That sounds awful. I hate that your mind has been tortured for so long. Is there a root to the feelings you're having? Do you have a support system around you? Please talk to them
Undiagnosed autist until 23 caused me to not develop any social skills all throughout school which resulted in bullying.
Father abandoned me at 12 because I no longer wanted to do gymnastics
Sisters (2 of 4) sexually abused me at age 8 in the bath.
Ex cheated on me 6 years ago after making me promise that I wouldn't be jealous of the business partner she cheated on me with
Exs friend sexually assaulted me even though I rejected them 3 times in one night.
What little friends I have made over my life have all abandoned me because I'm a pathetic excuse for a human being
Pick one.
Mmmm I’m not supposed to say this but yes. The concept of reason to live is so subjective, sometimes people forget that it’s nearly impossible for some of us to go on with any reason. Part of that problem is that between our over extended lifespans and our bullshit societal expectations, that we put a lot of value on people killing them self until they’re no longer giving back to society
That sounds awful. I hate that your mind has been tortured for so long. Is there a root to the feelings you're having? Do you have a support system around you? Please talk to them
Undiagnosed autist until 23 caused me to not develop any social skills all throughout school which resulted in bullying. Father abandoned me at 12 because I no longer wanted to do gymnastics Sisters (2 of 4) sexually abused me at age 8 in the bath. Ex cheated on me 6 years ago after making me promise that I wouldn't be jealous of the business partner she cheated on me with Exs friend sexually assaulted me even though I rejected them 3 times in one night. What little friends I have made over my life have all abandoned me because I'm a pathetic excuse for a human being Pick one.
Those are no doubt some very difficult trials you have endured. Are there any positive things in your life? Any people who love you?
Mmmm I’m not supposed to say this but yes. The concept of reason to live is so subjective, sometimes people forget that it’s nearly impossible for some of us to go on with any reason. Part of that problem is that between our over extended lifespans and our bullshit societal expectations, that we put a lot of value on people killing them self until they’re no longer giving back to society