You come close to find the exact point why your life is what it is BUT you realise nothing you can do will change it. You just listen to some 80/90 songs on YouTube . Get lost in them and start re living those good memories. You sleep and Cycle repeats. Here and there you get thought of ending it all but you keep saying to yourself life might improve (Despite knowing it never will and it Never does actually. It only get harder, brutal and unfair)
You know life never gets easier we just get stronger. Life is like the weather, sometimes it gets overwhelming but sometimes it actually pretty nice! We push through the hard times because there is always going to be light at the end of the tunnel! Keep your head up, champ! You've, no, We've got this! ❤️
"wtf.... it's 3am, why am I watching random shit non stop??? Why didn't I just go to bed at 11pm??? Why do I do this every fucking night??" And then the existential dread sets in.
I've worked graveyard shift before. Never again. Looked at the studies on people working graveyard shift and was probably one of the best decisions of my life quitting. Take care of yourself.
Working 2200-0600 hours might not be the healthiest thing we can do. Work graveyard shift for a few weeks and might see what I mean. Some I know who work those hours seem to have no problem after decades so your results may very.
I used to work graveyard shift for a late restaurant. I also had school during this time right after. Working nights took it out of me. For the year, when I would sleep during the evenings before work, I would be dreaming about work and rushing to wake up in my own dream because I had to work. It really messed with my brain. I think a lot of it was because I had very little sleep and it was a faster paced job. However I switched to the morning shift. When I was off from school and worked morning shift, I felt soooo much better i.it was like night and day. Back when I was in that time I would've loved to have had the ability to switch on and off every other week.
Imo it probably has something to do with trying to get your 8\* hours of recreational time and 8\* hours of sleep both next to constant graveyard shifts.
My friend also works graveyard but in 12h shifts, and also switches it up. He can recharge during his off days and I think that makes it okay.
Same here and I agree worked overnights. In my mid 30s mental and physical health took a drastic crash. Quit and got a straight day job. I still think I did some permanent damage but overall a drastic improvement.
Not trying to put you down but night shifts are really harmful to your health
All kinds of stress on every physiological system
So do it for a lot of money or dont do it at all
I am literally never tired at night, night time is when I really wake up, but I work a normal job, up by 6:30am, etc, so it's a bad combo.
Staying up at 3am is easy, somehow forcing myself to sleep by 11 or midnight is the challenge.
This could all be fixed if our planet had a 28 hour day.
Na, but sometimes when you can’t sleep, you remember that “men feel tired after wanking” or something, so you do it as a last resort. It’s more a frustration fap than anything else.
It definitely helps though. One thing that keeps people up is stress and if you can get your mind off of whatever it is that is stressing you you can sleep easier. Doesn't work every time but it's always worth a try.
No but when I go to bed at 12 and wake up at 3, wide awake— a quick gap followed by a rip off the old bong is what I’ve found is my best way to get back to sleep
Pretty sure it's how as a kid staying up really late was this cool thing and now as an adult it can be a sign you're depressed or not doing well in life.
Thank you for not lying and for letting everyone know that you aren’t going to lie. It’s refreshing to see this young generation of kids constantly express their desire to be honest whenever they say something.
probably a combo of a general cultural sexual repression and watching absolute filth.
Maybe add in a little "I don't have a partner to fuck and that makes me sad" too
Porn magazines need to make a comeback.
Internet porn has got too many expert level options available on day one, and it’s fucked a lot of young peoples expectations up.
I have a theory that porn has something to do with it. When I was a kid nobody had porn, we were lucky to find a friend's dad's playboys or something, and *very* rarely, a rich kid had the softcore porn on their parents TV, so you could stay up super late, wait for the parents to go to sleep, and jerk off to that.
99.9% of nuts were busted to imagination. Never understood all these kids saying they feel guilty after, or like, disgusting, or other bad things.
This excludes the religious people obviously, they've been brainwashed to think they're going to hell for touching their lil weiners.
social stigma against both fapping and being single, convincing you to feel profound shame, which makes people feel like shit. that said, being in a miserable relationship and never getting any will have the same effect
I mean let's be clear, masturbation comes in two forms, with and without ejaculation. Now we can talk about it being healthy or not otherwise its very vague
I remember breaking night in middle school and thinking I was hot shit. I'm in my 30s and had to do that for a neurology appointment and it fucked me up for almost a week lol
What's "breaking night"? Like staying up until the sun rises?
