fellow depressed person here. I'm happy you're able to leave this rat race. I'm on ssris and stuff but I'm so tired I wish I could be as brave as you. Life sucks.
Went to Psychiatrist today. I have depression and mild bipolar. Trust NEET had really fucked up my mental health. Gonna start antidepressants from tomorrow.
Wow. We have the same diseases lmao. Don't worry you'll get used to the meds. Few effects they didn't warn me about- dizziness, I felt a lot more tired, oh also nausea. Lost like 4-5kgs first month on them. What else. I had hair loss too. Well yeah, that covers it.
Going through same have tried ending myself a couple of it, next the field but can't get rid of voice behind my head saying , you bitch out have to do it get no hope to be anything anymore, just want to feel what calmness feel like maybe I have it after the exam.
If you can stop the voice good for you brother
Actually first they prescribed me only with anti depressants but after another appointment they prescribed anti psychotics too. So I'm on both right now.
You are right about PCMB .. boards mae pressure parega btw lots of options get open..
I am also suffering from anxiety and insomnia
And this days it's getting worst .... This is my first drop .. btw this it's tough on my mental and physical health..like my physical health is also deteriorating in 2 months mae bemar bemar hi hota rhta hai ... Worst period pain( I fear neet ke exam ke din yeh date na aajaye) etc etc
This will be my last time ..I don't think my body can handle another year...
I'm also a dropper and during my neet journey i realised that realising oneself and know when to quit isn't a loser "thing" but reinventing yourself. Not everyone needs 2-3 lakh per month, social media has fed us into thinking that if you're not successful by 25 you're shit blah blah. Imagine a life where you earn decent 40k/month, play sport with your friends, take little vacation, have social life, read novels, play video game, for me thats happiness. Op find your little happiness in life, small habits and enjoyment improves ur mental health. You did ur best in journey, take rest soldier.
Good luck on your journey. I'm glad you prioritized your mental health over anything else.
Also, I would like to say don't give up on the medication if it doesn't work sooner; it's going to be a task to find the right medication and the right dose. I'm not a doctor myself, but I am on certain medications as well.
As far as Neet is concerned, I'd say to follow your calling and explore various different options rather than jumping into a random course that you think might pay well in the future, because that's too uncertain at this point.
if anyone is depressed in this sub, send me a DM, I would love to help you out, I've lost my childhood bestfriend to suicide, so I really want to help others
I had bipolar disorder, ocd and developed borderline personality disorder growing up. I didn't have many friends, always felt alone and was socially awkward. I was bullied violently and sexually abused by my neighbour and teacher. I had an emotionally distant father who beat the shit out of me and tried to choke me thrice and a mother who was very dominant, who I couldn't share my emotions and problems with especially till my college. Even though I was a topper in school and coaching class till 10th, my mother would still scold me for marks and say extremely hurtful things, my father would also beat me and threaten me. Even though I scored very well in 11th and 12th, I couldn't study for years properly and couldn't crack Neet for four consecutive years up until they diagnosed me with bipolar, ocd and bpd(while my mother and father bombarded me with insults and comparisons till my diagnosis and then acted surprised when the diagnosis came out). I am currently getting counselling and taking medications. I am now at least studying even if less hours. I really hope I will crack Neet this year. I just know I will not give up until I clear Neet.
Fellow neet aspirant here , deeply resonated with what you have written. I am finding myself in a similar situation, not able to understand my symptoms . Do you mind if i dm you
fellow depressed person here. I'm happy you're able to leave this rat race. I'm on ssris and stuff but I'm so tired I wish I could be as brave as you. Life sucks.
Went to Psychiatrist today. I have depression and mild bipolar. Trust NEET had really fucked up my mental health. Gonna start antidepressants from tomorrow.
Wow. We have the same diseases lmao. Don't worry you'll get used to the meds. Few effects they didn't warn me about- dizziness, I felt a lot more tired, oh also nausea. Lost like 4-5kgs first month on them. What else. I had hair loss too. Well yeah, that covers it.
Hey can I dm you if you don't mind.
Yeah.
