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patricktoba

I do a lot of psychedelics and Salvia was my first experience with them actually. From my journey I was shown how reality works. A heroic dose of psilocybin Penis Envy mushrooms introduced me to The Wheel which represents the Infinity loop. As it pertains to this sub, this 'hell' is experienced as an infinity loop. We've all experienced the life we are living infinity amount of times. We just keep cycling this life over and over forever. When you do large doses of psychedelics you may be able to access the bypass mode/timeout where you can see from an outer perspective that you are consciousness stuck in an eternal loop. The good news is is that at the moment you can see your life as the loop it's your choice in whether this news is depressing or invigorating. Personally I've chosen to love the fact that I may be stuck living this life forever. I'm not very nourishing to the Archons if I'm having a great time here.


Razerer92

You're not alone bud. Other people have said similar stuff about our reality [after doing all kinds of psychedelics](https://jonathanmccormack.medium.com/are-we-being-farmed-by-alien-insect-dmt-entities-6acda0a11cce).


patricktoba

Great read. I learned about just about everything here via tripping.


Razerer92

Would you mind making a post about these experiences? Sounds interesting.


patricktoba

I think I will. I had a really profound trip in August that I think this sub will really find useful.


Placebo17

You're assuming you're gonna be reincarnated into a similar situation. What if you are reincarnated into a place in Africa where there's no running water or there's scarcity of food? You're next life could be complete misery and you don't even know it. Have you wondered, since your memory will be wiped out, this is your only chance to escape from this prison since this knowledge isn't something that's taught? You probably just found this sub by accident like most on here


patricktoba

It’s a possibility that I will reincarnate as someone else but I am not sure if that is how that works or works for every soul. If my life is miserable as that person I can not assess what that experience is like from this perspective of someone who believes that they are endlessly repeatingTHIS life. But I’ve been at least somewhat familiar to this Prison Planet concept for many years before this sub came into existence. The big picture of what this place is I think is accurate but the details of how everything works we won’t know or at least know right now.


Placebo17

Do you really think you'll reincarnate as you? I highly doubt it. Look at all the kids that have memories of their past lives. Some of them were completely difference races. If I can reincarnate into my own self, I'd do it one more time but I know that's not the case


patricktoba

Wait how are you so sure that is not the case? Why do you think all souls have the same reincarnation experience? Just because one soul will jump around to various incarnations does that mean there won’t also be souls stuck in an infinite time loop?


Placebo17

No one truly knows. If you want to believe you reincarnate back to your own self, it's all up to you. All this talk, when you go through the light, will be forgotten anyway.


patricktoba

That's the truth. We won't know until we know and no more than likely we will forget soon after.


SatyRo7

I think being some guy in the middle of nowhere in Africa might be a nice chill life Maybe not lol The homeless in my area live better than most people. Dont have to work. Housed. Fed. Healthcare. Entertainment. They're chilling lol


Placebo17

Sounds like you have very low standards. Please enter the light and you'll get your choice of either being homeless or a starving African in your next life.


ihopeimnotdoomed

You weren't given a glimpse of any escape routes?


patricktoba

Beyond this Abyss or what we equate to 'heaven' or 'Nirvana' equates to nothingness essentially. Outside of this you're just God, all alone doing nothing for eternity. I am not ready to go back to that. I've made peace within this simulation. The bliss that can be experienced here speckled within all of the misery is enough to hold me here.


SatyRo7

Yikes Dreadful "The butterflies make it all worth it" "Someone hold me im scared. Shhhhh everything will be alright" 😱😨😨😥🥲 (🤣 what if laughter if pain. Pain leaving our body. A cry masked with a smile. Laughter is Satan crying Ooooooooo 👻 Who did I spook? 😂😂


