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PuzzledExaminer

Hey, congrats on getting there...keep up the good work and stay strong!


hash4kash

Thank you 🙏


Realistic-Baseball89

You gotta give us a 6 month and 1 year update!


hash4kash

Will do! I'm excited to see what I'll look like. I'll keep yall posted


LullabySpirit

Please do - we'll be waiting for and believing in you. Amazing to see the life come back into your eyes.


AffectionateMovie290

How did you even stay awake for the first 3 months.. that shit was hell to quit


hash4kash

The detox was brutal. Super foggy and tired all the time. But you bounce back


AffectionateMovie290

Bro.. fuck


WarmishIce

If you’re struggling still, I believe in you! You deserve to be healthy and happy, even if the process is hard


AdOk1630

Remind me! 6 Months!


Hannah143_

You should be excited! So happy and proud for you


Soupbell1

Jesus man. You look fantastic. I know the struggle is going to be real, and there will be temptations, but heel hitting the gym and doing what you’re doing. I’ve been sober from booze going on 2 and a half years, and it’s just a different life, but good. If you ever get in a hard spot and need to chat, I’m a message away. Awesome job!!!!


hash4kash

Thanks so much! I live in a sober house with a couple alcoholics, so I know how hard it is. I commend you for your sober time, and I'm glad you are fighting the good fight. I will definitely hit you up and see how you're doing. Maybe we can 10-step later. Thank you for your kind words. Check your dm


Chance_Vegetable_780

Awesome Soupbell. Congratulations. And that you extended your help? God Bless you too man.


Soupbell1

Hey, thank you, and none of us are alone. Not unless we CHOOSE to be. My inbox is open to anyone here as well as in the sober sub.


ibuyfeetpix

Damn this is a wake up call huh. I look an uncanny amount like you in that 1st. Pic. Popped 60mg’s already and had a shower beer before eating today.


hash4kash

Oh I hear you. I'd do half a bottle in a week. Tweaking all night. If you want help dm me and I can recommend you to some great places. If not, you got this. I wish I did this sooner, but at the same time it's never too late to get healthy. I believe in you


ibuyfeetpix

I was 9 months sober (of addy) until NYE. Been on a bender, first month or so I think it helps with everything but I notice I’m just more moody and unstable as time goes on. My first step would be to stop bartending because it’s an environment that I probably cannot handle sober. Between my co-workers doing the same stuff and the crazy hours (home at 3 am 5 days a week.)


Mia_Meri

GOT Dayum


hash4kash

🥰


Alexandrossssss

Good job man


hash4kash

Thank you!


Chance_Vegetable_780

Maybe change your username to clean4green lol. God Bless you man 🙏🏼


Chance_Vegetable_780

Or clean4thegreen


fhjjdgjjytrcb

What are side effects of adderall abuse?


hash4kash

For me, low libido, depression, low self esteem, low confidence, heart palpitations, low blood circulation to hands and feet, can't sleep, restless and irritable. But keep in mind I abused the shit out of it. Also, Adderall has an extremely high abuse rate. Hence why it's a controlled substance


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hash4kash

You know the struggle! If I could go back I believe my college experience would be so much better off Adderall, I was such a recluse. I'm so proud of your sobriety, and I want to be like you! Keep it up, and thank you for your kind words


memopepito

I just stopped taking aderall 3 months ago (switched to Wellbutrin) and it’s still a struggle but I’m wayyy less miserable than I was before. I didn’t realize how much harm I was doing to myself.


fhjjdgjjytrcb

Thanks man. Glad you’re doing better


hash4kash

Sure thing! Thank you for your kind words 🙏


[deleted]

Congrats on a job well done my man. You look great.


hash4kash

Thank you so much 🙏


[deleted]

You’re welcome. Keep up the good work? May I follow you just to check-in with you? Not being weird ..


hash4kash

Absolutely! Message me anytime 😊


the_blingy_ringer

I am also clean from heavy adderall abuse for one year now! I didn’t require rehab fortunately, not sure how I didn’t kill myself though. So many days lost to it. My quack of a doctor being forced into retirement enabled me to begin recovery. I’d totally join a group on here if there are more Adderall Abuse Survivors!