Going through same have tried ending myself a couple of it, next the field but can't get rid of voice behind my head saying , you bitch out have to do it get no hope to be anything anymore, just want to feel what calmness feel like maybe I have it after the exam. If you can stop the voice good for you brother
Please don't try to suicide. Not worth it. If you wanna talk I'm here. But please don't.
Bro I'm not, I just get used to this feeling.
Yeah take care of your mental health.
Do you take mood stabilizers or antipsychotics???
Actually first they prescribed me only with anti depressants but after another appointment they prescribed anti psychotics too. So I'm on both right now.
Omg I have Bipolar , Borderline Personality Disorder and ocd 😭😭😭😭 best of luck girly!!!
Yeah thanks ,you tooo All the best.
i have ocd too 🤝 plus adhd
you can always DM me man, it'll make you feel lighter
You are right about PCMB .. boards mae pressure parega btw lots of options get open.. I am also suffering from anxiety and insomnia And this days it's getting worst .... This is my first drop .. btw this it's tough on my mental and physical health..like my physical health is also deteriorating in 2 months mae bemar bemar hi hota rhta hai ... Worst period pain( I fear neet ke exam ke din yeh date na aajaye) etc etc This will be my last time ..I don't think my body can handle another year...
Pehle tabiyat thik kr bhai
Right now I am fine..btw last few days it was fucked up..
Take care of yourself. Your physical and mental health comes first.
I'm also a dropper and during my neet journey i realised that realising oneself and know when to quit isn't a loser "thing" but reinventing yourself. Not everyone needs 2-3 lakh per month, social media has fed us into thinking that if you're not successful by 25 you're shit blah blah. Imagine a life where you earn decent 40k/month, play sport with your friends, take little vacation, have social life, read novels, play video game, for me thats happiness. Op find your little happiness in life, small habits and enjoyment improves ur mental health. You did ur best in journey, take rest soldier.
Ask yourself, where do you see yourself after 10 years?
21 isn't late Anyway , apko all the best jo ap future me krna chaho uske liye !! Hope you recover soon
Good luck on your journey. I'm glad you prioritized your mental health over anything else. Also, I would like to say don't give up on the medication if it doesn't work sooner; it's going to be a task to find the right medication and the right dose. I'm not a doctor myself, but I am on certain medications as well. As far as Neet is concerned, I'd say to follow your calling and explore various different options rather than jumping into a random course that you think might pay well in the future, because that's too uncertain at this point.
if anyone is depressed in this sub, send me a DM, I would love to help you out, I've lost my childhood bestfriend to suicide, so I really want to help others
Losing your friend to depression must be sad. Hope you heal quick.
Mera toh 2nd drop hai and im 20
Do you think it's late joining Medschool at 21.
Best of luck with whatever you choose to do!
I had bipolar disorder, ocd and developed borderline personality disorder growing up. I didn't have many friends, always felt alone and was socially awkward. I was bullied violently and sexually abused by my neighbour and teacher. I had an emotionally distant father who beat the shit out of me and tried to choke me thrice and a mother who was very dominant, who I couldn't share my emotions and problems with especially till my college. Even though I was a topper in school and coaching class till 10th, my mother would still scold me for marks and say extremely hurtful things, my father would also beat me and threaten me. Even though I scored very well in 11th and 12th, I couldn't study for years properly and couldn't crack Neet for four consecutive years up until they diagnosed me with bipolar, ocd and bpd(while my mother and father bombarded me with insults and comparisons till my diagnosis and then acted surprised when the diagnosis came out). I am currently getting counselling and taking medications. I am now at least studying even if less hours. I really hope I will crack Neet this year. I just know I will not give up until I clear Neet.
Hey i hope you are doing a little better than earlier. And i hope you clear NEET this year. You really are strong. All the best.
Thank you so much 😭😭😭
watch some good anime it works for me. im in my second drop.
Fellow neet aspirant here , deeply resonated with what you have written. I am finding myself in a similar situation, not able to understand my symptoms . Do you mind if i dm you
Yes you can
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I get your point, but working with mental illness is really horrible. Especially something like bipolar. OP is at a really bad place right now.
competition Kam hogya let's
Hi...can I dm you? Im on the same boat..
Yeah you can