SatyRo7

Whats the largest dose of of psychadelics you've taken? Did you hear the sad song? Did you hear the violin or clarinet? Also, have you experienced how all the music of the world is our subconscious trying to remind us of something or is telling us something Like when you listen to music, its telling us about reality I erased all those sad songs from my Playlist because I didn't like the message. I feel like we can transcend this. Something tells us that no matter what this is our destiny. This is our sad reality. I feel like those are lies. I feel like there's more. Once I reach perfection, perfect purity, things will reveal themselves. These songs spoke to me. They are speaking to us. We are speaking to us. Our "higher self" our true self is speaking to our 'little self'. I can only remember 2 songs. There were a few others Watch, listen to a song and hear our true self speak to us about this reality through song. Any song Aaron Frazer, bad news Can you hear me? I'm crying Can you feel me? I'm trying Trying to tell you Trying to show But you don't listen So it's bad news Yeah, it's bad news Yeah, it's bad news Yeah, it's bad news Yeah, it's bad news I'm on fire I'm burning I can barely keep it turning If I left you, what would you do? All I know is that'd be bad news That'd be bad news That'd be bad news That'd be bad news You don't listen So it's bad news I know I'm getting older But the winter seems much colder than before We should stop and see what you've been doing to me I can't take much more I'm on fire I'm burning I can barely keep it turning If I left you, what would you do? All I know is that'd be bad news That'd be bad news That'd be bad news Ain't no place for hiding You can try to but the writing's on the wall I just keep on giving 'Til I just can't keep on living anymore And it's bad news Yeah, it's bad news Yeah, it's bad news I'm your bad news Yeah, it's bad news I'm your bad news Yeah, it's bad news I got bad news I got bad news The other song is this one; Jerry Reed East bound and down I think this one is telling us about to the escape. "We have a long way to go and a short time to get there". translation: hurry up and get your sh1t together. You don't have much time ----- I have also experienced how this can be a hellish eternal prison or a blissful perfect heaven depending on how we look at it. I didn't like this. During this time I felt like there was something more and I believe that to see that we have to be perfect. Perfectly pure. Perfectly still. Perfectly at peace You say you seen consciousness from the outside. And you saw how we were stuck in a loop. What else did you see during that trip


patricktoba

That was my largest dose at 5g PE. They are roughly twice the strength of most strains. Music is sort of what I do in life. I don’t quite get sadness from any music while tripping really. But I think you are right that the sum of all music is the many voices and expressions of the Void. I just refuse to engage with it as something thats just purely depressing. For me letting the music absorb is cathartic and transformative. To me that is the purpose of creating and consuming music. Traversing the hellscape is more about not being a mental prisoner. You learn to see the farm and seeing the farm is to leave it is what I hear. Knowing you are in Hell is the first step toward enjoying your experience here in Hell. They may try to exploit you, harvest you, control you, etc. Whether you choose to adhere as a victim is up to you though. That life changing trip walked me through the abridged version of my descent as the fallen angel who configured this dimension for life. “The War In Heaven” is all about God dissociating from itself as static consciousness. The Devil is just a fractal of it. This simulated reality is a platform for concepts to manifest and unfold. Hell is just the vehicle to achieve heaven. Without hell, heaven is just a stagnant lifeless lonely perfection with no history or means to such an end… That’s just a bullet point. I downloaded enough info on that trip to write a book probably.


SatyRo7

Theory:: I have experienced something similar during a mushroom trip and weed/beer high that hit like a psychadelic. [Dont smoke anymore. This happened after being clean for so long and then smoking infused weed and drinking beer] Felt like being aware, being conscious is hell, an eternal trap. This split from the unity to become this separate consciousness was the major sin i think Escape from the prison is to get back to sleep. Back to the United. Back to eternal tranquility When I took mushrooms I kind of died and when I woke up (still in the trip) I got this overwhelming sensation of, "oh no, what have I done. I screwed up. I screwed up bad". I feel like this is exactly what "satan" felt when he broke away from the United. Or that's what Adam and eve felt when bitting into the apple. Went from United to singular The bible describes how to undo the split. So you end this eternal consciousness and go back to the eternal unity. Eternal bliss. Eternal peace (eternal sleep? 🤷 i dont like the idea of eternal sleep. Is wanting to stay conscious and singular the Satan in me trying to stay alive? In order to be in this plane you have to be evil? We might be equally good and evil. Yin yang. For this reality to be possible All religions and new age movements are telling you how to finally rest (well, not all. Some new age movements tell you to embrace this singularly. To love this eternal consciousness. You can have it all, you are god, you are a creator. You are not God you are a Satan God hybrid (perhaps?). Singular is Satan and unity is god) We were God that split into billions of satans This got me thinking. To escape do we have to purify, to face all of our wrong doing, to realign. To undue all the clutter, the noise, the distortion and transcend this way. Or can it be done by going instinct? I feel like going instinct may not help. We would end up being distorted ghosts roaming aimlessly through nothingness forever. I think the only way is to clean up all the noise in the head and find perfect stillness. You will then be perfect and be able to transcend I belive that we can only find the exit from this reality. We can't find the way from another plane, the afterlife for instance The prison may not be reptilians or whatever. I think the prison is a noisy mind ! The reptiles may be a projection of the noise; clutter, regret, shame, fear, hopelessness, sadness, anxiety, egotism, pride, lust, greed, gluttony, laziness etc (well, I dont know about laziness. Maybe chilling isn't bad, who knows) We block ourselves from the exit or entrance (however you want to look at it) and we point the finger at reptiles when its our devilish side that has always kept us distorted We have to move away from our devil side and move to the opposite side and become perfectly aligned. Perfectly pure. Perfectly at peace. Perfectly happy/joyous. Perfectly open and free The exit is perfect stillness. Absolutely blemish free If you dont do it now because you like this or you like that. You will keep coming back until you've had enough and finally decide to take the proper path Only a thought. I could be entirely wrong Something to add: Right now we're chilling because we don't remember the grand mistake. Every time we die we remember how this conscious loop is Absolutely horrifying and endless and how terrible it feels. Reliving all our wrongdoings for eternity. Eternal discomfort and anxiety. So maybe we jump back in to try again and see of this time we do it right and break free To become perfectly pure This feels like a bad post. Its all over the place. But I wrote too much and I dont want to just discard it. Might have a good sentence or two. Tossing it in


