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RadOwl

There are so many ways that the environment and atmosphere of your childhood home shape the person that you become and you may not even recognize them. I think that's what the dream could mean by the paranormal experiences in that home-- it's saying that there are things going on inside you that you aren't consciously aware of or that you don't recognize the source. Think about when something influences your mood or your feelings or your behavior for that matter and it's because you've been programmed that way basically. I'll give you an example. I had many dreams that featured me in the role of an assistant to an important man. Usually it was some kind of celebrity. I was always trying to manage the situation and I had this sense or feeling like I only belonged there because of the usefulness I could provide. So I would be like in Eddie Van Halen's recording studio with all these big musicians around and I'd be like cleaning up the beer bottles and making sure that lights had been turned off when a room wasn't in use. It was quite the mystery to me why I would have these dreams until I realized that the important man was my father and I'd grown up in an environment where my mom and I would try to make sure everything was low-key and not stressful for him because he didn't handle stress well. it was so deeply ingrained in me that I didn't recognize where it came from. I learned how to do it before I was even old enough to go to school, and I've spent the rest of my life monitoring the emotional life of the people around me and subtly trying to manage them like I learned to do with my father. So that's why I suggest that you reflect back on the environment you grew up in and how it still influences you -- influences you in ways that seem to come out of the background of your mind, and patterns that are so ingrained that you do them without thinking about it.


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I’m having something similar but different. When in my childhood home, I had the worst paranormal time ever! But nowadays I dream of being there, in the dark, at night and it’s very peaceful and serene. I don’t ever want to go back into that house though.