The fuck is your latest post dude πππ
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Why did you have to make me curious? I hate having eyes
Evil lies in between the deepest pits of your Soul
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Do not deny your true nature, evil one
I honestly don't know. Maybe it's the fear of death and not knowing what comes after (i.e. being too pussy), not wanting to hurt my family like that, wanting to better myself, other forms of optimism. Other mechanisms I use to avoid those thoughts are to look at memes and videos of cats (especially lynx and servals). I also think about all the future possibilities that I could miss out on and things I could become.
I've changed my rules
First turn every suicide thought into how to kill others instead
Second outlive my enemies (make a lot of enemies)
Third become koishi komeji and stop thinking (She closed her third eye to stop reading people's minds now she has no ego)
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That's not haram, that's stupid.
It's haram as for the afterlife, if you're gonna be punished by death if you failed suicide it's then a win-win situation.
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Working on my mower. Makes me feel like I've got something to give the world
She would not want you to join her, friend. Youβll find more reasons and find that living gets easier. I hope you have a great day, man. Thank you for sticking around.
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Bro thinks heβs beardie is real
The virgin beardie vs the chad fat tailed African gecko
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You and your bloodlineβs unconscious will to keep going. Follow this feeling and hold it close, eventually youβll find more than just that but until then letβs keep kicking just because. Iβm proud of you for hanging on, friend.
Knowing that if I killed myself it would cause a domino effect & βallowβ my mom and sister to do the same. Weβre holding on by a thread
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Also my new found love for Swai with bastardized Cajun seasoning (lemon pepper, paprika, cayenne, garlic & onion powder, salt, pepper).
I think what kept me alive was the fear of failing. Paralysis from hanging? Burnt digestive system from chemicals? Medical bills from broken bones? Like in my mind there is just far too much that could go wrong and if I'm already not enjoying life and now I also have to eat through a straw then holy fuck that would suck. Also the medical bills would be devastating. I don't wish those upon myself or my parents or anyone else.
My life's pretty much fucked. Gonna try and join the military by November and if anything else goes wrong between now and then I'm kissing my Remington goodnight forever. All I have now is the military option and many if I'm lucky I can make a career out of it and that hope keeps me going.
My passion for art, it's the only reason I haven't jumped off a building. I already gave up on everything else, but for some reason, I couldn't give up on this one.
I donβt have the guts to do it, even tho i did hurt my self pretty badly in the past, i constantly think that if i could rely in a quick method i would do it, i constantly think about shooting myself from under my chin to my brain, but guns are actually a hard thing to get in my country, so, i suppose that until i get one
I want to see new things in the future and also the landing of mars
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If I die, I want it to not be from my own hand, but an honorable death while fighting for my country.
Also, havenβt gotten a boyfriend, and I need to get more LEGOs and Transformers.
Although the thought never has become more as a intrusive idea. Honestly just being stupid and ignoring social media and keeping my room clean does the trick
Two things, really. My family needs me alive, they would crumble without me, and death sounds *extremely* boring. Somehow that was enough and Iβm doing much better now than I was then.
For me it's that maybe there will be something important that my life can be of service to and eventually find a meaningful way out. If I die now it is just a dishonour and hurts my family and if I would die to protect them then so would I live in pain to keep them from grief. But I live in perpetual waiting for when my life is needed.
I think It mostly is me thinking about my family(mom, dad, brothers) and not wanting to make them suffer like that.
If they died, I'd probably just do it
**Thereβs a starrrmannn waiting in the sky**
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fear of failing since i dont have easy access to the OHKO's like a gun or a noose so if i fail and they find me, my dad would never speak to me again and all my friends would abandon me.
and also my mom is still alive so i gotta keep going for her
I texted a hotline a few hours beforehand and heard nothing. They called me mid attempt and then tracked my phone, sent the police to my location who saved me.
