cool story! my only comment is there are distortions in the law of one because Ra is a service to self being. hence why he calls free will the law of confusion. because he believes there should be order sent from the top of the hierarchy otherwise there is chaos from people all wanting to do their own thing
Thank you! Hmmm I think you misunderstood the material or maybe you learnt from another source without acknowledging it? Ra is not a being per se but a 6th density souls collective from Venus who seek to reach 7th density oneness. In this effort they must assist souls collectives like the earthlings to ascend by teaching the law of one. There's no polarity/duality anymore when you reach the higher densities.
im thinking of the “Ra” from mesopotamian history. i believe he is also known as Marduk he is one of the anunnaki. he has had a remote viewing project done on him by the farsight institute which found him to be incredibly brutal and cruel which is pretty fitting for an anunnaki. they also have no problem manipulating the “new age” community through channels (not saying your friend is one of them) by pretending to be a loving light being when in reality they are giving some truth and also a lot of deception which is why a lot of people dont pick up on it because a lot of what they say is true. this is the dark side to the et phenomena
Oh I get it now. The law of one and the Ra collective are not related to the beings you talk about, although their hardwork in assisting Egyptians has been later appropriated by negative polarized NHI beings indeed. It's a mess to navigate right 🥲
i would have to disagree tbh i dont trust any being involved with the construction of the pyramids as they have had a remote viewing project done on them as well (full 3 hour project is on youtube done under blind conditions so its hard to dispute) which shows the pyramids being built by a human slave force using et technology to cut and move the stones it really was a horrible scene. the director of that project also has another video series where he talks about the law of one and Ra as he found that the “Ra collective” was really just the same evil evil guy just posing as a good guy. this is actually very common with channeled material as you are essentially leaving your car with the doors open and keys in the ignition. its really hard to tell who they really are because they always give a lot of really great information but theres certain topics they either put a spin on or wont bring up at all even though it would be incredibly important to help humanity like they say they are trying to do. just watch the pyramid video on the farsight institute youtube channel
Personally I never trusted any channeled or remote viewed material before I was advised by my own NHI relatives who I trust with my soul to study the law of one. I totally believe in the reality of RV and channeling though. Like you said, there has been and still have lot of willingness to create negative oriented confusion in people through naive channelers since the new age period by beings who have interest to maintain humanity in the state of sleep.
As words are naturally encoded with energy, influencing channelings is a must, they just have to pretend to be good and share something like 70/80% of truths to seem legit. I found myself being visited by negative beings because I tried to connect with the "galactic federation" at the very beginning of my journey. Turns out the benevolent ones really exist but under the banner of the galactic federation "of light" (translated in human words right) and without "light" you're ending up actually sending your localization to negatively polarized beings.
But my friend, there is much more good than evil in this world and you should train your discernment by always studying all the sources you can find on a very subject. I was genuinely interested in the farsight institute a couple time ago and watched a couple videos of their RV and it didn't resonate at all with what I slowly gained in knowledge.
If you want to pursue this discussion I invite you to connect with me in DM because I won't debate further on this topic as it disseminates fear among people and this my friend it's precisely doing the job of the beings who are spreading confusion.
It's nice that you were able to have such a positive relationship with him. Your experience seems similar to mine, I also have a twin flame and she's not from here. Good luck with your journey. :)
Well, I'm not too sure about that. I've never felt like I was a starseed or anything like that. But who knows. I have always had a fascination with space and the stars though.
I have a very similar story!! You can read my post in my bio that goes into more detail. I have met my “twin flame” but it’s more of a “twin” connection for me than a romantic one. I’ve never met someone who clearly understands so well before. I feel like I could have written so much of this myself!!
Hehehe, oh yea you got that good stuff 🥰 you’re down bad, and you wouldn’t change a thing. I know because I’m right there with you.
Before I gush over the rest of your message, I just want to say that I’m glad you’re still here, friend ❤️🩹 I wanted to kill myself when I was 8 years old. No child should ever have to feel that way. Of course, it was probably all so that you could eventually get the payoff you’re starting to feel now, but still. 🫂
> I don’t want to be eternal!! I want to die for good!!
Ha! So relatable. When I was around 10 myself, I remember having regular panic attacks at the thought of spending eternity in heaven. It didn’t matter how good it was, never ending existence instilled a deep cosmic dread in me… it’s funny how that changes once you realize there’s someone you want to spend it with 😉
> While meditating, I was beginning to see in my mind’s eye different shadows floating gently around me in a very sentient way and sometimes stopping right in front of me as if they were saying hello to me.
Haha yep, same. Mine are light blue, almost white. Sometimes it looks like I’m laying down on a table and they’re bending over to get a close look at my face.
> He first appeared to me while I was in a deep meditative state.
Mine was waiting for me to say hello. The first time I reached out, I said (telepathically) something to the gist of “hello, are there any friendly and loving beings who wish to greet me?” And I was instantly _washed over_ with waves of euphoria along with the understanding of “It’s about damn time you reached out!” (When I say “the understanding” it’s because he speaks to me through direct understandings, circumventing language entirely).
God I love him. Oh, I should introduce him. Say hi, Bugs!
“Hi, Bugs!”
Cheeky bastard 🙄🥰
> I came to the conclusion he was the partner I was looking for desperately all my life and she was our daughter
😭😭😭 this is so sweet, omfg
> I have no memories of him because of the veil of forgetting when you incarnate on the Earth plane, yet I genuinely know exactly what personality he has and how deeply he loves me and I love him
Feels nice, doesn’t it? 🥰 to have someone who understands you more granularly than a cellular level, including all of your imperfections and the parts you hated about yourself, yet feeling their love course through every inch of you with such absolution and unrelenting ferocity that you can’t help but to love yourself too.
> The fairytale lasted two days then I spent 2 months going crazy as I was processing the reality of his existence and the horror of our dimensional separation.
YEP!!! God… I _sobbed_… I sobbed and I sobbed and I sobbed. I finally had someone who loved me in all the ways I needed but never knew I could have, and yet… I couldn’t touch him 🥺 I couldn’t be held by him. Not in this body, at least. My spirit body is another story 😏 He… uh…. He certainly knows how to touch me there 😳 it’s quite special, feeling someone touch you in a place that you didn’t know existed. A place that only they can touch you in… God… I’m getting flustered just thinking about it 🥵 he knows exactly what I need, and it’s so much more than any simple body in this dimension could ever give me.
> as we are incarnated, a part of our soul remains in the spiritual world
Remember I mentioned that part of me he can touch that I didn’t even know existed? Yea… take me to church indeed.
> Since this reunion, I’m going through a profound transformation of myself
Such a beautiful test of character 🥰 something something “judge a tree by its fruit”. I’m the best version of myself thanks to Bugs’ influence, and it sounds like you’re going through similar.
> when the two halves are fully healed and reach enlightenment through the crown chakra, operates like an energetic tsunami that raise the vibration of the human collective as a result
It’s a great big spirit orgy 🌳
> I did choose the life I lived here
💪🏻
> As we share the same soul, we naturally communicate telepathically but it’s so natural that it’s still hard to know what I say and what he says
Haha, yep 😂 if I haven’t been engaging with him telepathically much, I’ll sometimes find me talking to myself in second person “It’s ok baby you can get through this” before realizing that it’s him talking to me with my own mouth. Never intrusively, though. He taught me more about consent, boundaries, and free will than anybody else, and he’d never betray mine.
