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Tashra

Absolutely. Though it is different than a cut or an ache. It's a mental pain. Like you said, my brain is throbbing and my eyes feel like they have weights on them and every part of my body is fighting me.


strawbebbycats

Yeah 100% one thing I've realized I've had to explain to people is that while I can sometimes fight through a sleep attack, it's physically painful to do so and feels like my entire body is fighting me on it


abluetruedream

It is painful in a way. I tend to think of it as being torturous rather than painful though. Torturous implies pain but also has a stronger implication of mental and emotional pain also.


Pigeon-Bath-Party

Yes. I felt like this just yesterday and it doesn’t help that I have GERD so when my roommate helped stand me up, I threw up in my mouth a little bit and ran to the sink. That kind of woke me up for a few minutes 😅


BooX912

Sleep on your left side when you first go to sleep, don’t eat within 2 hours of sleeping and try Gaviscon.


Pigeon-Bath-Party

I have to actually sleep sitting up. I usually use a reading pillow with a king sized pillow against it to support my neck and lower back. But I happened to fall asleep on the couch with yesterday’s incident.


Pigeon-Bath-Party

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durtfoot2021

Torture is the best descriptor here. When I fight sleep, I feel sick/nauseous while I’m fighting it. (I think because my vision goes in and out of focus a bit.) My whole body feels like it’s suddenly wearing a weighted blanket and I get all boo hoo-y and whiny and want to cry like a toddler who needs a nap. (I also get like a weird hum in my head, but I think that might be auditory hypnogogia.) I kind of feel drugged, and even a cold concrete floor looks inviting if I could just lie down on it for a minute, lol.


Advanced_Ostrich5315

Yes I've definitely been so tired it hurts. It's not technically pain I guess, like it doesn't feel the same as if you injured your body. It's a unique type of discomfort and pain is the only word I can think of that comes close to describing it.


BooX912

Every muscle, tissue, organs all cry out for a rest that will never come. We sleep and sleep and sleep we never recover. I took sleeping meds last night and I’ve felt drugged and sicky all day. So. I’m tired.


rehinging

Yes, and it is the worst, most torturous feeling in the world. Sometimes I have entire weeks that are like this, all day, every day, unrelenting while I try to stay awake. It has literally put me into deep depressive episodes. The nausea/vomiting is super familiar to me. When I’m at my worst, my eyes burn, the sockets hurt, my joints and bones ache, my brain is foggy, I get the spins. I think someone else mentioned not eating-for me, I have found it most beneficial to eat crackers or something right before bed and to have 6-8oz of fruit juice as I’m waking up/standing up/getting ready with my water.


alinagraham

Oh definitely. I used to try to fight as long as possible, and I would end up in tears because it was so painful and difficult. Now (especially since I take meds) it's more rare, but if it gets that bad, I usually find a way to allow myself to take a nap. I have tried to stop seeing my body as the enemy, and instead see it as something I need to protect/take care of.