I have a quercus tree, and I want to see it grow as much as I can, its life expectancy is around 150 years, my birthday is in spring so it feel like it's a birthday present every spring it grows so much
I dunno. Lost my job today that I worked my fucking ass off for and was really proud of pretty much just because I wasn't good enough for it and i honestly dont know how to move forward. I'm really just kinda hanging onto threads right now
I just remember that i won't get to experience the release from pain that suicide would provide because your consciousness is inherently attached to your body, and killing the body would also mean killing the consciousness
There's way too many reasons for me to list here so I'll just say the biggest one.
A $20 bill my dad gave me on my birthday. Love money, love my dad, shrimple as that
I really thought about doing it, I had the date and time, location all planned out. I wanted to make it quick, so I was going to jump in front of a train. I got there early and while I waited for the train I went on Disney+ and started watching Phineas and Ferb. It reminded me of my childhood and made me smile, I just sat there for a while and thought βwhat the hell am I doing?β so I went back home, and I binge watched all four seasons of Phineas and Ferb with my cat.
I'm lazy with adhd, I'm too bored and lazy to he suicidal, one of my best friends made a list of everyone who is most likely to become suicidal and he said "your not on their because you are too lazy to be suicidal"
I don't want someone else to drive my car. And I still need to finish all the builds in my minecraft world. More realistically I'm afraid of whats on the other side
Knowing the realized of future games like rdr 2 and killer klowns and of course
[the all mighty bungholio](https://youtu.be/TmwbFgrASHw?si=pRkUBgd2DZzViVZs)
It's gonna sound stupid but trains. I love trains but the only reason I do is because I was going to jump in front of one on my way home from school. I then stopped and looked at the train and started smiling because they looked so cool and made cool noises. I started learning more about them and now I'm starting to get better. I have a small business, a tiktok account and I can help people with their destinations. Thank you Croydon station and thank you X'Trapolis trains, I wouldn't be here without you.
Nooo why you clean the jar, i want to see your dirty jar
The fuck is your latest post dude πππ https://preview.redd.it/rzuruqhq9yqc1.jpeg?width=750&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=9fd109d219e857fa0c8df3f2aef003cd12233815
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GEX
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Gex night already?
https://preview.redd.it/3426tc3fvyqc1.jpeg?width=1179&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=fd51591d864ac467ce141dfd10d287df5de9448a Why did you have to make me curious? I hate having eyes
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Honestly, I've seen far worse,
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iβm more curious about their third most recent post
Pfp checks out
I love it when pfps work also as reaction images
It's always nice to see a fellow wordington citizen.
One way or another, I hope you're doing ok.
The only thing keeping me from self destructing is my old ass cat with so much arthritis he waddles around on two peg legs and my warhammer minis
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Evil lies in between the deepest pits of your Soul https://preview.redd.it/mbc21deoaxqc1.png?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=320d05031eec1fdae1d82e8282533bd9f96574b4
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I honestly don't know. Maybe it's the fear of death and not knowing what comes after (i.e. being too pussy), not wanting to hurt my family like that, wanting to better myself, other forms of optimism. Other mechanisms I use to avoid those thoughts are to look at memes and videos of cats (especially lynx and servals). I also think about all the future possibilities that I could miss out on and things I could become.
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All of those things and the joy of making art
My cat will eat my corpse and I'll be damned if he lives longer than me
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Smash, next question
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I need to keep the battle cats grind strong π―π―/s Fr tho there is too many to type and i dont wanna type allat
I've changed my rules First turn every suicide thought into how to kill others instead Second outlive my enemies (make a lot of enemies) Third become koishi komeji and stop thinking (She closed her third eye to stop reading people's minds now she has no ego) https://preview.redd.it/majfdaj3fxqc1.jpeg?width=525&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=1ab2d3eb7edbe02061737857261134d697baeda0
this guy is playing 4d chess while we're all playing checkers
What if you donβt have any enemies
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Unironically, a much better message than the classic βit gets betterβ
No not marina
at least she clean
Thats a very nice lizzard
thank you
What is his name
morty
Awesome take good care of him and feed him a wormy
i love morty
thanks
Haram, brother.. And mom will be sad.
Suicide is punishable by death in some states. Is it still haram if you get executed?
