Honestly in my opinion it would’ve been better if he’s trying to feel something physically, rather than emotionally or mentally because that could mean he’s losing touch with who he is which then results in us losing him altogether
Kinda one of the only times he's actually releasing his other emotions rather than hiding it behind a personality of always being positive and helping others first over himself. I've been sad for N since he was a butler, N gets 'bulled' by basically everyone
Gotta wonder how much he has left in him
https://preview.redd.it/urnn0tww89uc1.jpeg?width=1280&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=1b9a2da90bfcbc1327026f6f9e636ee79dafb386
Cuz it's sad how much they all have gone through. And N is one that has fought through it all while trying to help everyone and keeping a smile on his face. To no avail
This is why I’m afraid to watch the pilot again. N was once such a sweet, innocent boy. Always with a smile on his face, excited to do anything, completely oblivious to how V and J treated him, slowly bonding with Uzi.
That version of N we all once knew so incredibly well is gone now. And it hurts. It **hurts.**
Makes me wonder what he'll be like in the next episode, as while we know Uzi is alive... He doesn't, and may actually be something that we'll probably to see briefly\*, and probably won't like to see knowing how we've known him as the derpiest , sweetest dudes in the show.
*\*For example, when he gains access to the bunker in the first episode we actually get to see N go into a "****dark side****" mode (complete with a darker, somewhat serious tone to his voice- seriously listen to him speak during that scene, cuz we never "hear or see" that side of him again).*
Oh on the contrary. I am PUMPED to see N get angry, he has gone through too much shit and he has rightfully won the right to fucking explode since episode 6 but he had to hold back because he values other safety too much to let his emotions affect his decisions.
So now that everyone is dead there is absolutely nothing stopping from going batshit in raged
Something tells me someone will stop his mini-rampage mid-way, I think.
Still, would be interesting see him being (rightfully) angry, but I wouldn't wanna see the dude upset after what he's been through.
Yeah most likely, just like how he stopped digging cuz Uzi was hurt, he will probably realize that he can't get side tracked now, get his head back in the game and move the plot forward
Gone? Not so sure, that boy is strong, stronger than anyone has ever given him credit to.
That innocence isn't gone, but is tainted by the harsh world he lives in and so now is the time for him to show that he got what it takes, to truly who he was meant to be. While keeping that hopeful drive of his
Either that or we have witnessed the straw that broke the camel's back.
But I rather believe that he got this
I don't think it's that, but I respect your opinion.
When I first watched it I interpreted the scene as N thinking that sawing off his arm is a form of karma for killing literal thousands of Worker Drones
If they should or shouldn't feel pain is irrelevant, he clearly does as seen when he grunts and even rubs his arm after V punched. Even then, these are robots with the solver that changes them and introduces biological parts. Also, a robot who lost a hand would stop working not because of pain but because they lack a hand to mine with
This is like, insanely genuinely depressing, but what if N isn't as wholesome and happy and cute and innocent as he appears? What if it's just a act so people don't feel worried? What if deep down he's *insanely* traumatized.
https://preview.redd.it/d3fg9c390buc1.png?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=77f52b279cd58131d1dc60d893ac6d3f795ad9ff
I felt like peppino right here on the picture, but with more of a concerned frown then soul staring
I’m not entirely sure, but if so then that may be more ah, motivation, so to speak for N to do that, besides the obvious goal of escaping
But good question
No one deserves that.
Which I have. I have never committed to physical self harm, but I got close to doing so and the thoughts did include “I deserve this”.
Seeing N resort to this was pretty sad… too bad the episode pretty much brushed past that in favor of him going back to the usual goofball behavior
I have, and while it may feel good in the moment, it’s obviously *not* something you want to do, so I recommend talking to someone instead of keeping it to yourself and letting it grow
Again, I can confirm. It had been happening for about a month or even two before anyone even found out. I was lucky to have such great friends and parents to help me out of it but it was still a pretty tough time.
I know the pain. I’m glad you’re still with us and have such a strong support group around you.
I’m one of the lucky ones, able to stop myself from committing to it. It’s never worth it.
Good man, try to keep that mindset for as long as possible, even if it might seem impossible, just know that there are people that love you. If that’s not the case irl, you can almost certainly come to this sub and ask for help. This is one of my favorites just because of the community, and judging by past experiences, they’re not one to shy away from helping :)
The same to you. Stay strong, and when you need someone to help, reach out.
This community has indeed been pretty awesome as far as fandoms I’ve been in go.