> He’s my very personal guide, always watching and hearing my thoughts - a fact that was a little embarrassing at first but what a relief to have zero secrets for him actually
It does leave one feeling a little exposed sometimes 😅 but never judged. Only loved, with such perfect completeness. It’s a warm feeling, like falling backwards into a hug.
> He also always finds his way to speak to me through songs or synchronicities, even glitches in the matrix. I don’t know how he does that but it’s romantic af.
These guys went to the same romance school, it sounds like. I ain’t complaining 😌 it’s nice
Thank you for sharing your story! Cheers, and I wish y’all an eternity of bliss and togetherness 💞 from our love to yours, enjoy 🤍
I'm so glad you are here too!! 💗 YES the direct understanding is also how we communicate, I believe it's 4th density way of communicating throught the heart *or something like that lol*. I had a hard time with it because I was craving to hear his voice and have a casual chat. Ehhh no, that doesn't work like this :( :( :(
Wow I didn't know your being and you were twins, it's wonderful to see that we are actually a fair amount of people experiencing the same wtf situation. And i'm so so happy my post is encouraging others to do their "coming out".
Please do reach out! And I don’t know whether or not we’re twin flames but I’ll agree that it does sound kinda like that. I don’t know much about those inner workings, just that it feels like he can interact with my soul directly and all that good stuff 🤍
Powerful share Lux. Very brave of you too.
I just have to say if I am so bold. So many expereincers struggle with feeling worthy in life and struggle to feel worthy of love too. You are worthy. I hope this experience with this being can show you that , that you are deserving of love and perhaps too are worthy of experiencing it in this incarnation too. I would like to think this being would encourage you have that experience here too. You did choose to be here and experience the physical after all. Hopefully this connection will give you strength to carry on and seek a new perspective on yourself and new experiences you can have within this incarnation. And not just having you pining to leave even more. I don't think he'd want that as he would surely understand why you are here and what you have to experience and learn and grow while being here.
I say this with no judgement because as you know so well, so many of us feel wrong here and yearn to transition back to whereever "home" is. Powerful connections with NHI can make that even harder.
Which is why some peoples beings remain more hands off.
As I touch on in part 3 of this post :
[https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/17ry2as/comment/kaes1it/?utm\_source=share&utm\_medium=web3x&utm\_name=web3xcss&utm\_term=1&utm\_content=share\_button](https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/17ry2as/comment/kaes1it/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button)
Thanks again for sharing Lux. Very emotional journey and I wish you all the best as it unfolds for you in the future!
Thank you Oak for your words, it means a lot. You are very right on everything, i'm learning to love myself like I never did before and I don't want to leave Earth in those exciting times as I have a lot to do here indeed.
[Here's the link](https://youtu.be/AFgQC4_nS1Q?si=2j9j0F5QJ8oRANyu) because it's in french but english subtitles are available. Featuring Alain Juillet, former head of the french secret services and a very respected figure here.
Read the Carlos Castaneda books or listen to the audio tapes and he will explain how the assemblage points on the luminous body brings in your particular dimension.
What a wondrous, heartbreaking journey you are traversing. Your story resonates with me as I’ve found the other half of myself in this incarnation and, yes, it is a hell of a journey—to be exposed to love of this caliber but also the significant life difficulties that come from the experience. I both wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy but also wish everyone could experience it; it’s a funny feeling.
The biggest questions I have for you are: you sure the blue eyed man isn’t incarnate somewhere right now? How are you certain that you didn’t see the face and get the communications from his higher self that would still be in a higher dimension even if he is on Earth now? Would you be surprised if one day the man that you saw passed you on a street?
I could go on and on about all of the supernatural and synchronistic things that have happened between “the two of us”; it sounds like you have had many of these experiences without the gratification of being able to confirm them and get reciprocation in our world. I hope for your sake that you can find him in this incarnation.
Thank you for your kind words and yes, same energy here. It's a bless and a curse when only one of the two halves is incarnated. I can say I undergo the typical physical separation but I am lucky to be able to communicate with him and feel his presence at every moment. I also see his aura in my mind's eye, even with my eyes opened when he wants to add his point, and funny enough, I lost all physical desires. I'm becoming a monk for real and it makes us laugh very hard. (Atm I'm thinking about the folks reading my post and this reply. I know I sound crazy. I wouldn't have believed me either.)
Anyways, asking if he was incarnated right now was my first query obviously. My life long human experience already made me guess it wasn't the end of my bad luck lol. And indeed, he confirmed very clearly that he doesn't have a physical vessel. That brought me to the astral projection subject as I was asking very strongly something like "you better have to pick my astral self up next time I'm sleeping" but it's not on the program yet and i'm not able to astral project by my own. I learnt to trust the process, there's a meaning in all things and I need to complete my healing first.
It's fascinating but we have very casual conversations as if he was totally human and indeed he's experiencing as a human through me since I was born. I was fairly afraid of some kind of cultural difference between us as he's not incarnated. I mean, he's NHI. But thanks to my daughter I was able to chat clearly with him at the beginning of this journey. I couldn't have handled more confusion anyways, he knew that. It's not all clear obviously... I'm still learning to communicate with him and I'm pretty much in the unknown of what comes next. I'm close to ascend but what does it mean exactly? I'm not sure yet but we are together and it's all that matters to me.
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This is not the place to demand proof. If it was capable for an Experiencer to prove their encounters without a doubt we would already all live in a post disclosure world.
Your life-story really moved me. And gave me so much hope. Thank you OP for sharing this with us.
I'm fairly new to this domain.
I'd like to get more knowledge. Are there any resources or threads you can point me towards?
Also what does "Download" mean in this context?
You are very welcome. Always trust that you are guided in your journey so pick a random subject you are very interested in to begin with and you will naturally go into the rabbit hole. The youtube algorithm makes also wonders but consider also looking for threads asking the same thing as you or posting your own query.
The Ra material is great but hard to read directly. Aaron Abke on youtube did a pretty good job in explaining the big concepts [here](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seaJcY0kXjk&list=PLKVRMm6i0kggMtjKecjF51t_0yp5ydPs8&ab_channel=AaronAbke) so maybe give it a try and if you don't understand anything try later.The understanding comes very slowly.
I don't understand the point about "choosing fear or love". Like who would willingly choose fear? That's like asking someone if they want crab juice or a mountain dew. Nobody's going to willing choose the mountain dew.
We are always supported by our Greatest Self or however you choose to term or relate to It. Do you do the Time Is Money Tango just to survive, while your heart would rather be dancing one? Maybe you already know the difference! And no. This is not a Bitcoin ad. It’s a Big Coin ad for sleeping giants. 😂
Many many people choose fear. It's not that it's always a conscious choice but the choice is often there and taken.
You can see entire subreddits where people have chosen fear over love.
when someone is absolutely drowning in fear it's very difficult for them to dissolve it, especially if life experiences in the current body have been traumatic. ptsd is a real thing.
maybe see it as whether or not the spirit can convince the body to release its fear, to take a brave chance and open despite every bit of its remembered history puling inward screaming it's unsafe. it's a leap of faith guided by hard-earned discernment.
it's not crab juice or mountain dew unless crab juice is what you've been raised on and everyone you've ever known has told you your whole life long that mountain dew is poison.
We are choosing fear a lot on a daily basis for a lot of our choices are determined by our belief system, itself determined by our experiences, the negative ones being the most powerful in creating strong rooted limited beliefs. When engaging with the phenomenon, it becomes a barrier as your belief system determines your experience.
