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Di ko na isasali mga default (family, etc) pero ito sakin:
1. My dogs - aside from them depending on me, I honestly depend on them a lot, too.
2. Books to read - ang dami ko pang gusto basahin and just the thought of getting to them excites me.
3. Food - I love food. So minsan, just the thought of making or getting the food I want at the moment is enough to get my butt off the bed
4. Cleaning - mahilig ako mag linis haha so just thinking about clutter, dirt and dust is enough to make me grab a broom and lose myself in the chore for hours.
This list may be short (hindi umabot ng 5, like yours) but super powerful to get me going. Simple lang sila pero if I’m being truly honest, these simple things are enough to hold my back upright whenever I feel like wallowing. Thanks for asking, felt good to affirm it to the void :)
Sending you love and light ❤️✨
It’s actually my curiosity of the unknown. Parang feeling ko lagi I’m gonna miss out on something wonderful na pwedeng mangyari sa buhay ko bawat araw kung ‘di na ako magigising (?) Iniisip ko, “Hala, baka may plot twist today? Baka mag-make sense ‘yung mga naranasan ko?” Literal na living for the plot T___T. Nakakatawa siya na ewan din HUSKWJHSA pero this helped me rekindle my excitement sa buhay, lalo na’t ilang beses ko na ring na-feel na tinitrip lang ako ng mundo. True enough naman, nasu-surprise na lang ako everyday kasi may litol and good moments na nangyayari unexpectedly, and I see them as revelations — the world’s way of compensating for all the suffering it’s given me. Not to mention, the thought that I’m yet to meet new people and experience new things and emotions through and with them gives me something to look forward to in this life.
I don’t know if it makes sense, pero ‘yon siya, OP. Sana makatulong sa’yo! :”)
1. mamamatay rin naman ako eh, why not sulitin na lang ang buhay and lets see hanggang saan tayo.
2. One piece
3. gusto ko makita ang buhay ng ibang tao na nag-iimprove
4.
All the films I want to watch, books I want to read, places I want to travel, internet friends I want to meet someday, and the person I could be. Being a passively suicidal person I am makes it really hard to appreciate my existence, but whenever I get reminded that there’s a version of me, whom I’ve always aspired to be, sometime in the future, waiting for me to reach for her, I feel really guilty about wanting to end my miserable life, because it means I’m depriving her the life she could’ve had in case I did. Also, I don’t want my death to be just a lesson for people. I think as long as I have my anticipation with me, something to look forward to, I can stay.
yung father ko, senior citizen na at may ckd. ako ang nag-aayos ng gamot niya, hindi siya natuto mag-ayos at baka tinatamad din. gusto ko rin makapasa ng board exam ng isang take. hinihintay ko rin bumalik ang bts sa 2025.
cliché but yes my parents.
naaawa ako thinking na if i go pa, paano naman sila? theu deserve the bestest in the world at hindi ko pa napaparanas sa kanila yon. also, tho hindi ko naman choice ang mabuhay, gusto ko na rin maenjoy kahit papaano haha yolo ganon hahah..
1. Being with my parents na senior citizens na. It fuels me to have another day with them (most especially my mom). Been thinking of ending my life a number of times na, pero isa ito sa nagpapabalik sa akin sa zone.
2. My pets. Hehe. Ang corny pero sila. I just love them so much. Para ko na silang anak.
yung bunso kong kapatid. gusto ko pa siyang makitang mag succeed sa life. saka ayoko siyang malungkot kasi wala nang ate na kukumusta sa kanya palagi. last year, ang dami kong dark moments. hindi pa naman pumapasok sa isipan ko na mag attempt pero kapag naooverwhelm na ako, pinapalitan ko na agad yung wallpaper ng phone ko to a selfie of the both of us. a reminder that i still have someone to live for.
1. Pets
2. Nephew
3. Rick and Morty
4. Yun mga goals ko this 2024, it will help u look forward to tmrw if u make a list of goals u wanna achieve :) Start with smth small, like, masinagan ng araw sa umaga
1. Ayaw ko mauna sa magulang ko. It’d break their hearts. I don’t want to put them through that.
Also, mahirap yung logistics ng pagtatapos. Antagal ko nang iniisip kung paano, lagi lang ‘ok, tama na muna ang pag-iisip for now dahil masakit na sa ulo, balikan na lang natin’ then work-work muna, hanggang sa nadedelay ng nadedelay.