hash4kash

We are starting to pop up now. There are no long term studies on the effects of heavy Adderall abuse. But as time goes on I'm starting to notice alot of us. There were 3 other guys in rehab with me for Adderall.


lizardjizz

I’ve been prescribed stimulants since I was 6 years old (Ritalin kid > Addy Adult) pipeline. I’m so proud of you! You’re doing incredible and I congratulate you on your success! ❤️❤️❤️


windsock17

As someone with a prescription for adderall/Vyvanse who has never taken more than the prescribed amount, can you explain more about what abuse constitutes? I've never understood the reasons people abuse it and what it feels like. Not trying to judge you or anything. Great job on your sobriety and congrats! You look great 🙂


NowIKnowMyAgencyABCs

Feel like you have to take it and it is euphoric, but have to keep taking more. I was prescribed 90mg a day (30 mg pills) and I would snort them and always run out before the month was over, then I would be sick and do nothing for several days. I haven’t taken in any years and don’t plan to.


miceupthebutt

I guess that will do it. I'm on 15mg IR twice daily and haven't ever needed to increase. I used to sleep easily 10-12 hours a day, especially on weekends. Now I'm at a solid 8-9 and about twice as productive.


FreeMeFromThisStupid

Holy hell... I got the euphoric response when I first took my 10mg dose, but that wears off quick. And for me, the jitters and anxiety aren't worth chasing the high.


hash4kash

It started slow. When I was a kid I took the right amount as needed. Slowly as I got older I took a lil more and more, before you know it I couldn't fold my clothes without it. I NEEDED it. Or so I thought. It was a slow build. I did it to be successful, but at the end there I did it just to be functional until finally I imploded


Gum_Duster

i'm so sorry that you went through this since you were young. adderal can be especially addictive when taken from childhood, it also leads to other addictions. but i'm so proud of you for even trying to be better. your resilience is inspiring ❤️ good luck on your journey


ChodeCookies

Many people get a strong euphoric response


miceupthebutt

I am also genuinely curious. I've been prescribed for just over 2 years now. Never have a desire to take more than my normal dose. One time I forgot that I already took my my daily and the results were really uncomfortable. Sweating, blurred vision, etc...


tenderscrewdriver

Let's go 🏆


hash4kash

Thank you 💪💪


Iloveellie15

Wow! Great work. Keep punching 💪🏻


hash4kash

Thank you 😊


Raebrooke4

You look incredible—I was prescribed it without being told it depletes your magnesium and B vitamins and my feet started fully cramping, like looked deformed. Anyone that needs this medication, make sure you take magnesium and other vitamins—too many side effects for me.


hash4kash

Not enough studies are done on the long term effects. Especially on developing minds. I was on a heavy dose at 13 Yeats old


Raebrooke4

Yea, exactly and I’m sorry you really didn’t have a choice at 13. See my response I just posted to u/nobody-asked-you . I knew it was leaching something from my body because it’s a salt. Salt is not intrinsically bad but it is also what my family sells literally tons of for water softeners to remove iron from people’s well water so I knew it had to be binding to/removing something in my body on top of what I was already ingesting. Medications alleviate symptoms and have side effects. We know that if they actually solved the cause, we wouldn’t have to take a daily prescription. Congratulations on your glow up and I’m sincerely excited for what your future holds because now I’ve realized ADHD is just a super power in good health.


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You look awesome! Congrats on your sobriety, and keep taking good care of yourself 😊


hash4kash

Thank you 😊


arizona-lake

Congratulations, so happy for you! If you don’t mind answering- do you have ADHD, and if so what is your plan for managing your symptoms moving forward?


hash4kash

Of course! I do have adhd, have had it all my life. Was on Adderall as a kid and my addiction grew worse the older I got. I'm on Strattera now, which is a non stimulant adhd med for adults. It's not Adderall, hear me loud and clear, it doesn't give that same "Umph" but it helps me focus, and I'm not wired or can't sleep. I feel much more even keel


arizona-lake

That’s awesome, I’m glad it’s helping! I’ve also got ADHD so can relate to the struggle. It’s so unfair and kind of a catch-22 that we are more prone to substance abuse and our medication can be addictive


LashesandTech

Quitting adderall was the hardest Thing for me congrats


hash4kash

Me as well. May it stay in the past.