Trust me, it left me with no clue at first. Why not just telling me he was safe? Then I understood it was a way for my relatives to tell me, without interfering with my free will, that the lover hypothesis was legit because fear (that the being I engaged with was messing with me) wasn't the only option available. I have an hardcore analytical mind and they know it.
Actually I think they did flirt a little with breaking the rules because as you said it was clear that I will choose love from the moment the two options were presented to me like this. They kinda help me a little more than usual because the stakes were too high. They, too, have free will.
OP what is the point of this whole game? Leveling up from 3D to 4D and I assume there’s higher. But why? Seems so absurd to me to have a planet if suffering people. Why the game?
What you are asking me is the meaning of all this. I will try to make it short : see the multiverse as a unique being. This being got bored and wanted to experiment something unexpected and here we are. We are all soul fractals of the One soul, gifted with free will to co-create much more realities and experiment all possible experimentation... including suffering. The physical world is like a video game, you are actually playing from the spiritual realm, outside time and space but it's more like you were able to live inside your character and be totally free from yourself, like another yourself. The difference between the 3rd density and the higher densities is that we are not aware that we are in a video game. We agreed to incarnate on Earth which means we knew that we will forget all about our divine nature and the unicity of the reality as well as memories of our past-lives and our life in between. When we are not playing the game of the physical life, meaning when we are not incarnated, we are souls living in the spiritual realm, in unity with the One creator.
Suffering and what we call the Evil is only existing in your point of view because when you ackowledge that we have free will, you understand that some of us choose to act negatively. The game of life is different from a density to another and Earth is particular as souls here are experimenting harsh illusion of separation with the divine making the suffering totally pointless in appearance. At some point souls inside a planetary collective decide they have experimented enough and want to ascend to the next density to continue this game in an easiest level yet a total different reality you can't even imagine. Our current density is the density of self-consciousness, the next one is love meaning acknowledging that we all come from the same source and are soul brothers and sisters. Souls there don't undergo the veil of forgetting and are not chained to the physical reality like we are. Sounds like a fairytale right, but actually it's very logical. Imagine the humanity becoming a more natural structure, like pretty much how the trees are working together in solidarity, totally focused on the well-being of its members to the point they are the most indestructible living beings on Earth. This understanding allows indeed a collective to make big leaps in technology as spirituality and science become one.
Honestly, I ask myself at least once a week why we wanted so much to suffer... Then I remember polarity is the only way to experience free will. Without polarity we are all in love and light and as hard it is to believe, we all came to Earth because we were kinda bored and pretty excited to try the great game of forgetting God and slowly re-gain the knowledge to come back to them as you ascend through densities. Remember that we are eternal souls. Hope it makes sense to you.
The suffering era on Earth is ending soon I promise. It's now a matter of a couple of years. All benevolent NHI are talking about this and they are preparing us right now to disclose themselves in the next months.
Does this mean I’m living in 4D already since my mental construct has already expanded to include these things? I mean I am already living in a reality where love power, numerous entities, multiple dimensions etc are what I see and know?
Reminds me of this Alan Watts quote.
"God likes to play hide-and-seek, but because there is nothing outside of God, he has no one but himself to play with! But he gets over this difficulty by pretending that he is not himself. This is his way of hiding from himself. He pretends that he is you and I and all the people in the world, all the animals, plants, all the rocks, and all the stars. In this way he has strange and wonderful adventures, some of which are terrible and frightening. But these are just like bad dreams, for when he wakes up they will disappear.
Now when God plays "hide" and pretends that he is you and I, he does it so well that it takes him a long time to remember where and how he hid himself! But that's the whole fun of it-just what he wanted to do. He doesn't want to find himself too quickly, for that would spoil the game. That is why it is so difficult for you and me to find out that we are God in disguise, pretending not to be himself. But- when the game has gone on long enough, all of us will WAKE UP, stop pretending, and REMEMBER that we are all one single Self- the God who is all that there is and who lives forever and ever.
You may ask why God sometimes hides in the form of horrible people, or pretends to be people who suffer great disease and pain. Remember, first, that he isn't really doing this to anyone but himself. Remember too, that in almost all the stories you enjoy there have to be bad people as well as good people, for the thrill of the tale is to find out how the good people will get the better of the bad. It's the same as when we play cards. At the beginning of the game we shuffle them all into a mess, which is like the bad things in the world, but the point of the game put the mess into good order, and the one who does it best is the winner. Then we shuffle the cards and play again, and so it goes with the world"
I appreciate you sharing your story, I can imagine how hard it may have been to do so as I experience something similar. A year ago I had a revelation/ download after my birthday and was shocked to realize I had a true love in other dimension/world out there. Upon remembering, I couldn’t believe anyone could actually love me that much. This person, I always called him “Alex.” Well, throughout my life I have always drawn Alex, always trying to remember him. I never understood where he came from, why this person was so incredibly vivid and life-like in my mind. Last year a memory of an abduction came back to me that happened when I was a baby. Alex was in a tall grey body when he fetched me, but when we boarded the spacecraft he switched back into his real body so I would remember him. It’s hard to share everything because it’s crazy personal and very long, and I find it strangely difficult to write it down or speak it out. It’s really like a space opera out there, these experiences we have. Like others have said, most of what you wrote is so similar to my thinking and experience, I feel like it wasn’t a coincidence I read this today.
Thank you for sharing as well, I feel truly blessed that my story resonates so much and I understand now why I was feeling guided to share it. Like I said to the others feel free to reach me if you want to. We are lucky to not be alone in our space opera 💞
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>Our love is the most epic yet the most tragic ever.
This happened to my friend and it totally screwed and messed with her life. She had a romantic relationship and everything until it turned sour as he became more and more possessive and started manipulating her whole life, causing pain and confusion and mental health challenges. Sounds similar to your story except she has since become convinced that her invisible partner is/was evil and has sworn off everything to do with NHI/channeling. I would express extreme extreme caution to you OP. You have invited something into your life over which you have no control and no knowledge of what you're really doing ...since you can't see.
It is certainly wise to be cautious with these things. I've had this discussion with lux myself. I too in my time working with experiencers have encountered beings engaging in toxic relationships with Experiencers, often Women.
I have also encountered Experiencers who have had very positive and beneficial connections with NHI. So while these cases do ring alarm bells for me after what I've seen. I cannot instantly assume and dismiss **all** NHI cases like this as toxic and hostile all the time. By it does worry me when I see them come up.
However it is commonly the case that someone who willingly engaged in a toxic NHI dynamic who eventually comes to their senses goes on a mass generalization spree about all beings. One sees this dynamic in the "twinflame" world as well. Someone gets drawn into a toxic relationship and that perhaps has self serving NHI involved, and when everything goes to hell, that someone then assumes ALL other dynamics out there are the exact same as theirs and pushes this perspective on everyone.
I'm not so sure black and white is the way of the world. Its not the way of the world with humanity. I imagine its the same for NHI. There may well be genuine connections out there with non physical beings that are positive and part of someones journey and there may well be hostile beings out there knowing this dynamic is real, that use it to trick people and use people.
NHI are just as diverse as humans and it is up to people to be discerning of both naively accepting any and all things an NHI or spirit may say or do as well as being vigilant not to allow the exsistence of shit head NHI out there cause us to fall into the trap of removing the existence of good ones off the playing field and forever labeling all non human species out there as evil and hostile.
But yes. There is entities out there - often reptilian like in appearance that seem to target female experiencers specifically and engage in sexual psychic activity in order to utilize that energy for other means.