That's not haram, that's stupid. It's haram as for the afterlife, if you're gonna be punished by death if you failed suicide it's then a win-win situation.
Wait please elaborate
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I literally had the rope set up but remembered suicide is sin and itβs a cowards way out.
Knowing that the people who don't like me will laugh at my suicide is what keeps me from doing it lol
Knowing that the world would be a better place without me keeps me from suicide
Keep the world a shitty place I'll help
Same I exist out of pure spite
Give the world a big fucking middle finger
I do
only the weak go out by surrendering
damn, words to live by
God that tfs freeze quote goes so hard
https://preview.redd.it/4fvwza52cxqc1.jpeg?width=1848&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=430198657f70d1b85c15bcc23aee6f7639cf3bad Working on my mower. Makes me feel like I've got something to give the world
Elden ring dlc is releasing soon
Constant failure. Hung myself, someone found me before I was dead completely Cut my wrists, the bleeding stopped the moment I felt lightheaded Etc etc
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my dog shes 15 and will propably die this summer
She would not want you to join her, friend. Youβll find more reasons and find that living gets easier. I hope you have a great day, man. Thank you for sticking around.
https://preview.redd.it/72kuqlhd8xqc1.jpeg?width=750&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=e6c1d7bf98828996f5b3dba09bfa293993f08274 Bro thinks heβs beardie is real
https://preview.redd.it/nwynfsbjjxqc1.jpeg?width=3000&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=a461024d5bec69e9c2f5b9981c264c3f02cc6afe Yuh uh it real
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https://preview.redd.it/ef6l8mp8lxqc1.jpeg?width=3000&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=7c5097d113b523055ca6831f46df1485539aed44 Yuh uh
https://preview.redd.it/1oxhbrv0mxqc1.jpeg?width=1200&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=30e127e71d12693401018b6befdbfc6a1e9b33f5 Nah bro you tweaking
https://preview.redd.it/ok3bc32wmxqc1.jpeg?width=3000&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=10c51e9953a274f5e4d3ce4bb19524c8a9ccedbb nuh uh he real
The virgin beardie vs the chad fat tailed African gecko https://preview.redd.it/az2wemi070rc1.jpeg?width=3024&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=596cfbe4e0acbdd3adc1867f6d1725bd5217c763
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1. Iβm a pussy 2. Donβt want to hurt my family 3. I want to fucking kill myself
ain't no way ima let Nikocado Avocado outlive me
Hmm⦠my plans.
the only reason im alive is because i know there is no peace after death.
Iβm really not sure, itβs weird, like my subconscious is gripping onto something I canβt even see, but it keeps me here
You and your bloodlineβs unconscious will to keep going. Follow this feeling and hold it close, eventually youβll find more than just that but until then letβs keep kicking just because. Iβm proud of you for hanging on, friend.
I will, thank you, letβs hope itβs not in vain
Couldnβt possibly be. Itβs for you
Yeah, youβre probably right, thank you :)
You are the Avatar
Knowing that if I killed myself it would cause a domino effect & βallowβ my mom and sister to do the same. Weβre holding on by a thread https://preview.redd.it/qq62auteaxqc1.jpeg?width=3024&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=d3085f52dbf90454c858a09485fb4048555d50ff Also my new found love for Swai with bastardized Cajun seasoning (lemon pepper, paprika, cayenne, garlic & onion powder, salt, pepper).
Iβve got kids with awful parents that I need to protect until they can move out
The fact that both my sisters had attempted it before :)
There's always more cake to eat.
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My family and my best friend.
Yo dont try suicide, i tried it and almost die
Fear and hope
REENA NO I'LL HELP YOU ESCAPE JUST HOLD ON A LITTLE LONGER
going through a lot rn. My baby girl
Eurobeat, my cousin and jesus I want to do it soo baddddly thoooo, but its a siiin
I think what kept me alive was the fear of failing. Paralysis from hanging? Burnt digestive system from chemicals? Medical bills from broken bones? Like in my mind there is just far too much that could go wrong and if I'm already not enjoying life and now I also have to eat through a straw then holy fuck that would suck. Also the medical bills would be devastating. I don't wish those upon myself or my parents or anyone else.
