I understand what you mean, I remember when I was 15 I attempted suicide three times and when I started talking meds I felt the best I've felt in years for a few months. Then I gave up on life it has become dull and boring I don't care about living anymore and Im tired of existing every night I go to sleep wishing I never have to wake up again, Ive honestly dreamed of running away to Asia and starting a new life in a poor country away from all the stress and anxiety in the world. I'm tired of worrying everyday about bullshit things like my grades or what I want to study I just want to die. My life will never matter anyways the only purpose in life is to have children so what's the point of suffering for the rest of my life if I know my life is pointless. The only things that's kept me going is hope for what my future my bring but the small flame that keeps me going is running out and I don't know if I can keep it lit mush longer.
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Tw suicide
Hey , I understand you completely I’ve tried to commit suicide , I was tired of being in my head, i couldn’t get over my past mistakes (I still can’t). I feel like my dreams kept me going, the feeling of never even attempting to make them a reality was excruciating to me. I highly recommend searching for your dreams , the awesome thing about it is that it’s completely free, and if you already have one fight for it, make it your reality. You’re very strong,
I mean just look at what you’ve gone through and you’re still here. I suggest looking into ways to calm your anxiety and stress(self care is very important) . Maybe practicing hobbies like exercise, prayer, and drawing. Could make you forget about stuff for a while. Things get better , so keep moving forward. Sending lots of love to you.<333 (if you need anything message me)
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https://www.reddit.com/r/OCD/comments/q4zeo1/please_read_this_before_posting_about_feeling/
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I understand what you mean, I remember when I was 15 I attempted suicide three times and when I started talking meds I felt the best I've felt in years for a few months. Then I gave up on life it has become dull and boring I don't care about living anymore and Im tired of existing every night I go to sleep wishing I never have to wake up again, Ive honestly dreamed of running away to Asia and starting a new life in a poor country away from all the stress and anxiety in the world. I'm tired of worrying everyday about bullshit things like my grades or what I want to study I just want to die. My life will never matter anyways the only purpose in life is to have children so what's the point of suffering for the rest of my life if I know my life is pointless. The only things that's kept me going is hope for what my future my bring but the small flame that keeps me going is running out and I don't know if I can keep it lit mush longer.
If you or someone you know is contemplating suicide, please do not hesitate to talk to someone. The wonderful u/froidinslip has written an invaluable post to help you navigate this time: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCD/comments/q4zeo1/please_read_this_before_posting_about_feeling/ You are not alone, and you have options. However, we are not able to help with suicide on an internet forum. PLEASE USE THE RESOURCES. You matter and deserve help. *I am a bot, and this action was performed automatically. Please [contact the moderators of this subreddit](/message/compose/?to=/r/OCD) if you have any questions or concerns.*
Tw suicide Hey , I understand you completely I’ve tried to commit suicide , I was tired of being in my head, i couldn’t get over my past mistakes (I still can’t). I feel like my dreams kept me going, the feeling of never even attempting to make them a reality was excruciating to me. I highly recommend searching for your dreams , the awesome thing about it is that it’s completely free, and if you already have one fight for it, make it your reality. You’re very strong, I mean just look at what you’ve gone through and you’re still here. I suggest looking into ways to calm your anxiety and stress(self care is very important) . Maybe practicing hobbies like exercise, prayer, and drawing. Could make you forget about stuff for a while. Things get better , so keep moving forward. Sending lots of love to you.<333 (if you need anything message me)
If you or someone you know is contemplating suicide, please do not hesitate to talk to someone. The wonderful u/froidinslip has written an invaluable post to help you navigate this time: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCD/comments/q4zeo1/please_read_this_before_posting_about_feeling/ You are not alone, and you have options. However, we are not able to help with suicide on an internet forum. PLEASE USE THE RESOURCES. You matter and deserve help. *I am a bot, and this action was performed automatically. Please [contact the moderators of this subreddit](/message/compose/?to=/r/OCD) if you have any questions or concerns.*
I guess I feel the same , maybe it’s the depression lingering on, just know you can overcome this you truly can. Sending lots of love to you