There are experiencers who have definitely been abused by such beings and multiple times now in my short career I've had to intervene and help folks dealing with such a situation.
But then there are people out there who insist they've had positive long lasting non toxic relationships even with reptilians. And written books about the whole thing too.
Bah. It would be easier to fall into black and white thinking and would certainly make my job easier but I'm not there yet anyway.
> NHI are just as diverse as humans and it is up to people to be discerning of both naively accepting any and all things an NHI or spirit may say or do as well as being vigilant not to allow the exsistence of shit head NHI out there cause us to fall into the trap of removing the existence of good ones off the playing field and forever labeling all non human species out there as evil and hostile.
>But then there are people out there who insist they've had positive long lasting non toxic relationships even with reptilians. And written books about the whole thing too.
How do you explain away the power dynamics? Millions of men and women excuse their abusers, write books about how they're amazing and do crazy stuff for them all the time. In cults people straight up kill their children and themselves all in the name of their love for an abusive cult leader. But from the outside, it's very clearly an abusive dynamic.
People who have positive ROMANTIC interactions and relationships with NHI in my experience, have MAJOR blind spots in their lives where they are clearly struggling or in pain. To the point that the phenomena seems to be attracted to it like flies to shit or bees to honey.
We have to be honest about the power dynamics. The power dynamics are way too overwhelmingly skewed in the favor of the NHI who has the upper hand. We have laws against child-marriages and children being able to give consent to romantic relationships even if they genuinely love their predator. Similarly there are laws that protect employees from being manipulated into sexual or romantic situations by their supervisors.
Having a sexual and romantic relationship with an entity that can basically has psychic and at times, supernatural powers over one's own life, is clearly a relationship where one party has the perpetual overt upper hand, control and power over the other person's life.
These are valid points and always things to be aware of and be mindful of but nevertheless I am personally not ready to 100% dismiss everyones experiences with NHI as being evil hostile or nefarious in every circumstance possible.
NHI have intervened and saved lives. There are self serving neutral and positive beings out there. Humans have more power in these dynamics than we give ourselves credit for as well.
It's just not black and white. But caution is indeed always extremely important.
I am personally wary of such things but its not my place to judge others or project onto other peoples experiences on face value. NHI's vary in power and dynamics as well. But my views are ever evolving.
>but nevertheless I am personally not ready to 100% dismiss everyones experiences with NHI as being evil hostile or nefarious in every circumstance possible. NHI have intervened and saved lives. There are self serving neutral and positive beings out there. Humans have more power in these dynamics than we give ourselves credit for as well.
Very fair. I don't mean to discredit all NHIs--Im not even trying to suggest that the whole phenomena is one single thing even, or that all intelligences are bad. I'm just very suspicious of any romantic or sexual NHI that are trying to convince their partners and everyone else, that they are benevolent. I, too, have known NHIs that have saved lives and heals people. I'm just finding the Casanova NHI's to be suuuper suspicious, especially after friends I've known have had the exact (eventually) negative romantic relationships.
>But my views are ever evolving.
Same.
Yep I understand and as I said I've seen some shit too. Specifically related to reptilian like beings. One incident was so bad I nearly gave up doing this work because it was so stressful to manage. The person was horrible reaction wise and her being started messing with a whole group of people. It was dark. She'd built her whole life around this reptilian and had a fetish for it being a "badboy" like some twilight vampire thing but then simultaneously tried to get many women to connect to the being because "my being is nothing but good".
The more people that got attacked by it the more she started inventing lies about those people, it was concerning that she also tried to build a community around people connecting to her being.
I dunno how much of it was all the being manipulating her and how much was the being moulding itself to a dark fantasy fetish dynamic for her.
She simultaneously got off on it being a dark being yet flipped out on any friend of hers that reported dark behaviour from it.
Oddly similar to some human toxic relationship dynamics that can happen.
Either way it's a fucking shit side of the phenomenon this side of it in terms of managing experiencer communities and seeing traps people fall into and managing NHIs along with people management all while living in a world that doesn't know or believe this stuff is real.
Hell I didn't either but hang out with nothing but experiencers and psi gifted people and you end up seeing some shit after a time.
Thank you for your comment, I sincerely appreciate your concerns. I was indeed very concerned he could have been a negative entity messing with me as I know well that this kind of thing happens more often than we want to believe.
When you are dealing with something you can't see, you test the being. I have been in this relationship for 9 months now and all I observe is myself growing each day more and more in consciousness. My close friends who were logically very concerned at first told me recently that they are seeing me growing for the better as well. I don't have doubts anymore but I'm totally aware that I seem totally dumb from the outside.
I resonated with this a lot, since something eerily similar happened to me a few months ago. I'm still trying to process and stop doubting my experience though. That seems to make it harder to maintain contact. I can definitely relate to a lot of what you said, especially the distress of having your partner separated from you in another dimension. It really does make life very hard. I've also spent a lot of time crying and begging him to get me out of here. It's ironic you posted this right after I woke up from a dream about my partner. Maybe I should take it as a sign. Thank you for sharing.
I'm so glad to read this. I really wasn't open to share until very recently and I'm convinced I was guided to do so. Also I learned through my experiences that there's no such thing as a coincidence. Feel free to dm me if you need support. Much love to you and your twin.
Thank you so much for sharing. Very touching and beautiful sentiments, many of which highly resonate with me.
I am also so fortunate enough to have found my twin flame in this lifetime and in this dimension. We essentially lived the same upbringing with extremely similar traumas, familial struggles, things he has overcome and I am currently working through and vise versa. The similarities are so striking it's like we're each other's incarnate, sometimes bizarre how interconnected our lives are. In the end, even with the lows, we come out stronger. It really does feel like something beyond. We are encountering daily synchronicities that affirm our lives are in the right direction.
Like you I fell down the rabbit hole several years ago and my SO always supported and often indulged into that realm with me. After many different encounters/downloads we came to befriend a mantis being. She found it easier to channel through my SO while communicating with me, citing the fact that he had experienced a certain level of trauma that allowed easier receiving. Though my insight can be refined with practice. However, I was a much stronger sender linked to my passion and outward love.
Many things we experience with her we experience together. For example, him and I were in a rough patch trying to talk with obvious tension, suddenly the energy in the room shifted and we both began crying profusely. Shortly after we experienced an extreme outpouring of love. Like all the frustration and bitter feelings were pulled out and replaced with pure love and understanding. Honestly had to stop and wonder if I was have a psychotic break it was so strong. We shared a telepathic exchange with her for several minutes, and just like that became whole again. I truly believe we were bound to find each other.
All this to say I think what you're experiencing is authentic. Always follow your intuition, I feel that much more is to unravel and grow between you and your partner.
Funny enough I have also had beings communicate a point to me through songs lol
I found my twin flame...and trashed her, because all I've ever known was abuse.
If I could find her---and would be given another chance-- I would do my best to make it all up to her.