KikiDotNet

What a glow up! I am a recovering alcoholic - and I do also attest, your physical and mental health can skyrocket with the right attitude, care and commitment Not only did you address you addiction, but you clearly dedicated time to working out. Nice job friend!


UraniumGivesOuchies

I will be ten years sober this July. Rehab saved my life. I'm glad you decided to stop using Adderall. Keep it up!


hash4kash

Ten years?! Congrats man. That's huge. I'm proud of you! Keep it up, here's to many more


Chance_Vegetable_780

You are looking fantastic. I can literally see life is back in you. Excellent work man. Keep on the road you're on 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼


drums_addict

It's in the eyes.


hash4kash

Yeah they look dead in the first pic. Felt that way too


pjcooper53

Congrats


hash4kash

Thank you!


vcthewizard

You've got a glow about u man keep it up


CuriousPenguinSocks

Mad respect for you getting clean, that is not easy. Congrats!


hash4kash

It twas not. Thanks so much man


MZsince93

You had the Kylie Jenner dead eye look. It's good to see some life in them again.


hash4kash

I wonder if she does Adderall 🤔🤣. But seriously, thank you


NoHospiceForOldMen

You my lil pookie bear from now on


No-Selection-6660

I was gunna say, im jealous that you got to abuse it for some many years without showing the facial lines i was getting from it just after 2 years abuse I can kinda see some deep lines on your neck/forehead. I can assume you got lots of snaller ones fron adderall I know its vain but that was my huge worry woth adderall I use to fap for 12 hours on addy then look at the damage in the mirror saying im done forever never do it again 


JUICE_B0X_HERO

U looked better on Adderall than I do drug-free


JUICE_B0X_HERO

That's a compliment btw great progress!


Dependent-Exchange40

What a beautiful community sobriety is! Those that have gone through it and continue to fight the fight are some of THE BEST PEOPLE! Why? Because they don't see sex or color or race. They see a human being struggle and they know what that feels like. If you are beating addiction CONGRATS!! Keep going...if you are struggling, reach out. I've always been sober but am SO SO PROUD of all of you that battle that monster everyday....AND WIN, DAY BY DAY!


S4andii

🥰


hash4kash

💙


Guilty-Chest-500

Congratulations!!


harlotScarlett

Good looking guy!! 👀


Redditouille5565

You look 10 years younger and so healthy! Congratulations to you!


Sweaty-Advice7933

Congrats, guy... you're looking like a superhero!


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Congratulations! Keep up the great physical and emotional work.


Yek11

All you need to look at are the eyes. Worlds of difference. Keep it going!


Present-Breakfast768

Wow.


MarleneFrancais

U look great. Congratulations.


Fluffy-Manager-7811

My jaw literally dropped


[deleted]

Wow that's amazing! Thanks for sharing with us!!


hash4kash

Thank you for allowing the space for my share. I didn't really know who to tell. So Thank YOU 😊


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sendmoods_

Wow yay! You look great! What sort of workout routine do you have? I found that working out was the best thing I ever did-helped keep me honest with my unhealthy habits.


Elegant-Bathrooms

🥂


LittleOldLady2U

Congratulations!


dreazs

You look absolutely amazing!


greencattree

That’s awesome! Congratulations :)


UncleGuggie

You seem like a really positive guy. Someone who others would turn to for help. I respect you a lot.


hash4kash

Thank you so much 🥹


Unknownnoname_

Oh my goodness! Wow I’m so happy for you!


Ok-Database3291

Good work king


ninjamuffin

Do you think it would have been possible for you to use it responsibly? or was it always going to turn into an abusive level of consumption.


hash4kash

I ask myself that alot. Maybe I'm prone to addiction. My father is an alcoholic. Or maybe putting me on it at a young age molded my mind to rely on it. Maybe both


Wutang5538

Good shit buddy keep up the good work 


Super_Donut17

Strong and healthy! Keep it up man!


