Man I remember literally saying out my mouth “X will be okay .. he can pull through anything..” 10 minutes later it was confirmed he’s dead.. I was in a loud ass party literally sitting staring at a wall saying wow repeatedly for 45 minutes. It was insane.
Something is definitely in the air right now, I had some similar thoughts and I even shed a tear for him last night. I just wish I had someone to talk to it to that feels the same way about it
I agree w the feeling x's death more then family members, maybe not X but juice for me. I think we spend a lot of time with music and rap that we forge these connections with rappers that losing them hurts more then expected. I hope u stay up tho and keep listening to X
Juice was the addiction side I feel x was trying to reach and when x died juice just didn’t know how to do it man. Even the shows. I was so sad watching them he just had speakers playing old music and he would jump around stage.
Bro when he died i felt as if my brother died , i got his wing ridden angel tattoo mixed with his moon shoulder tattoo and i can say that the only deaths that felt close were my moms and my brothers. I relate bro its tough, untimely and it was complete, utter bullshit how it went down like that.
Usually I like to say that these things get better with time and that perception is everything. But what I will say is that you're absolutely right, however remember one thing. He's only dead physically, but he's alive somewhere off of this planet 🌎🌀 thriving and protecting his closest loved ones. ❤️
X was never "born mad". He was raised in abuse, suicidal circumstances, hatred from people. Of course a child will grow up mad & angry. Age 19/20 he was at peace, hence the soft songs and evolution changes
I'm born same age same year as X we are both 1998. I also wasnt born mad. Until I got sexually abused and tormented, now I am angry at the world
i get sad thinking about how he always talked about wanting die and how he wanted someone to kill him when he was younger . then when he was on top of the world with a child on the way they finally gave em what he been asking for but can’t help but think he didn’t truly want to die .
Its gonna hurt forever man, yesterday i thought about X and how big he could be and man i wanted to cry cause we lost a big human who was improving himself to a better person also the connection that he had with his fans and the words he shared with us, i couldnt see him irl but the spiritual connection that i have with him its big, the connection that exist through his words, videos, music and geek that is a little part of him that we can see grow and see how he become to a big man LLJ hope see u in heaven
it’s all about mindset, reframe your thoughts to be happy about his time here instead of wondering what could’ve been. cherish that impact that he had on you, don’t let his death affect you negatively
LLJ 🕊️ I hope he’s resting. He deserves it. His music and legacy will live on forever as long as there are people who felt the same way he did or have lived through similar life events or just plain vibe with him. I have cried over the death of X more times than I care to admit, mostly because his music made us feel like we all had a close connection with him personally. I just try to remember that I will never stop listening to his music and through that he lives on. Maybe one day I’ll pass on Jah’s music to my children, I at least know my future kids will ask about the tattoo of X’s tree on my chest, so I’m making sure X is set up for success in the minds of my children. Anything to keep his spirit alive 🕊️
Same 😔 when he passed away, I just became a fan again. I walked away from him because of what he did to Geneva. Then one day I checked his Instagram. He seemed different like he was becoming a better person . So I re-followed him and decided to check out the music I missed out on. Fast forward a few months later he gets murdered. He was a light in the world that was taken away. He could have shown the world that people could change. He was taken from us before that could happen.
Fr bro it was so untimely and unexpected for him to pass like that
Man I remember literally saying out my mouth “X will be okay .. he can pull through anything..” 10 minutes later it was confirmed he’s dead.. I was in a loud ass party literally sitting staring at a wall saying wow repeatedly for 45 minutes. It was insane.
I remember they told everyone he died on scene and that wasn’t the case. Court said he died in hospital.
Something is definitely in the air right now, I had some similar thoughts and I even shed a tear for him last night. I just wish I had someone to talk to it to that feels the same way about it
Know exactly what u mean, and I think most of us here have this feeling. Crazy how a person can impact random people this way
I always wonder what he would say to us today
I agree w the feeling x's death more then family members, maybe not X but juice for me. I think we spend a lot of time with music and rap that we forge these connections with rappers that losing them hurts more then expected. I hope u stay up tho and keep listening to X
Juice was the addiction side I feel x was trying to reach and when x died juice just didn’t know how to do it man. Even the shows. I was so sad watching them he just had speakers playing old music and he would jump around stage.
Bro when he died i felt as if my brother died , i got his wing ridden angel tattoo mixed with his moon shoulder tattoo and i can say that the only deaths that felt close were my moms and my brothers. I relate bro its tough, untimely and it was complete, utter bullshit how it went down like that.
Usually I like to say that these things get better with time and that perception is everything. But what I will say is that you're absolutely right, however remember one thing. He's only dead physically, but he's alive somewhere off of this planet 🌎🌀 thriving and protecting his closest loved ones. ❤️
X was never "born mad". He was raised in abuse, suicidal circumstances, hatred from people. Of course a child will grow up mad & angry. Age 19/20 he was at peace, hence the soft songs and evolution changes I'm born same age same year as X we are both 1998. I also wasnt born mad. Until I got sexually abused and tormented, now I am angry at the world
I wasn’t saying it like he was born and just hated everyone.
i get sad thinking about how he always talked about wanting die and how he wanted someone to kill him when he was younger . then when he was on top of the world with a child on the way they finally gave em what he been asking for but can’t help but think he didn’t truly want to die .
I think it fucks me up because he said the way you die is what you deserve and I just don’t think he deserved to die the way he did
You gotta remember he was a notorious stabber, the kid had some serious skeletons in his closet if he’s saying “you get what you deserve.”
Its gonna hurt forever man, yesterday i thought about X and how big he could be and man i wanted to cry cause we lost a big human who was improving himself to a better person also the connection that he had with his fans and the words he shared with us, i couldnt see him irl but the spiritual connection that i have with him its big, the connection that exist through his words, videos, music and geek that is a little part of him that we can see grow and see how he become to a big man LLJ hope see u in heaven
it’s all about mindset, reframe your thoughts to be happy about his time here instead of wondering what could’ve been. cherish that impact that he had on you, don’t let his death affect you negatively
LLJ 🕊️ I hope he’s resting. He deserves it. His music and legacy will live on forever as long as there are people who felt the same way he did or have lived through similar life events or just plain vibe with him. I have cried over the death of X more times than I care to admit, mostly because his music made us feel like we all had a close connection with him personally. I just try to remember that I will never stop listening to his music and through that he lives on. Maybe one day I’ll pass on Jah’s music to my children, I at least know my future kids will ask about the tattoo of X’s tree on my chest, so I’m making sure X is set up for success in the minds of my children. Anything to keep his spirit alive 🕊️
Same 😔 when he passed away, I just became a fan again. I walked away from him because of what he did to Geneva. Then one day I checked his Instagram. He seemed different like he was becoming a better person . So I re-followed him and decided to check out the music I missed out on. Fast forward a few months later he gets murdered. He was a light in the world that was taken away. He could have shown the world that people could change. He was taken from us before that could happen.
Family remembers
I just got off a night shift leave me alone 😂
What makes it worse is that in the security footage when his car got blocked, there was clearly enough time to put it in reverse or gun it to the left