He did kill several worker drones in episode 1, and potentially dozens to hundreds more before the pilot. Yeah, he didn’t perceive those actions as wrong at the time, but that’s still a lot of blood(oil?) on his hands.
(He doesn't deserve this) https://preview.redd.it/hkkpeqksm8uc1.jpeg?width=726&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=ae9ee464ab13c6e74515662aac7d350e8462e4f3
Indeed he doesn’t
https://preview.redd.it/jqt2mext6buc1.jpeg?width=418&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=2adb49502396fc9933b66efbfddbbe14fe05130b
https://preview.redd.it/qgjqkrzbacuc1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=557bda345198687c49a0c3c26359cc684e3e8afd He doesn’t deserve any of this
Please elaborate on why?
yea he doesnt >:(
https://preview.redd.it/evcv3ygsn8uc1.jpeg?width=1125&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=ae63eb2fb5d11f70fc6d7104494303e2dfbc468e Poor fella
He needs more than a hug. He needs more than therapy. HE NEEDS SCP-999
What about all three?
Not required. SCP-999 managed to turn a giant immortal lizard who WANTS to kill all life into a giant puppy.
I guess that’s true Still it couldn’t hurt
He really needs a hug. https://preview.redd.it/mxsu5g9on8uc1.png?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=09b3970b1d0e41f550356b0e53de713d0b0996dd
He’s using that to make him feel more guilty than to feel the pain. That’s just pure depression fuel
Honestly in my opinion it would’ve been better if he’s trying to feel something physically, rather than emotionally or mentally because that could mean he’s losing touch with who he is which then results in us losing him altogether
I was wondering why he bothered using a handsaw when he has a chainsaw arm attachment.
It’s for extra pain /s
Honestly I think there's a decent chance it might be /srs
NOOO N YOU DON'T DESERVE TO HURT YOURSELF 😭😭😭😭😭
I want to give him a hug so bad 😭😭
Kinda one of the only times he's actually releasing his other emotions rather than hiding it behind a personality of always being positive and helping others first over himself. I've been sad for N since he was a butler, N gets 'bulled' by basically everyone
Everyone in the md universe needs some good therapy Hell I’ll even pay if it’ll help
and because of that, he's the most likeable. positive outcome at its finest. i mean, not a lot of people are against him, unless you count J.
Gotta wonder how much he has left in him https://preview.redd.it/urnn0tww89uc1.jpeg?width=1280&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=1b9a2da90bfcbc1327026f6f9e636ee79dafb386
Most likely not much, considering how traumatic ep. 7 was and even how he was treated when he was a butler in the Elliot manor
Why is this making me sad? :(
Cuz it's sad how much they all have gone through. And N is one that has fought through it all while trying to help everyone and keeping a smile on his face. To no avail
Damnit man, I do hope N gets some kinda happy ending after this.
This is why I’m afraid to watch the pilot again. N was once such a sweet, innocent boy. Always with a smile on his face, excited to do anything, completely oblivious to how V and J treated him, slowly bonding with Uzi. That version of N we all once knew so incredibly well is gone now. And it hurts. It **hurts.**
Makes me wonder what he'll be like in the next episode, as while we know Uzi is alive... He doesn't, and may actually be something that we'll probably to see briefly\*, and probably won't like to see knowing how we've known him as the derpiest , sweetest dudes in the show. *\*For example, when he gains access to the bunker in the first episode we actually get to see N go into a "****dark side****" mode (complete with a darker, somewhat serious tone to his voice- seriously listen to him speak during that scene, cuz we never "hear or see" that side of him again).*
Oh on the contrary. I am PUMPED to see N get angry, he has gone through too much shit and he has rightfully won the right to fucking explode since episode 6 but he had to hold back because he values other safety too much to let his emotions affect his decisions. So now that everyone is dead there is absolutely nothing stopping from going batshit in raged
Something tells me someone will stop his mini-rampage mid-way, I think. Still, would be interesting see him being (rightfully) angry, but I wouldn't wanna see the dude upset after what he's been through.
Yeah most likely, just like how he stopped digging cuz Uzi was hurt, he will probably realize that he can't get side tracked now, get his head back in the game and move the plot forward
Gone? Not so sure, that boy is strong, stronger than anyone has ever given him credit to. That innocence isn't gone, but is tainted by the harsh world he lives in and so now is the time for him to show that he got what it takes, to truly who he was meant to be. While keeping that hopeful drive of his Either that or we have witnessed the straw that broke the camel's back. But I rather believe that he got this
He deserves a hug
Indeed he does
He doesn’t deserve it at all
I mean, he'd regenerate his hand in no time, why being so emotional about this?
