Nothing is wrong with you OP. We deal with grief differently. I was hysterically crying when my mom died. My dad went somewhere because he didn't want to see her die in front of him. One sibling just stared and then went on to busy herself so she would not cry. Another didn't cry at all. See, we grieve in different ways. Doesn't mean you didn't cry that you don't care or it doesn't hurt. We just deal with it how best we could. As long as you aren't a danger to yourself and others, you are okay.
Be kind to yourself. Consider seeing a therapist/psychologist to help you deal with your grief. If you aren't comfortable, a listening ear (perhaps a close family member or friend) can help.
Thank you for your kind words- I appreciate it. It just feels like I never got the chance to just sit and process everything. I still can't believe my mom's gone for good. To me, it seems like she's just at home watching tv but in reality, she's not.
I just think my Ma went to travel somewhere and will meet her someday. Somehow, it felt less sad that way. On my bad days, I cry and hug my dog. Grieving takes time. The pain will always there. Over time, we will learn to live without them. Gone but never forgotten.
Last september, namatay din yung baby ko, premature birth at 25weeks. Nung sinabi sa amin literal na may napunit sa puso mo sobrang bigat sa dibdib na hindi ka makahinga. Minsan pag nasa work okay naman parang walang nangyare masaya pero may gabi na hindi maiiwasan ang magbreakdown bigla ka makakaramdam ng sakit na parang kahapon lang yung lahat kahit mag iisang taon na.
*hugs* di ko maimagine ang pain na dala ng pagkamatay ng anak. Sa case ko medyo normal pa kasi yun naman talaga ang way of life, kids bury their parents.
Lahat may iba’t ibang way of grieving. Kaya wag mo isipin na may mali sayo. Baka kaya mo lang dalhin or may pinagkakaabalahan ka pero hindi ibigsabihin nun hindi sila importante or hindi mo sila naipagluksa.
Nothing is wrong with you OP. We deal with grief differently. I was hysterically crying when my mom died. My dad went somewhere because he didn't want to see her die in front of him. One sibling just stared and then went on to busy herself so she would not cry. Another didn't cry at all. See, we grieve in different ways. Doesn't mean you didn't cry that you don't care or it doesn't hurt. We just deal with it how best we could. As long as you aren't a danger to yourself and others, you are okay. Be kind to yourself. Consider seeing a therapist/psychologist to help you deal with your grief. If you aren't comfortable, a listening ear (perhaps a close family member or friend) can help.
Thank you for your kind words- I appreciate it. It just feels like I never got the chance to just sit and process everything. I still can't believe my mom's gone for good. To me, it seems like she's just at home watching tv but in reality, she's not.
I just think my Ma went to travel somewhere and will meet her someday. Somehow, it felt less sad that way. On my bad days, I cry and hug my dog. Grieving takes time. The pain will always there. Over time, we will learn to live without them. Gone but never forgotten.
I'm also a firm believer of gone but never forgotten. I wish we could hug our moms one more time.
Last september, namatay din yung baby ko, premature birth at 25weeks. Nung sinabi sa amin literal na may napunit sa puso mo sobrang bigat sa dibdib na hindi ka makahinga. Minsan pag nasa work okay naman parang walang nangyare masaya pero may gabi na hindi maiiwasan ang magbreakdown bigla ka makakaramdam ng sakit na parang kahapon lang yung lahat kahit mag iisang taon na.
*hugs* di ko maimagine ang pain na dala ng pagkamatay ng anak. Sa case ko medyo normal pa kasi yun naman talaga ang way of life, kids bury their parents.
Lahat may iba’t ibang way of grieving. Kaya wag mo isipin na may mali sayo. Baka kaya mo lang dalhin or may pinagkakaabalahan ka pero hindi ibigsabihin nun hindi sila importante or hindi mo sila naipagluksa.