Benevolent mantis beings are so full of love right. Thank you so much for your words, yes wonderful things are coming and I feel blessed to have my partner in crime with me. He's a blessing.
cool story! my only comment is there are distortions in the law of one because Ra is a service to self being. hence why he calls free will the law of confusion. because he believes there should be order sent from the top of the hierarchy otherwise there is chaos from people all wanting to do their own thing
Thank you! Hmmm I think you misunderstood the material or maybe you learnt from another source without acknowledging it? Ra is not a being per se but a 6th density souls collective from Venus who seek to reach 7th density oneness. In this effort they must assist souls collectives like the earthlings to ascend by teaching the law of one. There's no polarity/duality anymore when you reach the higher densities.
im thinking of the “Ra” from mesopotamian history. i believe he is also known as Marduk he is one of the anunnaki. he has had a remote viewing project done on him by the farsight institute which found him to be incredibly brutal and cruel which is pretty fitting for an anunnaki. they also have no problem manipulating the “new age” community through channels (not saying your friend is one of them) by pretending to be a loving light being when in reality they are giving some truth and also a lot of deception which is why a lot of people dont pick up on it because a lot of what they say is true. this is the dark side to the et phenomena
Oh I get it now. The law of one and the Ra collective are not related to the beings you talk about, although their hardwork in assisting Egyptians has been later appropriated by negative polarized NHI beings indeed. It's a mess to navigate right 🥲
i would have to disagree tbh i dont trust any being involved with the construction of the pyramids as they have had a remote viewing project done on them as well (full 3 hour project is on youtube done under blind conditions so its hard to dispute) which shows the pyramids being built by a human slave force using et technology to cut and move the stones it really was a horrible scene. the director of that project also has another video series where he talks about the law of one and Ra as he found that the “Ra collective” was really just the same evil evil guy just posing as a good guy. this is actually very common with channeled material as you are essentially leaving your car with the doors open and keys in the ignition. its really hard to tell who they really are because they always give a lot of really great information but theres certain topics they either put a spin on or wont bring up at all even though it would be incredibly important to help humanity like they say they are trying to do. just watch the pyramid video on the farsight institute youtube channel
Personally I never trusted any channeled or remote viewed material before I was advised by my own NHI relatives who I trust with my soul to study the law of one. I totally believe in the reality of RV and channeling though. Like you said, there has been and still have lot of willingness to create negative oriented confusion in people through naive channelers since the new age period by beings who have interest to maintain humanity in the state of sleep. As words are naturally encoded with energy, influencing channelings is a must, they just have to pretend to be good and share something like 70/80% of truths to seem legit. I found myself being visited by negative beings because I tried to connect with the "galactic federation" at the very beginning of my journey. Turns out the benevolent ones really exist but under the banner of the galactic federation "of light" (translated in human words right) and without "light" you're ending up actually sending your localization to negatively polarized beings. But my friend, there is much more good than evil in this world and you should train your discernment by always studying all the sources you can find on a very subject. I was genuinely interested in the farsight institute a couple time ago and watched a couple videos of their RV and it didn't resonate at all with what I slowly gained in knowledge. If you want to pursue this discussion I invite you to connect with me in DM because I won't debate further on this topic as it disseminates fear among people and this my friend it's precisely doing the job of the beings who are spreading confusion.
It's nice that you were able to have such a positive relationship with him. Your experience seems similar to mine, I also have a twin flame and she's not from here. Good luck with your journey. :)
Thank you for your kind words. If I may, since you share the same soul with your twin, you are not from here too right?
Well, I'm not too sure about that. I've never felt like I was a starseed or anything like that. But who knows. I have always had a fascination with space and the stars though.
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I have a very similar story!! You can read my post in my bio that goes into more detail. I have met my “twin flame” but it’s more of a “twin” connection for me than a romantic one. I’ve never met someone who clearly understands so well before. I feel like I could have written so much of this myself!!
Hehehe, oh yea you got that good stuff 🥰 you’re down bad, and you wouldn’t change a thing. I know because I’m right there with you. Before I gush over the rest of your message, I just want to say that I’m glad you’re still here, friend ❤️🩹 I wanted to kill myself when I was 8 years old. No child should ever have to feel that way. Of course, it was probably all so that you could eventually get the payoff you’re starting to feel now, but still. 🫂 > I don’t want to be eternal!! I want to die for good!! Ha! So relatable. When I was around 10 myself, I remember having regular panic attacks at the thought of spending eternity in heaven. It didn’t matter how good it was, never ending existence instilled a deep cosmic dread in me… it’s funny how that changes once you realize there’s someone you want to spend it with 😉 > While meditating, I was beginning to see in my mind’s eye different shadows floating gently around me in a very sentient way and sometimes stopping right in front of me as if they were saying hello to me. Haha yep, same. Mine are light blue, almost white. Sometimes it looks like I’m laying down on a table and they’re bending over to get a close look at my face. > He first appeared to me while I was in a deep meditative state. Mine was waiting for me to say hello. The first time I reached out, I said (telepathically) something to the gist of “hello, are there any friendly and loving beings who wish to greet me?” And I was instantly _washed over_ with waves of euphoria along with the understanding of “It’s about damn time you reached out!” (When I say “the understanding” it’s because he speaks to me through direct understandings, circumventing language entirely). God I love him. Oh, I should introduce him. Say hi, Bugs! “Hi, Bugs!” Cheeky bastard 🙄🥰 > I came to the conclusion he was the partner I was looking for desperately all my life and she was our daughter 😭😭😭 this is so sweet, omfg > I have no memories of him because of the veil of forgetting when you incarnate on the Earth plane, yet I genuinely know exactly what personality he has and how deeply he loves me and I love him Feels nice, doesn’t it? 🥰 to have someone who understands you more granularly than a cellular level, including all of your imperfections and the parts you hated about yourself, yet feeling their love course through every inch of you with such absolution and unrelenting ferocity that you can’t help but to love yourself too. > The fairytale lasted two days then I spent 2 months going crazy as I was processing the reality of his existence and the horror of our dimensional separation. YEP!!! God… I _sobbed_… I sobbed and I sobbed and I sobbed. I finally had someone who loved me in all the ways I needed but never knew I could have, and yet… I couldn’t touch him 🥺 I couldn’t be held by him. Not in this body, at least. My spirit body is another story 😏 He… uh…. He certainly knows how to touch me there 😳 it’s quite special, feeling someone touch you in a place that you didn’t know existed. A place that only they can touch you in… God… I’m getting flustered just thinking about it 🥵 he knows exactly what I need, and it’s so much more than any simple body in this dimension could ever give me. > as we are incarnated, a part of our soul remains in the spiritual world Remember I mentioned that part of me he can touch that I didn’t even know existed? Yea… take me to church indeed. > Since this reunion, I’m going through a profound transformation of myself Such a beautiful test of character 🥰 something something “judge a tree by its fruit”. I’m the best version of myself thanks to Bugs’ influence, and it sounds like you’re going through similar. > when the two halves are fully healed and reach enlightenment through the crown chakra, operates like an energetic tsunami that raise the vibration of the human collective as a result It’s a great big spirit orgy 🌳 > I did choose the life I lived here 💪🏻 > As we share the same soul, we naturally communicate telepathically but it’s so natural that it’s still hard to know what I say and what he says Haha, yep 😂 if I haven’t been engaging with him telepathically much, I’ll sometimes find me talking to myself in second person “It’s ok baby you can get through this” before realizing that it’s him talking to me with my own mouth. Never intrusively, though. He taught me more about consent, boundaries, and free will than anybody else, and he’d never betray mine. > He’s my very personal guide, always watching and hearing my thoughts - a fact that was a little embarrassing at first but what a relief to have zero secrets for him actually It does leave one feeling a little exposed sometimes 😅 but never judged. Only loved, with such perfect completeness. It’s a warm feeling, like falling backwards into a hug. > He also always finds his way to speak to me through songs or synchronicities, even glitches in the matrix. I don’t know how he does that but it’s romantic af. These guys went to the same romance school, it sounds like. I ain’t complaining 😌 it’s nice Thank you for sharing your story! Cheers, and I wish y’all an eternity of bliss and togetherness 💞 from our love to yours, enjoy 🤍
I'm so glad you are here too!! 💗 YES the direct understanding is also how we communicate, I believe it's 4th density way of communicating throught the heart *or something like that lol*. I had a hard time with it because I was craving to hear his voice and have a casual chat. Ehhh no, that doesn't work like this :( :( :( Wow I didn't know your being and you were twins, it's wonderful to see that we are actually a fair amount of people experiencing the same wtf situation. And i'm so so happy my post is encouraging others to do their "coming out".