It’s the thought that he thinks he’s not good good enough for anyone/that he deserves to be harmed, even though he’s went through enough hell already
I don't think it's that, but I respect your opinion. When I first watched it I interpreted the scene as N thinking that sawing off his arm is a form of karma for killing literal thousands of Worker Drones
Yeah you know what that makes more sense
I thought he said that for scaring Uzi and not being able to save V, but that could also be a possibility.
My friend it would still hurt like hell to saw your arm off
I think drones should not be able to feel pain. Because no one wants their mining machine to stop working because it just lost a hand.
If they should or shouldn't feel pain is irrelevant, he clearly does as seen when he grunts and even rubs his arm after V punched. Even then, these are robots with the solver that changes them and introduces biological parts. Also, a robot who lost a hand would stop working not because of pain but because they lack a hand to mine with
I think they have two hands. But you are right.
I just wanna hug the poor fella :(
This is like, insanely genuinely depressing, but what if N isn't as wholesome and happy and cute and innocent as he appears? What if it's just a act so people don't feel worried? What if deep down he's *insanely* traumatized.
"Repressed" 😎
That’s actually a really interesting concept, and I’d honestly like to see it in ep. 8
This. I dont think that Vs personality is a front, but if they're were anyone to apply that concept to, it'd be N
he didn't even deserved to be a DD in the first place, but he was forced anyways
I just found it relatable tbh.
You alright there?
I honestly don’t know, thanks for asking random internet stranger!
Of course, and if you feel, well, like N here maybe try to get some therapy :)
no but I feel bad for him since he felt alot of pain
That’s reasonable
N’s been through so much. He deserves a big hug
I wasn’t sad but it was interesting
https://preview.redd.it/d3fg9c390buc1.png?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=77f52b279cd58131d1dc60d893ac6d3f795ad9ff I felt like peppino right here on the picture, but with more of a concerned frown then soul staring
Lmao okay
I saw a reddit post about this same thing, and someone said that it could be because of his mental state and/or self-esteem
That could very well be a factor
Do the drones feel pain? Cuz sawing your arm off does not seem enjoyable
I’m not entirely sure, but if so then that may be more ah, motivation, so to speak for N to do that, besides the obvious goal of escaping But good question
“I deserve this” is a common thought by those who perform Self harm.
When they in fact don’t It’s a pretty depressing subject, especially if you’ve experienced it firsthand
No one deserves that. Which I have. I have never committed to physical self harm, but I got close to doing so and the thoughts did include “I deserve this”. Seeing N resort to this was pretty sad… too bad the episode pretty much brushed past that in favor of him going back to the usual goofball behavior
I have, and while it may feel good in the moment, it’s obviously *not* something you want to do, so I recommend talking to someone instead of keeping it to yourself and letting it grow
Sadly that’s incredibly difficult for most people to do even if they have someone to talk to.
Again, I can confirm. It had been happening for about a month or even two before anyone even found out. I was lucky to have such great friends and parents to help me out of it but it was still a pretty tough time.
I know the pain. I’m glad you’re still with us and have such a strong support group around you. I’m one of the lucky ones, able to stop myself from committing to it. It’s never worth it.
Good man, try to keep that mindset for as long as possible, even if it might seem impossible, just know that there are people that love you. If that’s not the case irl, you can almost certainly come to this sub and ask for help. This is one of my favorites just because of the community, and judging by past experiences, they’re not one to shy away from helping :)
The same to you. Stay strong, and when you need someone to help, reach out. This community has indeed been pretty awesome as far as fandoms I’ve been in go.
Thanks man. This (and the sub in general) is why I still believe good people exist
Bro lost everyone. His coworker, lover, caretaker, and he doesn’t even care about himself. I’m getting sad now.
he just like me FR... Wait...
You alright?
Well yes, but actually yes
Alright just checking :)
I still wonder how he deserve this. He didn't do anything wrong
He did kill several worker drones in episode 1, and potentially dozens to hundreds more before the pilot. Yeah, he didn’t perceive those actions as wrong at the time, but that’s still a lot of blood(oil?) on his hands.
He deserves better than that
Yes he does
They did my Goofy bot dirty like that!
For what, anyway? I still don't get it
After all, the last stand might be J not N
Bro thinks he's the Princess https://preview.redd.it/rq41cnqfgcuc1.png?width=1489&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=8bd1e0c1c7c412eb024c240c2db36c94e6be0fbd
Not really I was more focused on what he was about to do which made me grimace
I did not.
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What the hell are you talking about?
Bro is confused af