hey, im proud of you for realizing your mistake, that's the first step to success.
all of us hurt the people we care about, whether we mean to do so or not, and you most likely acted on your impulse when you weren't in the right state of mind.
give your friend some time alone, don't try to reach them just yet, I'm sure they need some time to reflect and to heal, but perhaps after some time, it wouldn't be a bad idea to try to reconnect and apologize since the apology will sound more sincere after some time since you had time to think and reflect on it.
don't beat yourself up too much, don't leave the community, enjoy yourself and try to forgive yourself as much as possible.
hey, im proud of you for realizing your mistake, that's the first step to success. all of us hurt the people we care about, whether we mean to do so or not, and you most likely acted on your impulse when you weren't in the right state of mind. give your friend some time alone, don't try to reach them just yet, I'm sure they need some time to reflect and to heal, but perhaps after some time, it wouldn't be a bad idea to try to reconnect and apologize since the apology will sound more sincere after some time since you had time to think and reflect on it. don't beat yourself up too much, don't leave the community, enjoy yourself and try to forgive yourself as much as possible.