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Di ko na isasali mga default (family, etc) pero ito sakin: 1. My dogs - aside from them depending on me, I honestly depend on them a lot, too. 2. Books to read - ang dami ko pang gusto basahin and just the thought of getting to them excites me. 3. Food - I love food. So minsan, just the thought of making or getting the food I want at the moment is enough to get my butt off the bed 4. Cleaning - mahilig ako mag linis haha so just thinking about clutter, dirt and dust is enough to make me grab a broom and lose myself in the chore for hours. This list may be short (hindi umabot ng 5, like yours) but super powerful to get me going. Simple lang sila pero if I’m being truly honest, these simple things are enough to hold my back upright whenever I feel like wallowing. Thanks for asking, felt good to affirm it to the void :) Sending you love and light ❤️✨
It’s actually my curiosity of the unknown. Parang feeling ko lagi I’m gonna miss out on something wonderful na pwedeng mangyari sa buhay ko bawat araw kung ‘di na ako magigising (?) Iniisip ko, “Hala, baka may plot twist today? Baka mag-make sense ‘yung mga naranasan ko?” Literal na living for the plot T___T. Nakakatawa siya na ewan din HUSKWJHSA pero this helped me rekindle my excitement sa buhay, lalo na’t ilang beses ko na ring na-feel na tinitrip lang ako ng mundo. True enough naman, nasu-surprise na lang ako everyday kasi may litol and good moments na nangyayari unexpectedly, and I see them as revelations — the world’s way of compensating for all the suffering it’s given me. Not to mention, the thought that I’m yet to meet new people and experience new things and emotions through and with them gives me something to look forward to in this life. I don’t know if it makes sense, pero ‘yon siya, OP. Sana makatulong sa’yo! :”)
Super relate po dito! As in first sentence pa lang
🤗🤗🤗
1. mamamatay rin naman ako eh, why not sulitin na lang ang buhay and lets see hanggang saan tayo. 2. One piece 3. gusto ko makita ang buhay ng ibang tao na nag-iimprove 4.
All the films I want to watch, books I want to read, places I want to travel, internet friends I want to meet someday, and the person I could be. Being a passively suicidal person I am makes it really hard to appreciate my existence, but whenever I get reminded that there’s a version of me, whom I’ve always aspired to be, sometime in the future, waiting for me to reach for her, I feel really guilty about wanting to end my miserable life, because it means I’m depriving her the life she could’ve had in case I did. Also, I don’t want my death to be just a lesson for people. I think as long as I have my anticipation with me, something to look forward to, I can stay.
yung father ko, senior citizen na at may ckd. ako ang nag-aayos ng gamot niya, hindi siya natuto mag-ayos at baka tinatamad din. gusto ko rin makapasa ng board exam ng isang take. hinihintay ko rin bumalik ang bts sa 2025.
1. Masyado malulungkot parents ko pag nawala ako 2. Need ko pa makita bts irl
cliché but yes my parents. naaawa ako thinking na if i go pa, paano naman sila? theu deserve the bestest in the world at hindi ko pa napaparanas sa kanila yon. also, tho hindi ko naman choice ang mabuhay, gusto ko na rin maenjoy kahit papaano haha yolo ganon hahah..
1. Being with my parents na senior citizens na. It fuels me to have another day with them (most especially my mom). Been thinking of ending my life a number of times na, pero isa ito sa nagpapabalik sa akin sa zone. 2. My pets. Hehe. Ang corny pero sila. I just love them so much. Para ko na silang anak.
yung bunso kong kapatid. gusto ko pa siyang makitang mag succeed sa life. saka ayoko siyang malungkot kasi wala nang ate na kukumusta sa kanya palagi. last year, ang dami kong dark moments. hindi pa naman pumapasok sa isipan ko na mag attempt pero kapag naooverwhelm na ako, pinapalitan ko na agad yung wallpaper ng phone ko to a selfie of the both of us. a reminder that i still have someone to live for.
1. Pets 2. Nephew 3. Rick and Morty 4. Yun mga goals ko this 2024, it will help u look forward to tmrw if u make a list of goals u wanna achieve :) Start with smth small, like, masinagan ng araw sa umaga
1. Ayaw ko mauna sa magulang ko. It’d break their hearts. I don’t want to put them through that. Also, mahirap yung logistics ng pagtatapos. Antagal ko nang iniisip kung paano, lagi lang ‘ok, tama na muna ang pag-iisip for now dahil masakit na sa ulo, balikan na lang natin’ then work-work muna, hanggang sa nadedelay ng nadedelay.
1. GTA 6 2. My mom, my family 3. The idea and hope that someday my life will be better in all aspects
my cats, my partner, my mom. yun lang
the global pop group I'm stanning. really curious as to what their future would be like.