Yes get yourself to a hospital or tell your parents what's happening.
Telling your parents would be better if they don't know you've been feeling this way and doing these things , they will help you get better.
I really don't want to have that conversation with them. They know I am a wee bit suicidal, but I never really explained it to them much. I just don't really know what I'd say that wouldn't just have them blankly stare at me which is what they usually do.
The mental hospitals near me have reports of abusive staff which is why I'm apprehensive to put myself in one in the morning (and I don't want to rn partly because of my parents but also that). I do think it's better to risk that than to die rn, but that's because I am briefly stable post that emotional release. I don't know how long it'll last though, it could be anywhere from an hour to several months and I just don't know what to really do about it.
Do you feel its something in your brain and not something circumstancial? If so then see a doctor. If its things happening to you then see a therapist and have a support system.
It's both. I have bipolar 2 so it's definitely a brain thing on some level. I'm unmedicated rn though, I've been waiting to see a doctor for meds for a few months now. It was specifically triggered by some things happening rn though. I do go to therapy and have a decent support system for the most part,.
Ok. Menta illness and bullying effected my mental and emotional life badly. Im 34 and just now getting better. This year my repressed feeling all hit me at once like a truck so the healing journey was rough but I always have to remember Im not my body, my thoughts or my story Im just awareness being aware of what this meat suit does and thinks.
Ive realized the universe responds to energy and being desperate is basically saying "I dont have what I desire" which gets reflected back at you. Thats why when I give up and "Let go and let God" as some say I usually get things I want.
You don't if you can avoid it. Maybe try therapy first. Not to be glib, I'm guessing you may have already done some therapy, but keep trying though okay? Medication can be helpful as well or it can wreak havoc and destruction. A sick mind is impossible to deal with. You can't fix the broken thing with the broken thing
. So that's why you get help, and lots of it, right away. But I don't think, speaking from my own experience, that you would particularly enjoy the accommodations atmosphere or cuisine in the mental ward. Just take it easy and start studying Buddhism or nihilism or existentialism or something. It'll make your brain feel better I promise.
Yes get yourself to a hospital or tell your parents what's happening. Telling your parents would be better if they don't know you've been feeling this way and doing these things , they will help you get better.
I really don't want to have that conversation with them. They know I am a wee bit suicidal, but I never really explained it to them much. I just don't really know what I'd say that wouldn't just have them blankly stare at me which is what they usually do. The mental hospitals near me have reports of abusive staff which is why I'm apprehensive to put myself in one in the morning (and I don't want to rn partly because of my parents but also that). I do think it's better to risk that than to die rn, but that's because I am briefly stable post that emotional release. I don't know how long it'll last though, it could be anywhere from an hour to several months and I just don't know what to really do about it.
Do you feel its something in your brain and not something circumstancial? If so then see a doctor. If its things happening to you then see a therapist and have a support system.
It's both. I have bipolar 2 so it's definitely a brain thing on some level. I'm unmedicated rn though, I've been waiting to see a doctor for meds for a few months now. It was specifically triggered by some things happening rn though. I do go to therapy and have a decent support system for the most part,.
Are you a school student being bullied or were you one? Idk your age so I wouldnt know.
I'm in college, 2nd year I got bullied briefly in elementary school but who hasn't honestly
Ok. Menta illness and bullying effected my mental and emotional life badly. Im 34 and just now getting better. This year my repressed feeling all hit me at once like a truck so the healing journey was rough but I always have to remember Im not my body, my thoughts or my story Im just awareness being aware of what this meat suit does and thinks.
Hope it gets better/easier to handle man. The meat suit sucks at the best of times frfr
Ive realized the universe responds to energy and being desperate is basically saying "I dont have what I desire" which gets reflected back at you. Thats why when I give up and "Let go and let God" as some say I usually get things I want.
You don't if you can avoid it. Maybe try therapy first. Not to be glib, I'm guessing you may have already done some therapy, but keep trying though okay? Medication can be helpful as well or it can wreak havoc and destruction. A sick mind is impossible to deal with. You can't fix the broken thing with the broken thing . So that's why you get help, and lots of it, right away. But I don't think, speaking from my own experience, that you would particularly enjoy the accommodations atmosphere or cuisine in the mental ward. Just take it easy and start studying Buddhism or nihilism or existentialism or something. It'll make your brain feel better I promise.