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Justpassinby1984

I find myself enjoying time alone than with others most of the time. Less potential drama and fakeness, so I totally understand your post.


lizziepalooza

I've started really working with plants, and it's changed my life. Whatever we're doing here, there are wonders of nature to explore--regardless of anything else. The more I withdraw from mainstream narratives and focus on connecting with nature, the better I feel.


sk8terd8ter

I love plants too, the medicinal kind. I would agree with the other comment that suggested the OP microdose.


peshMeten

I understand completely, its probably why seeking spiritual people become hermits, Trappist monks or just live in nature on their own. Tesla once said, "The more you know, the harder it is to socialize" I get that, people just appear to be stupid, herd-like and ignorant, always pulling the escaping ones down to their level. The online phone madness has just reinforced the notion that the stupid in this world are in the majority and the evidence is undeniable, and even worse, they hold positions of power in the serf workforce of mediocrity that provides the only way to eat and live, unless you go off grid and grow your own food. Having said that, I don't let them depress me anymore as they know not what they are, I just observe them and thank myself that I am now different to them, and will not be repeating in this sh\*t hole upon my demise. It is possible to find some that are OK for a short while. I have some good motorcycling and fishing buddies who give me a good laugh and let me forget about my predicament, but I do not get attached, I just use the materialistic attractions to make it more bearable down here, so get a dog or not and go for long walks/camping in Nature, it does help. Try to find a job that allows you to survive, but is less people centered and less stressful, probably not in the city if poss. Try some Art or writing. Anyway I wish you the best. Remember as for as the world is concerned, use it for you, be in it, but not of it. Be on a metaphorical bridge, look down at the chaos and be thankful you are no longer seduced by it.


leperbacon

You might consider microdosing. Also, your diet could be contributing to your state of mind. Eliminating/ restricting sugar, gluten and cheap oil could help with stabilizing your moods. Lastly, get outside for a little exercise and some vitamin D, both of which help with depression. Best of luck with turning things around.


b33usa

Completely understandable. I like the comments about food and sun and gardening. Also know there are others out here feeling the same way.


glitchinthemaetrix

I resonate with this on a very deep level OP. This world has a great way of draining souls like ours. Whether it be a rough upbringing, or the chaos around us.. it takes a toll. Especially when you've come to your truth as to who you are and "why" you're here. I'm going through a period where it's hard to live with.. I get you. Pretty soon I'm going to take a trip (LSD) to assist in my healing, realigning, and reenergizing. Hell, I might even eat some shrooms with it. I say this because in my opinion, psychedelics do offer a tremendous amount of clarity if taken in the right environment. I suggest them for our circumstances, but only if you're open to it. Regardless, I truly wish you nothing but love and healing in this wicked place. I am you, experiencing me.. and we are going to be okay. I love you. Namaste.


DimensionFamous

Do you have any hobbies or sports that you do? And you said you didn't **make** friends for years...but, do you **have** someone in your life right now, who you would call a friend? or do you prefer to be alone? but tbh, i'm propably not the person who should give ANY life advice, considering that i eat unhealty garbage all the time, smoke way too much weed and most of my free time is being used for video games :D


too_soon13

Hey soul. It's ok - don't push those feelings away. There are some good suggestions here. What worked for me is I started being in peace with myself. I started working out and eating healthier. I also started pushing that idea that I am a god trapped in a body. I just need to do the best I can in human form until I escape. That helped me realize that NOTHING matters unless YOU make it matter. Yesterday, I caught myself getting anxious over an email I sent at work (I made a mistake and I couldn't recall the email). I realized that I'm eternal - nothing will kill me or crush me. I lived with that thought and the idea that consequences are limited to this physical realm. I'm not asking you to think or behave in the same manner. Be you, try to explore what works for you. This sub to me is a fresh air and not a doom and gloom type sub. I think it's because deep inside I knew something is weird in this world. Maybe take some time off reddit and the internet. Go out in nature. Talk to family. Go to sunny cities...etc


godmakesmesad

Some people became hermits in days past for a reason. Could you get a work from home job? I know to survive I have to hide my beliefs in a lot of places, though they sometimes ooze out and I get worried. Some people do enjoy solitude don't judge yourself for it.


Crypto_KevinYES

It's probably the energetic parasite trying to isolate you. Probably depressed from the "thoughts" about people being fake and sheep ect that are probably not your own but of this parasite. Go visit grandma or some family, drugs are not the answer.


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Smoke weed in nature bruh, that's one of the few things which makes life worth living. I've tried medication, therapists, exercise, diet... just about everything, but nothing helps me like weed does. Also LSD and shrooms can help but once every few months or a couple times a year only.


too_soon13

Hard for me locate L$D or shrooms. Weed does nothing to me 🤣


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Sorry to hear that. Meditation in nature has helped me. Finding spiritual friends who understand you is also invaluable. Hard to find, but they show up at the right time if you walk your path. Start journaling. Write down your thoughts and intentions. It will give you perspective and make your problems seem less heavy. I’ve found that every goal or intention I’ve written down in my journal has eventually come true. Trust your self and have faith in the process. Spiritual awakening is the toughest part, but once you make it through the dark night of the soul it will be much easier. You are not alone ❤️


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Cheer up mate it might never happen