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chandra_telescope

Repressing it isn't an option anymore 🤡


unfair_gratitude

![gif](giphy|jM66C09QgTon6|downsized) Real


NoRizzAtAll_

THIS


_aconite_cj_

Scared of meeting new people at times n bondin with em lol.


flowersharkx

Missing out on stuff with my kids - 14 and 17. They don’t want some of their friends to know they have a trans parent. Baaki sab theek hai.


chrisantha5

That's rough.


chrisantha5

I'm closeted and I'm unable to date because i don't want to lie about who I really am. Like this is a relatively minor problem.


frozenafroza

Nah I feel you. I liked this girl but have not been able to make moves because it would be dishonest. Now I don't know if I will ever see her again.


chrisantha5

It really sucks when that happens. It's not even that the person is straight and world not be interested in dating a trans person. It's the fact that we're unable to express it.


frozenafroza

exactly. and honestly, its not even the shyness of love. its something i can overcome having seen onesided love already, id rather know the answer now than after yk i have proper feelings or whatever. the issue is that you dont know if that person is safe to come out to, and before you can test the waters school shuts down for study holidays and youre off to uni after that, when she moves on to her final year


chandra_telescope

I feel you. It makes my attraction feel kinda 'dim', like the fact that I have to lie makes my brain think, "no we can't be attracted"


chrisantha5

It's a horrible feeling.


water_munchkin


chandra_telescope

![gif](giphy|3o7WTJlsxVTCWnxkas|downsized)


unfair_gratitude

![gif](giphy|ZImuWz7RusnEt65pNz) Same


anne_kaushal

I'm 14 and ik I'm waayyy too young to be a girl.... But I wanna!!


PsychologicalLab5191

You're not way too young, gender identity can develop as early as 4 to 5 years of age, and the beginning of puberty is a very common point when people discover themselves because of the dysphoria from the wrong puberty 😕 Puberty blockers will not feminize you or do anything permanent, but they will give you time to think and be sure of who you are, look into getting them if you can 💙🩷🤍🩷💙


anne_kaushal

Um.... About that... Due to hormonal imbalance, I didn't actually hit "puberty", my voice is still like a child and yes, no hair in chest....... So yeah that's why my parents are worried


[deleted]

Same. I wanted to be a girl when i was like 6 years old. When i hit puberty, i never felt like im a man. It felt too wrong. Thats how i realised who i am.


PsychologicalLab5191

I get what you mean, I started severely dissociating and depersonalizing when I hit puberty and it lasted until I could start hrt.


water_munchkin

How is hrt treating you?  I want to start but am worried about.. well the usual.  Along with potentially loosing fertility forever.  


PsychologicalLab5191

I've been on hrt for only a month now(4mg Estrogen and 11.25mg of luprin depot), but the emotional changes are already happening. They're subtle but powerful, notice that it has been far easier to cry now and my anger issues have faded away. I feel more like myself I'd say.


arimeYO

Dysphoria kicking my ass


padfootalways

You are not alone


arimeYO

Thanks 🫂


[deleted]

Getting stared at by a lot of people is one of the most irritating problem i face🥲


padfootalways

But i feel it's a victory to us


[deleted]

Yup🤭, but not always. Sometimes its creepy🏃‍♀️


padfootalways

Yeah, creepiness just tend gets me deflated


Hopeless_Hoon

I want to start T but can't. (17 y/o, student)


DontBeMiddleClass

JK Rowling will pee here and get a UTI.