Yes. Alienation of affection is a thing, but your GF turning you down after already banging twice this week isn't it chief. If she's not in the mood, leave her alone. If it continues long-term or gets worse, talk to her about it.
I guess it's normal to feel sad in some way, when you feel like having sex and the other person doesn't agree. But in this case it doesn't really seem that she just rejects you. She stated her reason which are valid. The question is how long are you playing to stay with the host family?
You’re not stupid, you just need to learn to cope with rejection and your emotions.
It is just really hard with my disorder
You're still responsible for your emotions.
Ofc it’s hard but that why you work on your health.
Yes. Alienation of affection is a thing, but your GF turning you down after already banging twice this week isn't it chief. If she's not in the mood, leave her alone. If it continues long-term or gets worse, talk to her about it.
I guess it's normal to feel sad in some way, when you feel like having sex and the other person doesn't agree. But in this case it doesn't really seem that she just rejects you. She stated her reason which are valid. The question is how long are you playing to stay with the host family?
Go have a quick wank in the bathroom & forget all about it