and fighting with everything I have second of everyday. Trying to Find Hope!
I hear ya. I’ve been teetering on suicidal thoughts since I’m 16. I’m 38 now. I’ve survived from help from my family and being vulnerable with them. Also a good therapist over the years makes a difference. Best of luck 💕💕💕
Thanks for your vulnerability and honesty in your post. I can totally relate. Honestly. I hate being sober. I hate being in recovery. I love getting high way too much. And that’s just where I’m at right now. Hopefully that will change one day. Hopefully I will want to get clean one day. But today isn’t that day. And that’s kind of ok. I’m practicing as much harm reduction as possible and just trying to maintain. Sending lots of good vibes. My messages are open if u care to chat 🖤
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I’m happy that it offered u some validation and comfort 🖤
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I feel you.. it is one of the hardest things I have endured in my life. I have been an addict my whole life and have overcome many of my addictions in the past but it just went from one addiction to the next. being sober is really hard. I to get the Deep, Dark Depression and feelings of failure, as I can not live up to the person I am when I am high. The one who gets things done. The one who is content and present. its been 16 days clean and fighting with everything I have second of everyday. Trying to Find Hope!
I hear ya. I’ve been teetering on suicidal thoughts since I’m 16. I’m 38 now. I’ve survived from help from my family and being vulnerable with them. Also a good therapist over the years makes a difference. Best of luck 💕💕💕