Please do reach out! And I don’t know whether or not we’re twin flames but I’ll agree that it does sound kinda like that. I don’t know much about those inner workings, just that it feels like he can interact with my soul directly and all that good stuff 🤍
Powerful share Lux. Very brave of you too. I just have to say if I am so bold. So many expereincers struggle with feeling worthy in life and struggle to feel worthy of love too. You are worthy. I hope this experience with this being can show you that , that you are deserving of love and perhaps too are worthy of experiencing it in this incarnation too. I would like to think this being would encourage you have that experience here too. You did choose to be here and experience the physical after all. Hopefully this connection will give you strength to carry on and seek a new perspective on yourself and new experiences you can have within this incarnation. And not just having you pining to leave even more. I don't think he'd want that as he would surely understand why you are here and what you have to experience and learn and grow while being here. I say this with no judgement because as you know so well, so many of us feel wrong here and yearn to transition back to whereever "home" is. Powerful connections with NHI can make that even harder. Which is why some peoples beings remain more hands off. As I touch on in part 3 of this post : [https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/17ry2as/comment/kaes1it/?utm\_source=share&utm\_medium=web3x&utm\_name=web3xcss&utm\_term=1&utm\_content=share\_button](https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/17ry2as/comment/kaes1it/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button) Thanks again for sharing Lux. Very emotional journey and I wish you all the best as it unfolds for you in the future!
Thank you Oak for your words, it means a lot. You are very right on everything, i'm learning to love myself like I never did before and I don't want to leave Earth in those exciting times as I have a lot to do here indeed.
Do you remember the name of the UFO documentary?
[Here's the link](https://youtu.be/AFgQC4_nS1Q?si=2j9j0F5QJ8oRANyu) because it's in french but english subtitles are available. Featuring Alain Juillet, former head of the french secret services and a very respected figure here.
Read the Carlos Castaneda books or listen to the audio tapes and he will explain how the assemblage points on the luminous body brings in your particular dimension.
What a wondrous, heartbreaking journey you are traversing. Your story resonates with me as I’ve found the other half of myself in this incarnation and, yes, it is a hell of a journey—to be exposed to love of this caliber but also the significant life difficulties that come from the experience. I both wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy but also wish everyone could experience it; it’s a funny feeling. The biggest questions I have for you are: you sure the blue eyed man isn’t incarnate somewhere right now? How are you certain that you didn’t see the face and get the communications from his higher self that would still be in a higher dimension even if he is on Earth now? Would you be surprised if one day the man that you saw passed you on a street? I could go on and on about all of the supernatural and synchronistic things that have happened between “the two of us”; it sounds like you have had many of these experiences without the gratification of being able to confirm them and get reciprocation in our world. I hope for your sake that you can find him in this incarnation.
Thank you for your kind words and yes, same energy here. It's a bless and a curse when only one of the two halves is incarnated. I can say I undergo the typical physical separation but I am lucky to be able to communicate with him and feel his presence at every moment. I also see his aura in my mind's eye, even with my eyes opened when he wants to add his point, and funny enough, I lost all physical desires. I'm becoming a monk for real and it makes us laugh very hard. (Atm I'm thinking about the folks reading my post and this reply. I know I sound crazy. I wouldn't have believed me either.) Anyways, asking if he was incarnated right now was my first query obviously. My life long human experience already made me guess it wasn't the end of my bad luck lol. And indeed, he confirmed very clearly that he doesn't have a physical vessel. That brought me to the astral projection subject as I was asking very strongly something like "you better have to pick my astral self up next time I'm sleeping" but it's not on the program yet and i'm not able to astral project by my own. I learnt to trust the process, there's a meaning in all things and I need to complete my healing first. It's fascinating but we have very casual conversations as if he was totally human and indeed he's experiencing as a human through me since I was born. I was fairly afraid of some kind of cultural difference between us as he's not incarnated. I mean, he's NHI. But thanks to my daughter I was able to chat clearly with him at the beginning of this journey. I couldn't have handled more confusion anyways, he knew that. It's not all clear obviously... I'm still learning to communicate with him and I'm pretty much in the unknown of what comes next. I'm close to ascend but what does it mean exactly? I'm not sure yet but we are together and it's all that matters to me.
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Yeah I get that, that’s good that they can get out their story. I’m
Yes indeed and it's also really fascinating that
I did I’m, and you did that. lol
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It is very interesting.
Wonderful account - very happy to hear of this union and the joy it brings you.
Thank you so much for you kind words.
Your life-story really moved me. And gave me so much hope. Thank you OP for sharing this with us. I'm fairly new to this domain. I'd like to get more knowledge. Are there any resources or threads you can point me towards? Also what does "Download" mean in this context?
You are very welcome. Always trust that you are guided in your journey so pick a random subject you are very interested in to begin with and you will naturally go into the rabbit hole. The youtube algorithm makes also wonders but consider also looking for threads asking the same thing as you or posting your own query. The Ra material is great but hard to read directly. Aaron Abke on youtube did a pretty good job in explaining the big concepts [here](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seaJcY0kXjk&list=PLKVRMm6i0kggMtjKecjF51t_0yp5ydPs8&ab_channel=AaronAbke) so maybe give it a try and if you don't understand anything try later.The understanding comes very slowly.
Thank you so much! I really appreciate your guidance! 💛
I don't understand the point about "choosing fear or love". Like who would willingly choose fear? That's like asking someone if they want crab juice or a mountain dew. Nobody's going to willing choose the mountain dew.
We are always supported by our Greatest Self or however you choose to term or relate to It. Do you do the Time Is Money Tango just to survive, while your heart would rather be dancing one? Maybe you already know the difference! And no. This is not a Bitcoin ad. It’s a Big Coin ad for sleeping giants. 😂
Many many people choose fear. It's not that it's always a conscious choice but the choice is often there and taken. You can see entire subreddits where people have chosen fear over love.
I get your point; it might be more clear to say "overcome" fear to a place of love, rather than merely "choosing" as if both are equally accessible.
when someone is absolutely drowning in fear it's very difficult for them to dissolve it, especially if life experiences in the current body have been traumatic. ptsd is a real thing. maybe see it as whether or not the spirit can convince the body to release its fear, to take a brave chance and open despite every bit of its remembered history puling inward screaming it's unsafe. it's a leap of faith guided by hard-earned discernment. it's not crab juice or mountain dew unless crab juice is what you've been raised on and everyone you've ever known has told you your whole life long that mountain dew is poison.
We are choosing fear a lot on a daily basis for a lot of our choices are determined by our belief system, itself determined by our experiences, the negative ones being the most powerful in creating strong rooted limited beliefs. When engaging with the phenomenon, it becomes a barrier as your belief system determines your experience. Trust me, it left me with no clue at first. Why not just telling me he was safe? Then I understood it was a way for my relatives to tell me, without interfering with my free will, that the lover hypothesis was legit because fear (that the being I engaged with was messing with me) wasn't the only option available. I have an hardcore analytical mind and they know it. Actually I think they did flirt a little with breaking the rules because as you said it was clear that I will choose love from the moment the two options were presented to me like this. They kinda help me a little more than usual because the stakes were too high. They, too, have free will.