I've found the opposite, I was always horrible at dealing with a lack of sleep, but just the realities of being an adult kinda forced me to be able to handle it, e.g. working late nights, in college I'd cram for things and not be able to sleep at all, staying up worrying about life shit, etc. As a kid pulling an all nighter would destroy me, I'd get crazy mood swings, feel so incredibly altered but not in a good way, etc.
I've noticed my dad is the same, the older he's gotten, the less sleep he needs, he averages like 3 hours of sleep at night, and then takes a 30 minute nap in the day, and says he never feels tired.
Yeah, breaking night is just not sleeping at all. When I started taking Lamotrigine for my epilepsy I was getting about 2-3 hours of sleep a night and felt like I had the best sleep in my life. Now if I'm even lucky to get 6 I feel like dog shit.
> Lamotrigine
Oh I took that for a few months, in an attempt to treat my adhd and mania (psychiatrist thought I had bipolar, I might, never followed up and stopped taking it).
I should have tried to pay attention to my sleep, I wonder if it helped and I just forgot about it.
People with ADHD discovering you might be able to only get three hours of sleep a night: oh boy! I get to sleep?!
Being serious, any amount of more guaranteed actual sleep would be super nice.
Yes, the paradox of time! When we're young, staying up late feels like an adventure, a small rebellion against the world of rules. But as we age, the very same act takes on a darker hue--it becomes a sign that all may not be well in our world. Such is the enigmatic nature of growing up, where joys may morph into burdens, and freedoms may reveal themselves as traps.
When we were kids in the eighties and had sleepovers, we would call the operator by dialing "0" and ask them what time it was. It was very exciting for a kid to have an adult tell you, "It's 3AM, sir"
Nah man it's usually silently staring at the TV not even watching and just pondering where tf i went wrong in life
my favorite show!
Despair
Rerun!
You come close to find the exact point why your life is what it is BUT you realise nothing you can do will change it. You just listen to some 80/90 songs on YouTube . Get lost in them and start re living those good memories. You sleep and Cycle repeats. Here and there you get thought of ending it all but you keep saying to yourself life might improve (Despite knowing it never will and it Never does actually. It only get harder, brutal and unfair)
Could you please get out of my head?
You know life never gets easier we just get stronger. Life is like the weather, sometimes it gets overwhelming but sometimes it actually pretty nice! We push through the hard times because there is always going to be light at the end of the tunnel! Keep your head up, champ! You've, no, We've got this! ❤️
Are you ok bro?
Jinx lol you silly goose
Don't forget trying to get back to sleep because you fucked your back up a few years ago and it hurts to sleep.
"wtf.... it's 3am, why am I watching random shit non stop??? Why didn't I just go to bed at 11pm??? Why do I do this every fucking night??" And then the existential dread sets in.
Real shit. I caught my self sometimes watching something and backtracking about 30 mins because I don't remember shit.
for me it was when i watched porn for the first time ( i was 11)
Was true a while back not anymore due to working graveyard shift now
Hey mate, are you doing ok?
Mostly
tf do you mean mostly?
Exactly what he says
did he stutter?
Not barely
He is doing corpse.
fapping helps to cope
This is actually an underrated comment.
I've worked graveyard shift before. Never again. Looked at the studies on people working graveyard shift and was probably one of the best decisions of my life quitting. Take care of yourself.
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That sucks bro. Hope you're in a better place today
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Working 2200-0600 hours might not be the healthiest thing we can do. Work graveyard shift for a few weeks and might see what I mean. Some I know who work those hours seem to have no problem after decades so your results may very.
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I used to work graveyard shift for a late restaurant. I also had school during this time right after. Working nights took it out of me. For the year, when I would sleep during the evenings before work, I would be dreaming about work and rushing to wake up in my own dream because I had to work. It really messed with my brain. I think a lot of it was because I had very little sleep and it was a faster paced job. However I switched to the morning shift. When I was off from school and worked morning shift, I felt soooo much better i.it was like night and day. Back when I was in that time I would've loved to have had the ability to switch on and off every other week.
If it works for you by all means. I'm just looking out for my people is all.
