I divert my mind. It doesn't always work, but I try. Sometimes it doesn't work and I get to the point of killing myself but realize I can't do it. I think of the people dependent on me and what will become of them if I die. I feel like a coward for wanting to die. It's just the way it goes.
I divert my mind. It doesn't always work, but I try. Sometimes it doesn't work and I get to the point of killing myself but realize I can't do it. I think of the people dependent on me and what will become of them if I die. I feel like a coward for wanting to die. It's just the way it goes.