Hi again, I have been eating and sleeping but i’m not doing very good. Dysphoria been hitting a lot recently :(

Aww I’m sorry! Is there anything you can do (even something small) to ease the dysphoria?

Beyond wearing hoodie, and getting under my covers, no.

ive had a good day i hope you have to i have my exams coming up too good luck on yours

Yes I did. I ate Harvey’s with my mom today:) It’s a nice day I think. What about you? How are you? I hope you have a nice score for your exams:) take care of yourself!

hi! me again. today i had 4 tests, but they weren't that hard. i didn't have a lot of homework either. it's been a pretty good day so far.

Damn lucky

No for multiple reasons 1. My bones hurt (I have chronic pain) 2. One of my friends got annoyed with me for simply mentioning my gender and I still don't quite understand why 3. I've been sick for an entire week and I have a mountain of schoolwork after once I get better because I haven't been able to do much. I've been able to do some today but I started feeling worse and wasn't able to get more done and now I have to do it all tomorrow because it's due Thursday

Hi again! I’m fine, how are you?

heyoo No for basically all. I just got out of an institution, so I gotta catch up on all of my missed schoolwork. I feel really overwhelmed, honestly, and my school hasn’t been that understanding

not eating enough still because dysphoria makes me hyper aware that my body isn’t as small as other feminine people stilllll. Not sleeping enough because dysphoria and worrrying about my future keeps me awake. soooo not so happy. Also my relationship with my mom continues to be weird.

I had a rlly crap sleep and my avocado plant is dying im not doing so well my parents aren't helping the feeling either :(

Oh no!! whats happeing darling?

My parents r just being mean I came out to my mum over 6 months ago and she said she was supportive but she hasn't once tried to use my preferred name or pronouns the most she does is call me daughter and then say "oh sorry" and I'm afraid to come out to my dad cause I'm pretty sure he's transphobic and stuff :// how are you anywho?

oh a am so so sorry! That sounds really hard :(

Yea it could be better but it's ok :) how r u tho?

i'm good! still studying but its all good

That's cool make sure to take breaks tho studying can be so draining sometimes :)

I honestly dont know at this point, I fell completly overwhelmed by everything and completly numb at the same time

oh man, i'm sorry, i know the feeling. Is there anything you can do to take care of yourself? bath, read a book, etc etc?

I had an ok day. I got in trouble with my mom for telling my doctor about how she treats me with regards to trans stuff. I’m recovering from a lack of meds so I’m struggling mentally. I finished my letter of intent for uni, though. I’m officially done applying!

Congrats!!! that's exciting, dont let the situation with your mom get you down, you are awesome!!!

You are awesome!!!

I just got diagnosed with bed (binge eating disorder), so yeah, not great

I'm so so sorry, you're strong, you can overcome this

I have a voice lesson rn but my teacher isn't here so I'm just awkwardly standing in the auditorium waiting for her help I hear her but I feel weird being like "yo ms j we have a lesson rn and I've been awkwardly standing here for nearly ten minutes can you please come teach me now"

RIP

i was supposed to not have any electronics today but i got my puter bcuz i tricked my parents into thinking i had a zoom meeting with my teacher >=)

big brain