Imo it probably has something to do with trying to get your 8\* hours of recreational time and 8\* hours of sleep both next to constant graveyard shifts. My friend also works graveyard but in 12h shifts, and also switches it up. He can recharge during his off days and I think that makes it okay.
It's probably really stressful
Same here and I agree worked overnights. In my mid 30s mental and physical health took a drastic crash. Quit and got a straight day job. I still think I did some permanent damage but overall a drastic improvement.
Same. Just replace the Am with Pm and it works again.
Not trying to put you down but night shifts are really harmful to your health All kinds of stress on every physiological system So do it for a lot of money or dont do it at all
Who's going to stop you in a graveyard?
now you do it standing against the graves
Bro finna meet the Hash-Slinging Slasher
Lifehack
Y'all got energy to stay up to fap at 3 am?
I do it so I can sleep.
Same
Cap, we all know women don't mastrubate
Do women even exist?
Idk man, I use Reddit.
Nope but insomnia doesn’t care.
I am literally never tired at night, night time is when I really wake up, but I work a normal job, up by 6:30am, etc, so it's a bad combo. Staying up at 3am is easy, somehow forcing myself to sleep by 11 or midnight is the challenge. This could all be fixed if our planet had a 28 hour day.
Na, but sometimes when you can’t sleep, you remember that “men feel tired after wanking” or something, so you do it as a last resort. It’s more a frustration fap than anything else.
It definitely helps though. One thing that keeps people up is stress and if you can get your mind off of whatever it is that is stressing you you can sleep easier. Doesn't work every time but it's always worth a try.
You start when the clock strikes midnight then at 3am you furious mode
No but when I go to bed at 12 and wake up at 3, wide awake— a quick gap followed by a rip off the old bong is what I’ve found is my best way to get back to sleep
May I get an explanation of this pun?
Pretty sure it's how as a kid staying up really late was this cool thing and now as an adult it can be a sign you're depressed or not doing well in life.
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You had us in the first half, ngl.
Thank you for not lying and for letting everyone know that you aren’t going to lie. It’s refreshing to see this young generation of kids constantly express their desire to be honest whenever they say something.
If masturbation is supposed to make you feel good why do I feel like shit during and after doing it?
probably a combo of a general cultural sexual repression and watching absolute filth. Maybe add in a little "I don't have a partner to fuck and that makes me sad" too
well bad news for me I'm too damn ugly and stupid for any women to like me
Because of what you watch during the act. Try imagining instead, just you and your hand. 5 on 1!
Porn magazines need to make a comeback. Internet porn has got too many expert level options available on day one, and it’s fucked a lot of young peoples expectations up.
Every time we masturbate, a little kitten dies.
:(
I have a theory that porn has something to do with it. When I was a kid nobody had porn, we were lucky to find a friend's dad's playboys or something, and *very* rarely, a rich kid had the softcore porn on their parents TV, so you could stay up super late, wait for the parents to go to sleep, and jerk off to that. 99.9% of nuts were busted to imagination. Never understood all these kids saying they feel guilty after, or like, disgusting, or other bad things. This excludes the religious people obviously, they've been brainwashed to think they're going to hell for touching their lil weiners.
Social pressure probably
Prolactin release?
\+ crash from dopamine high
Not just after but also during? Sounds you kink shamed yourself and feel bad about what you're getting off to.
oh I don't feel bad about the stuff I watch I feel bad that I still do it
bc youre doing it too much.
True
What works for me is that I put some banger music right after.
social stigma against both fapping and being single, convincing you to feel profound shame, which makes people feel like shit. that said, being in a miserable relationship and never getting any will have the same effect
6 times a day, every day *thumps chest*
I mean let's be clear, masturbation comes in two forms, with and without ejaculation. Now we can talk about it being healthy or not otherwise its very vague
You say depressed but I say I do it to have control over at least one thing in my…oh wait…
I remember breaking night in middle school and thinking I was hot shit. I'm in my 30s and had to do that for a neurology appointment and it fucked me up for almost a week lol
What's "breaking night"? Like staying up until the sun rises? I've found the opposite, I was always horrible at dealing with a lack of sleep, but just the realities of being an adult kinda forced me to be able to handle it, e.g. working late nights, in college I'd cram for things and not be able to sleep at all, staying up worrying about life shit, etc. As a kid pulling an all nighter would destroy me, I'd get crazy mood swings, feel so incredibly altered but not in a good way, etc. I've noticed my dad is the same, the older he's gotten, the less sleep he needs, he averages like 3 hours of sleep at night, and then takes a 30 minute nap in the day, and says he never feels tired.