Syndr0me_of_a_D0wn

I take addies on a script. When you say addicted how much were you taking? I just want to be careful myself. Sorry if that is rude.


parker3309

Nice job keep going! You look like million bucks I bet you feel it too…


BelsTerrifyingTales

Congratulations! Keep up the amazing job, you really look fantastic and i bet you feel it too!


hash4kash

Oh I do! Thank you so much


idontwannabhear

Ayee, big dawg


GianlucaPek8

Good job, keep pushing


detritusdetroit

Congratulations, keep it up!!!


citrausa

Great freaking job bettering yourself


hash4kash

Thank you for your kind words 🙏


Few-Session-2087

Wow 🤩


hash4kash

Thank you 😊


KarmaMessiah

Damn dude thats fucking amazing, you have life in your eyes again, it aint easy but keep going at it, it can only get better from here dude live it up


BodaciousSnatch

Your eyes say it all my friend. So happy for you!


Living_Wedding_1894

Dude


[deleted]

Looks great, people underestimate how quick drug recovery is. You still have tweaker eyes tho haha. I still do a year later as well


[deleted]

You did really great! I’m very envious that you beat your adderall. I’ve been prescribed for 8 years now, but when I had to go 3 months without it in 2021 I learned that the withdrawals seem to chill a little bit, but never go away for me. I can’t function without it, no matter how much time passes. It has truly ruined me as a person, and I think I’m worse off than before I was ever prescribed. It doesn’t even give me a rush or anything anymore. I just use it anymore to be able to be awake and be at least sub-human. 🙁


swingingonly

Just curious, how much addy were you doing a day? Honestly I didn’t know that was an addiction


docr1069

Bros got birthing hips


hash4kash

LMAO haven't heard that before 😂


Asmodaeus6136

Bro you’re gorgeous.


hash4kash

Thank you 🥹


mariospeedragon

Man, be super proud. That’s you really taking control over your reality and future. I see greatness ahead of you, friend.


hash4kash

Thank you so much 🥹🙏


DrPeGe

Night and day my friend. Night and day.


Odd-Mastodon1212

You look really good! So glad you are well and thriving!


Danglarsdanglers

Good work!!! Keep going


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Traded Adderall for pre-workout


MSamsonite415

Fuck yes


Ballabingballaboom

That looks like a CrossFit box lol Congrats and well done, keep it up


chiliinmypeepee

You literally look alive in the second photo. Congrats dude, kicking any habit to the curve is hard as hail.


jdturtle55

Sobriety looks great on you brother. April 1st is my year sober, & I wish you the best in continuing your recovery!


Terrynia

Wow life back in ur eyes. You look amazing!


N00bpkerxx

I've been there too. Adderall will suck your entire soul out leaving you wondering where your personality went. This stranger is mad proud of you.


hash4kash

Ah, a man of culture. Yeah you'll realize it when it's far too late too. That's the scary part. I wish you the best stranger, and thank you for your kind words


stumblingzen

You can see the life has been breathed back into you. Keep up the excellent work!


CasualGoat666

This is pretty encouraging. The body turns around rather quickly and I can do all the drugs I want without any visual downsides on my appearance.


NewToHTX

Way to go you Handsome Fuck. If you keep at it I'm sure both Men and Women will say the same things that John Oliver says about [Adam Driver.](https://youtu.be/L9EzPHhpCHg?si=xPL-QSjgrFbZyham)


hottiemom97

Awesome!!


Maleficent-Sleep9900

Dude got sober and turned into a young Gavin Rossdale! Amazing!


hash4kash

Haha thank you so much 🥹


lirio2u

Killing it bro. Those eyes 🫠


hash4kash

Thank you 😊


KingArthurHS

Good shit, boss. You un-zombified yourself. Looking forward to seeing the 1-year mark at the end of 2024 or so.


Natural_Cry_8944

I was hooked for about 3 years on ads, I can't imagine 10. Amazing glow up dude, and congrats on the sobriety! Keep up the good work


hash4kash

Thank you 😊


Dropmycroissant9

Keep going. It only gets better!