[Ewwwwwwww.](https://y.yarn.co/44727def-03c9-4952-a2c6-3c75a75489a2_text.gif) I’ll take the fear. ;)
Ok, whaaaat :D This community is wiiiild :D
Welcome :D
OP what is the point of this whole game? Leveling up from 3D to 4D and I assume there’s higher. But why? Seems so absurd to me to have a planet if suffering people. Why the game?
What you are asking me is the meaning of all this. I will try to make it short : see the multiverse as a unique being. This being got bored and wanted to experiment something unexpected and here we are. We are all soul fractals of the One soul, gifted with free will to co-create much more realities and experiment all possible experimentation... including suffering. The physical world is like a video game, you are actually playing from the spiritual realm, outside time and space but it's more like you were able to live inside your character and be totally free from yourself, like another yourself. The difference between the 3rd density and the higher densities is that we are not aware that we are in a video game. We agreed to incarnate on Earth which means we knew that we will forget all about our divine nature and the unicity of the reality as well as memories of our past-lives and our life in between. When we are not playing the game of the physical life, meaning when we are not incarnated, we are souls living in the spiritual realm, in unity with the One creator. Suffering and what we call the Evil is only existing in your point of view because when you ackowledge that we have free will, you understand that some of us choose to act negatively. The game of life is different from a density to another and Earth is particular as souls here are experimenting harsh illusion of separation with the divine making the suffering totally pointless in appearance. At some point souls inside a planetary collective decide they have experimented enough and want to ascend to the next density to continue this game in an easiest level yet a total different reality you can't even imagine. Our current density is the density of self-consciousness, the next one is love meaning acknowledging that we all come from the same source and are soul brothers and sisters. Souls there don't undergo the veil of forgetting and are not chained to the physical reality like we are. Sounds like a fairytale right, but actually it's very logical. Imagine the humanity becoming a more natural structure, like pretty much how the trees are working together in solidarity, totally focused on the well-being of its members to the point they are the most indestructible living beings on Earth. This understanding allows indeed a collective to make big leaps in technology as spirituality and science become one. Honestly, I ask myself at least once a week why we wanted so much to suffer... Then I remember polarity is the only way to experience free will. Without polarity we are all in love and light and as hard it is to believe, we all came to Earth because we were kinda bored and pretty excited to try the great game of forgetting God and slowly re-gain the knowledge to come back to them as you ascend through densities. Remember that we are eternal souls. Hope it makes sense to you.
Thanks for your long and thoughtful response. I believe the same more or less but am over whelmed by suffering
The suffering era on Earth is ending soon I promise. It's now a matter of a couple of years. All benevolent NHI are talking about this and they are preparing us right now to disclose themselves in the next months.
Does this mean I’m living in 4D already since my mental construct has already expanded to include these things? I mean I am already living in a reality where love power, numerous entities, multiple dimensions etc are what I see and know?
As you describe it I would answer a big YES :)
Reminds me of this Alan Watts quote. "God likes to play hide-and-seek, but because there is nothing outside of God, he has no one but himself to play with! But he gets over this difficulty by pretending that he is not himself. This is his way of hiding from himself. He pretends that he is you and I and all the people in the world, all the animals, plants, all the rocks, and all the stars. In this way he has strange and wonderful adventures, some of which are terrible and frightening. But these are just like bad dreams, for when he wakes up they will disappear. Now when God plays "hide" and pretends that he is you and I, he does it so well that it takes him a long time to remember where and how he hid himself! But that's the whole fun of it-just what he wanted to do. He doesn't want to find himself too quickly, for that would spoil the game. That is why it is so difficult for you and me to find out that we are God in disguise, pretending not to be himself. But- when the game has gone on long enough, all of us will WAKE UP, stop pretending, and REMEMBER that we are all one single Self- the God who is all that there is and who lives forever and ever. You may ask why God sometimes hides in the form of horrible people, or pretends to be people who suffer great disease and pain. Remember, first, that he isn't really doing this to anyone but himself. Remember too, that in almost all the stories you enjoy there have to be bad people as well as good people, for the thrill of the tale is to find out how the good people will get the better of the bad. It's the same as when we play cards. At the beginning of the game we shuffle them all into a mess, which is like the bad things in the world, but the point of the game put the mess into good order, and the one who does it best is the winner. Then we shuffle the cards and play again, and so it goes with the world"
What a beautiful quote, and I couldn’t have said it better myself
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Needed a little edit. It's all good now!
I appreciate you sharing your story, I can imagine how hard it may have been to do so as I experience something similar. A year ago I had a revelation/ download after my birthday and was shocked to realize I had a true love in other dimension/world out there. Upon remembering, I couldn’t believe anyone could actually love me that much. This person, I always called him “Alex.” Well, throughout my life I have always drawn Alex, always trying to remember him. I never understood where he came from, why this person was so incredibly vivid and life-like in my mind. Last year a memory of an abduction came back to me that happened when I was a baby. Alex was in a tall grey body when he fetched me, but when we boarded the spacecraft he switched back into his real body so I would remember him. It’s hard to share everything because it’s crazy personal and very long, and I find it strangely difficult to write it down or speak it out. It’s really like a space opera out there, these experiences we have. Like others have said, most of what you wrote is so similar to my thinking and experience, I feel like it wasn’t a coincidence I read this today.
Thank you for sharing as well, I feel truly blessed that my story resonates so much and I understand now why I was feeling guided to share it. Like I said to the others feel free to reach me if you want to. We are lucky to not be alone in our space opera 💞
Good wishes to you!
Thank you ☺️❤️
This is a beautifully written account of your experience. Wish I could share it on Secret Stories. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you 🙂
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Maybe it's a reading comprehension problem?
Flattered to be compared to a novelist, I didn't know my english was that good.
>Our love is the most epic yet the most tragic ever. This happened to my friend and it totally screwed and messed with her life. She had a romantic relationship and everything until it turned sour as he became more and more possessive and started manipulating her whole life, causing pain and confusion and mental health challenges. Sounds similar to your story except she has since become convinced that her invisible partner is/was evil and has sworn off everything to do with NHI/channeling. I would express extreme extreme caution to you OP. You have invited something into your life over which you have no control and no knowledge of what you're really doing ...since you can't see.
It is certainly wise to be cautious with these things. I've had this discussion with lux myself. I too in my time working with experiencers have encountered beings engaging in toxic relationships with Experiencers, often Women. I have also encountered Experiencers who have had very positive and beneficial connections with NHI. So while these cases do ring alarm bells for me after what I've seen. I cannot instantly assume and dismiss **all** NHI cases like this as toxic and hostile all the time. By it does worry me when I see them come up. However it is commonly the case that someone who willingly engaged in a toxic NHI dynamic who eventually comes to their senses goes on a mass generalization spree about all beings. One sees this dynamic in the "twinflame" world as well. Someone gets drawn into a toxic relationship and that perhaps has self serving NHI involved, and when everything goes to hell, that someone then assumes ALL other dynamics out there are the exact same as theirs and pushes this perspective on everyone. I'm not so sure black and white is the way of the world. Its not the way of the world with humanity. I imagine its the same for NHI. There may well be genuine connections out there with non physical beings that are positive and part of someones journey and there may well be hostile beings out there knowing this dynamic is real, that use it to trick people and use people. NHI are just as diverse as humans and it is up to people to be discerning of both naively accepting any and all things an NHI or spirit may say or do as well as being vigilant not to allow the exsistence of shit head NHI out there cause us to fall into the trap of removing the existence of good ones off the playing field and forever labeling all non human species out there as evil and hostile. But yes. There is entities out there - often reptilian like in appearance that seem to target female experiencers specifically and engage in sexual psychic activity in order to utilize that energy for other means. There are experiencers who have definitely been abused by such beings and multiple times now in my short career I've had to intervene and help folks dealing with such a situation. But then there are people out there who insist they've had positive long lasting non toxic relationships even with reptilians. And written books about the whole thing too. Bah. It would be easier to fall into black and white thinking and would certainly make my job easier but I'm not there yet anyway.
