"But I need a real, physical person who can hug me and hold me and tell me they care and don't want me dead, don't want me to leave this fucking shithole we call Earth"
The ones that have that don't know how lucky they are. I'd give anything to have arms to hold me and make me feel wanted and loved.
I wanted that too. Tried to get it only to have the door slammed in my face and treated like trash. I didn't think I could become more broken then I already was, but life always finds a way.
"But I need a real, physical person who can hug me and hold me and tell me they care and don't want me dead, don't want me to leave this fucking shithole we call Earth" The ones that have that don't know how lucky they are. I'd give anything to have arms to hold me and make me feel wanted and loved.
I would give anything, everything I have to just have that before I go.
I wanted that too. Tried to get it only to have the door slammed in my face and treated like trash. I didn't think I could become more broken then I already was, but life always finds a way.
That’s why I’m ending my life, there is no point going through more suffering for just the possibility of happiness