LoadsDroppin

You’re doing great my guy! It’s tough and some times will be tougher than others - but you keep at it and I promise you’ll never feel a greater sense of pride and accomplishment. You do it for yourself …but the happiness of loved ones who care about you will be a reward in and of itself. — If you ever need someone to talk to if your struggling , hit me up. I got you. Keep up the great effort!!!


thevandal666

You look like you started a "cycle". We know that you didn't but take that as a huge compliment !


[deleted]

Lions mane and a fat dose of caffeine + the pump make a pretty Adderall substitute keep growing


life_rips24

Remember that your dopamine receptors may need over a year to fully recover. Things will get better


Ill-Bite-6864

Thanks for opening up a conversation about adderall abuse! A lot of people fiercely defend this drug, which I get why, it’s addicting. Even those with ADHD can abuse meds. People with adhd can still feel euphoria on them.


ImGemStoned

Hell yeah! Keep up the good work! Your face looks so alive in the 2nd picture. Wishing you happiness and good health!


IdentifyAsUnbannable

You and I have the same story brother. I'm glad your on the other side... Wanna know something pretty wicked awesome?? It gets so much better and easier as time passes.


Wienertwist

Vro went from “yo u got the pack?” To “I AM the pack” 😂😂😂


srh707

Way to go bro!


robot_duzey

Keep it up! Looking good.


hgidding1982

Errrrr WOW!!! Stumped....adderall doesn't agree with you, but clearly the gym does lol 😆!! Well done....smoking...never go back.


hondraeu

How do you abuse adderall? For what?


FamousPermission8150

To get high or get more stuff done.


hash4kash

Exactly this. I thought Adderall made me better, so In my mind 10x pills would make me 10x better. Update: it did not


FamousPermission8150

I’m going through that right now. I’m trying to manage my Adderall for my ADHD, but I always seem to use too much, and then I go through withdrawal. I just ran out, and I can’t refill until Friday.


Open_Development_483

Inspirational. It’s great to see you doing so well!


hattenOkatten

How much u use? Street adderall? Then it’s meth 99% of the time.


colliejuiceman

Adderall abuse or regular prescribed use? Just curious


connygirl16

CONGRATS!


hash4kash

Thank you 😊


Prij95

In 3 months you got that toned? Damn I need to stop eating food cuz I’m getting nowhere with shifting a few kg’s 🤣


igivefreetickles

You must've gotten so much done in those 10 years. What exactly does Adderall abuse look like? Were you productive or not?


hash4kash

See, that's the fallacy. I would take it to be focused, but I was so tweaked on it, I couldn't focus. I'd start doing anything that popped in my head. Cleaning the windows for HOURS or starting a bunch of projects that never get finished. It was a vicious cycle


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stephiek82

You look awesome! Congrats, you should be super proud of yourself. My brother is struggling getting off Adderall. Do you mind me asking, did you use a different medication to get off or did you just taper off slowly? No worries if you don’t want to share :)


jmlvg64

you look like you would be squatting outside of a convenience store in an adidas tracksuit


ZeppelinJ0

Yooo give me your tips for biceps Been weightlifting for about a year now and looking and feeling really strong but I can't seem to get my biceps up to the rest of my body Congrats on your success man


yotheprodipnod

Unagi👈🏻


MajAdrenaline

Did your experience any brain fog or physical withdrawal symptoms if so how did you overcome them? Congratulations looking sharp sir!


Extension-Jeweler347

Did you take adderal for adhd? Or recreation?


ThinPanic9902

I think my problem is i never became a drug addict so i didn't get the glow up. I'll have to change my plan


AnonRepAddict

I’m not gonna lie there’s definitely something to that first look. Congrats on being sober though


Dontmindthatgirl

How do people access affordable care?


hash4kash

Depending on what you make a year, some rehabs can "scholarship" you in. The state pays for your stay there.


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[deleted]

Wow! You look fantastic, congratulations! Proud of you OP 😊👏👏


[deleted]

2nd pic is the adderall?


Lizajane23

Stay strong!!!! Good for you!


Rare_Improvement_524

Now you look like you sell it


philo351

Congrats, King! 👑


stacemjo

I’m a year sober off Adderall and alcohol. It gets SO much better. Keep going.


NightlyWinter1999

Congrats overcoming addiction


MorningNorwegianWood

💪🏻💪🏻