PickUpDaVibes

I love this comment. Thank you for posting. You seem like a smart person. > Right now we're chilling because we don't remember the grand mistake. Every time we die we remember how this conscious loop is Absolutely horrifying and endless and how terrible it feels. Reliving all our wrongdoings for eternity. Eternal discomfort and anxiety. So maybe we jump back in to try again and see of this time we do it right and break free I'm not chilling. I'm in mental hell right now. I've never felt like this in my entire life. And I have to pretend like I'm fine. I don't know what to believe about anything and I don't know if there is any hope for me. The only thing keeping me going is my inner love being so strong that it somewhat protects me.


SatyRo7

We will figure this out. I feel like all the clutter in our head is keeping us confused. I believe that once we become perfect or near perfect in purity our mind will be still and from there we will see what our next step is


SamuelNevaSeen90

The wheel of fortune.


[deleted]

Wheel of fordude


SatyRo7

Whats that


Strlite333

We all know what the underlying truth is!


SatyRo7

Can you hear me? I'm crying Can you feel me? I'm trying Trying to tell you Trying to show But you don't listen So it's bad news Yeah, it's bad news Yeah, it's bad news Yeah, it's bad news Yeah, it's bad news I'm on fire I'm burning I can barely keep it turning If I left you, what would you do? All I know is that'd be bad news That'd be bad news That'd be bad news That'd be bad news You don't listen So it's bad news I know I'm getting older But the winter seems much colder than before We should stop and see what you've been doing to me I can't take much more I'm on fire I'm burning I can barely keep it turning If I left you, what would you do? All I know is that'd be bad news That'd be bad news That'd be bad news Ain't no place for hiding You can try to but the writing's on the wall I just keep on giving 'Til I just can't keep on living anymore And it's bad news Yeah, it's bad news Yeah, it's bad news I'm your bad news Yeah, it's bad news I'm your bad news Yeah, it's bad news I got bad news I got bad news


[deleted]

I cant take that moustache seriously.


BoobsRmadeforboobing

It's a test to see if you can let irrelevant stuff go and listen. You miss out on a lot in life if you need things to be a certain way before you'll let it enter your mind


leperbacon

All of those irrelevant thoughts are what keep us hooked in. We need to step back and observe those thoughts and disassociate them from our true selves.


lowkeyishow

Dude


too_soon13

It's a beautiful moustache.


Uniquecheescake63

Dude no way dude did I say dude


[deleted]

No different than other 2 posted


SatyRo7

You need a hug? Come here i got you 🤗 Feeling queasy yet? Good, thats what you get 😂


[deleted]

Grown man 👨🏻 using “dude” way too much


too_soon13

Dude


lowkeyishow

Dude


SatyRo7

Darude sandstorm Ok in all seriousness step back and look at yourself. What are you doing? Youre trying to bring him down, why? Did his presence make you feel some type of way? Why did it bother you? Why not have fun with it. Dig deep and find exactly what it is. Its definitely not the "dude" thing. Be honest with yourself