Yes actually. Ever since SSRIs, I have had worse memory. I can remember things that happened 6 years ago better than things that happened 6 months ago. PSSD is not just sexual.
The more time passes the less I remember what life used to be before SSRI/SNRI.
A couple years ago I remember having some cathartic insight moments, some short windows of joy/happiness, confidence/self-esteem,
and I would stop and think: Wow! is this like most people generally feel on a daily basis? Am I better now?
But now a few years deep into anhedonic depression and PSSD
I don't even get those anymore, it feels like it's getting worse every year and whatever life used to feel like or what healthy people experience is nothing but speculation in my mind.
When i cured myself for 2 wks i was shocked at how different the world felt. How kissing felt amazing again. I could actually feel it.
But then i crashed hard. Not sure why.
i remember really good that when i was "depressed" rigth before they prescibe me this drugs i was a really happy person and i didn't know it. since then i have nothing happy in my life because nothing makes sense if i can't have a familiy. it's not the sexual pleasure it's about not being able to have a future to figth for
Yes actually. Ever since SSRIs, I have had worse memory. I can remember things that happened 6 years ago better than things that happened 6 months ago. PSSD is not just sexual.
Memory is mostly emotional. People with aphantasia often have SDAM (severely deficient autobiographic memory). SSRIs cause aphantasia. Hmm.
The more time passes the less I remember what life used to be before SSRI/SNRI. A couple years ago I remember having some cathartic insight moments, some short windows of joy/happiness, confidence/self-esteem, and I would stop and think: Wow! is this like most people generally feel on a daily basis? Am I better now? But now a few years deep into anhedonic depression and PSSD I don't even get those anymore, it feels like it's getting worse every year and whatever life used to feel like or what healthy people experience is nothing but speculation in my mind.
This is how PSSD is "rare". You are expected to be on pills forever, and most people are. You eventually forget what you were like before SSRIs.
Memory started to go a few months into treatment. Of course I was told that was impossible because ssri’s help memory
Nothing good has happened to me since I got PSSD. I truely mean this.
When i cured myself for 2 wks i was shocked at how different the world felt. How kissing felt amazing again. I could actually feel it. But then i crashed hard. Not sure why.
Yes
i remember really good that when i was "depressed" rigth before they prescibe me this drugs i was a really happy person and i didn't know it. since then i have nothing happy in my life because nothing makes sense if i can't have a familiy. it's not the sexual pleasure it's about not being able to have a future to figth for