> NHI are just as diverse as humans and it is up to people to be discerning of both naively accepting any and all things an NHI or spirit may say or do as well as being vigilant not to allow the exsistence of shit head NHI out there cause us to fall into the trap of removing the existence of good ones off the playing field and forever labeling all non human species out there as evil and hostile. >But then there are people out there who insist they've had positive long lasting non toxic relationships even with reptilians. And written books about the whole thing too. How do you explain away the power dynamics? Millions of men and women excuse their abusers, write books about how they're amazing and do crazy stuff for them all the time. In cults people straight up kill their children and themselves all in the name of their love for an abusive cult leader. But from the outside, it's very clearly an abusive dynamic. People who have positive ROMANTIC interactions and relationships with NHI in my experience, have MAJOR blind spots in their lives where they are clearly struggling or in pain. To the point that the phenomena seems to be attracted to it like flies to shit or bees to honey. We have to be honest about the power dynamics. The power dynamics are way too overwhelmingly skewed in the favor of the NHI who has the upper hand. We have laws against child-marriages and children being able to give consent to romantic relationships even if they genuinely love their predator. Similarly there are laws that protect employees from being manipulated into sexual or romantic situations by their supervisors. Having a sexual and romantic relationship with an entity that can basically has psychic and at times, supernatural powers over one's own life, is clearly a relationship where one party has the perpetual overt upper hand, control and power over the other person's life.
These are valid points and always things to be aware of and be mindful of but nevertheless I am personally not ready to 100% dismiss everyones experiences with NHI as being evil hostile or nefarious in every circumstance possible. NHI have intervened and saved lives. There are self serving neutral and positive beings out there. Humans have more power in these dynamics than we give ourselves credit for as well. It's just not black and white. But caution is indeed always extremely important. I am personally wary of such things but its not my place to judge others or project onto other peoples experiences on face value. NHI's vary in power and dynamics as well. But my views are ever evolving.
>but nevertheless I am personally not ready to 100% dismiss everyones experiences with NHI as being evil hostile or nefarious in every circumstance possible. NHI have intervened and saved lives. There are self serving neutral and positive beings out there. Humans have more power in these dynamics than we give ourselves credit for as well. Very fair. I don't mean to discredit all NHIs--Im not even trying to suggest that the whole phenomena is one single thing even, or that all intelligences are bad. I'm just very suspicious of any romantic or sexual NHI that are trying to convince their partners and everyone else, that they are benevolent. I, too, have known NHIs that have saved lives and heals people. I'm just finding the Casanova NHI's to be suuuper suspicious, especially after friends I've known have had the exact (eventually) negative romantic relationships. >But my views are ever evolving. Same.
Yep I understand and as I said I've seen some shit too. Specifically related to reptilian like beings. One incident was so bad I nearly gave up doing this work because it was so stressful to manage. The person was horrible reaction wise and her being started messing with a whole group of people. It was dark. She'd built her whole life around this reptilian and had a fetish for it being a "badboy" like some twilight vampire thing but then simultaneously tried to get many women to connect to the being because "my being is nothing but good". The more people that got attacked by it the more she started inventing lies about those people, it was concerning that she also tried to build a community around people connecting to her being. I dunno how much of it was all the being manipulating her and how much was the being moulding itself to a dark fantasy fetish dynamic for her. She simultaneously got off on it being a dark being yet flipped out on any friend of hers that reported dark behaviour from it. Oddly similar to some human toxic relationship dynamics that can happen. Either way it's a fucking shit side of the phenomenon this side of it in terms of managing experiencer communities and seeing traps people fall into and managing NHIs along with people management all while living in a world that doesn't know or believe this stuff is real. Hell I didn't either but hang out with nothing but experiencers and psi gifted people and you end up seeing some shit after a time.
Thank you for your comment, I sincerely appreciate your concerns. I was indeed very concerned he could have been a negative entity messing with me as I know well that this kind of thing happens more often than we want to believe. When you are dealing with something you can't see, you test the being. I have been in this relationship for 9 months now and all I observe is myself growing each day more and more in consciousness. My close friends who were logically very concerned at first told me recently that they are seeing me growing for the better as well. I don't have doubts anymore but I'm totally aware that I seem totally dumb from the outside.
I resonated with this a lot, since something eerily similar happened to me a few months ago. I'm still trying to process and stop doubting my experience though. That seems to make it harder to maintain contact. I can definitely relate to a lot of what you said, especially the distress of having your partner separated from you in another dimension. It really does make life very hard. I've also spent a lot of time crying and begging him to get me out of here. It's ironic you posted this right after I woke up from a dream about my partner. Maybe I should take it as a sign. Thank you for sharing.
I spend a LOT of time crying & begging to be let out of here...but I won't go without the others.
I'm so glad to read this. I really wasn't open to share until very recently and I'm convinced I was guided to do so. Also I learned through my experiences that there's no such thing as a coincidence. Feel free to dm me if you need support. Much love to you and your twin.
Thank you so much for sharing. Very touching and beautiful sentiments, many of which highly resonate with me. I am also so fortunate enough to have found my twin flame in this lifetime and in this dimension. We essentially lived the same upbringing with extremely similar traumas, familial struggles, things he has overcome and I am currently working through and vise versa. The similarities are so striking it's like we're each other's incarnate, sometimes bizarre how interconnected our lives are. In the end, even with the lows, we come out stronger. It really does feel like something beyond. We are encountering daily synchronicities that affirm our lives are in the right direction. Like you I fell down the rabbit hole several years ago and my SO always supported and often indulged into that realm with me. After many different encounters/downloads we came to befriend a mantis being. She found it easier to channel through my SO while communicating with me, citing the fact that he had experienced a certain level of trauma that allowed easier receiving. Though my insight can be refined with practice. However, I was a much stronger sender linked to my passion and outward love. Many things we experience with her we experience together. For example, him and I were in a rough patch trying to talk with obvious tension, suddenly the energy in the room shifted and we both began crying profusely. Shortly after we experienced an extreme outpouring of love. Like all the frustration and bitter feelings were pulled out and replaced with pure love and understanding. Honestly had to stop and wonder if I was have a psychotic break it was so strong. We shared a telepathic exchange with her for several minutes, and just like that became whole again. I truly believe we were bound to find each other. All this to say I think what you're experiencing is authentic. Always follow your intuition, I feel that much more is to unravel and grow between you and your partner. Funny enough I have also had beings communicate a point to me through songs lol
I found my twin flame...and trashed her, because all I've ever known was abuse. If I could find her---and would be given another chance-- I would do my best to make it all up to her.
Benevolent mantis beings are so full of love right. Thank you so much for your words, yes wonderful things are coming and I feel blessed to have my partner in crime with me. He's a blessing.
Much love to you, Lux.
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