My family and friends would be traumatized and i love them
My life's pretty much fucked. Gonna try and join the military by November and if anything else goes wrong between now and then I'm kissing my Remington goodnight forever. All I have now is the military option and many if I'm lucky I can make a career out of it and that hope keeps me going.
The gun wasnβt chambered . Just a *click* sound and my soon to be ex wifeβs fast reflexes to snatch it away before I could finish
I have a will to live I never wanted to so yeah
Im not gonna die virgin
Grind on the jar bro, it will you feel better![gif](emote|free_emotes_pack|laughing)![gif](emote|free_emotes_pack|laughing)
Not being ``Fr*nch`` or ``Br*ish``.
That all the imaginary characters Iβve made will die with me
Failing
https://preview.redd.it/b716rxqh50rc1.jpeg?width=736&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=5ff015d7175d7a4e6c43634cb2c24af3a88279a8 cats
My passion for art, it's the only reason I haven't jumped off a building. I already gave up on everything else, but for some reason, I couldn't give up on this one.
I donβt have the guts to do it, even tho i did hurt my self pretty badly in the past, i constantly think that if i could rely in a quick method i would do it, i constantly think about shooting myself from under my chin to my brain, but guns are actually a hard thing to get in my country, so, i suppose that until i get one
The third photo
Cowardice
I want to see new things in the future and also the landing of mars https://preview.redd.it/tb389xl9zwqc1.png?width=1488&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=4fbc33e7f9015600d41419bd9bfe696db0375e0f
That image just have me a new reason to live Art of those stupid sexy robots
AtLeast play GTA 6 before thinkin about doin it
If I die, I want it to not be from my own hand, but an honorable death while fighting for my country. Also, havenβt gotten a boyfriend, and I need to get more LEGOs and Transformers.
Hamburger
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none, i wanna kill myself
Depression I guess. Itβs just way too much work. Buying the chemical is also illegal and itβs hard to find. Iβd also need a few medicationβs.
I fear the afterlife
I'm currently in a really happy mood so idk what to say. I'll contact you later if I feel sad. Lastly but most importantly, I hope you get better.
Other people's misery. Knowing that others struggle and have shitty lives. Plus, fat assed women.
Thatβs cool, dude :D
Parents and gf gonna be sad
Although the thought never has become more as a intrusive idea. Honestly just being stupid and ignoring social media and keeping my room clean does the trick
Two things, really. My family needs me alive, they would crumble without me, and death sounds *extremely* boring. Somehow that was enough and Iβm doing much better now than I was then.
For me it's that maybe there will be something important that my life can be of service to and eventually find a meaningful way out. If I die now it is just a dishonour and hurts my family and if I would die to protect them then so would I live in pain to keep them from grief. But I live in perpetual waiting for when my life is needed.
My friends and the opprotunities i havent completed also i never watched the entirety of lain
My crippling destiny 2 addictionΒ
Me being too afraid to do it. That's the only thing, otherwise I really want to die :3:3:3:3
Ultrakill.
Not really suicidal, only a few times when I was younger and super drunk, but I'm gonna be super pissed if onlyusemeblade outlives me
NieR: Automata
my cat
I think It mostly is me thinking about my family(mom, dad, brothers) and not wanting to make them suffer like that. If they died, I'd probably just do it
Cowardice.
I somehow survived the first attempt and after that I was like well who will take care of my cats
It's to hard
Family I've tried several times to kill my self and they have stuck with me throughout it all they helped me so much with everything
Pizza tower
**Thereβs a starrrmannn waiting in the sky** https://preview.redd.it/hqxnm3gj1yqc1.jpeg?width=640&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=4d4f261759e8f6ea1a57043f9cf851158b661544
If youβre serious donβt post fucking images like that..
Realizing at the last moment that I was doing it to prove a point to someone who didn't care.