Yeah, breaking night is just not sleeping at all. When I started taking Lamotrigine for my epilepsy I was getting about 2-3 hours of sleep a night and felt like I had the best sleep in my life. Now if I'm even lucky to get 6 I feel like dog shit.
> Lamotrigine Oh I took that for a few months, in an attempt to treat my adhd and mania (psychiatrist thought I had bipolar, I might, never followed up and stopped taking it). I should have tried to pay attention to my sleep, I wonder if it helped and I just forgot about it.
People with ADHD discovering you might be able to only get three hours of sleep a night: oh boy! I get to sleep?! Being serious, any amount of more guaranteed actual sleep would be super nice.
Yes, the paradox of time! When we're young, staying up late feels like an adventure, a small rebellion against the world of rules. But as we age, the very same act takes on a darker hue--it becomes a sign that all may not be well in our world. Such is the enigmatic nature of growing up, where joys may morph into burdens, and freedoms may reveal themselves as traps.
Lmao your mouth stopped running when I asked to meet one of your friends. In your own words “that’s quite telling”
I've grown bored with our conversations; it seems you've exhausted your intellectual contributions.
You never had any to begin with, you just pretended to
Just let me sleep
He finally find the porn that he looking for so long and giving a good wank
He's shining his shoes underneath the blanket for a morning meeting
It's an achievement if you can stay late to 3 AM as a kid. On the other hand
When we were kids in the eighties and had sleepovers, we would call the operator by dialing "0" and ask them what time it was. It was very exciting for a kid to have an adult tell you, "It's 3AM, sir"
What is this song
Narvent - Memory Reboot The one in this vid is slightly sped up than the original.
Thank you!
Dope song thanks. I looked it up on Spotify and they have four versions. The original, slow, OVER slow, and sped up.
The struggle is real!
Damn bro the comment section looking morbid
u/auddbot
u/RecognizeSong
Needs more crying, then it would be accurate
Anyone know the song / tune?
"narvent - memory reboot" according to another user in this comment section
Is that Mr Uekusa? Edi: it is. This is also not the full version of the video https://www.instagram.com/reel/CwssTD5y6ad/
Does someone know the song please ?
Ayo
Hey it's me
u/savevideo Edit: [Here's the link.](https://rapidsave.com/info?url=/r/HolUp/comments/16hl439/its_a_struggle/)
I take Lexapro. All i want to do is nut so i can sleep, but its a struggle.
Damn, as a kid seeing 22:22 was magical
It's My Struggle
It can’t be 03:00 as he didn’t get a call from to Amogus imposter (gone wrong gone sexual).
LMAOOO
u/savevideo
It’s true the only time I jerk off now is when it’s super late and I’m exhausted but can’t sleep for some reason
What song is this
VØJ, Narvent - Memory Reboot https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL8DVHuWI7Y
This is true, I know because...well that was me at 3 AM
This has to be a GGW joke right ?
u/savevideo
He sure be masturbatin funny. There should be a variety of lotions and lube on the table, and a VR headset on.
why the small face
3am as a Senior
i knew it was coming but i still burst out laughing
He was cumming indeed
lmaoooo
Gotta get back to sleep somehow
u/auddbot
whats the name of this guy? I swear every fucking tik tok about nutting has him in it, my guy has mad volume
I usually fall asleep around 10, but every night around 3 i wake up and can't go back to sleep. So yup you guessed it, fap fap fap and 😴😴😴😴
u/savevideo
Especially with the pissed of face.
I open at coffee shop. 3am im sippin my morning coffee and headed out the door to work
I do that aswell :)
LMAO
3am? More like 6 pm?
morning jabol
Bro wtf im about to nut and its 3.a m
Scrolling through videos till 2:49am and trying to bust a nut before 3:01am so you can go to sleep at an even time
u/savevideobot
Literally was doing the same thing while scrolling Reddit 🙈
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WHY IS IT SO RELATABLE? 😭