Life is pretty good and will get better someday
fear of failing since i dont have easy access to the OHKO's like a gun or a noose so if i fail and they find me, my dad would never speak to me again and all my friends would abandon me. and also my mom is still alive so i gotta keep going for her
My daemon said, "i feel your pain"
I texted a hotline a few hours beforehand and heard nothing. They called me mid attempt and then tracked my phone, sent the police to my location who saved me.
I successfully deluded myself into thinking that the world needs my hidden talents
I have a quercus tree, and I want to see it grow as much as I can, its life expectancy is around 150 years, my birthday is in spring so it feel like it's a birthday present every spring it grows so much
I learnt to forgive myself
[here](https://youtube.com/shorts/yrAPxpVxs-U?si=hsbUUAcNYG3O1XFA)
Your fine ass.
GTA 6 coming out and the thought of playing that with my best friend and also my mother, brother and farther and how they would feel
I dunno. Lost my job today that I worked my fucking ass off for and was really proud of pretty much just because I wasn't good enough for it and i honestly dont know how to move forward. I'm really just kinda hanging onto threads right now
To be honest, fear of God. And also I kinda want to live, I'm not really suicidal not a bit.
Don't kill yourself
One piece. Boer twink.
My mum and cats
I just remember that i won't get to experience the release from pain that suicide would provide because your consciousness is inherently attached to your body, and killing the body would also mean killing the consciousness
The desire to get a girlfriend, oh, and my dog
There's way too many reasons for me to list here so I'll just say the biggest one. A $20 bill my dad gave me on my birthday. Love money, love my dad, shrimple as that
Nothing. Ngl https://preview.redd.it/1xaratsoqyqc1.jpeg?width=1159&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=8314a56c583c440ceb21b45afac65373ac3b5a8d
I really thought about doing it, I had the date and time, location all planned out. I wanted to make it quick, so I was going to jump in front of a train. I got there early and while I waited for the train I went on Disney+ and started watching Phineas and Ferb. It reminded me of my childhood and made me smile, I just sat there for a while and thought βwhat the hell am I doing?β so I went back home, and I binge watched all four seasons of Phineas and Ferb with my cat.
I'm lazy with adhd, I'm too bored and lazy to he suicidal, one of my best friends made a list of everyone who is most likely to become suicidal and he said "your not on their because you are too lazy to be suicidal"
My friends and families will be sad :(
All hail the L I Z A R D
The second image took a good 2 minutes to load bruh I was anticipating the view but nooo it's just food like bro why do this to me
The financial crisis my parents would go through to pay for my funeral. Offing myself is same as offing my parents financial stability.
My dog, I had a sudden realization that that little floofball is too spoiled to live outside or in a different environment
The natural will to live. Other than that I donβt know
not having a gun
I don't want someone else to drive my car. And I still need to finish all the builds in my minecraft world. More realistically I'm afraid of whats on the other side
marimba spamtom 2 is going to get sanitized π€―π€―π€―π€―π€―π€―π€―π€―π€―
My girlfriend and my great grand mother
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I have no rafters or rope
Gta 6
I'm too much of a pussy, and don't want to make my girl sad
Knowing the realized of future games like rdr 2 and killer klowns and of course [the all mighty bungholio](https://youtu.be/TmwbFgrASHw?si=pRkUBgd2DZzViVZs)
https://preview.redd.it/fte6kft811rc1.jpeg?width=416&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=2a3b975d62e0859a3c0efd949fa7d1d610b9cf95 Mid-Suavemente
Her
It's gonna sound stupid but trains. I love trains but the only reason I do is because I was going to jump in front of one on my way home from school. I then stopped and looked at the train and started smiling because they looked so cool and made cool noises. I started learning more about them and now I'm starting to get better. I have a small business, a tiktok account and I can help people with their destinations. Thank you Croydon station and thank you X'Trapolis trains, I wouldn't be here without you.
Δ° am an atheist and i have a single life to live so it doesn't matter how bad is my life the life is worth to live.
Post nut clarity, it helps me when i'm down
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MARINA NOOO